mad dog and loyal dog

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Zhang Ting thought it was just a quarrel, and they had quarreled in the past two years, and they were all trivial matters.In addition, Zhang Ting did not dare to provoke Xia Ming, so every quarrel did not become serious.Xia Ming answered a phone call for more than ten minutes. When he came back, he seemed a little anxious for some reason.

"Zhang Ting, I'm leaving." He said, and quickly packed his luggage, "You buy the plane ticket tomorrow, I have something urgent to leave first." He said without saying what it was urgent, "If you I won't be here when I go back, you help me...I'll let the nanny look after Tiantian." He changed his words again, he didn't want to rely on Zhang Ting to take care of Tiantian.

"What, where are you going?" Zhang Ting hadn't recovered from the quarrel just now, he grabbed Xia Ming's hand, "Don't you want me, Tian Tian, ​​don't you? Are you there when you go back?" Zhang Ting was in a hurry, and he held Xia Ming's hand even tighter, "I was wrong, I knew I was wrong, I dare not, I apologize, really!" His voice was trembling, " Don't want me..." He was almost heart-piercing.

The corner of Xia Ming's mouth twitched, he wanted to say something, but the phone rang again, Xia Ming seemed to have something urgent, so he pulled his hand away. "The assessment period has not passed, I have no interest in you." Xia Ming was indifferent to his stubbornness, he had seen too many Zhang Ting apologizing to him and begging for mercy.

I don't know if this is an opportunity, but it's good to force Zhang Ting to leave him like this.

Xia Ming quickly walked away from Zhang Ting, as if he was afraid that Zhang Ting would catch up again, "I don't want to be with you, but you were the one who saved me back then. I admit that you are my family, so remember to take medicine, I’ll see a doctor when I go back tomorrow, and I’m leaving.”

Zhang Ting felt that his breathing stopped for a moment, he stumbled and wanted to pounce on Xia Ming, but Xia Ming turned sideways to dodge.But Zhang Ting was stubborn, he grabbed a corner of Xia Ming's clothes, "You don't want me, are you going to be with someone else?"

Xia Ming's lips moved. He didn't know why, but felt that he should be more cruel this time.He looked at Zhang Ting's red eyes and was silent for a while, "I don't know." He said, "But I will think about it."

Seriously consider things that don't want you.

He left, even closing the door very quickly, as if there was no memory at all.

Xia Ming no longer wanted him.Even if he begged in every possible way, even if he said he knew he was wrong, Xia Ming didn't want him anymore.

Zhang Ting wanted to catch up, but his brain told himself that he should hurry up and chase Xia Ming.As a result, he only heard the sound of his own wailing, piercing crying, and helpless crying.

He is Zhang Ting, who used to be self-centered, everyone respected and loved him, and he was what he said.He is arrogant, he is arrogant.He treats Xia Ming like a dog, and doesn't care about Xia Ming's feelings for him.Even if he doesn't like it, he doesn't want Xia Ming to like others.So he locked Xia Ming up, used surveillance, and tried every means to cut off his freedom.

Since he is such a humble and humble Xia Ming, he still doesn't want him, so is it better to lock Xia Ming up?Anyway, Xia Ming doesn't love himself, so if he locks him up again, it doesn't matter if his heart belongs to him, at least it belongs to him.

Zhang Ting thought about it in a mess, but all he heard was his own crying.

Was he seriously ill? Zhang Ting found himself crying with his third vision.Feeling extremely uncomfortable, Zhang Ting didn't know how to react.He has always got what he wants, and no one has taught him how to love someone.Zhang Ting touched the choker on his neck, "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo"

Zhang Ting is really going crazy.

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Zhang Ting really flew back the next day because he went to the hospital.He was really uncomfortable, and he didn't know when he cried until he passed out. The staff who came to urge him to check out found him fainted, and he was already lying in the hospital when he woke up.When Zhang Ting woke up, he insisted on being discharged from the hospital, but he was still kept in the hospital for observation by the doctor all night.

The state was extremely poor, Zhang Ting went to the bathroom when he got off the plane, and when he looked in the mirror, he found that his face was extremely pale, like a walking zombie.

When I returned to Xia Ming's house, I found that Xia Ming was really not there, and the phone calls were also disconnected.The nanny said that Xia Ming paid her wages in advance and let the two nanny take turns to take care of Tian Tian.Tiantian still didn't understand anything, and was very happy to see Zhang Ting came back, "Mom hug." She smiled like an angel.

Zhang Ting hugged her, but it can be said that Zhang Ting buried himself in Xia Tiantian's arms.Maybe his strength was too strong, and a two-year-old child couldn't bear it, Xia Tiantian struggled a bit, "Mom, it hurts." She whispered, "Hug, it hurts, mom let go." I'm trying to express it.

Zhang Ting knew that he loosened his grip slightly, but he still held Tiantian and refused to let go. "With you here, Xia Ming will come back." He suddenly said something to himself.

Zhang Ting hugged Xia Tiantian for a long time before letting go of her. He looked very tired, and his whole body was limp on the sofa.Xia Tiantian didn't know what happened to Zhang Ting, she tilted her head and didn't know why, so she picked up her toy, and then climbed onto Zhang Ting's body to knock, "Let's play together, Tiantian misses mother."

But Zhang Ting was so tired that he didn't want to move his fingers anymore.

Without Xia Ming, Zhang Ting felt that nothing was important.Only Xia Tiantian shone like a star in his world, but Zhang Ting felt that she was too dazzling, and felt that he did not deserve such a star at all.

Zhang Ting also always remembered that he was the person assigned by Xia Ming to watch over Tian Tian, ​​so he still thought that he was still important in Xia Ming's heart.But after going back, there was no news of Xia Ming for several days, and Brother Pin seemed to be extremely busy without Xia Ming's help. I can't even catch Brother Pin.

Let him squat until Brother Pin or let the younger brother squat at Brother Pin's house for several days. When the younger brother notified him that Brother Pin was going home, Xia Ming had already left him for almost a week. "Where did Xia Ming go!" Zhang Ting rushed up and asked.

In just one week, Zhang Ting was like a shriveled zombie, with dark circles almost taking up half of his face.The face that was originally fair and clean now looked a little sallow. "Why did you go there?" Brother Pin was shocked, "I'm so busy that I don't have dark circles under your eyes."

"Xia Ming!" He only repeated Xia Ming's name once.

Brother Pin looked at him suspiciously, and then pulled Zhang Ting into the room.He seemed hesitant to speak, hesitating, "Well, I don't know what he is going to do, but he handed over all the work to me, and there are still some things that I haven't explained clearly. They're all busy cleaning up the stall." Brother Pin said, also complaining a bit.He glanced at Zhang Ting, "You really don't know where Xia Ming has gone?"

Zhang Ting shook his head, "If I knew, I would come here and ask you why."

"He went to England." Brother Pin said, "I don't know why, and I can't get in touch with Xia Ming. But—"

"but?"

Brother Pin took out his mobile phone, he flipped through it, and then he found something, and thought for a while, "You're not going to commit suicide, are you?" He suddenly asked inexplicably, "Xia Ming told me you were sick, look You won't commit suicide after that, will you?"

"What, I won't commit suicide, don't tell me I don't have it." He was about to snatch Brother Pin's phone as he spoke.

Brother Pin didn't believe him, and carefully walked away from Zhang Ting with his mobile phone. He took several steps away from Zhang Ting, "You swear that you will be fine, so I'll show you."

"I'm fine, I swear." Zhang Ting also raised three fingers to swear, "Otherwise I will die badly."

Brother Pin thought his oath was completely invalid, but he still held up his mobile phone and gave Zhang Ting a look. It was Yafu's circle of friends, it was a picture posted three days ago, it was just a man's back, he was standing Pier, watching the action is smoking.It's just a back view, and it's still a little blurry.But no matter how vague it is, Zhang Ting can recognize who it is.

Yafu only sent a photo, not even a copy.

But Zhang Ting suddenly felt his world spinning, he almost lost his footing, and even helped the sofa behind him.Brother Pin knew that something was wrong when he saw it, so he hurried over to help him, "Are you okay?" He asked, "You won't be overwhelmed, right?"

Zhang Ting slowed down for a while, then jumped up and wanted to grab Brother Pin's phone, but fortunately, Brother Pin reacted quickly enough, quickly opened a further distance from him, and threw the phone far away , "Stop watching!" Brother Pin roared, "Calm down."

How calm are you? Zhang Ting felt that he was green from head to toe.Zhang Ting's breathing began to be a little difficult, and he swallowed abruptly, and found that his throat was sore.It's uncomfortable, it's too uncomfortable, Xia Ming actually abandons him and Xia Tiantian and runs to England to find Yafu.

No wonder what Xia Ming said in those two days were so strange, no wonder he was given an 'assessment period'.

It turned out that the 'assessment period' hadn't passed, Xia Ming just didn't want him anymore.

"Zhang Ting, Zhang Ting!" Brother Pin saw that his situation was really wrong, "Don't think so much, Xia Ming is not the kind of person to leave everything behind, even if he doesn't want anything, it is impossible not to not want Xia Tiantian." Brother Pin told him, "He must have just had something—"

"You call him!" Zhang Ting interrupted Brother Pin, "If you can't, you call that foreigner." His tone was very aggressive, a bit like an order.

Brother Pin had no choice but to call Xia Ming and Yafu.But Xia Ming's phone call still couldn't get through as usual, but Yafu answered it.As soon as the call was connected, Zhang Ting snatched the phone, "Are you with Xia Ming?"

Yafu was stunned for a while, "Are you Zhang Ting?" He recognized Zhang Ting's voice.

"Yes, are you with Xia Ming? Ask him to answer the phone!" Zhang Ting's tone was very aggressive.

"No." Yafu was a little embarrassed, but he didn't deny the fact that he was with Xia Ming. "He's busy now... It's hard for me to find him. But you can rest assured, he's temporarily—"

"Then where is Xia Ming?" Zhang Ting interrupted him, "Where are you?"

Yafu hesitated and couldn't speak, and there seemed to be some struggle over there. The English was spoken, and Zhang Ting couldn't understand it.Yafu's mobile phone seemed to be snatched away, and the call was quickly hung up.When Zhang Ting called again, the phone had already been turned off, and he didn't know what happened.

Zhang Ting and Brother Pin looked at each other, and Brother Pin was also full of question marks.Brother Pin thought for a while, then patted Zhang Ting's shoulder, "If Xia Ming contacts me first, I'll tell you right away." Brother Pin said, "Why don't you relax and stop thinking so much."

Zhang Ting was silent for a while, "...do you think something happened to him, or he just doesn't want me?"

Brother Pin didn't know how to answer, "I think it's inconvenient for him to say something. I don't know if he wants you or not. That's a private matter between you. But I know he won't leave the child alone. , he will definitely come back." Brother Pin doesn't know how to comfort people, and what he says is blunt, and it's not easy for him to be stuck between Zhang Ting and Xia Ming, "My personal suggestion is that you wait for him and take care of him. Rest, you depend on him too much, it shouldn't be a bad thing to leave him for a while."

Zhang Ting didn't listen to Brother Pin's words at all. Ever since he knew that Xia Ming was going to England to be with that foreigner, he had stubbornly felt that Xia Ming no longer wanted him.Because I stuffed money into his salary, and because I went to shoot such a naked MV, Xia Ming got angry, so his assessment period has not passed.

Xia Ming chose freedom.

It must be so.

Zhang Ting's thinking has been fixed by himself, he can't listen to anything, even brother Pin's advice to him to have a good rest, he can't listen to it.The situation is extremely bad, and when facing Tian Tian, ​​​​he is also powerless, no matter how much Tian Tian clings to him, no matter how much he hugs him, Zhang Ting has no energy.

The days without Xia Ming were meaningless. He buried himself in Xia Ming's bed, as if he wouldn't get up.Until the nanny found out that he had a high fever and was sent to the hospital to lie down for two days.The psychiatrist was so surprised when he saw him. Obviously his condition had improved a lot before, and he thought that Zhang Ting could almost stabilize, but it was only two weeks later, and Zhang Ting's condition was so bad that he couldn't help it. To see people.

Zhang Ting lay on the bed and received an IV drip. When he saw the familiar psychiatrist came, he turned over childishly, not wanting to see him.

"What happened, are you still willing to tell me?" The doctor patted him on the shoulder lightly, "Are you okay, did something happen?"

Zhang Ting simply pulled off the quilt, and then covered himself.He didn't speak, he didn't want to explain anything.He didn't understand what was wrong with him, he didn't understand why Xia Ming disappeared in just two weeks, and he seemed to be crazy.Obviously he can live alone, obviously he still has so many younger brothers, he can always have someone to accompany him whenever he wants.

But all that came to him was an overwhelming sense of endless loneliness.He is just a puppy abandoned by his master, no matter who comes to touch him to comfort him, he just lies there indifferent.He didn't take off the collar that Xia Ming gave him from his neck, and he had already determined that Xia Ming was his master.

The author says:

Ha, I really don't want it this time.