Xu Kaici's hair is green or not

Xu Kaici felt that this store seemed to bring him good luck. The last time he came to this store, he and Cheng Hangyi bought gifts for his mother.

Cheng Hang kept holding Xu Kaici's hand in the car that day, and he never let go.When he got to the store, he whispered to the clerk that Xu Kaici was his husband.

Although his voice was low at the time, Xu Kaici still heard that sentence.

— sir, my sir.

After being together for so many years, although everyone around knew that Xu Kaici and Cheng Hang were together, it seemed that everyone didn't know about it. After all, since he was paralyzed, the two of them rarely appeared together in front of others.

And when those few people went out together, the two of them didn't know why, like a guilty conscience, they never admitted the relationship between the two of them to others.

It was a rare time that Xu Kaici remembered it until today, maybe until the day he closed his eyes.At least once, Cheng Hangyi pointed to Xu Kaici in a wheelchair and admitted to a stranger that he was his partner.

And today is also the same, I walked here with my mother smiling, I don’t need to think about anything else, I just want to buy her a gift, I want to enjoy this long-lost relationship with her, which only belongs to their mother and child time.

With Mei Jing's aesthetics, she doesn't look up to gold, and she thinks that Xu Kaici shouldn't look up to gold either.But who cares, she Mei Jing has no shortage of jewelry, but she lacks a gift from her son.

No matter what Xu Kaici bought today, even if it was a dog leash, Mei Jing would happily wear it around her neck.

Unexpectedly, Xu Kaici did not pick them one by one, but went straight into the store, stopped in front of a counter, and asked the clerk to bring out a bracelet carved with fine patterns.

The counter is a bit high, and Xu Kaici couldn't lift his hand up to this height. He turned his palm and slowly lifted it up before falling down again. He could only smile awkwardly and ask the clerk to hold the bracelet on his hand for him to see .

It was this bracelet. At that time, Xu Kaici also saw a plum blossom chiseled on the bracelet, and he took a fancy to it at a glance.Although it was given to Cheng Hangyi's mother at the time, for some reason, she always imagined Mei Jing wearing this bracelet in her mind.

Xu Kaici raised his head, smiled and asked Mei Jing: "Do you like it? Do you want to try it on?"

His eyes were bright, full of anticipation, expecting that Mei Jing would like the gift he gave.

Mei Jing smiled peacefully at her son, stretched out her white arm to the clerk, and asked the clerk to put it on for herself.Her freshly permed hair was a bit long, and when she lowered her head, her hair fell down and covered Xu Kaici's sight, and she could only vaguely see the bracelet on her white wrist.

That's right, this is what Xu Kaici imagined Mei Jing would look like wearing this bracelet.It's not vulgar at all, but Mei Jing's hands are very white and very beautiful.

Mei Jing turned around, brushed her long hair, put her hand in front of Xu Kaici and asked Xu Kaici with a happy smile, "I think it looks pretty, what do you think?"

Xu Kaici nodded, "Yes, it looks good. My mother is a beauty and she looks good in anything. Don't take it off, I'll pay for it."

"Why is your mouth so sweet, my dear son." Ever since she put on this bracelet, Mei Jing's mouth has never been closed, and she has always looked at Xu Kaici with a kind of tender eyes.

Xu Kaici asked someone to put the card in his right hand before going out today, fearing that he would not be able to hold it, and kept staring at it all the way.

Mei Jing accompanied him to the cashier, he raised his head and asked Mei Jing to take the card out of his hand, and he whispered a series of numbers into Mei Jing's ear.

Mei Jing actually didn't want Xu Kaici to pay the money, as long as she made up her mind.But Xu Kaici was unwilling, saying that if Mei Jing was unwilling, she would not buy it, and the birthday present would be wasted.

Mei Jing could only reluctantly and happily bend down to break Xu Kaici's fingers, and took the warm bank card.

At first, Mei Jing didn't realize it, but when she swiped the card, she suddenly remembered something. She frowned and asked Xu Kaici with a straight face: "Why is it his birthday? I didn't care about it before, it's all broken up, hurry up." Changed, do you hear me?"

Xu Kaici blinked and blinked, but didn't realize what was going on for a while, and when he came to his senses, he remembered that the password of his bank card was Cheng Hangyi's birthday.

So things are always wrong, I thought that I had erased all traces of Cheng Hangyi, and acted as if I broke up with Cheng Hang one by one, but I didn't expect that this rarely used bank card password was still his birthday.

"Isn't it inconvenient for me? It's nothing but a series of numbers, and it's not that he's really spending my money." Xu Kaici interjected lightly, and luckily it was Mei Jing and not Xu Chunye.

After swiping the card, Mei Jing turned around and slapped Xu Kaici lightly on the arm, and said with a stern face: "Let your father find out and scold you again."

The indwelling needle was pulled out not long ago at the place that was photographed. Mei Jing slapped Xu Kaici, and then raised his arm and rubbed it a few times in distress.This time Xu Kaici lost a lot of weight due to his illness, and even when he rubbed his arms, he felt much thinner, with only a little bit of soft flesh still sticking to the bones.

Xu Kaici was rubbed and took the opportunity to raise his wrist to rub against Mei Jing's hand, and his dead branch-like fingers collided with the bracelet he just put on.With his limited perception, Xu Kaici rubbed slowly, carefully feeling the patterns carved on the bracelet.

After a while, he raised his head and begged Mei Jing gently: "Aren't you the only one who knows about this? If my dad knows, then you are the one who informed me."

These words made Mei Jing speechless, she glared at Xu Kaici and put his hand back on the armrest of the wheelchair.

"Tell me, little bastard, where else do you want to go? Didn't you say you want to buy something?"

Xu Kaici originally wanted to say that he had already bought what he wanted to buy, but then he thought about what he said in his heart while lying on the hospital bed not long ago, saying that he must spend more time with Mei Jing.

When I thought of this, I couldn't say it anymore, so I just bought a gift to accompany me.

However, he was a little tired, and he couldn't move the joystick even if he pushed the heel of his left palm forward. He wanted to find a place where he could accompany Mei Jing without making any effort.

"Watch my dad's play, I suddenly don't want to buy things."

Mei Jing likes drama very much, and it was because of drama that she and Xu Chunye were together.But Xu Kaici has never watched a drama in his life, not even the famous work of Meng Xinci, and instinctively he rejects everything about Xu Chunye.

So when he proposed this idea, Mei Jing was really taken aback.Soon, I felt so happy and excited that I couldn't speak, and I was busy calling Xu Chunye's assistant to ask for a ticket.Not long after the phone hung up, he took out his mobile phone and called Xu Chunye, saying that the whole family would have dinner together at night, just in time for the drama to end.

As soon as Xu Kaici heard about eating, he felt like throwing up like a conditioned reflex, even if he didn't feel it, he felt his stomach was overwhelmed.He immediately called Mei Jing to stop, and said with a pale face: "Mom, don't eat out, or you and my dad go to eat, I will go home after watching the play."

Hearing Xu Kaici's words, Mei Jing lowered her face visibly.Xu Kaici suppressed his nausea, and calmly said to Mei Jing: "Mom, I have just been discharged from the hospital, and there are some things I can't eat. Besides, you know I have trouble eating, so let's go home and eat."

It's a pity that Xu Kaici fell asleep before eating.Xu Kaici was already very tired while watching the drama. He had been sitting in a wheelchair for most of the day, and with his current physical strength, he couldn't sit still for that long.

In the end, he almost leaned against Mei Jing who was sitting next to him, and Mei Jing, as if feeling that her son was exhausted, kept hugging Xu Kaici hard to prevent him from falling off the seat.

I don’t know if it’s a coincidence, but this drama is about a teenager suffering from cancer half a year before his death. The teenager doesn’t want to waste the little time left in the ward. He wants to finish all the things he wrote in his diary. wish.He chose to go to a distant place with his beloved girlfriend, and spend all the little time left embracing love.

Xu Kaici nestled in Mei Jing's arms quietly watching the joys and sorrows on the stage, without saying a word.Occasionally, due to muscle tension, if there is a slight tremor in the limbs, don't worry about him. Anyway, in Mei Jing's arms, nothing will happen to him.

He didn't say anything, but he kept thinking in his heart that if he really entered the countdown, would there be any wishes in this life that he must fulfill.It seems that there is nothing left, and everything I want to do has been done.Now even under the Nine Springs, when the judge asks with a pen, Xu Kaici can pat his chest and say that he has a clear conscience.

Xu Kaici turned his head and thought of another thing, how to make his family members agree with him to do this like a drama performance.

Xu Kaici leaned against Mei Jing's arms, frowned and moved his shoulders, moving closer to Mei Jing's arms.His posture was a little distorted, he was almost in Mei Jing's embrace, as if he had returned to the time when he was still very young, quietly feeling the warm embrace belonging to his mother.

He asked Mei Jing in a low voice: "Mom, if I have any wish, will you still satisfy me? It's like when I was a child, every time I called you to ask for something, you would send it to my grandpa's house the next day. I feel like you You can fulfill all my wishes."

Maybe it was influenced by the performance on stage, or maybe it was too tender to hold my son halfway.

Mei Jing couldn't help but tilted her head and pressed her cheek against Xu Kaici's forehead, holding Xu Kaici tightly with one hand, and caressing Xu Kaici's cheek with the other.

Mei Jing's hands were very soft, different from Xu Kaici's hands that became limp and cold due to paralysis, her hands were soft, and there was a scent of warmth in them.During the stroking, Xu Kaici slowly closed his eyes. Before falling asleep, he heard Mei Jing answer his son in a low voice: "Of course, as long as it is what my son wants, mother will definitely find a way."

When Xu Kaici woke up, he found that he was already lying on the bed in the room, and Xu Chunye was sitting beside the bed.

Xu Kaici couldn't remember when he fell asleep, it seemed that he could fall asleep easily when he was more relaxed.

Xu Kaici's face softened a little, and he felt that if this was the case, it meant that he had a good day today, at least he could fall asleep without taking medicine.

Seeing Xu Kaici woke up, Xu Chunye felt relieved.When he found his wife and son after the play, Xu Kaici fell into a deep sleep, but his complexion was very bad.At first glance, it didn't look like falling asleep, but more like fainting.

He should have been sent directly to the hospital, but when he touched Xu Kaici's forehead, he didn't feel a fever, probably because he was really tired.

Seeing that Xu Kaici woke up safely, Xu Chunye let out a long sigh of relief.

"Dad? Why don't you go upstairs to sleep?" The father and son stared blankly for a long time, not knowing what to say, and in the end it was Xu Kaici who spoke first.

Xu Chunye nodded and stood up, sat back on the bed after thinking about it, staring at Xu Kaici's hands outside the quilt, watching him trembling.

"I heard that there is a rehabilitation hospital that is very good. When I am not busy with the things at hand, I will take you to see it again and do a full-body examination. You... you still need to do rehabilitation, which can improve your life. quality."

Xu Kaici shook his head, he had worked hard and struggled.But these things are of no use to him, they can only remind him of the cruel reality that he will never get better in the passive movement again and again.

It is because I have struggled that I know that struggling is the most powerless and useless thing in this world.

Otherwise, he would not want to give up.

He moved his palm and handed his curled up fingers to Xu Chunye.

"Dad, I think you have been with me like this for nearly half a year, and you should be very clear about some things. With a body like mine, rehabilitation or any treatment is just a psychological comfort. I can't help it, my body The joints and muscles have become like this, and they can't move if they can't move."

Xu Kaici, who just woke up, looked worse than in the daytime, so pale that he was almost gray.

When he laughed like this, he looked even more desolate, which made Xu Chunye feel his heart being pinched severely.

But Xu Kaici continued: "Dad, people like me don't have the so-called quality of life. If you have to do something to make me feel more comfortable, it is to respect me and respect all my decisions. "

Of course Xu Chunye knew that these things had no effect on Xu Kaici, probably the only effect was to give himself a psychological comfort.

Just because he's feeling better doesn't mean Xu Kaici will feel better too, he knows this very well, but the more he knows, the more he wants to do something.

He stared at Xu Kaici's hand, the fingers were already curled and could not be stretched, especially the little finger, which was almost embedded.When he was still sleeping before, I just washed his face and wiped his hands, and it took a little effort to open his fingers.This is still his active left hand, and his more serious right hand.Not to mention the legs and feet hidden in the quilt, every time he helped Xu Kaici turn over, Xu Chunye could clearly see how severely deformed they were.

Perhaps, as Xu Kaici said, respecting his decision is something that can be done for him.

He raised his eyes to look at Xu Kaici, and asked him in turn: "Then what should I do to respect you?"

But Xu Kaici suddenly closed his mouth. He pursed his mouth and thought for a long time, and finally said with lowered eyes: "I haven't figured it out yet, maybe there will be that day, and I hope you will remember tonight, remember you tonight Promise me."

-

Cheng Hangyi stayed in City Y for almost a month, and he came back suddenly. Ms. Li Xiujuan was frightened and at a loss when she saw her son who came back suddenly.

Instead, he was very happy, and kept complaining about why his little bastard didn't come home for more than a year.

This kind of thing when you go home is that you are served like an emperor for the first three days, and after three days, people start to hate dogs.In less than a week, Li Xiujuan dragged Cheng Hang to attend various dinners, saying that they were uncles and aunts who had business dealings with the family, but in fact Cheng Hang knew in his heart that he was giving Cheng Hang a blind date in a different way.

Cheng Hang didn't find it strange at all. After this summer, he would be 27 years old. In City Y, a kid his age would probably be able to play soy sauce.

It's just that every time he has to deal with a dinner, Cheng Hang is even more annoyed, how can he fall in love with a girl and get married with this orientation, isn't this delaying others?

In the end, I was so annoyed that my parents went to bed early at night, so I packed up my things and fled to Chen Jing's house for refuge.Chen Jing giggled and asked him why he didn't go back to Shanghai, and his ears would be clean after returning to Shanghai.

Cheng Hang was smoking a cigarette with a bitter expression on his face, and almost choked out when he heard the words "Back to Shanghai".

He is not ready to go back now, and he doesn't know how to face the place he is so familiar with.Suddenly, I felt very uncomfortable in my heart. I have lived to be 27 years old, and I still can't find a place to stay.

Just thinking about these things, the phone rang, and it was Meng Xinci who called, probably to urge him back to Shanghai, after all, he still had a contract.

He picked up the phone and said lazily: "I will return to Shanghai in a few days, don't rush, just hurry..."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Meng Xinci, who heard the voice driving, and the voice was also in a hurry: "Cheng Hangyi, are you at Chen Jing's house? Now hurry up and buy a ticket, I will pick you up and we will go back together." Shanghai."

He had rarely heard Meng Xinci speak so hastily, and suddenly a feeling of uneasiness rose in his heart.

He held up the phone in a daze, forgetting that the cigarette at his fingertips was still burning.

"Cheng Hang, did you hear that, hurry up and buy a plane ticket."

The cigarette burnt to the end, and the sparks burned Cheng Hang, and the pain brought him back to reality.

"I'm here, tell me first, why do I have to go back to Shanghai in such a hurry, don't you..."

"That's right, Xu Kaici wanted to see you. He vomited blood all over his body. Before he died, he asked his father to see you. It was his father who called me."