Cheng Hangyi actually doesn't like drinking coffee at all, and he doesn't know why such a bitter thing tastes good.It's just that occasionally I get edema when I wake up, so I bite the bullet and drink a little.Unexpectedly, Xu Kaici remembers that he likes to drink coffee, which is speechless enough.

But he can have one of the croissants. He likes to eat this kind of crispy food. Xu Kaici has been busy in the morning, so he is really hungry now.

While paying with his mobile phone, Cheng Hangyi suddenly saw that the black rubber band on his wrist was missing. He was so frightened that he held the croissant and kept looking down the same way. After the hair is tied, the rubber band should be on Xu Kaici's head now.

Even if it was a false alarm, it was enough for Cheng Hang to drink a pot, which really scared him.

After calming down, I felt that I was so funny, it was just a rubber band, how could it be so important.

It's hard to say what it feels like, some things have been going on for a long time, and even he himself can't tell whether he is used to it or is really willing.

In my memory, it seems that when I was with Xu Kaici, I didn't have such a thing in my hand.

At that time, Xu Kaici didn't need to tie up his hair often, except that it was too hot in summer, so he just grabbed a couple of hands at the back and tied it into a loose bun.

At that time, Xu Kaici was still a famous big peacock in the conservatory of music, it literally means a big peacock.

He is tall, and Cheng Hang thought he could be 1.9 meters tall if he wore shoes with slightly thicker soles or boots with a little heel.

He likes to wear fancy clothes, and he is worthy of the name Peacock.

Just like this is very good-looking, and occasionally she will change into a plain Chinese-style gown when performing on stage, and her temperament will immediately become a little fairy.

At that time, Cheng Hang bickered with him every day, and almost jumped up and beat him.But he admitted in his heart that Xu Kaici was the most beautiful primate he had ever seen.

Maybe with this face alone, Yan Gou Cheng Hang could not decisively refuse when Xu Kaici proposed to be together.

But also because he didn't refuse decisively, so many things happened later.

When did you start wearing this rubber band on your wrist?It seems that it was the night when I went to Xu Kaici's apartment for the first time. When the two of them were taking a shower, Xu Kaici untied his bun and put it on Cheng Hangyi's hand.

When the two people behind were on the bed, Cheng Hang accidentally pulled Xu Kaici's hair with his careless hands, and Xu Kaici tied up the obstructing hair with that rubber band.

At that time, Cheng Hangyi also smiled and asked Xu Kaici to cut his hair, which was really in the way.

That night Xu Kaici bit him hard because of this sentence, saying that no one else was in the way, and only Cheng Hang had more to do.

Later, Cheng Hang never mentioned about asking Xu Kaici to cut his hair short, and he always wore such a thing on his wrist, if it really got in the way, he would tie it up manually for him.

But it didn't get in the way for long, and he didn't see Xu Kaici again for a long time.

In the year of graduation, Meng Xinci had become famous and began to write his own third play.With the results of the first two films, he would have nowhere to put his face in the third film if he stretched his hips, so he simply took a long vacation with the company, saying that he was going to collect music and find inspiration.

Cheng Hang followed in a shameless manner, and also used the excuse that he wanted to find inspiration during his graduation trip.

He and Meng Xinci stayed in Guizhou for almost three months and had a great time every day.Everything in Shanghai has been forgotten, and nothing has anything to do with Cheng Hangyi.

In front of Bai Yueguang, Xu Kaici almost disappeared in Cheng Hangyi's heart.

The city he was in at the beginning was relatively prosperous, and Meng Xinci knew the little Jiujiu in his heart, so he didn't even live in the same hotel as him.Every night after the trip was over, the two parted ways, and Cheng Hang still had time to make phone calls or video meetings with Xu Kaici.

Later, Meng Xinci insisted on going into the mountains, and the signal got worse and worse after entering the Miao Village, Cheng Hangyi no longer had the thought to think about that person who was so far away.

Open up to play, let go of drinking, and occasionally sing songs in small bars like those in Miao Village when I get too drunk, and get a lot of applause and WeChat IDs.

When I got drunk, I went back to the B&B and fell asleep, woke up and then quit the next place with Meng Xin.

He still thinks that journey was wonderful now and then, except for Meng Xinci who called Wan Junxiu when he had nothing to do, he felt that everything else was perfect.

In the back, Meng Xinci couldn't stay still anymore. During dinner, he said Wan Junxiu, and in the evening he booked a return ticket and went home without him.

He didn't have much energy to stay alone any longer, so he booked a plane ticket back to Shanghai the next day.

Cheng Hang swore to the sky that even when he got on the plane, all he thought about was Xu Kaici's personality. Xu Kaici must have a new love after he lost contact for so long. Cheng Hang should have found no such person in Xu Kaici's heart .

Xu Kaici and all his exes just get together and break up when they are tired of playing. Everyone is so familiar, maybe they can sit down and have a drink at the wine party in the future.

Then Cheng Hangyi and him should also have such an ending. They get together and break up easily, and they are very happy when talking, and they won't feel too uncomfortable when they break up.

He had thought that when he got off the plane, he should go to Xu Kaici's apartment to pack his luggage, and then make room for the next successor.

Or Xu Kaici hasn't found the next one so quickly, and he still has a little concern for his juniors as a senior. He can let Cheng Hang stay for a couple of days, until Cheng Hang finds a place to live, and then let Cheng Hang move out.

He had thought about all these, but the only thing he hadn't thought about was Xu Kaici's paralysis.

When Cheng Hang opened WeChat after getting off the plane, he was about to go crazy when he saw that it was full of unread messages.As if I couldn't believe it, I pinched myself a few times. It really hurt, not a dream.

Even Meng Xinci, who left the day before, sent a message telling him to return to Shanghai quickly, saying that something happened to Xu Kaici.

Before I could go back to the apartment to take a look, I went straight to the hospital.

It's ironic to say that he is Xu Kaici's real boyfriend who hasn't broken up yet, but he is the last person in the world who knows that Xu Kaici is paralyzed.

After three months, when he saw Xu Kaici lying on the hospital bed for the first time, Cheng Hang was so uncomfortable that he almost knelt down.

In three months, his body has not changed much, but because of such a major operation, his face is as pale as a piece of paper.

If it weren't for the tubes inserted into Cheng Hangyi's body to remind Cheng Hang that Xu Kaici's injury was really serious, he really felt that this person had just been ill for a while, and when he recovered, he would be able to be that unparalleled Xu Kaici again.

But Xu Kaici couldn't get better anymore, he couldn't stand up anymore, he couldn't even move his beautiful hands.

For the rest of his life, he can only be accompanied by a wheelchair, and he has to wait for others to help him with everything he needs to do.

Cheng Hangyi still remembered that Xu Kaici was asleep that day, and Cheng Hangyi remembered that his movements were already very light, and he even walked slowly, but he still woke up Xu Kaici.

Xu Kaici slowly opened his eyes, and said to Cheng Hangyi with a bit of complaint: "You finally came, you hurt me to death."

Cheng Hang didn't know exactly how painful it was until now. Unless he experienced this pain himself, he would never understand and understand it.

What broke through Cheng Hang's first line of defense was that he found that Xu Kaici had cut off one of his long hairs, and now he doesn't have any hairstyles at all. A shaved cropped head looks awkward no matter what.

He didn't know what to say, and he didn't even dare to reach out to shake Xu Kaici's hand outside the quilt.

But it was really uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that I couldn't even cry, the tears kept rolling in my eyes, but I just couldn't cry hysterically like when I was a child, only a few uncoordinated whimpers from my throat.

Amidst the tears, his eyes never left Xu Kaici's weird hairstyle.

Maybe if you keep staring at others like this, others will soon find out.Instead, Xu Kaici spoke before him, "Are you looking at my hair? I shaved it early. It's inconvenient for me now. It's okay. I'll grow it long. When I'm discharged from the hospital, I can grow it again. It's okay. Hi, you Don't cry, it's just hair."

Cheng Hang couldn't bear it anymore, and kept repeating, crying: "How did it happen? What happened, how did it happen? What did you do, how did you fall like this?"

From the beginning of the collapsed question about what happened, it turned into an angry and sad cry: "You just like surfing, where did you go? I usually scold you and tell you not to die. If you don't listen, look at it." What will you do now? What will you do in the future! Don’t you have to go to Beijing to make music for that costume drama after a while? Tell me, what will you do in the future, Xu Kaici!”

Xu Kaici quietly watched Cheng Hang collapse and cry. He had collapsed repeatedly for countless days and nights, and now he has become numb.

The moment he fell down the stairs, he probably could have guessed that he would not get better. After that, he didn't know how many days he was in a coma, and when he woke up, he found that his condition was worse than he imagined.

He's broken down long ago, when he realizes his consciousness is gone below his collarbone, of course; when he finds himself in a diaper and incontinent;

When he learned that Cheng Hang didn't show up even once.

For many sleepless nights, Xu Kaici hated Cheng Hangyi, why hasn't he come back yet?I hate why Cheng Hangyi is not here.

Even now, he wasn't too happy when Cheng Hang appeared in front of him.

What's the use of crying and distressing so late?

Late is late, late in this life.

After a long time, he became numb, and he cherished even the pain. At least he felt that he was still alive and a person with feelings.

Now I don’t want to cry anymore, crying too much is bad for my eyes, if my eyesight is even worse, I really can’t live.

Crying really can't solve anything, he is now looking forward to really recovering later, and the level of perception will drop a little, as the doctor said.

Such a little leeway is already supporting his last rational hope.

He said to Cheng Hangyi: "I still have you here? Or do you want to leave too? Cheng Hangyi, I really only have you now, do you know how I became like this?"

"It's because I told my dad that I want to be with you. When he got angry, he pushed me down the stairs. Cheng Hangyi, it's because of you that I became what I am now."

Cheng Hangyi suddenly felt that he was in the cold winter, or it would be more appropriate to say that he was in the ice cellar.

If it was said that seeing Xu Kaici lying on the bed just now made him breathless with distress, then the feeling of hearing this sentence now should be fear.

Only then did he realize that this ward was too deserted, except for the two of them, there was only the nurse who was still guarding the door.

There was really no one behind them.

It's over, it's over.

Not only Xu Kaici, but even himself is finished.

Whether you love it or you like it, the person in front of you and Bai Yueguang are so nonsense, they are gone.

There is only guilt, only guilt that will never be repaid in this life.

Cheng Hang knew from this second that he would never leave Xu Kaici again in this life.

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