mad dog and loyal dog

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Zhang Ting felt that he was cheated by Pei Xiaorong, not only did he let Pei Xiaorong go, but Xia Ming also slammed him away.Zhang Ting did not catch up, he was thrown to the ground by Xia Ming, which made him feel extremely frustrated.He was a little at a loss, he obviously apologized, but he didn't get any response from Xia Ming.He has never apologized to a few people since he grew up, and Xia Ming is one of them.

How could Xia Ming be ungrateful? He even apologized, but he still thinks about him.

Zhang Ting was very annoyed, so annoyed that Xia Ming ran away without chasing him.It's too embarrassing, just a mere Xia Ming made him so troubled.He confessed his love in front of Xia Ming, isn't that what Xia Ming wanted?Then why Xia Ming didn't feel moved at all, and pushed him away as if he had seen a ghost.

Now Zhang Ting only felt that his whole world was collapsing, and Xia Ming's departure made him feel various discomforts.At this moment, whether there is any sense of loneliness or grievance, they all hit him overwhelmingly.He thought that he tied Pei Xiaorong to threaten Xia Ming, and if he said sorry to Xia Ming properly, Xia Ming would forgive him.Xia Ming is his loyal dog and has always liked him.But Xia Ming didn't like him anymore, even if he begged him not to leave, Xia Ming still left.

"...Damn it." Zhang Ting cursed, suddenly feeling exhausted.He threw himself heavily on the bed.His face was buried in the pillow, he couldn't breathe but he didn't move his face, his shoulders shook slightly, as if he was crying.He was actually thinking that compared to himself, Xia Ming really liked Pei Xiaorong, the woman who could conceive him.And a man like myself who can't conceive and is fierce enough to die should not be liked by Xia Ming.

When this idea came up, Zhang Ting was frightened, and he became so hypocritical and disgusting.But this is his real thought, he really likes Xia Ming now.But it was too late, Xia Ming didn't want him anymore.

Zhang Ting lay on the bed straight for a long time without moving, and felt cold lying down and didn't bother to cover him with a quilt.It wasn't until the grievance was over that he got up from the bed, went to the cabinet and took out his giant teddy bear.He had always thought that Xia Ming would come back these days, so he never took out the teddy bear he was sleeping with, and also felt uncomfortable for several days because there was no one next to him.This will lift the teddy bear out and nestle myself into the teddy bear's arms.

But it felt cold, not like Xia Ming at all.Obviously, he used to sleep with a teddy bear in his arms, why did he change the teddy bear to Xia Ming for a while, and then hug the teddy bear back, why did he feel uncomfortable?

Zhang Ting sniffed. He had a bad cold a few days ago, and he still hasn't recovered yet.This cold was like a torrential rain that lasted for a long time, and no matter how much it rained, it couldn't exhaust his grievances.

If only he could 'fix' Xia Ming like his father 'fixed' his mother.The fist is itchy, I really want to punch someone.Itching in my heart, I wanted to pull Xia Ming out and 'fix' him, I wanted to tie him up and lock him up, so I could only see myself.

It seems that not only his body, but also his brain seems to be sick.

Zhang Ting fell asleep, drowsy, and kept having nightmares.I don't know how long I slept, but I woke up with a high fever.It was the younger brother who called him and asked him what time he was going to the bar today, saying that a customer came to talk to him about something.Zhang Ting's throat is dry, and he can't speak hoarsely, so he can only say that he will not go back to the bar today, and let the guests find him another day.

Zhang Ting glanced at the time, it was past one o'clock in the afternoon.After sitting for a while, Zhang Ting felt more and more uncomfortable with his body. He just woke up and couldn't restrain himself from wanting to beat someone up. His hands and heart were itchy, and his body was still uncomfortable.This made Zhang Ting feel bad. After thinking about it, he had to get up and go to the hospital. When he walked to the door, his head was buzzing and uncomfortable, and he couldn't think about anything.I am rickety, and I can no longer drive by myself, but the hospital is not far from home, and it only takes about 10 minutes to walk there.

Zhang Ting chose to walk there, but he was too depressed, and felt that the extremely bright sun was turning black.The whole world was dark, and he happened to run into a little gangster who had been wrong with him before, and he decisively pulled him into the alley and had a fight.After beating the man until he begged for mercy, Zhang Ting let go of his breath.

If he had caught up with Xia Ming last night, it is very likely that the violence would have happened to Xia Ming.

Zhang Ting sobered up a lot after beating up the gangster, and realized the seriousness of the problem.He couldn't control himself, he just wanted to punch someone when he was crazy.Xia Ming's departure was a big blow to Zhang Ting.To be precise, it was because Xia Ming didn't love him anymore, and Zhang Ting couldn't accept this matter.

Zhang Ting was a frequent visitor to the hospital when he was young, because he loved to fight and provoke everywhere.So every now and then it's either a bruise here or a fracture there.In the worst case, two of his teeth were knocked out, and his head was punctured. He was carried to the hospital by his younger brother and Xia Ming.But Zhang Ting is very stubborn. He is reluctant to go to the hospital for a common cold and fever, because he feels ashamed.

And the reason he went to the hospital this time was not only to see a doctor, he also wanted to make an appointment with a psychiatrist to see if there was something wrong with him, otherwise why would he feel so sad because of Xia Ming.And why can't he control himself to beat someone up.

After beating the little bastard just now, his hands were full of blood, and the blood flowed down his fingertips, and he didn't feel it at all.His mental state was so bad that the doctor felt that he was not normal when he saw him, so he gave him a drip, and on the doctor's suggestion, he was also referred to a psychiatrist.

Zhang Ting is now sitting on an IV drip, and the wound on his hand is also wrapped up.It's not a good thing to fight with someone. Although the other party was the one who was beaten in the later stage, Zhang Ting was not unscathed.Apart from the severe scratches on his hands and the bruises on his face, he felt dull pain in various places on his body.It looked a bit miserable, but the fight just now was really cool, which made Zhang Ting relax a lot.

Now he is waiting for the psychiatrist to call him, but there are still people watching in front of him, so he has to sit and wait for a while.Zhang Ting has the kind of temperament that can't sit still, and he is hungry because he hasn't eaten all day.Holding the bottle, I thought of going downstairs to buy some food to pad my stomach.

In such a big hospital, he bumped into Pei Xiaorong when he was going down the stairs.Pei Xiaorong who just left her home yesterday, and Xia Ming who followed her.She was holding a medical examination form in her hand, and she seemed to be here to make a pregnancy test report.The floor that Zhang Ting passed by was the ultrasound room, and Xia Ming came to accompany Pei Xiaorong for a pregnancy test.

Then go to see a doctor by yourself.

what.

If I push Pei Xiaorong down the stairs now, then she can die.This thought popped up in Zhang Ting's head, and his body actually acted like this.His rationality seemed to be completely lost by Zhang Ting's consciousness at that moment. He was out of focus, and his brain didn't know what he was doing.Zhang Ting stretched out his hand that was still on the IV drip, and just rushed towards Pei Xiaorong, but luckily, Xia Ming grabbed her in the next second. "What do you want?" Xia Ming put his hand in front of Pei Xiaorong with a sullen face, blocking her, "You can do anything to me, don't do anything to pregnant women."

After hearing Xia Ming's voice, Zhang Ting's brain instantly became clear. He was stunned for a moment, and for a moment he didn't realize what he had just done.Zhang Ting pursed his lips, and withdrew his hand that was in mid-air.He felt more and more that he was sick. After all, no matter what, he really couldn't do anything to a pregnant woman.

The moment Zhang Ting was unconscious, fortunately Xia Ming stopped him.But Zhang Ting felt that he lost his mind just a little bit ashamed, so he changed the topic, "...I just left yesterday and I took a pregnancy test with Pei Xiaorong, how afraid that I poisoned her?" Zhang Ting couldn't hold back To put it bluntly, he is still holding the IV, his face is covered with bruises.He withdrew Xia Ming's hand holding him, his face expressionless.

When they were deadlocked, Pei Xiaorong suddenly poked her head out from behind Xia Ming. "Zhang Ting." She called out, "Is it just you and I, can we have a chat?"

"Miss Xiao Rong! This is not—" Xia Ming hurriedly said, he had just realized what Zhang Ting wanted to do to Sister Xiao Rong, and if they let them get along alone again, Sister Xiao Rong might be in danger.He still quickly put Miss Xiao Rong behind him, "Zhang Ting, let me tell you, in fact, Miss Xiao Rong is pregnant—"

"Okay." Miss Rong interrupted Xia Ming, "I'll talk to Zhang Ting." She spoke, and she knew that Xia Ming wanted to tell Zhang Ting that she was not pregnant with Xia Ming's child.But it won't work, now is not the time. "Can we talk, Zhang Ting?"

Zhang Ting stood a few steps higher than them, and this time he was also condescendingly staring at Pei Xiaorong. He glanced at Xia Ming who stood in front of Pei Xiaorong, "Okay." He replied, "Let's go."

Xia Ming still didn't want the two of them to be alone, he really couldn't trust Zhang Ting, especially Zhang Ting's actions just now made him terrified.But Zhang Ting walked up to him and stood on the same ladder as him, "Don't worry, she will be fine." He assured, "She will be safe."

I used to be the first in your heart, why are you so nervous about another woman.

Zhang Ting patted Xia Ming's shoulder, but also patted his heart into the bottom of the sea.

So cold.

You don't even care why I'm sick.