mad dog and loyal dog

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Xia Ming thought about it for a long time. Zhang Ting said that he was considering sleeping with him, but he resisted, because Zhang Ting only used this as a bargaining chip for him to keep.Zhang Ting seemed to dislike his leaving very much. As for why, neither Xia Ming nor Zhang Ting himself knew.Xia Ming resisted, but since Zhang Ting told him that he would consider it, he still couldn't help but secretly look forward to it.

After their conversation, Zhang Ting seemed to have a better temper, and he really treated him well for the rest of the last day in Macau.Zhang Ting is not a person who likes to travel, he just likes to stay in his own little world without going anywhere.His little world has everything, and he's the king of it.But the king would walk out of his comfortable little world in person because the child wanted to go out to play too much.

"This stuff is quite delicious." Zhang Ting had a small octopus ball stuffed in his mouth, which Xia Ming fed to him. "I'll also buy a machine for you to try some other day. It seems quite simple."

"Forget it, even if you bought the machine, you wouldn't make it for me." Xia Ming replied.

Zhang Ting took a look at him, he thought Xia Ming would get excited foolishly and ask him when he would make it for him.But not only did he not meet Xia Ming's expectations, he even made a mockery.Zhang Ting reflected on whether he had promised Xia Ming many things before but failed to do so. He recalled it carefully, but he remembered it very clearly. He often told Xia Ming that he would go back for dinner. Or eat supper together after get off work, but either he was too sleepy or too lazy to go, or someone else came to him for something, so Xia Ming's small matter of eating was put aside, how did he know that Xia Ming would hold grudges like this, even these still remember.As for taking Xia Ming out together, if he missed the appointment, he probably didn't take what he said to heart.Since the other party was Xia Ming, he felt that it was okay.

Zhang Ting still felt that Xia Ming was stingy, but he was already learning to use Xia Ming's thinking to think about this matter.But Zhang Ting is still Zhang Ting, he is used to being superior to Xia Ming, even if he learns to empathize, he still can't understand Xia Ming.He is not stupid or slow, it's just that he is such a person.

It was early to go out today, and Zhang Ting was not familiar with this place, so he asked the younger brother to borrow someone to be their tour guide.Along the way, he ate, drank, visited scenic spots, and even took a lot of photos with Xia Ming.Xia Ming seemed to be in a better mood after shopping for a long time. During the period, he tried to reach out to hold Zhang Ting's hand, just like he did when he was a child, and he even made excuses, "There are many people in the scenic spots here. If you hold me, I won't get lost." gone."

Zhang Ting thought that your 1.9-meter tall figure could be seen wherever he stood, and he rolled his eyes at Xia Ming's excuse for wanting to hold his hand.But he stretched out his hand, "Hold it, little brat." After all, Xia Ming and him are eight years apart, so let's just treat him as a child, even though this child's height is too huge.

Xia Ming immediately pulled him up, and he found that every time he made a fuss, he could get a little softening from Zhang Ting.Zhang Ting let him hold, but he won't hold back.Zhang Ting's palms are warm, but his heart is really hard to warm.However, Xia Ming was still happy because Zhang Ting softened his attitude towards him, he actually smiled, and was easily satisfied.

A crying child has candy to eat, why is he only now learning this truth.In the past, if he ran out of candies in the orphanage, he would automatically give up and say no, because he didn't want the teacher to be sad, and he didn't want to quarrel with other children because of a piece of candy.It's just that he also craves candy.But at the age of 25, I realized that only when I cry can I have candy.

"You're laughing fart." Zhang Ting felt that he was very crooked, so he pushed Xia Ming, "Don't get too close to me after holding hands...it's hot." There are so many people on this street, he has already noticed that many eyes are on him They stayed.In addition, Xia Ming was tall, and Zhang Ting was particularly good-looking, so when they held hands, they attracted the attention of many people.

"I'm next to you because there are so many people. Aren't you always afraid that I'll run away? Isn't that just right? I'm not afraid that I'll run away when I'm next to you." Xia Ming's sudden love words, he seemed to be looking forward to seeing Zhang Ting's reaction.

However, Zhang Ting was just a piece of wood. After hearing this, he just frowned and didn't give any response.He still didn't shake Xia Ming's hand back, but he didn't push Xia Ming away again.

The two were taken to many places by the tour guide, Zhang Ting looked at Xia Ming like a fool, and thought he was quite funny.It's just that after holding hands for a long time, he felt a little sweaty in his palms, so he pulled them out.As a result, he just pulled his hand out, Xia Ming stared at him with a sky-falling expression, his expression was complicated, wronged and uneasy, just like a puppy being abandoned.Zhang Ting looked at him like this, and even chuckled a few times, "Haha, are you a dog?" He said his inner thoughts, "It's not that I won't let you hold it, but my palms are sweaty, and the people here It’s not much anymore, it’s been long enough.”

"Wang." Xia Ming called out.

I happened to pass by a boutique and saw a choker. Zhang Ting walked in like a ghost. There were both men’s and women’s styles. Zhang Ting picked it up, and quickly picked out a simple leather one. “Come here, Xia Ming.”

"what?"

Zhang Ting put it on for him with his own hands, just below the Adam's apple. Zhang Ting's fingers moved up and down when they touched his Adam's apple. "Are you ready?" Xia Ming asked, "It's nothing, it's uncomfortable." He wasn't used to having things on his neck, he didn't even like loose necklaces, let alone collars.

Zhang Ting lifted his chin and carefully looked at the effect of the collar on Xia Ming's neck, feeling that something was missing.After looking again, I happened to see a letter button, so I picked my initials. 'Z, T'.Put his name on the collar, "My puppy." After he finished, he reached out and touched Xia Ming's head, "How about it, if you think the letters are redundant, you can also remove them, and I will wear a bracelet for you .”

Xia Ming went to the mirror and looked at it, feeling that Zhang Ting was buying him a dog collar.But he didn't feel so repelled, "You see me off." Xia Ming looked at Zhang Ting.

Zhang Ting nodded, still looking at other styles of collars.He still felt that it was a bit strange to buckle two letters up, so he took the letters down.Xia Ming grabbed his hand, "I want the letters."

"...Yes, you can engrave words here, just engrave them on it." Zhang Ting said, "I'll make you a bracelet for these two letters, it looks a bit strange to hang around your neck."

Only then did Xia Ming let go of Zhang Ting. He seemed to like the gift Zhang Ting gave him very much, and liked that Zhang Ting regarded himself as his property.It seems a bit morbid, a bit too doggy.But Xia Ming really wants to be with Zhang Ting, he really likes Zhang Ting, "Zhang Ting, if you think about it. You have me, can you stop sleeping with others?"

Zhang Ting glanced at him and pursed his lips.He didn't quite understand what it meant to protect the other party, why he couldn't sleep with others when he had Xia Ming.When he was a child, he saw that his mother would sleep with different people. Even if he was at home, even if he was in front of them, his mother could still have sex in front of him.And it's a different person.

Zhang Ting has no concept of family, his parents are rarely at home, and they all take care of their own.Father is often away, and mother is having sex with other people at home.Occasionally they bumped into each other and would fight, throwing things around the house.He still remembers that his mother would be beaten by his father, but after the beating, his mother would not dare to take anyone home, would cook for herself, and would hug him and tell him short stories.Dad will also become very gentle and will buy him small toys.

It will be good if you hit it, but my mother looks very painful.Later, my mother gave birth to a younger brother who I don't know if it was her own, and the family seemed to be even worse.Zhang Ting saw his father sitting in the living room eating, and his mother standing behind him with a knife.Zhang Ting didn't make a sound, and left with his baby brother in his arms.

Zhang Ting was 11 years old when he ran away with his younger brother, and his younger brother was less than 3 years old.Zhang Ting didn't know whether his parents were dead until today, and what's amazing is that neither of them came to look for them.Zhang Ting doesn't even know how he has survived until now. It seems that there are only two images in his memory.One was the day his brother died.And the day when I met Xia Ming.

Zhang Ting's three views are in a mess, he is not afraid of anything, he is not afraid of pain or death.But he was afraid that Xia Ming would not be by his side.What's more, he knows that if he hits him, he will become better.So in the face of Xia Ming's misbehavior, he will strike.It was only recently that I realized that getting Xia Ming injured didn't seem to help, Xia Ming would still run.This was the first time something went wrong in his mess. He felt something was wrong, but he didn't know how to fix it.

"I don't even know if I can sleep with you." Zhang Ting said to Xia Ming, "Give me some time, and I'll answer you when I get back." It was frank.

After the collar was engraved, Zhang Ting put it on Xia Ming's neck. He adjusted the angle and felt that Xia Ming was quite suitable for this collar.Although Xia Ming is not particularly handsome in his eyes, he is very masculine, and after wearing the collar, he still has a restrained and sexual style.It looked pretty good, "It's my dog, don't think about running away again."

"You have to make sure that you don't sleep with others, I'm your dog. Otherwise, I'll run away at any time." Xia Ming said, with a hint of threat.

Zhang Ting raised his eyebrows, he could sense that Xia Ming was threatening him.It's just that it's still difficult for Xia Ming to attack from below.Zhang Ting put the worn bracelet on Xia Ming's hand, "It's all for you, blame the kid."

Xia Ming was so easy to be satisfied, he was even happy when he got such a gift.He took his mobile phone and turned on the front camera to look at it again and again, the more he watched it, the more he liked it.He rarely received any gifts in his life, most of them were given to him by Zhang Ting on a whim.Zhang Ting liked everything he gave him, "Zhang Ting, can you kiss me?"

"No, disgusting." Zhang Ting quickly refused, "Don't push yourself."

"I beg you."

Zhang Ting glanced at him, and ignored the passers-by, leaned over to kiss him, and touched the corner of his mouth lightly.Then after the kiss, he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. Although he kissed him, he still felt a little disgusted. "The kiss is over." Zhang Ting said, "Is it enough to make progress?"

Xia Ming saw the movement of wiping his mouth into his eyes, "...um."

Why is he dissatisfied?