mad dog and loyal dog

【103】

When Xia Ming came back early in the morning to pick up Zhang Ting, Zhang Ting was still sleeping on the bed. It seemed that his fever had subsided, and the swelling on his forehead from the day before yesterday had also disappeared.He fell asleep so deeply that he didn't wake up even after touching his face.

Xia Ming went abroad to discuss matters, and he never had a good rest after rushing back and forth.As soon as I got off the plane, I came to the hospital to see Zhang Ting. After all, I was the reason why Zhang Ting was hospitalized again. I always feel a little bit uneasy about leaving him alone in the hospital.

Xia Ming sat for a while and didn't see any signs of Zhang Ting waking up, thinking not to disturb his rest, he went downstairs to buy breakfast.The hospital is quite out of the way, but fortunately there are all kinds of Chinese and Western breakfasts nearby.Xia Ming went around and bought a minced meat porridge for Zhang Ting, and a set of pancakes and fruits for himself.

While waiting, someone patted him on the shoulder, and he subconsciously shook off that person's hand with his backhand.He was so fierce that he startled the man, "Brother Xia, it's me." Xia Ming turned his head and glanced at him, but couldn't remember who it was.

"Qiu Sheng's younger brother, he also followed Zhang Ting before." He introduced, but Xia Ming unexpectedly forgot about him.

Xia Ming tried hard to think back, but he didn't have this person in his memory, maybe he didn't communicate much, "Is there something wrong?"

"No, I'll call you when I see you, you're doing well." He said pleasantly, "Still following Zhang Ting?"

"Ah."

"Qiu Sheng went in and squatted, and there are three years left to come out." The younger brother mainly wanted to say this when he saw him, "As for the drug trafficking incident that was found out before, didn't he not sell it, but Qiu Sheng not only condoned but also covered up, Zhang Liye I beat him up again. You let him run away but failed and was arrested by the police.”

"...How long has he been sentenced?" Xia Ming was quite surprised, although he hadn't thought about this ending, "Is he okay now?"

"It's okay, it's been more than a year." The younger brother replied, "Without the boss, we broke up. We sought revenge from Zhang Ting for a while, but it was too loose and failed. We also have our own jobs. It's not like It used to be like that." He didn't hide it from Xia Ming, "If you have time, go and see our boss, it's nothing, just call you when I see you."

"Okay." Xia Ming answered, and left with pancakes.He didn't have that good relationship with Qiu Sheng's people, so he had a slightly better relationship with Qiu Sheng.Now that I think about it, it's been so long, and everyone stopped being punks.Xia Ming thought about it and thought it was pretty good.I feel better too.

As a result, on the way back to the hospital, I received a call from Brother Pin, saying that he was asked to go back to the company to deal with an urgent contract.It seems to say that there is a problem with the contract, let him go back and deal with it.Things were urgent, Xia Ming checked that the time was still early, so he took a taxi back to the company.It took two or three hours to deal with it, and the breakfast was already cold.

It was already noon after leaving the company, Xia Ming thought for a while, threw away the pancakes, fruits and porridge, thinking of going back to the hospital to pick up Zhang Ting for a meal outside.The more you rush, the more traffic jams.The road was blocked for more than two hours, and it was already afternoon when I went to the hospital.Xia Ming was quite speechless, and he was really hungry, so he regretted not eating the pancake fruit.

And when I returned to the hospital, I didn't see Zhang Ting. Zhang Ting's things had been packed and put there, but he was gone.Xia Ming asked around before he found out that Zhang Ting had gone to see the psychology department. After waiting for another half an hour, Zhang Ting was sent back by the doctor. It was the former psychiatrist who greeted him when he saw him, " Zhang Ting is looking for you, you can go back if you have nothing to do."

"Okay, thank you doctor." Xia Ming responded and took Zhang Ting over.

He looked down at Zhang Ting, but Zhang Ting walked forward quickly, not letting him see his expression.Xia Ming was quite puzzled, "What's the matter, didn't I come to pick you up?" It was just a little bit late, "I went to Brother Pin's place in the morning because I had something to do, but I didn't come out until noon, and there was a traffic jam."

"Oh." Zhang Ting nodded, "I see, can I go home?"

"Yes." Xia Ming took the initiative to take the luggage, "Have you eaten yet, what should I eat with you?"

"Okay, I didn't eat." Zhang Ting was not in a high mood and spoke in a low voice.

Xia Ming could sense that Zhang Ting was a little unhappy, but he felt that Zhang Ting would get better after eating something. "Let's go." Xia Ming told him, "I'll call a taxi."

Xia Ming was in a good mood, got in the car and told Zhang Ting about his cooperation with Brother Pin's company, and about meeting younger brother Qiu Sheng this morning.Their relationship became awkward a long time ago, Xia Ming seldom explained so much to Zhang Ting, and talked so much at once, so this would be enough to show how good Xia Ming was in a mood.Zhang Ting huh huh huh the whole time, I don't know how much he listened to.It took Xia Ming a while to realize that Zhang Ting was in a bad mood, and he turned his head to glance at him, catching his red eye sockets.

"...What's wrong?" Xia Ming was taken aback for a moment.

Zhang Ting looked up at Xia Ming, his eyes somewhat resentful, but that kind of resentful eyes just disappeared. "No, what's the matter." He smeared his face to make himself a little more energetic, "Where are you going to eat?"

It looks like something is wrong.Xia Ming thought for a while, "You went to see the psychology department, what's the matter?" He just asked about it, and he had been waiting for Zhang Ting to bring it up by himself.

Zhang Ting shook his head and changed the subject, "Can I have hot pot, clear soup pot is fine too."

"...Yes." Seeing that he didn't want to talk about it, Xia Ming didn't force him.

The meal was pretty good, but Xia Ming thought that Zhang Ting wanted to eat light food, and he didn't even let him make too strong seasoning.Zhang Ting complained a little, but he didn't dare to complain too much.He also wanted to get better soon, if he didn't seem to be in a bad mood, Xia Ming probably wouldn't even let him eat the clear soup pot.

"So why are you in a bad mood, because I was late to pick you up?" Xia Ming couldn't help asking him after the meal.

Zhang Ting seemed to have been poked a little bit, his eyes lit up instantly, and then became moist, looking like he wanted to cry.But he held back, feeling naive.He wouldn't tell Xia Ming that he lost his temper because he couldn't wait for him to pick him up, he wouldn't tell Xia Ming that he had a big emotional attack in the morning, and it was the doctor who came to control him, otherwise he would really be like a Like a madman.

Zhang Ting felt ashamed. The loss of control made him feel ashamed, but he couldn't control it.I don't know if it was because he stopped taking the medicine for a short period of time, so that he went crazy when he got emotional.But the doctor said that his condition has improved a lot, at least the number of out of control is decreasing.Even praised him, Zhang Ting still felt ashamed.

"No, I'm not that boring." But the fact is that he lost control of his emotions after waiting until Xia Ming came, and he went crazy without even making a phone call. "But you came to pick me up late..." Zhang Ting couldn't help but complained, "You said in the morning, you want to have breakfast together."

It was late in the afternoon, and Xia Ming didn't say sorry to himself.Although he never blamed Xia Ming, he just said, "Next time, if you're late, can you call me?" He told Xia Ming in a disappointed tone, "Am I not that important?"

Xia Ming was silent for a while, feeling indescribable.It turned out that he held such a heavy weight in Zhang Ting's heart, "Okay, I was wrong." Xia Ming apologized, "But I came to the hospital to see you first when I got off the plane, and when I saw you sleeping soundly, I went to buy breakfast. It needs to be dealt with." Xia Ming then said, "I even poked your face, but you didn't wake up."

"what."

"It's my fault for this matter, but you can actually scold me." Xia Ming also said to Zhang Ting like this, "It doesn't matter to me if you scold me loudly like... before." Compared to seeing Zhang Ting extremely sad If he is willing to scold him, it is better to see Zhang Ting scolding himself like before.Anyway, he was used to being scolded, so he wouldn't take angry words to heart.

Zhang Ting shook his head, "I'm not willing to scold you."

"..."

fair enough.Xia Ming thought.

It was only a day later that Xia Ming received the doctor's 'complaint'. He was shocked when he saw the video of Zhang Ting throwing something in the hospital. He thought that Zhang Ting no longer had this problem, but he didn't expect to have a sudden emotional outburst.The doctor sent him some precautions, told him to pay attention to Zhang Ting's mood swings, and asked him to take Zhang Ting back for a follow-up visit after a while.

Zhang Ting kept running to the hospital, but his flesh didn't grow at all.It may be a little better than before, but he is still thin, and he can wrap around half of his waist with one hand.

"What are you doing?" Zhang Ting was taken aback by him. Xia Ming was sitting there playing with his mobile phone, but suddenly he came over and hugged his waist.He was so frightened that he bounced up, but he immediately nestled into Xia Ming's arms, "What are you doing?"

"No, the doctor complained to me, do you want to watch the video of you throwing something yesterday?"

"Damn!" Zhang Ting, who was being petty one second, snatched Xia Ming's phone the next second, "What are you looking at, the doctor is too irresponsible, right? How can you just post the patient's things casually!" He was still very angry. He thought it was embarrassing, but he didn't expect Xia Ming to know about it so soon.

Xia Ming watched him lose his temper, "Can't I watch?" He asked Zhang Ting.

Zhang Ting kept a straight face, full of displeasure, but said, "It's not that I can't show it to you, it's just embarrassing!"

"It's because you thought I didn't want you, so you lost control of your emotions, right?" Xia Ming pulled Zhang Ting back, grabbed the phone and threw it aside.

Zhang Ting felt a little grievance that couldn't be explained. Originally, this matter was fine, so let's just forget about it after it's over.But now Xia Ming said again, Zhang Ting could think of the thing that he thought Xia Ming didn't want him anymore.I agreed to pick myself up in the morning, why didn't I come for so long.And Xia Ming said that if he went to the UK, he must not want to be himself.

If you don't do well, you must be not good enough.

Zhang Ting has always thought this way, even if Xia Ming took him home now, and another day later, he still feels that he is not good enough.He was afraid that one day he would lose control of his emotions and hurt Xia Ming.

Zhang Ting cautiously leaned over and kissed Xia Ming, "I just don't feel safe." He said truthfully, "I'm always afraid that you won't want me...so are you my boyfriend now? Would you like to be my boyfriend?" ?” Zhang Ting asked him, desperately wanting an exact answer, “I will give you what you want, give you maximum freedom, and I will not restrain you or force you... Whatever you want, you can with me?"

With the sudden confession, Xia Ming's gaze stayed on Zhang Ting's face.He was silent for a long time, as if he was thinking about a difficult math problem.It wasn't until he saw Zhang Ting's panic and Zhang Ting's slightly frightened and frightened expression that he moved his lips, "Okay."

Just be a little lunatic.