Xu Kaici's hair is green or not

Cheng Hang, who came out of the bathroom, didn't look very good, but he was still calm and forced a smile, then turned behind Xu Kaici and pushed his wheelchair to go out to the psychological consultation room.

Xu Kaici looked up at his little boyfriend, and saw Cheng Hang pursed his mouth and frowned, but even so, he didn't see Cheng Hang willing to say anything.

Recently, he always goes to the bathroom behind his back to make phone calls, and when he comes out, he also has this expression on his face. You don't need to ask, and it's definitely not going well if you don't mention being scolded.

——Actually, it doesn’t need to be like this.

Xu Kaici lowered his head and lowered his eyes, thinking silently.I always feel that the relationship between the two is reversed now. In the past, Xu Kaici covered up everything for Cheng Hang, and let him live like this heartlessly.Now it was reversed, Cheng Hang was careful everywhere, blocking Xu Kaici everywhere.

Sometimes Cheng Hang's tense and cautious look even Xu Kaici thinks it's a bit too much, it shouldn't be like this.Xu Kaici is too familiar with this kind of attitude of always thinking about the object, it will be very tiring.

He's also... not as weak as Cheng Hangyi imagined, at least not so weak that he doesn't even have the courage to face it.

Xu Kaici was thinking about how to talk to Cheng Hang about this, but Cheng Hang couldn't help himself, and bent slightly to get closer to Xu Kaici.

"Can you do it yourself in a while? I might have to go out for a while... not far away is the coffee shop across the road. I have something to say to my mother and I will be back in a while. I guarantee that you will not end here. I'm back, I must be waiting for you at the door."

Xu Kaici nodded, taking advantage of the lack of people in the elevator, he raised his arm to slightly lift his dangling wrist, and shook Cheng Hang behind him, "Cheng Cheng."

Standing behind Cheng Hangyi did not go around to the front as usual, but just reached out and rubbed Xu Kaici's face.

"I know what you're going to say, and I know you're strong. But I couldn't help you when you were fighting against your father, and now I don't have the face to let you go to my mother to be wronged. Don't worry, I'm not bad, I can Done. The days will be long in the future, and there will be more days to move forward side by side, this time is not bad."

As he spoke, Cheng Hang pinched Xu Kaici's face again, his gesture was intimate, his tone was relaxed, and he was full of confidence, and he really didn't panic at all.

——The days of walking forward side by side are long gone.

Xu Kaici smiled and said no more unnecessary words.Slowly withdraw your arm and put it back on the handrail, and walk out of the elevator with Cheng Hangyi.

When he got to the door of the consultation room, Cheng Hang turned to Xu Kaici and pushed his fingers away for Xu Kaici.

Then he smiled at Xu Kaici, "Actually, we have worked hard together. You worked hard to get here, and I will fight hard. When these things are settled, we will go home together, okay?"

He helped Xu Kaici fix his hand on the joystick just now, and he slowly raised his arm, rubbed the back of his hand on Cheng Hang's face with his palm down, and then nodded.

As soon as Cheng Hang opened the door of the consulting room so that Xu Kaici could go in by himself, he watched Xu Kaici slowly approach the psychiatrist. Cheng Hang nodded his thanks to the psychiatrist and then gently closed the door.

Then he puffed out his cheeks and took a big breath, shrugged his shoulders and cheered in his heart.

There was a restaurant with a decent environment across the road, and there were not many people there before the meal time. As soon as Cheng Hang stepped in, he saw his mother sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, frowning and waiting for him.

Cheng Hang seemed familiar with this serious expression, he had seen it three times in his life.One time was when I temporarily changed my mind to take the boarding school during the senior high school entrance examination, and another time I changed my mind before the art examination. The most recent time was many years ago.

——It was when he found out that Xu Kaici was paralyzed and told his family that he couldn't go back to City Y, so he stayed in Shanghai.

Thinking about it this way, it seems that Cheng Hang never followed the family's wishes for every turning point in someone's life, and never let the family worry about it since childhood.

But fortunately, every time he is willing, he has no regrets.

It's the same this time.

Cheng Hang opened the chair and sat down, took off the mask on his face, and called his mother in a flat tone.

It has been three or four months since the last time I saw her son. In the past two years, the mother and son have seen each other less often. If there hadn’t been this incident, Li Xiujuan would be chattering happily now, asking how Cheng Hang is doing. In other words, they have already started ordering food, ordering a table full of Cheng Hangyi's favorite food.

But now she is really not in the mood, squinting at Cheng Hangyi, "You... are too courageous! You have managed to hide it for so many years!"

The tone of the tone was full of complaints, but it seemed that the focus of the anger was not Cheng Hang's coming out of the closet, but rather angry because Cheng Hang kept it a secret.

However, the authorities were obsessed, and Cheng Hangyi was unable to rationally and clearly analyze the tone and attitude of his mother.

He didn't expect his parents to accept it all at once, he just hoped that his mother would show some face and stop splashing the tea in front of him on his head.

"Let's talk about it first. We don't like to beat people when we were young when we said three sentences that were wrong. Let's talk about it when we have something to say."

Li Xiujuan gritted her teeth and nodded, restraining her ready to slap.

Seeing that the tea hadn't been spilled on him, Cheng Hang became bolder, cleared his throat and began to explain: "Orientation and preference have been discovered since childhood. At that time, there was no one around like me, or maybe I didn't notice it. I didn’t dare to tell you when I was young. When I grew up, the person I liked didn’t like me, and I didn’t have the heart to confess to you all the time. Mom, you know me, I won’t say it when I don’t make up my mind , When I make up my mind, I just want to let you and my dad have the right to know, not to discuss with you two whether I can do it. I want to be with him, together for the rest of my life, whether you agree or not. "

According to what Cheng Hangyi has done in the past 20 years, this sentence is not an exaggeration at all.But it was precisely because of this that Li Xiujuan felt even more uneasy. In her eyes, Cheng Hangyi seemed to be still in her teenage years, thinking about many things on a whim.

Likes on a whim are the most worthless, not worth Cheng Hang's confession, and even less worthy of Li Xiujuan's concern.

But what if it is true?What if Cheng Hang really made up his mind this time?

Thinking of this, Li Xiujuan felt a little uneasy, and took a sip of the tea at the table.

Putting down the tea cup, Li Xiujuan fixedly looked at her son in front of her, and said to Cheng Hangyi half questioningly and half declaratively: "Then according to what you said, he was your first relationship, not to mention that you never tried it." I’ve never been with a girl, just to say that you won’t meet someone you like more in the future, will you be too decisive if you tell me now that you want to be with him for the rest of your life.”

She is a businessman, and she has come into contact with too many people in her life, of all kinds.Homosexuality is really nothing in her eyes, but even a legally guaranteed marriage cannot be guaranteed to last forever, let alone such a rampage based on emotion.

She loves her son, and she doesn't want to watch her son mess around until that day.

Cheng Hang lowered his eyes and fell silent, as if he was organizing his words and thinking seriously.

He didn't speak for a long time, and Li Xiujuan just sat quietly opposite him without speaking, watching Cheng Hang once trapped in his own world where heaven and man were at war.

Several people entered the restaurant one after another, and it was not as quiet as before.

However, the atmosphere at Cheng Hangyi's table was so weird that no one dared to sit nearby.Looking at it from the perspective of a bystander, this young and handsome man seemed to owe a huge sum of 500 million to the older woman in front of him, and more importantly, he still looked like he would not pay back the money he owed.

Li Xiujuan was also counting down in her heart. If Cheng Hangyi didn't answer within 1 minute, she would take Cheng Hangyi to the brokerage company to pay the termination fee for him, and then take him away from Shanghai.

After she knew her son's sexual orientation, she would not find a blind date for her son again. Isn't it a man? She can turn a blind eye and let her son play.

As long as Cheng Hang is happy.She is only Cheng Hangyi, and she doesn't want to see Cheng Hangyi suffer.

Before the countdown was over, Cheng Hang raised his head and looked at his mother earnestly, and said with a long sigh of relief: "He and I... are not just a whim."

Soon, when Cheng Hang thought about the real situation with Xu Kaici at the university, he smiled and shook his head again, "No, he and I really hit it off on a whim, I drank Dafa, and he didn't drink less, and then I kissed in a daze."

"But for so many years, I have experienced too much with him. I can't tell you about some things in detail. You are my mother. You must feel sorry for me and think that we are not suitable. But now I can tell you with a pat on the chest. , I am a perfect match with him, a top match, a fairy match, and the number one match in the world. Except him, there is no one else who loves me like him, and I do the same, I love him, he is my only love, I think no matter what So I want to go down with him."

Xu Kaici is so kind, there will never be another man like Xu Kaici in this life.

From skin to talent to a heart that loves Cheng Hangyi, there is no second one in the world.

Li Xiujuan was taken aback by Cheng Hangyi's words.

If Cheng Hangyi is the only one now, then she will definitely beat Cheng Hangyi with a big stick.How can you be a love brain at such a young age?

But now Cheng Hangyi is 27 years old. He has been living in Shanghai for four years and almost five years after graduation.For a long time, Cheng Hang on the other end of the phone, even if he reported his safety, he would haw and haw vaguely and casually deal with the family with a few words.

So, during those times when Cheng Hang was evasive, did he already decide to spend the rest of his life with his boyfriend?

Li Xiujuan was also a little dazed all of a sudden, thinking about another question quickly in her mind.

Just as she was about to speak, Cheng Hangyi seemed to know what she was going to ask, and said directly: "His parents don't agree, but it doesn't matter, his parents have no right to talk about things between me and him, you can understand that I am his only family member. Don't even think about seeing him now, he is not in good health now, and I will take him home when he gets better."

Well, once Cheng Hang said everything, Li Xiujuan felt that she was unnecessary to come this trip.

It seems that the only thing left that can be said is... only nodding and agreeing.But whether I nod my head or not doesn't seem to matter anymore, I don't care about being a big boy at all, okay? !

When Cheng Hang saw his mother waved her hands a little boredly, he couldn't tell whether he agreed or disagreed.

The watch on his wrist reminded him that he had been out for too long, and there was not much time left for him. Cheng Hang couldn't sit still and wanted to get up and leave, but he was afraid that his mother would follow him irresistibly, so he could only press down. The temper continued to sit and wait for the mother's attitude.

Li Xiujuan looked at Cheng Hangyi annoyedly, but still couldn't say the word "agree" directly, so she could only change the topic and push the menu to Cheng Hangyi, "Order what to eat, I'll make this trip redundant if I'm bored." ..."

ah?Is it over?

Cheng Hangyi still didn't realize it, he looked at the menu pushed in front of him, and then looked up at his mother who was still stubborn.

He asked his mother weakly, "You...do you have anything else to ask or say?"

Seeing the cheap and good-looking son, the mother gritted her teeth again, "I want you to get married, but you agree, you have such a tough attitude, and you have made so many vows, what else can I say? What else can I say?" Take a sack to wrap you up and beat you up, and then draw the Milky Way like a queen mother to separate you from your boyfriend!"

The adults on the mother were still cursing, saying that Cheng Hangyi was a good boy when he got a bargain, and he didn't know how to wink... But Cheng Hangyi was so happy that he jumped up all of a sudden.

The dust and haze that shrouded my heart was swept away in an instant. I remembered that I was talking about multiple-choice questions with Xu Kaici on the day of the showdown, so it was superfluous.

He smiled and pushed the menu back to his mother, "I said you are sure, alas, I don't know what my father's attitude is, you can help me solve this problem. I don't want to eat, I am busy picking him up Go, you are probably busy too, go back, or you will delay your money! Go hahahahahaha."

"Cheng Hangyi! Are you plausible! I flew to Shanghai and you didn't eat with me!" Ms. Li Xiujuan felt that she shouldn't have agreed so quickly. She flew all the way here and couldn't even get a bite of the meal. This son was raised for nothing. , I don’t know if it’s too late to get another one now.

Cheng Hang smiled and raised his hand as a gesture of salute, and replied with a playful smile: "Forgive me during this special period, and I will buy you a jadeite as big as my head later for you to play with!"

After speaking, he jumped away from the dining table, and blinked at his mother before putting on the mask.

Mother's eyes are no longer as cold as when she first arrived, but more accommodating.Cheng Hang thought about what his mother said at the dinner table today, and it seemed that from the beginning to the end, his mother never objected.She was just worried, worried that she was just a whim, and worried whether she could live with Xu Kaici for the rest of her life.

Everything started from Cheng Hangyi himself, not some illusory worldly vision.

Cheng Hangyi suddenly felt his nose sour, and couldn't move anymore, but leaned over and hugged his mother.

"Mom, thank you. I'm not a man. I have violated you all these years, but it seems that you have always loved me. Thank you for supporting me, my hobbies, my impulsiveness, and my willful behavior."

Cheng Hang was pampered lawlessly since he was a child, except for hugging his mother like this when he was a little Douding, he has never been so tired of it since he grew up.

Li Xiujuan couldn't stand it all of a sudden, and her whole body got goosebumps, and soon she also smiled softly, "Go away, it's so greasy and annoying. When you're done with your work, go home and take him with you."

"Well, definitely."

-

When he returned to the hospital, Cheng Hang glanced at the watch in his hand, it was exactly an hour.If nothing unexpected happened, Cheng Hangyi should have just come out of the consultation room.

Sure enough, when he walked to the psychological consultation room, Yuan Yuan Hang Hang saw Xu Kaici sitting in a wheelchair.

The outpatient building was always crowded with people, Xu Kaici sat quietly leaning against the corner, looking like a painting.

Cheng Hang quickened his pace to meet Xu Kaici's star-like eyes in the crowd.

He didn't want to ask Xu Kaici how he was doing like the previous few times, and he didn't rush upstairs, "The weather is nice outside, would you like to walk with me?"

Xu Kaici nodded, and he saw Cheng Hang walking towards him with a smile from a long distance away.

Cheng Hangyi's slender figure was particularly conspicuous in the crowds going against or along with him, his eyes were black and bright, and he pretended to be Xu Kaici alone.

There is a small garden outside the outpatient building. Cheng Hang pushed Xu Kaici to walk slowly, enjoying the rare sunshine and breeze.

From time to time, I bent down to chat with Xu Kaici, rambling nonsense but interesting words.

Xu Kaici suddenly remembered the slow variety show that the two of them were watching at home a few months ago. At that time, he was still full of desolation, but when he was lying on Cheng Hang's lap, he wondered if he could wait until the end of the show.

It's been so many weeks now, I don't know if it's over?

"What are you thinking?" At some point, Cheng Hang stopped, walked around in front of Xu Kaici, bent his waist and pressed his forehead against Xu Kaici's, and asked Xu Kaici who was in a trance with a smile.

"Still tired? Go upstairs when you're tired."

Xu Kaici shook his head, raised his head and kissed Cheng Hangyi, "Cheng Cheng, if you pass the physical examination next time, let's go home. The variety show we watched seems to be coming to an end soon."

All the memories about you are related to summer.When I saw you on the playground in the summer evening, I couldn't take my eyes away.I kissed you on a summer night, and I offered my sincerity.

Bind you selfishly in summer, and let you go in summer night.

Standing now against you in the late summer sun.

Cheng Hangyi, I love you.

I would like to return to the sunshine for you.