mad dog and loyal dog

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Xia Ming was imprisoned by Zhang Ting when he was a child, the reason was similar, Zhang Ting thought he was too annoying.Zhang Ting was eight years older than Xia Ming, almost a ten-year gap, and Zhang Ting was only in his twenties at the time, at the age when he loved to play, so it was normal to dislike Xia Ming as annoying.

It's okay now, just keep him at home.But Zhang Ting was relatively poor in the past, and Zhang Ting himself only lived in a rental house with one bedroom and one bathroom, so he was thrown into the toilet directly in confinement.The toilet has no window, but there is an exhaust fan facing the outside.But the light switch was still outside the door, so if Zhang Ting turned him off for a long time, it would be dark at night.

Xia Ming was abused by his adoptive parents before. He was especially afraid of being alone, and also afraid of the dark.So Zhang Ting soon found out that Xia Ming would cry very embarrassingly when he locked him up, but Zhang Ting was also very bad. Time to lock people in.

Because it was not far from dusk in the evening, Xia Ming would yell very loudly as soon as it was dark, and Zhang Ting especially enjoyed the feeling of being yelled at.He likes someone to depend on him, but he doesn't like others to be too clingy to him.

Zhang Ting also felt that he was bad, but Xia Ming ran out crying and hugged him, his expression was so funny, "Do you dare to let you follow me every day?" He carried Xiao Xia, who was a head shorter than him, Ming, "If you swear to leave me alone, I will leave you alone."

From Zhang Ting's point of view, Xia Ming should hate him to death, but this kid didn't know what was going on, and after glaring at him, he became more and more frustrated. Later, he learned to be smart and hid a flashlight in the toilet , I am not afraid of being locked up by Zhang Ting again.Zhang Ting sometimes wished to strangle him to death, but he had an inexplicable feeling for Xia Ming.Even if he knows how to confine Xia Ming, he will never forget to release him.He would even feel guilty, and after releasing the person, treat him to something delicious.

Xia Ming never held any grudges, he happily continued to be his follower when he was released and invited him to a meal.Zhang Ting also saw his character, so he bullied him so much that he didn't take it seriously.It's just that every time he didn't take it seriously, Xia Ming took it seriously.Xia Ming hadn't been locked up for a long time, and now that he was locked up at home, he felt a little uncomfortable.

Obviously the home is very spacious and bright, but it always feels a hundred times colder than being locked in the toilet before.But at any rate, as he grew up, Xia Ming wouldn't feel afraid like before, crying to find someone.The mobile phone kept ringing, and some younger brothers who had a good relationship with him asked him if he wanted to have a drink at noon before going to work together, and some customers asked him to order wine specifically to bring him a commission.But Xia Ming didn't know how to reply. It would be embarrassing to reply that he was locked up by Zhang Ting, so Xia Ming could only put his phone aside and lie down on the sofa to sleep.

I don't know why Zhang Ting and Qin Sanqi went there, Xia Ming said in his heart that he didn't care, it was a lie.He likes Zhang Ting, and it is normal to want to follow him.He felt uncomfortable if he couldn't see Zhang Ting for a day, and Zhang Ting didn't come home too late at night, so he would be anxious to find someone.If you think about it in another way, you are really uncomfortable as a boss but being controlled everywhere, but Xia Ming can't help it. There are too many people coming and going around Zhang Ting. He is not afraid that Zhang Ting is really attracted to others, but he is afraid With so many people around Zhang Ting, none of the positions belonged to him.

For Zhang Ting, Xia Ming couldn't tell whether he had family affection or love for him for a long time.Because Xia Ming had an inhuman adoption experience, he had no interest in sex at all, but after being adopted for only a few months, he was not only mentally injured, but also physically.Instead, he resisted desperately. When his stepfather wanted to do something after being beaten, he ran away.He was sent back to the orphanage soon afterwards, and the parents also said that he was too old and withdrawn to take care of him.

After the dean learned about it, he also tried to find out. Before Xia Ming was adopted, he was still a lively child. It is impossible to change a person's personality in just a few months.However, due to the fact that the background of the couple is too strong, a poor orphanage can't find anything.

They are orphanages for children, and children who reach the age of 14 are generally transferred away.But the dean hid Xia Ming and didn't mention it, and wanted him to stay in the orphanage until he became an adult.Xia Ming could tell that the dean was guilty. The dean was a very kind grandmother, but she really had to see too many children, there were too many children younger than him, and she couldn't give him much love.

So when Xia Ming met Zhang Ting, when Zhang Ting bought him the first children's meal, he became attached to this person.Xia Ming is embarrassed to stay in the orphanage when he grows up. The orphanage is already poor, so if there is one more share for him, it will cost more money.Xia Ming refused the dean's intention to keep him, and followed Zhang Ting to buy wine, just because of a children's set menu.

From admiration, the relationship slowly began to deteriorate.It’s just that one day the weather was so hot that Zhang Ting took off his T-shirt and was shirtless and faced the fan. The hair in the back was slightly long and tied up in a small knot, and the small sideburns on both sides that grew to the chin began to mess under the wind of the fan. With the wind.Zhang Ting was eating popsicles, squinting and telling him jokes.

Xia Ming's heart was moved, and even his lower body was also moved.

So the relationship suddenly turned sour, just because Zhang Ting ate a popsicle shirtless.

"Hey, why are you blushing?" Zhang Ting asked him, "Is it too hot? I'll buy a second-hand air conditioner in two days."

Xia Ming was about sixteen or seventeen years old at that time, he blushed and shook his head. "Electricity and air conditioners are expensive, so I won't buy them. I don't want to heat up." He was still thinking about Zhang Ting's wallet.At that time, Zhang Ting was also a wine seller, and occasionally sat next to customers to accompany drinks, but most of his companions were women, and he would not hang out with men, although there were many men who wanted to sleep with him.And because he was drinking with others, others called him a 'duck' in private.At first, Xia Ming didn't know what a 'duck' was, but after spending a long time in this kind of place, he naturally understood everything, and he was very angry to question Zhang Ting.Zhang Ting immediately beat him up and told him not to talk nonsense. When he questioned him again, Zhang Ting said that he went home to sleep every night, so how could he have time to be a duck.

Xia Ming thinks it makes sense, Zhang Ting has been within his line of sight for almost 24 hours, who he has been in contact with, and who he has stayed with for a while, he naturally knows exactly what.So Zhang Ting is not a duck, but his personality is a bit drifting, and he doesn't care what others say.But he will secretly make up for the knife behind others, he is completely unpredictable smiling tiger.

"I'd better go to the air conditioner again. It's okay. If I don't have money, I'll just collect two more protection fees." Zhang Ting said indifferently. Don't worry too much, and occasionally someone will take the initiative to send him money.

Xia Ming didn't speak, he just felt his mouth was dry.It was the first time he found a feeling of heartbeat in Zhang Ting's body, and the desire to commit crimes above and below has slowly begun to germinate.

It's just that it's impossible to commit the following crimes. Zhang Ting knew his intentions, and it would be good if he didn't beat him to death.

Xia Ming opened his eyes and felt his throat was a little dry.He fell asleep after Zhang Ting left, lying on the sofa in the living room for two or three hours.The sky outside has begun to get a little dark, and it will be completely dark in a short time.Xia Ming suddenly became tense, and turned over from the sofa. He ran to turn on the lights, and he was relieved when he turned on all the lights in the house.

He is 25 years old this year, and he is no longer a kid who is one head shorter than Zhang Ting.Zhang Ting's height is 1.8 meters three, and he grew to 1.9 meters four.He walked on the street like a giant, but a giant like him was afraid of the dark.Xia Ming felt aggrieved. He didn't know how long Zhang Ting would keep him locked up. It had only been three or four hours, and he couldn't take it anymore.I don't know how Zhang Ting locked him in the toilet for a whole night. As long as Zhang Ting was not in his line of sight, he felt uncomfortable and felt that his breathing was not smooth.

He relied too much on Zhang Ting, and he kept saying that he would leave Zhang Ting.But if he really left one day, he was afraid that he would be the one who couldn't stand it first.He will be crazy, he will feel that the world is meaningless.Xia Ming has no intention of living for anyone. He has no father or mother, and he has no special pursuit.If Zhang Ting doesn't want him anymore, even if he dies, he doesn't think he will have any regrets.

Thinking of Zhang Ting's death, Xia Ming couldn't hold back. After thinking for a while, he still opened the door of Zhang Ting's room.Without permission, Xia Ming never entered Zhang Ting's room once.So he was always curious about Zhang Ting's room, but he didn't dare to go in.This was the first time he mustered up the courage to go in.

A very simple room, probably less than ten square meters in size.A bed, a wardrobe, and a small desk filled his room.Zhang Ting's bed painting style is a bit different from the whole room. He is the boss of a gangster, and there is a large plush Teddy on the bed, and there are two very worn-out piglets Peppa and George next to the pillow.Even if Xia Ming had seen it before, he still finds it unbelievable when he looks at it now. Zhang Ting's 1.8 meters tall sleeps on this bed, probably very aggrieved.But no matter how aggrieved he was, he never changed the master bedroom with Xia Ming, he just slept here, and he slept there for many years.

Standing in Zhang Ting's room, Xia Ming felt that he couldn't stretch out. He was too tall, and he was simply out of place in this small room.Xia Ming stood aside and went through a fierce ideological struggle. He thought for a long time, and then opened the small counter of Zhang Ting's desk.It is locked, it is probably something that Zhang Ting cannot be seen by others.

It's just that Zhang Ting hung the key of the cabinet on the lamp, which made people even more anxious.It would be fine if it was locked and the key couldn't be found, but now the keys were all in front of him, and he didn't look at it, as if he missed something again.

He has known Zhang Ting for 11 years. Is there anything about Zhang Ting that he doesn't know?

After thinking for a long time, Xia Ming used the key to open Zhang Ting's locker.There are only a few notebooks, a photo album, and some certificates in it.Xia Ming didn't dare to look through that notebook, he was afraid that he would indeed see Zhang Ting's diary or something like that.But he opened the photo album.There are only two photos in the album, one is Zhang Ting holding Xia Ming in his arms, Xia Ming was still young at that time, he didn't dare to look at the camera.Xia Ming was pleasantly surprised when he saw this photo. Surprised that Zhang Ting would collect their photos.But when I turned another page, I saw the young Zhang Ting hugging a child who was as young as him at that time.He looks a little like him. The child is still holding Peppa Pig and George in his hands, and there are two words written next to him, 'brother'.

A folded piece of paper fell out of the album, which was his brother's death certificate.Zhang Minmin died of serious head injuries when he was 14 years old.

Looking through the album again, there was something about Xia Ming, which was a receipt from the orphanage. The handwriting on it was blurred, and it was impossible to tell what fee was paid.But the price can still be seen, it is 8 yuan.The time was when Xia Ming was 15 years old, Xia Ming had been with Zhang Ting for a year, and it was the day Zhang Ting celebrated his birthday.

Zhang Ting went to the orphanage to buy a younger brother.

So he disliked Xia Ming's liking, because he only regarded him as his younger brother.

The author says:

Zhang Ting's younger brother has no part in the show and has no stand-in.