mad dog and loyal dog

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Is it because I brought Tian Tian out without authorization?

Is it because I didn't protect Tian Tian well?

Xia Ming didn't come to pick him up, he came to pick up Tiantian.These thoughts flashed through Zhang Ting's mind. Xia Ming pulled him and wanted to take him away, but Zhang Ting suddenly stopped moving. No matter how Xia Ming pulled him, he refused to leave. Otherwise, when it rains heavily, there will be water in front and it will be difficult to walk.”

"Then you go." Zhang Ting withdrew his hand.

Xia Ming frowned, "Why, you didn't leave?" Xia Ming didn't know why he was out of temper, he took a lot of detours to come to this ghostly place, and the place was remote, and it was soaked in water when he came in, so now it's okay It is easy to meet people and the rain is light, but Zhang Ting loses his temper.Xia Ming's tone was naturally not that good, "I won't coax you, you can go or not."

Zhang Ting also knew that Xia Ming would not coax him, after all, Xia Ming was not the previous Xia Ming.He stretched out his finger and pointed at Yafu tremblingly, "You are in love with this stupid foreigner." Zhang Ting only has this question in his mind now, "Are you here to pick up Tiantian, or Come to pick me up with Tiantian?"

Xia Ming thinks it's silly to argue about this issue here, and this is the employee's studio, and there are other people here, so it's too embarrassing.He was about to speak, but Ya Fu stood up behind him, "You have been with Xia Ming for more than ten years, can't you tell whether I am with him or not, you don't know him at all , you are not as good as me." Yafu was inexplicably angry, he didn't like this Zhang Ting very much, "and I can understand Chinese, you are the one who writes."

Xia Ming hugged Xia Tiantian in the middle, he felt ashamed at first, but now it's embarrassing and embarrassing.Whether Zhang Ting knew him or not, he didn't know, but Xia Ming knew Zhang Ting very well, so he stretched out his hand to protect Ya Fu behind him the second before Zhang Ting had an attack.

Xia Ming's action of subconsciously protecting others was dazzling to Zhang Ting's eyes. Every action of Xia Ming was magnified countless times in his brain.Zhang Ting's pupils seemed to have experienced an earthquake, his eyes were dazzled, and he felt that the world was spinning.He couldn't even focus his gaze on Xia Ming, "Why are you protecting him?"

"..."

"Of course I'm afraid you'll hit someone." Yafu said, "Are you going to hit Xia Ming or me?" Even if Xia Ming didn't tell Yafu about some things, Brother Pin would still say something when he talked too much. .So even if Zhang Ting didn't know everything about Xia Ming, he could guess about [-]% to [-]%, "You are a domestic violence." He said, "Even if you are not with Xia Ming, and you do something to him, you Trash who likes to fight regardless of severity—”

Rubbish.

Xia Ming covered Yafu's mouth, "That's enough." To be honest, Zhang Ting didn't care about whether he would do anything or not. He was a little used to being beaten by Zhang Ting since he was a child.Although this is not a good habit, Xia Ming also knows it.That's why he allowed Yafu to say such a paragraph.

Looking at Zhang Ting's reaction, he thought that Zhang Ting would be very angry, and would become manic again and could not restrain himself.But he only saw Zhang Ting's eyes were red, and he was desperately enduring, "...Tian Tian called me 'Mom' today." He said suddenly, and then fell silent for a while, "You guys go back first." He said, "I Will go back later."

"What are you going to do." Xia Ming didn't quite understand what he meant, he was a little tired, "Okay, I'll explain to you when I get back. Let's go home together now." He slowed down his tone.

However, Zhang Ting refused to leave. Not only did he not leave, he even took a few steps back.But he realized that he would be caught no matter where he went in this small staff room, so he turned around and ran out of the staff room quickly. He was limping and running fast, and disappeared in an instant .

Xia Ming was a little embarrassed, he exchanged glances with Yafu, and then apologized to the staff.

In the end, Xia Ming didn't catch up, which surprised Yafu, "Aren't you going after him?"

"Don't chase, I already told him to go home together." Xia Ming said, "But if he wants to run, I won't chase." This is the maximum that Xia Ming can do.

Zhang Ting has raised him for more than ten years, so he can't really leave him alone.Xia Ming is not an ungrateful person, he will always remember Zhang Ting's kindness to him.But Xia Ming also kept everything about Zhang Ting in his heart, and he would always remember the days when Zhang Ting didn't love him, but used the people around him to threaten him and bind him.

"Let's go, get in the car." He patted Yafu on the shoulder.

Xia Tiantian in her arms was awake the whole time, she didn't understand what happened, she just looked at Xia Ming curiously with her big watery eyes.She stretched out her small hand and patted Xia Ming's chest, then moved her body agitatedly, "Mom—" she called out, "Drug, please, I want it!." Her voice was immature, and her pronunciation was not clear.She didn't understand what happened, and she was trying very hard to express what she wanted, "Mom."

Want mom.She wants Zhang Ting.

But his dad won't chase.

It's still raining, but it's just a drizzle, and it's estimated that the stagnant water has receded.There was no tragic atmosphere created by the loud thunder. Zhang Ting didn't run very far, he just ran to the corner to see if Xia Ming would catch up.

In the end, he saw Xia Ming and Ya Fu getting into the car, and Xia Ming even helped Ya Fu open the door on the back seat of the car.Because Xia Ming wanted to drive, Ya Fu hugged Xia Tiantian.The picture is so harmonious, without him there will be no difference.

Zhang Ting felt like he was going crazy, he wanted to go crazy, he wanted to yell.But he didn't, he was desperately enduring until his whole brain was numb, and he couldn't even think about anything.Moreover, the injury on his body suddenly hurt for no reason at this moment, and his breathing began to be a little difficult.He leaned on the wall and coughed heavily, feeling uncomfortable that tears and snot were continuously falling down unconsciously.

A well-meaning person handed him a tissue and asked him what was wrong, but Zhang Ting couldn't answer, so he took the tissue and blew his nose to wipe away the natural tears that gushed out.Why is it so uncomfortable, is it just because of seeing Xia Ming standing with others?Zhang Ting felt sad and grievances overwhelming him, and felt that he was going to pass out in the next second.

He was so uncomfortable that he had to squat down.

He suppressed his urge to have a manic attack, and the price was nausea to the point of retching, followed by a bursting headache.

But Xia Ming didn't come to look for him, he really didn't catch up.Zhang Ting squatted for more than ten minutes before he stood up precariously.He glanced at the rainy day, and thanked the passers-by who had been taking care of him.Zhang Ting has no idea now, but he saw that the last two buses were going to leave, so he wanted to go there to see if there was anyone who could take them back to the city.

After taking two steps, I saw that Xia Ming's car hadn't left yet.Zhang Ting's steps stopped, he thought Xia Ming had already left.Zhang Ting has not calmed down now, but his brain is a little clearer than before.He also clearly realized that Xia Ming would not chase after him, just now Xia Ming let him go home with him, which was already the most gentle step.

Zhang Ting wanted to cry again, he really couldn't see Xia Ming having fun with others.He is stubborn, he is stubborn, if he loves Xia Ming, he will not want to let go.Drenched in light rain, Zhang Ting walked to Xia Ming's car, and knocked on the window.

Xia Ming didn't open the door immediately, until he got a little anxious and slammed the car window several times.It felt like the window of the car was about to be shattered, "Xia Ming!" He shouted, unable to feel wronged.

Xia Mingcai finally rolled down the car window, and asked him, "Going home?"

"Back."

"You can't make trouble anymore."

"I dare not." Zhang Ting replied.

Xia Ming finally opened the car door, and Zhang Ting sat in the co-pilot as he wished.He glanced at Xia Tiantian who was held in Yafu's arms, "Give Tiantian back to me!" He said fiercely, but no one paid any attention to him. Zhang Ting pursed his lips and asked Xia Ming in a low voice. , "Can you let me hug Tiantian?"

His attitude softened before Xia Ming reached out to wipe the tears on his face, "Stop hugging, you're all wet." He took out a small towel from the storage box and handed it to Zhang Ting, "Wipe Come on, fasten your seat belt."

"Oh." Zhang Ting nodded.

If it was the former Xia Ming, he would have helped him fasten his seat belt.Zhang Ting suddenly had such a memory that Xia Ming would help him with everything in the past, Xia Ming would also help with such small things as wearing seat belts and shoelaces.But Xia Ming didn't spoil him anymore, even Tiantian was hugged by others.

Zhang Ting did not dare to lose his temper, for fear that Xia Ming would throw him away.

He has been patient, until Yafu got out of the car, he dare not speak.He changed to sit in the back seat of the car to take care of Tiantian, but he also remained silent.Silence, patience.Then his breathing began to be a little rough again, and the overwhelming sense of oppression came from nowhere, causing him to cough heavily and even retch.

"What's the matter?" Xia Ming glanced at him, but it was not convenient for him to still drive. "Should I take you to the hospital?" He actually saw all of Zhang Ting's discomfort just now, including when Zhang Ting hid aside at the bus terminal and felt uncomfortable.

Xia Ming intentionally parked the car in a conspicuous place, so he could always see Zhang Ting's movements, and when Zhang Ting looked up, he could see that his car hadn't actually left.

"No need, let's go home." Zhang Ting's voice was so soft, he thought for a while and asked, "Are you sending me back to my home or yours?"

"Let me go, you are not in good condition."

Zhang Ting thought for a long time in silence, he squeezed Xia Tiantian's palm.Seeing that it was Zhang Ting who was teasing her, Xia Tiantian giggled happily.She didn't know anything, only that Zhang Ting, whom she wanted, was back, "Yes, Mom." She shouted, and he only shouted this, "Mom, Mom—" the milky voice became a shout, so cute .

Zhang Ting hugged Xia Tiantian into his arms, Xia Tiantian grabbed Zhang Ting's clothes, seemed to have noticed that Zhang Ting had a broken head, and wanted to crawl to touch his wound, "Mom, huh—" I don't know if she is I understand, this meeting is actually comforting Zhang Ting.

Xia Ming naturally heard it. He looked in the rearview mirror and saw that Zhang Ting was laughing through tears, teasing Xia Tiantian, and was extremely happy because Tiantian comforted him.

It turned out that the first thing Xia Tiantian could say was to call Zhang Ting "mother".

Xia Ming raised his eyebrows, his expression relaxed a bit, and he didn't reject Xia Tiantian's addressing Zhang Ting.

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Zhang Ting didn't make a fuss, he didn't dare to make a fuss.After returning to Xia Ming's place, he was also obedient, and Xia Ming took him to change into clean clothes, and then Xia Ming handed him a medicine box, "Make it better yourself, I'll feed Tian Tian."

"...Can you give me medicine after feeding Tiantian?" Zhang Ting asked cautiously.Then he saw Xia Ming glanced at him with a very subtle expression, and immediately said, "I'll do it myself, you can go get busy."

"Ah."

Sure enough, Xia Ming wouldn't help him deal with his wounds anymore, and he didn't know if crying would be of any use.When Pei Xiaorong was there before, they were still together. After he cried, Xia Ming would still help him treat his wound.

But Zhang Ting didn't cry, it's just that his brain was a little confused.So after Xia Ming took care of Xia Tiantian, he saw that Zhang Ting was holding the medicine box without moving, as if the phone had been turned off, and even walked past Zhang Ting without any response.

Xia Ming nodded Zhang Ting's head, as if restarting the computer, "Zhang Ting." He called out, "You have been sitting here for half an hour." He sighed and sat down.

"Ah." Zhang Ting met Xia Ming's eyes, then looked up at the time, only to realize that half an hour had passed in a daze.Only then did he start looking through the medicine cabinet to find medicine to treat the wound, and he obediently applied the medicine to himself without Xia Ming doing it.He was injured so often that dealing with his wounds was a daily routine.

That is to say, it was a bit awkward when dealing with the wound on the head. Xia Ming helped him do it, and even put a piece of gauze on him. "Zhang Ting, I'm very angry, but I don't want to argue with you this time, and I don't want to quarrel with you." Xia Ming's tone was also very light, but his aura was very strong, and he was very tall. All of a sudden, if he was more aggressive, Zhang Ting felt that he would be so frightened that he would cry at this moment.

Zhang Ting is like a primary school student who has done something wrong, anxiously waiting for the trial.He dodged his eyes, and then mustered up his courage to grab Xia Ming's wrist. He opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything.He thought for a long time, feeling more and more anxious.His hands started to itch a little, and he wanted to vent his emotions violently.Zhang Ting was going crazy, anxiety and uneasiness overwhelmed him, "Are you really with Yafu?" Zhang Ting's voice was trembling, "I can't help it," he pulled himself back He held Xia Ming's hand, then moved back, "Go back to your room, I—"

As a result, Xia Ming grabbed Zhang Ting's hand with his backhand. He could feel Zhang Ting's trembling, and he must have tried his best to endure it, "Then hit me, if you hit me, you won't have me, nor Tian Tian. Can you hold it back?" Xia Ming asked him, "Didn't you say you like me, can you control yourself?"

"..."

"I'm in love with Yafu." Xia Ming didn't hide anything, he could feel Zhang Ting's nerves tensed a lot after he said this sentence, he held Zhang Ting's wrist, and he could feel him completely The current state, "but I was only with him for two days, and I broke up with him."

Zhang Ting raised his head, and he met Xia Ming's eyes.Xia Ming could see his eyeballs shaking, "Break up?" He just asked.

"We broke up." Xia Ming responded, "I'm very angry that you brought Tian Tian out without authorization. And I went to pick you up and go home with Tian Tian, ​​but you lost your temper." Xia Ming felt a little tired that he couldn't explain. On the way to find Xia Tiantian and Zhang Ting, he encountered flooding, and the car was still on fire for a while.He also pushed the cart with Yafu for a short distance, which was also embarrassing. "It's not that you don't know that you can't control yourself occasionally. What if something happens to Tiantian. And if you use losing your temper to get my sympathy, I don't like it." How worried he was, he no longer worth mentioning.

"..." Zhang Ting moved the corner of his mouth.

He was extremely embarrassed, and now the wound on his body began to hurt.

Xia Ming said that when he and Tian Tian were picked up to go home, he felt his whole world began to move. His world, which had collapsed to the point of disrepair, was pieced back together like a miracle.Zhang Ting was a little at a loss, "Then how do you like me?" He asked, "I don't know how you can like me, I don't know." For Xia Ming, he became a little unlike Zhang Ting.

He has never been wronged before, and he will never feel anxious or uneasy because of emotional matters.Zhang Ting has always been aloof, and has never been so humble.But he never expected that one day, he would be willing to be someone else's dog.

"I don't like it." Xia Ming's voice was so soft, "I don't understand why you are so stubborn towards me." He said, "I don't understand why you have to wait until I don't like you before you like me."

"I like it, I always liked it, I just didn't know I liked—"

"Whatever you say." Xia Ming interrupted him, not listening to what he had to say. "I think...it's good for us to be like this. You don't have to try hard to chase me, and I don't have to change my mind to love you. You can get along with Tiantian, or you can be with me. But that's all, I think it's good. "It was also his biggest concession to Zhang Ting.

Zhang Ting felt like he was about to stop breathing, Xia Ming was serious, he was serious about telling himself this matter.It's no use crying, it's no use making noise, it's no use coercing and luring, and it's no use hitting yourself against a wall.

In Zhang Ting's eyes, Xia Ming is already a 'mother who can't fix it well', but he already knows that it is useless to imitate his father.He worked hard to control his madness, and he also knew that it was wrong to do it.Zhang Ting felt that he had worked very hard, but he still couldn't get Xia Ming's change of heart.

Could it be because of the fact that I took Xia Tiantian out without authorization that led to such a result?

Obviously not.Xia Ming's relationship has never been turbulent like a flood, he has never said anything, as if he has loved Zhang Ting for many years.

Xia Ming wiped Zhang Ting's tears.As a result, Zhang Ting suddenly called out, "Wang." "I will obey you obediently. I will not do anything that makes you angry. I dare not take Tian Tian out again... Then, no matter what, I will chase you. I lost my temper, I did something wrong, it doesn't matter if you don't chase me, it doesn't matter if you don't give me medicine, I love you, it won't change." His appeal was so soft, he begged, "Please Don't stop here..."

Zhang Ting's tears are hot, and I feel that I often see Zhang Ting crying.Xia Ming wiped his hands with a paper towel, and then wiped Zhang Ting's face, "As you please." Xia Ming said softly, "If you think it's useful."

"It works." Zhang Ting almost firmly believed, although he had nothing to do.

Only time can prove that I love you.

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