Xu Kaici's hair is green or not

Through crying, Meng Xinci finally understood the difference between the students of the conservatory of music and the students of ordinary universities.

——Tanima can cry, and she is full of anger.

When he was young, Meng Xinci thought that he had shed tears because of love, but at that time, he only dared to quietly shed a few inconspicuous teardrops against the quilt, or find a place where no one was around, and he had to carry a little on his back. Dare to cry.

At least it has never been like Cheng Hangyi's crying so much that he can call in the patrolling security guards.

The patrolling security guards were already very close to them. Meng Xinci didn't want to be confused for a while, and he didn't want to be Cheng Hangyi and Xu Kaici's love security guard, so he could only grit his teeth and pull Cheng Hangyi away quickly.

After leaving the gate of the community, Meng Xinci turned his head to look at Cheng Hangyi and found that he was still crying.

It just changed from howling to sobbing.

Originally, the environment in the community was quiet, and his voices of "I want to see him" were especially obvious. Now that he was on the street, the sound of traffic and people was noisy. I can't hear you at all.

But the more this happened, the more humble he seemed. The young master Cheng Hangyi, who had eyes on the top of his head since he was a child, was still so humble.

This made Meng Xinci a little overwhelmed. During the day, seeing him wearing a plain shirt and holding a thermos cup slowly sipping, Meng Xinci already felt that Cheng Hangyi had suddenly changed a lot.Now he had a class for a day, and just now he was pulling Meng Xinci so excitedly to struggle, now the shirt on his body has become crumpled, his voice has become hoarse, tears are scratching on his face, no matter how he looks, he is in a mess.

So embarrassing, do you have to see each other?

"I'm really... Fuck, you stay here, I'll make a call." Meng Xinci, who had agreed not to be a security guard for love, couldn't help but lose in the end. He lowered his head and cursed, shaking Taking Cheng Hangyi's hand, he took out his mobile phone and dialed the number.

Xu Kaici was still sitting at the dining table in a daze. Tonight, Mei Jing and Xu Chunye were going out for a meal, and only he and the live-in nanny were left at home.

It is rare that he can stay alone for a while.

There was nothing worth thinking about, he just wanted to let go of himself and be alone for a while.

In fact, Xu Kaici's most comfortable state is to be alone alone. The only drawback is that the lights in this room are too strong, even if you close your eyes, you will feel dazzling.

But Xu Kaici couldn't get the switch on the wall, so he could only sit there.

The mobile phone in the room rang suddenly, interrupting Xu Kaici's relaxation.He hadn't answered the phone for a long time, and Xu Kaici was still a little unaccustomed to Zha's phone ringing, and the room was far away from the dining room, so at first he thought it was an auditory hallucination.

It wasn't until the phone rang for a long time that he realized it wasn't an auditory hallucination.

He moved slowly, his arms trembling on the armrest of the wheelchair for a long time before he aligned his palm on the joystick, and he was already hung up when he returned to the opposite side of the room.

He extended his arm and tapped the screen with his knuckles. The missed call ID was Meng Xinci, and he suddenly didn't bother to go back. With the condition of his hand, it was troublesome enough to return a call.

Xu Kaici was a little tired, and he didn't bother to repeat the previous thing of pointing his palm at the joystick, so his left hand simply hung outside, shaking uncontrollably.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and he liked the dark environment more, so he would instead stare at himself with his eyes open and lowered.

What does it feel like?Obviously the hands, feet, or every part of the body belonged to him, but he couldn't feel any of them, as if the trembling and twisting of these limbs had nothing to do with him in the slightest.

Just like now, with the palm of the left hand facing upwards, Xu Kaici felt that his brain had never issued such an order.

It's obviously not what I want, but I can't control it at all.

Why is my body and my own life so ridiculous?

Xu Kaici was still wandering, still watching his hands trembling on his legs, but the nanny walked in.

She knocked on the door lightly, and turned on the light without waiting for Xu Kaici to say anything, "Why doesn't Xiaoci turn on the light? It's a black light."

Accustomed to being in the dark, his eyes suddenly lit up. Xu Kaici instinctively closed his eyes to adapt to the strong light in front of him. The irritability in his heart evaporated the moment the switch was turned on. The feeling fell down.

His eyes were cold, and he changed all the alienated smiles he pretended in the past, and even his words became stiff: "It's off."

The nanny was so frightened by this sentence that she stood behind Xu Kaici and dared not move forward. She had never heard Xu Kaici speak in such a tone.Then Xu Kaici repeated again, "I said, turn off the lights!"

The middle-aged woman in Shanghai was startled, and her speech became Shanghai dialect. She handed the phone to him tremblingly, muttering under her mouth: "Oh, what's the matter, what's the matter, do you want to be so angry? Little Meng was looking for you, but you didn't answer the phone, and people called me."

Xu Kaici turned around suddenly, his jackdaw-like eyes swept over the nanny, and then quickly closed them, replacing them with smiles as usual.

It's easy to close the eyes, but the voice doesn't turn around so quickly. Even though the conversation is as light as possible, it still has a bit of bluntness: "I'm just not used to turning on the lights by myself, please give me the phone."

He leaned back, trying to put his head up to look energetic and dignified, but in fact he just looked slender, he didn't sit upright, and the smile in his eyes was more perfunctory than usual.

Xu Kaici tilted his head and raised his shoulders, with the phone clamped to his cheek.This posture was not comfortable, Xu Kaici hoped that Meng Xinci would speak quickly, he didn't have the time to chat with his father's allies, or he didn't have the mood to talk to anyone.

The earpiece of this thousand yuan smart phone is not very good, the sound is intermittent, and there is a little noise.

Xu Kaici's ears hurt from hearing this.

"Hey, what's the matter."

There seemed to be a sound of puffing smoke at the other end, and then he spoke coldly: "Brother Xu, it's faster than we thought, and Cheng Hang will find out."

so fast!

Xu Kaici's pupils dilated, and his attention shifted and he almost missed the phone.

"Well, I see."

He looked up at the nanny who was still waiting, rolled his throat several times before he calmed down, and answered the phone with a voice as calm as possible.

"He's right at the gate of the community. If I want to see you now, I can't stop you. Look at you..." Meng Xinci probably had already thought of Xu Kaici's reaction, so he simply put the phone on hands-free and approached the expectant Cheng Hang. In front of him, he and Cheng Hang waited for Xu Kaici's reply.

He pursed his lips and shrugged towards Cheng Hang, meaning that I have tried my best, and whether I see it or not is his business.

But the phone didn't answer, but hung up directly.

Cheng Hang felt that even if Xu Kaici would not meet, he would definitely say something more, at least he would not just hang up the phone.

He had already thought about it, if Xu Kaici said he couldn't see him, he could at least say something on the phone so that Xu Kaici could come out.Why didn't you even give me a chance to speak?Why did you hang up like that?

The tears that had been suffocated just now rolled out again, and the tears were so hot that he was so uncomfortable that he changed his tone when he spoke: "Why did you hang up? Didn't you even give me a chance to say something?"

Meng Xinci didn't expect to be so straightforward, and didn't know how to comfort Cheng Hangyi for a while.I could only pat him on the shoulder dryly, "The main reason is that you both broke up. It's boring if you don't see each other. What can you do if you see him? You can still persuade his parents to take him away? They will help you That's good, let's go."

While Meng Xinci was talking, the phone rang again, and Xu Kaici took the initiative to call.

Still turned into a hands-free, leaned in front of Cheng Hangyi.

Cheng Hang excitedly thought that Xu Kaici was going to come out to see him, but before he could say anything, Xu Kaici had already spoken first.

"Cheng Hangyi, I know you're on the sidelines, so go back, don't come here, and don't even try to see me. Get ready for the game and don't waste this opportunity."

It has been more than a year, Cheng Hangyi heard Xu Kaici's voice for the first time, it is still the same as before, and it is very different from before. When Xu Kaici and Cheng Hangyi talked in the past, they would not be so cold.

At least, most of the time he speaks with a little smile, either slyly or doting.Anyway, it wouldn't be such an indifferent voice.

Cheng Hang directly snatched the phone and stuck it on his body, muttering: "I don't want you to help me...I want you to see me, please, Xu Kaici, can you come out and see me?"

Xu Kaici smirked, quietly listening to Cheng Hangyi muttering those few words repeatedly.

Just now when he heard that he was going to meet him outside, Xu Kaici subconsciously wondered whether he was dressed decently, and also wondered if his face would be too ugly today, and if they met, would Cheng Hang see that he had passed? Not well.

Immediately, his heart sank into the abyss again, he would definitely alarm others when he went out, and Xu Chunye would know when he came back at night.

I am no longer qualified to meet, now that I see this side, the things I did before will be in vain.

He returned the phone to the nanny, and stayed in the room by himself for a long time before calling Meng Xin back with his mobile phone trembling.

"What's the use of meeting? Cheng Cheng and we have already broken up, there is really no need to meet."

Cheng Hangyi suddenly shouted into the phone hysterically: "But I never thought about breaking up with you! I was just too angry at the time, and I just wanted you not to say those words!"

Immediately, the hysteria turned into submissiveness again, "But I don't care now, Xu Kaici, let's make up, I beg you, can you go back with me? I don't want anything, can you come back?"

"Come out and see me! — ah!"

——It's been so long, it's obviously me who was wrong, why did you come to beg me, I obviously lied to you.What's more, what use are you talking about now?

Xu Kaici felt as if he had taken some kind of poison/drug, and lost the ability to speak and breathe in an instant, only breathing heavily.

It seemed that even the brain was starved of oxygen, and what was said on the phone became blurred, only Cheng Hangyi's crying remained.

The bedside table made a muffled sound, and he was pulled back to reality. He looked down and found that his feet were kicking the cabinet.

It was a manifestation of emotional agitation, but this one kept kicking the cabinet as if a motor had been installed on his normally weak feet.

After a while, when it calms down and takes off, there must be a bruise.

It is even more impossible to see now, Xu Kaici knew that this level of convulsions would be followed by phantom pain in a while, and he even felt that the pain was coming towards him with a sickle, trying to harvest his last bit of reason.

"Cheng Cheng, I am living a good life now, and you should live a better life, or it will be too wasteful."

Waste my chance to let you go.

Waste the opportunity that I can't bear to drag you into the quagmire together.

"You go back first, we will see you again, wait for you... wait for the day you win the championship. If you are like today, I will be very tired. Cheng Cheng, you know that I am not in good health, I am really tired .”

Maybe when the time comes, you will feel that meeting me is no longer worth mentioning.

Because when the time comes you will shine brightly on the throne, and I will already be in the mire, out of sight.