Xu Kaici's hair is green or not

Xu Kaici suddenly didn't want to go back to the apartment, and didn't know where to go.My heart was in a mess, I couldn't express my sadness, and I suddenly wanted to go back to Shengshi Lanwan to have a look.

Or in other words, if you want to meet Cheng Hangyi, you can do it once, or take a look from a distance.But in what capacity and what reason do you want to meet this side?When Cheng Hang couldn't think of a reason, he felt even more ashamed to see Cheng Hang.

He turned his head and asked Qi Tong: "Are you still busy today?"

"If it's a big deal to invite classmates to dinner at night, it should be something." Just now at school, I met a few classmates who had a good time at school and left Shanghai after graduation. Qi Tong made an appointment to have dinner together in the evening.But it's still early, and there's nothing to do.

"Then can you...send me to the prosperous age?" Xu Kaici felt embarrassed, as if he had been bothering Qi Tong.

In Xu Kaici's impression, Qi Tong didn't have that much leisure and patience.What's more, today he always felt that when Qi Tong said about Cheng Hangyi, Qi Tong was complaining.

Thinking about it, Qi Tong said before that it was a pity that Cheng Hang had committed himself to a paralyzed man, but now that he broke up, he is still in such a state of desperation.As Cheng Hangyi's friend, it's normal for Qi Tong to feel resentful.

Unexpectedly, Qi Tong immediately said that he was about to turn around. He didn't look at Xu Kaici, but said to Xu Kaici in a relaxed tone: "Senior, there is no need to be so polite. It's about kicking the accelerator. I'm not that cold-blooded, so I can't just say I won't go and then let go." Are you on the side of the road?"

When they arrived at Shengshi Lanwan, Xu Kaici didn't rush to go upstairs. Instead, he asked the nurse to push the wheelchair to the parking lot.

He remembered very clearly that he took the elevator down from their building, turned a corner and walked straight in, he would pass a section of road that was not illuminated by lights, and then the second place with lights was their parking space.

The big black G parked obediently in the parking space. Cheng Hangyi was very skilled and parked impartially.It's just that no one has touched this car for a long time, and a thick layer has fallen on it. Xu Kaici slowly raised his hand, trembling, and touched the side of the car body. The curled fingers were immediately stained with dust. A twisted pattern was painted on his body, revealing his black car paint.

In the past, Cheng Hang liked this car very much. It was maintained regularly and washed very clean at all times. It was almost impossible to see when the car was dirty.

Xu Kaici still remembered how happy Cheng Hang was when he got the car keys. He hugged Xu Kaici and kissed him several times, with unstoppable expressions in his eyes.Even though Xu Kaici didn't feel much that night, he could still feel that Cheng Hang hugged him so tightly, as if he wanted to rub Xu Kaici into his body.

Xu Kaici didn't like the gift Cheng Hangyi gave him because he didn't like wheelchairs.But it happened that it was Cheng Hangyi who sent him off, so he was also very happy that night. When he kissed, he seemed to have regained the feeling of kissing before, lingering and gentle.

The two people that night should never have imagined that one day, this carefully prepared gift, this cherished car, would be left in the parking lot by them, so dusty that they could barely see the color of the original car .

The nurse took out a wet towel from his pocket to help Xu Kaici wipe his hands clean. He has stopped doing rehabilitation at home this year, and now his hands are even more curled up. It takes a little more effort to open his fingers than before. His hands would shake again and again.

It was really difficult to wipe off the dirt between the knuckles and fingers, so I had to wait until I got home to help him wash his hands.

Xu Kaici didn't care, so he didn't need to bother calling the nurses.It's not that important if you don't do it cleanly.

Since entering the prosperous age, he has been in a bad mood, and now he speaks with a very strong nasal voice, which sounds like there is water mist that cannot be removed.

At first Xu Kaici thought he could go upstairs to have a look calmly, but when he got to the door, Xu Kaici suddenly felt that he didn’t even have the courage to speak out, it was difficult for him to wake up the combination lock with a clear voice, all the voices seemed to be stuck in the Throat, unable to speak, on the contrary, it was blocked so that he could not breathe.

It took a long time to open the door, the air suddenly circulated, and the dust in the house rushed in, causing Xu Kaici and the nurse to cough dryly.Xu Kaici coughed so hard, his waist and abdomen were so weak that it was difficult to cough out, his eyes were red with suffocation, and tears were about to pour down from inside.

Xu Kaici just took a casual glance in the living room, and he could imagine that other rooms should be like this, dusty and decadent.

No, the house is dead, the house will not decay, it is the people who decay, the people who leave this room one after another.

He turned the wheelchair to the balcony, and found that the monstera that was growing almost to the ceiling was already withered and yellow, and only the rhizome was still a little green.

He just stretched out his hand lightly, and the withered yellow leaves fell off and landed on his legs.

Xu Kaici touched the dry leaves, the leaves of Monstera are so big, even if they are dry after losing water, they are still big.He still remembered that a long time ago, he sat in front of this monstera and said those specious things to Sheng Guannan. That day Sheng Guannan said that he didn't understand and didn't understand what Xu Kaici meant.

He smiled at the time and said that he was just talking about Monstera and nothing else.

Actually not, he couldn't tell how he felt at that meeting.

Many times, Xu Kaici was actually not that calm, and he always had an indescribable lack of confidence in Cheng Hangyi.At one point, he felt that he was about to give up.Every time he wakes up, when Cheng Hangyi is not in front of him and the other side of the bed is cold, Xu Kaici feels disappointed. When he is more disappointed, he no longer cares about when Cheng Hangyi left, but only thinks about when he can come back.

Beg him to come back, beg him to come back, beg him not to leave one day, really.

And most of the time, Xu Kaici is full of confidence and thinks that he can hold Cheng Hangyi. He knows very well that Cheng Hangyi just wants to go out to catch his breath, so let him go.As long as his pot of soil and this handful of mud are still there, no matter how vigorously Cheng Hang grows, no matter how much he yearns for the sky outside, his roots will always be with Xu Kaici.

He felt like raising a pot of monstera. At the beginning, all the quarrels, threats, and anger were like keeping a pot of monstera carefully indoors, and caring for the pot of monstera according to the book .

But the more this happened, the more Cheng Hang wanted to run, the more he wanted to escape.

I don't care about him in the future, I just hope that he can come back obediently after going out to catch his breath.It seems that from this moment on, Cheng Hang became much better.

Cheng Hangyi is this pot of monstera that no one cares about.

It's just that I didn't expect that after Xu Kaici let him grow wildly, he withered instead?

The longing suppressed in my heart suddenly flooded at this moment, and this longing turned into guilt.

Xu Kaici quietly touched the leaf on his leg, with a series of plans faintly in his heart.

——I'm not a diva, and I don't want to be that star that people look up to.I've won for three years and that's enough.This time, let me watch you with my own eyes and walk step by step to where you should go.

—Let me look at you and become a shining star.Just treat me as giving you back a throne, and use the years you have been with me.

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[Qi Tong]: Why didn't you come to the school celebration?out to eat.

When Cheng Hang looked at the message on the phone screen, he didn't know how to reply for a long time.

Of course he knew that he would go back to see the school celebration, but when he went back, there would always be people asking how he was doing. He couldn't answer, and he didn't want to tell others about these things.

He casually replied a message, making excuses to prevaricate Qi Tong.He didn't even want to go to eat, and he just came back from a performance in a place he didn't know. He was so tired that he didn't want to move at all.

[Qi Tong]: I saw you are kind today, damn it, I shouldn't let him get in the car today, just like an ancestor.

Cheng Hang sat paralyzed, and when he saw the news, he sat up all of a sudden.He hadn't heard from Xu Kaici for a long time, and the first time he heard it, his body was trembling, and the hand holding the phone was shaking as much as Xu Kaici's convulsions.

He wanted to ask Xu Kaici a lot of things, but he was afraid that Qi Tong would think he was worthless, and he would not be able to forget Xu Kaici after a year.

In the end, there was only a faint sentence: "Well, he was quite attractive at first, when do you think he doesn't look like an ancestor?"

Later, Qi Tong changed the subject and did not mention anything about Xu Kaici. Whenever Cheng Hang wanted to say something, he was interrupted by Qi Tong and he couldn't ask.

In the end, there was nothing left, and Cheng Hang didn't bother to reply.

He picked up his coat from the hanger and went out, walking slowly into the street.He walked slowly in a familiar direction until he reached the Shengshi Lanwan, which he was all too familiar with.

Qi Tong would say that he could let Cheng Hang live with him, but Cheng Hang refused without thinking.That place was too far away from Shengshi, so he wanted to live near Shengshi, even if it was the Datong shop of the youth hostel.

People are cheap. I used to seize the opportunity and want to go out to play. The farther I can run, the better, but now I feel that I can't leave here.

Many nights, when he was tossing and turning, he would get dressed and walk here slowly by himself.Cheng Hang felt that he was quite smart, and took away the access control card at that time, so that he would not be blocked when he entered the gate of the community.

He also wouldn't go upstairs to disturb Xu Kaici, he just stayed downstairs quietly for a while.A few months ago, he finally paid off all the liquidated damages, heaved a long sigh of relief, and sat alone at the place where the two of them watched the snow last winter until dawn.

Many times Cheng Hangyi felt that it was not important. Xu Kaici liked to win and be admired and supported by others. This was his nature.At that time, it was normal for him to want a bargaining chip, so let him ask for it.Why did I have to be so angry at that time, why did I have to make such an ugly scene?

What if you could do it again, be more mature, and let Xu Kaici be that star?

It's just that now he doesn't have the qualifications to go around the stars. The stars shouldn't need dark clouds like him. The stars should be shining thousands of miles away. How can they be surrounded by dark clouds?

Cheng Hang kept asking himself whether there would be a day when he could stand in front of Xu Kaici with dignity, would Xu Kaici at that time be willing to take a good look at his own heart, and would he be able to say it again, Xu Kaici in the end Do you like Cheng Hangyi?

Forget it, these requirements are too ethereal, people can't be so greedy.Cheng Hang felt that he shouldn't ask so much, and don't let God think that he is greedy and greedy.

Then he only asks for one, and one day, he can meet Xu Kaici decently.