what is your vision

At noon and evening, Hongchuan's staff restaurant is always brightly lit and lively.

The restaurant has private rooms, but Zhou Yanchuan eats outside when there is space in the lobby, just like ordinary employees.At noon on Monday, many people in the company witnessed their big boss lying on the table with a dejected face for some reason, and the vice president next to him kept comforting him.

"You just lost a dog, don't make it like a broken relationship!" Mo Ziyang said speechlessly, "You see, others are looking at us."

Zhou Yanchuan gave up on himself: "Let them see it, what does it matter."

"The dog was originally raised by others. Do you think the dog wants to follow you or go back?"

Zhou Yanchuan felt even more aggrieved when he said this.

The owner of the dog is a boy named Tao Jin, who is still in high school.After communicating with Lu Yunchu, he learned that Tao Jin raised Sabina for more than half a year and never thought of abandoning her.

Because of conflicts with his wife and children, Tao Jin's father threw away the dog that Tao's mother bought for his son in a fit of anger. Now that his parents are divorced, Tao Jin follows his mother. During these days, he has been trying to find Sabina who is away from home.

It was only a week before Lu Yunchu was going to delete the blog and post, but at this time Tao Jin found them.

Zhou Yanchuan harbored a glimmer of hope. If the puppy showed more nostalgia for him than the original owner, he would try to ask the other party to sell it to him.

But when Sabina saw Tao Jin, she jumped into Tao Jin's arms immediately, that kind of intimacy was unprecedented in front of him or Lu Yunchu.

Little heartless, raised half a month in vain.

Zhou Yanchuan admitted that Sabina's thoughts had already flown, and he was too embarrassed to care about a child.Tao Jin was very grateful to them and offered to give them a certain financial reward, but neither of them wanted it.The dogs are gone, so what is the use of money? The most important thing Zhou Yanchuan lacks is money.

"Isn't this easy to solve?" Mo Ziyang continued to suggest, "Go to the pet store and buy one yourself, and it will be settled once and for all."

"Can it be the same?" Zhou Yanchuan rolled his eyes at him. If he likes dogs outside, why don't he want to keep them until now?

"Why is it different? Aren't they all dogs?"

"One is a match of fate, and the other is a forced blind date. What do you think is the difference?"

"No you..." Mo Ziyang looked at him incredulously, "Are you really planning to have sex with a dog?"

"Fuck you, I'm making an analogy."

"It can't be compared like that, I think you want to scare me to death," Mo Ziyang gasped while clutching his chest, "Honestly, Yan Chuan, don't you think there is something wrong with your mentality?"

"what is the problem?"

"I think," he lowered his head, "you may have been single for too long and lack a companion, and then you met that... cute little thing by chance, and took it as a... sustenance to relieve loneliness. "

Zhou Yanchuan felt a toothache when he heard it: "What relieves loneliness, but also sustenance, don't give me this pile of nonsense."

"You also know that you are moaning for nothing?" Mo Ziyang avoided him before reaching out to pat him. "My point is that you should find a companion, not an animal, but a human."

After all, it's not just marriage urging.

"Mo Ziyang, do you want to switch to a neighborhood committee or a dating agency?"

"Fuck, don't get bored if you're capable?" Mo Ziyang tried his best not to spray his face with spit, then sighed and knocked on the table with his hand, "I think Manager Xiao He is pretty good, girl. Take the initiative to send you flowers, are you going to pretend nothing happened?"

"How do you know the flowers she sent me?"

"All fools know."

The "Manager He" Mo Ziyang mentioned works in a bank and has some business dealings with their company.Her fondness for Zhou Yanchuan was no secret, but Naihe's implicit expression never received a positive response. The day before yesterday, she sent a bouquet of flowers directly. If Zhou Yanchuan's assistant hadn't helped cover it, it might have spread throughout the company.

The other party's conditions are superior, the unit is good, the degree is high, and the person is beautiful, but Zhou Yanchuan didn't feel it, and he really didn't feel it: "I'm not interested." He just said four words in front of Mo Ziyang.

"How demanding are you?" Mo Ziyang had almost eaten his lunch, and leaned back in his chair, "Do you know that rumors about your homosexuality have started outside!"

"Cough—" Zhou Yanchuan held his breath in his chest, and he didn't say anything for a long time. The person on the other side continued to speak surprisingly: "It's fortunate that I got married early, otherwise I should have an affair with you..."

"I'll tell Taotao's mother exactly what you said another day."

"Don't," he immediately returned to seriousness, "isn't it just playing a bachelor, what a big deal."

"It's good to know," Zhou Yanchuan frowned, and said suddenly, "It's not interesting to have a family."

Mo Ziyang was stunned for a long time, but he misinterpreted his meaning: "You don't think about Sister Qingru, do you?"

"What are you talking about?" Zhou Yanchuan was stunned by his jumping thinking, "It's impossible to think about it."

The so-called unforgettable first love is mostly an exaggerated literary rhetoric. The fact is that no matter how profound the memory is, it only needs to roll a few times in the wheel of time, and it will fade to the point of disappearing, and there is nothing to remember.

He and Liu Qingru almost got married once, but because the other party's father was ill and couldn't afford the money, Liu Qingru chose a rich second generation who was pursuing her at the time.

He thought it was a hurdle he would never get over, but it gradually failed to arouse the slightest fluctuation in his heart. Even thinking of the picture of Liu Qingru having a child with someone else, and a happy family of three, he also felt that it should be a beautiful story.

Mo Ziyang didn't fully understand his thoughts: "Then why do you still live in Blue Bay?"

Blue Bay was the neighborhood where he and Liu Qingru hoped to buy a house one day. They had already broken up when Zhou Yanchuan was able to buy it. For the old obsession, he still chose the apartment here.

"It's a good place to live. If you're used to it, what should you change?" He looked at Mo Ziyang inexplicably, "I know it's a waste."

Mo Ziyang was speechless, Zhou Yanchuan was really simple-minded and had no room for speculation.

The phrase "it's no fun to have a family" is not a negative expression.

If his mother was still alive, Zhou Yanchuan might be willing to find a suitable girl in all aspects. After all, what the old man expected most at that time was that he would get married and have children.While being filial to his mother, he will be a responsible husband and father, and live an ordinary and happy life like most people.

But now he is alone.

The society is realistic, and with his conditions, it is not difficult to find an excellent partner and enter the palace of marriage.The question is for whom?

A person's life is good enough, and he doesn't think he needs a companion to be happy; as for love, he has never experienced the feeling of heartbeat again.

There is no heartbeat, no loneliness, and no relatives who are eager for him to start a family. Marriage is unnecessary for Zhou Yanchuan now.Day by day, I no longer think about these insignificant things.

After getting off work a few days ago, Zhou Yanchuan missed the puppy who was alone at home, and always drove home as soon as possible.It's gone today, don't worry too much, he ate at the work unit, and the speed of driving back was much slower.

Approaching the entrance of the community, the street lights cast a white light, and a figure appeared in the midst of it. The large gradient coat was particularly recognizable, but he lowered his head and did not notice the car that was gradually slowing down and parked beside him.

"Lu Yunchu," he lowered the car window, "Didn't you go home?"

The headlights are bright, but not dazzling.

When Lu Yunchu looked at Zhou Yanchuan, he was slightly surprised: "You came back so late?"

"I came back after eating."

Lu Yunchu also had dinner, and bought breakfast for the next day while taking a walk. He didn't want to run into acquaintances as soon as he left the gate of the community.

"I'm going out for a walk." Seeing Zhou Yanchuan half-stretched, not answering, and not continuing to drive, he asked, "Do you want to go together?"

"I... I'll stop the car first."

"Then I'll wait for you."

After Zhou Yanchuan drove the car into the underground garage, his brain regained a sense of sobriety: they used to go for a walk together because of the "green onion", but now there is the smell of two lonely parents warming each other after the child left home... He Thundered by his tired and crooked associations, he shivered for a while.

I'm not sure if Lu Yunchu just said it casually, maybe when he passed by, he would be gone long ago.Zhou Yanchuan slowly returned to the first floor of the community, and then went out the gate. Lu Yunchu was still under the streetlight, with his head down, scribbling on the ground with his toes, probably bored waiting.

In fact, Lu Yunchu was not overly sentimental about Sabina's departure, he understood Tao Jin's feelings, and was even willing to see the puppy return to its former owner.Parting from the life he loves - this is not the first time he has experienced this kind of thing, and he feels a sense of relief in conformity with fate.

But he noticed the bewilderment in Zhou Yanchuan's expression, and the fact that he could easily accept it might not be the case for another person.

"Did I say that I had a dog before?" Lu Yunchu said to Zhou Yanchuan who was walking beside him.

"Yeah." That was the day they received a message from Tao Jin.

"I don't know if it's still alive and how it's doing."

Zhou Yanchuan thought he was talking about the dead dog, but he didn't expect to hear such an overview.

"That dog—"

"I was given away by my father, I don't know at all."

This seems to be similar to Tao Jin's situation.

"Did you think of the past because of that boy?"

"A little bit," Lu Yunchu raised his head, the warm light from the cake room in front of him cast down, and the wooden steps glowed with a metallic luster, "He is luckier than me."

Lu Yunchu entered the store and said he wanted to buy breakfast.Zhou Yanchuan waited alone at the door, and within 5 minutes, the man came out again, carrying a huge bag in his hand, it didn't look like there was only enough for a breakfast.They walked back together.

"Zhou Yanchuan," after getting out of the elevator, Lu Yunchu took out a small box from the big bag, "This one is for you."

"What?" Zhou Yanchuan was taken aback for a moment, neither answering nor not answering.

The smile mark on the corner of Lu Yunchu's mouth widened slightly: "Eating sweets is good for improving your mood."

"You—you think I'm in a bad mood?"

"Are you in a good mood?" he asked back.

"Not good." Zhou Yanchuan let down his breath.Frowning for a long time in front of Mo Ziyang at noon, he felt that he was hypocritical enough, but when he was asked by Lu Yunchu, the sourness came up again.

"Then try it, it tastes good."

When Zhou Yanchuan came back to his senses, the small white box had already fallen into his hand. The surface was painted with golden lines to depict trees and huts, and the contents inside could not be seen.

Looking at the door just closed opposite, he remembered that he forgot to say thank you to Lu Yunchu.