Salted fish master is forced to fall in love

Yu Zixiu held his cup high.

"Do you want to drink?" In Lu Chubai's memory, Yu Zixiu had never drank alcohol except to taste the peach blossom stuffing.

He is always extremely rational and will not touch alcohol lightly.Lu Chubai knew that Yu Zixiu hated drinking, "Don't force yourself if you don't like it, you don't need to drink."

Yu Zixiu's black eyes reflected the light of red candles, and the bottom of his eyes reflected the burning flames, "I want to drink, I want to get drunk with you once." He has lived too soberly these years.

During the days and nights when he lost his master, how many times did Yu Zixiu want to have a drink with his master and see his smiling face again.Now that there are beauties and wine, why wouldn't Yu Zixiu be tempted?

He raised his glass and drank it down. The spicy liquid irritated his throat, and Yu Zixiu coughed a few times.

Lu Chubai shook his head, expressing his helplessness, why should he force himself if he doesn't know how to drink?He approached Yu Zixiu, put his palm on Yu Zixiu's back, and gave him a smooth ride, "How is it? Isn't it very spicy?"

Yu Zixiu shook his head, filled up the wine, tilted his neck back in a nice arc, and drank another glass of wine.

Lu Chubai: "..." Why doesn't this person drink it? It's amazing when he drinks it. This is wine, very pure wine. Why did Yu Zixiu drink it like white water?

Of course, if he forced it out with vigor, there would be no problem.But looking at Yu Zixiu's appearance, he didn't intend to force the wine out at all.

"Master, don't drink, you seldom drink, you will get drunk if you drink too much."

Yu Zixiu's stern face was covered with a thin layer of red, "Don't call me the sect master, I don't like it."

See, he was really drunk, Lu Chubai asked: "If you don't call your sect master, what did you call you?"

"Brother Yu."

Lu Chubai was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help laughing, he was really drunk, pouring the legendary two glasses. "Master, would you like to lie down and rest for a while?"

Yu Zixiu ignored Lu Chubai completely and continued to pour wine for himself.Lu Chubai pressed his hand, "Zixiu, stop drinking, you're drunk."

The word "Zixiu" pierced Yu Zixiu's heart, he pulled Lu Chubai into his arms, "You are back, you are not allowed to leave this time, promise me."

Lu Chubai felt the other party's painful and suppressed feelings, gently stroked his back, and comforted him softly: "I won't go, I won't leave."

The arm holding Lu Chubai did not relax at all, like a drowning person hugging a piece of driftwood, Yu Zixiu murmured: "Mother left and never came back."

Lu Chubai knew that Yu Zixiu had worshiped in Qingyu Sect since he was a child, and he had no relatives or reasons here. In these years, no family member of Yu Zixiu had ever visited him.Although embarking on the journey of cultivating immortals means saying goodbye to mortal life, family ties cannot be easily cut off.

Cultivating immortals is a matter of honoring the lintel, and many relatives of disciples will still travel thousands of miles to Qingyumen to visit their children.Lu Chubai could imagine that every time the family members of other disciples came to visit, the little Yu Zixiu was alone, looking at the warmth of other families from afar.

Thinking of this, Lu Chubai's heart swelled and felt uncomfortable, and he hugged the drunk Yu Zixiu back.

Yu Zixiu lay on Lu Chubai's shoulder, and said in a low voice: "Mother has left, I have no home, I have searched all the streets and alleys, but there is nothing... Master also left, I waited for a long time , I searched for a long time, but there is no..." His voice was low and desolate, and it was sad to hear it.

For a moment, Lu Chubai almost wanted to shout loudly: I am your master, I am back, Zixiu, I am back.

Yu Zixiu let go of Lu Chubai, and the indifference and sadness appeared on his thin red handsome face, "Master, can you forgive me? I killed many people."

He looked down at his slender hands, his voice choked up: "There's a lot of blood, I can't stop it, I hate it so much, why did everyone I love leave me?"

Lu Chubai held Yu Zixiu's trembling hand, "Zixiu, don't be sad, there is still someone who loves you in the world, maybe you don't know it yet, but he will always come back to you."

There was a bitter smile on Yu Zixiu's lips, "I don't regret killing them, they deserve to die. What I regret is that I am afraid that Master will dislike me."

After the establishment of the Shenlongmen, with the help of Baihu and Yuehu, Yu Zixiu accepted several descendants of the Shenlong clan who had been hunted down by the two sects. Only then did he know the truth.

Back then, he was too young, thinking that his mother disliked him for being disobedient, clamoring for dumplings and sweets, so he left.

Many years later, Yu Zixiu uncovered the truth of the year. His mother was a descendant of the Shenlong clan and was born beautiful. After marrying his father, the family of three, although poor, lived a peaceful life.But the Xiuxian family did not let them go.

The disciples of Xianmen regarded them as thorns in their eyes, and searched them from house to house. My mother learned that they could no longer hide them. They had been living in hiding all these years. It was only because of depression that Daddy became addicted to alcoholism.

His mother had no choice but to leave the family, and Yu Zixiu would not be taken away.She had heard for a long time that if a child falls into the hands of the immortal sect, the end will be even more miserable.

So my mother left without hesitation.Yu Zixiu recalled that after looking for his mother for a whole day, when he came home, he saw the reconciled noodles and dumpling fillings on the stove. His mother didn't want to leave and wanted to make dumplings for him, but it was impossible.

Yu Zixiu's head was dizzy, and somehow he recalled these things again. His cold phoenix eyes were bloodshot, but he stubbornly refused to shed a tear. All his tears were shed during the Spring Festival when he was four years old. .

Seeing that his eyes were red and his eyes were empty, Lu Chubai felt sore in his heart: "Zixiu, what did you remember? Tell me, don't hold it in your heart."

Yu Zixiu opened his mouth, and it took him a long time to make a sound: "My mother, she left me because of the sect of cultivating immortals. In the end, she died on the way to escape." The tears in his eyes still did not flow, and Yu Zixiu's tears also With strong bones.

Lu Chubai's heart was clenched into a ball, and he gently wiped away the wetness with his fingertips, hugged Yu Zixiu's head in his arms, and put it on his lap, "It's over, it's all over, you killed the perpetrator."

"Yes, they died, but I also killed innocent people. In essence, I am no different from the people who forced my mother to death and caused me to lose my family." Yu Zixiu's dark and hazy eyes were scattered, and the teacher The honor is close at hand, but, do you deserve it?

Lu Chubai sighed, if he hadn't passed out for 100 years, wouldn't Yu Zixiu have experienced such dark days.

He could imagine Yu Zixiu's pain, the death of his master, the coercion of the Ruthless Gate, knowing the truth about his mother, everything was on Yu Zixiu's shoulders alone.However, Yu Zixiu is still just a person who has not been deeply involved in the world. He has devoted himself to cultivating these years, and his mind has not reached the point where he can be rational enough to bear all this.

Therefore, Yu Zixiu fell into darkness, killing and self-mutilating.

Yu Zixiu was confused and could still tell that the master's eyes were wrong. After the master knew the truth about his murder, he began to dislike him and didn't want him anymore.Yu Zixiu's eyes became more and more red, and he clenched his fists into "clucks".

He can endure the whole world spurning him, he can endure death, but he can't bear the master's disdain for him.

Yu Zixiu stood up suddenly, turned around and pressed Lu Chubai under him, pressed his shoulders, and said in a serious tone, "Why, you don't want me anymore, do you? Just like 100 years ago, you left quietly, didn't you? "

Lu Chubai's bones were about to be crushed, if it was in the past, he would have punched and kicked Yu Zixiu off.

At this moment, his chest was full of distress, and following Yu Zixiu's temperament, he said: "Who doesn't make mistakes? You already know that you are wrong, right? I won't blame you, I only blame myself. When you needed me most, I'm absent." He raised his hand and gently stroked Yu Zixiu's cheek.

Yu Zixiu grabbed Lu Chubai's hand and put it to his lips, his tone was cold, "Don't try to escape, if you escape, I will never let you go."

"Fool, you won't let me go, you won't let yourself go." Before Lu Chubai finished speaking, Yu Zixiu bit his finger with a tingling pain!

Lu Chubai didn't shout or struggle, but silently endured the pain and let Yu Zixiu bite.

Slowly, Yu Zixiu's teeth loosened, his warm mouth wrapped around his fingers, he kissed slowly, biting lightly from time to time.

Yu Zixiu's eyes became more and more red, not enough, he wanted more, he attached his lower body and buried it in Lu Chubai's neck.

He vaguely smelled a familiar, addictive smell, which was the smell of Master, Master hadn't left, but was still by his side.Yu Zixiu's resentment weakened a little bit.

The fragrant, pleasant smell calmed his anxiety, soothed his pain, and healed his wounded heart.

The haze in Yu Zixiu's eyes dissipated, and the tip of his nose touched the skin of Master's neck, the touch was so smooth and delicate that he couldn't help but kiss and ask for more.

At first, Yu Zixiu kissed Lu Chubai's neck back and forth, and Lu Chubai only felt itchy.Gradually, the taste changed, Yu Zixiu's slightly cold lips pressed against his neck, making Lu Chubai feel uncomfortable, all his senses were focused on the touched point on his neck.

Lu Chubai's hands and feet were all limp, and his heart was beating wildly uncontrollably.

Yu Zixiu's heavy breathing sounded next to his ears, followed by a burning sensation on his neck.Yu Zixiu was kissing him heavily, this time it was not a kiss like a touch of water, but a swearing of sovereignty like tossing and turning to vent, occasionally mixed with the sting of teeth gnashing.

The strange thing is that Lu Chubai, who is extremely sensitive to pain, can't feel much pain, but inexplicably flustered, and his mind is even more chaotic.

Yu Zixiu treated him like this, he didn't push him away, and he didn't feel ashamed. What rose in Lu Chubai's heart was a sense of satisfaction and refreshment from the depths of his soul.

At this moment, Lu Chubai finally recognized a fact, a truth that he could no longer escape. He fell in love with his apprentice, and he not only wanted to be Yu Zixiu's master and his most important guardian, he even wanted to be Yu Zixiu's lover.

Lu Chubai held back the cry of pain that almost reached his throat, bit his lower lip, and raised his arms to hug Yu Zixiu back.Until the other party raised his head, left Yu Zixiu's neck, and lay heavily beside him.

Yu Zixiu was really drunk, he didn't expect him to look like this after he was drunk, talking so much, and being so annoying.

Lu Chubai was the same as before, looking at Yu Zixiu's sleeping face, there was love that could no longer be suppressed in his chest.Lu Chubai got up, pressed a kiss on Yu Zixiu's pointed browbones, and whispered in his ear: "Zixiu, don't be afraid, I will always be with you, and I won't want you."

Xu Shi heard his words, and a tear finally fell from the corner of Yu Zixiu's eyes.