The prosperous and beautiful I can never be an Alpha

"!" Jian Zhiyao reacted a little faster than him, before he could say anything, he bumped the door that had just been closed with his shoulder.

He hurriedly put on his clothes, put on the coat hanging behind the door, and pulled the zipper tightly to the top. He took a breath before he realized what he was in now.

——How could Si Yue be outside the door!Did he see my face just now? He didn't come here to catch me, did he?

This is the first thought.

——Ah, I was seen without clothes on.It should be nothing, it's not like before, everyone is Alpha now.Besides, I probably didn't see anything just now, just half of the back... But it's so embarrassing, if you don't watch it early or late, you must watch it when the back is the ugliest, hateful and hateful.

Quietly shrank for half a minute, and the beating heart in the chest gradually calmed down.Jian Zhiyao listened attentively to the movement outside the door, but there was nothing.I wish he could leave directly as if he was a staff member, but after thinking about it, I know that he seemed to call my name just now, which is completely wishful thinking.

"Well, are you still there?" Jian Zhiyao tightened his neckline, deliberately lowered his voice, and asked a little nervously.

The person outside seemed to sigh: "I'm here." After a while, he said, "Are you going to hide inside and freeze overnight?"

Jian Zhiyao: "..."

Before he died heroically, he looked in the mirror and deeply felt that the coat was too rustic to wear like this, so he opened the zipper again, exposing the clothes inside with grace and warmth as before.

Now that his identity has been discovered, Bless You Bless Si Yue didn't see anything just now, so that he can still maintain a perfect image.Jian Zhiyao prayed secretly, raised a standard smile, and opened the door suddenly: "Hi~"

wife.He secretly cheered in his heart, but he still didn't dare to say these two words in the end.

Si Yue stood outside the door, looking at the door frame first, and then slowly turned around as if confirming something.Looking at Jian Zhiyao's smile, his eyes gradually became darker.

He actually gave a rare smile, "Aren't you going to invite me in for a sit down, the two of us are blocking the door?"

Jian Zhiyao saw the boss poking behind him, pulled Si Yue's sleeve and entered the door, closing the door.

After entering the door, Siyue didn't sit down, Jian Zhiyao pulled his sleeve with some hesitation, and put it down carefully.

Jian Zhiyao was racking his brains thinking about how to explain it later, which would make more sense. No matter how you look at it, it would be strange for a simple roommate to do something like himself.I heard a voice above my head: "Is your wound okay, did you hurt any bones?"

It never occurred to Si Yue that he cared about his injury first, Jian Zhiyao's nose was a little sour.I was so nervous just now that I forgot the pain, and after being cared for, the numb feeling all over my body suddenly returned.

But he didn't exaggerate, and said honestly: "It should be some skin trauma, just rub the medicine and it will be fine soon."

Si Yue: "Does it not hurt? To hide from me?"

Jian Zhiyao lowered her head and said nothing.

"I'm sorry..." Si Yue put his hand on his shoulder, as if feeling the heat of his skin through several thin layers of fabric.When his voice sounded very close and low, Jian Zhiyao felt that it was as sweet as a cello: "I shouldn't have let you fight against that group of people just now. I have some doubts about your identity and want to borrow They came to test you. But I didn't expect that you would rather be injured than show your true strength."

Jian Zhiyao didn't pay attention to anything else, and asked first: "When did you doubt me? Was it so obvious to me?"

Si Yue smiled: "If you become a thief, the only reason people didn't find you on the first day is because you look so cute."

Jian Zhiyao blushed: "What, what do you mean? Are you talking to an Alpha? Be respectful."

"In the past, someone was allergic to hair, so he raised a hamster and gave it to me." Si Yue suddenly talked about something irrelevant, "I watched it running around busy every day, and thought, why give it to me?" My hamster's people haven't come to see me? No matter how carefully I took care of it for three years, it still died. At that time, I felt that I was a lot like this hamster... sorry to say too much, I mean you run The way it runs around is very similar to the cute hamster I once raised."

Jian Zhiyao was still listening carefully to the story of his hamster, and when he heard that he was finally compared to a hamster, he was directly angry: "Okay, you still dare to laugh at me. Who am I running around and working hard for? Not to be discovered by you. I am helping others out of the friendship of my classmates. If you are not grateful, forget it and go to the theater! You are only a hamster, I must have lived longer than three years."

The voice of resentment gradually became weaker, and at the end it was almost inaudible: "I thought you were a three-good student, a serious scholar, but I didn't expect you to be bad."

Si Yue sat down on the low cabinet next to him, and looked at him with his head tilted: "So, you worked so hard to help me earn part-time wages, is it really just because of 'classmate friendship'? Or you can just say that you Sympathy for my bad relationship with my family. Or, maybe there's something else?"

When the tall and slender body sat down, it suddenly shrunk a lot, and its momentum softened, showing an inferior listening posture.Jian Zhiyao was misled by the focused tenderness in Si Yue's eyes, mistakenly thought that he could open up to him completely, mistakenly thought that he could do anything to him at will.

"Me." Jian Zhiyao opened his mouth, feeling that his throat was a little dry, and after thinking about it, he simply sat down on the cabinet next to him, stepped on the cabinet with one leg bent, hugged his knees, and didn't have to look directly at the person beside him. Youth makes him feel a little more secure.

"If I say... When I was in high school, I paid more attention to one person, would you believe it?"

"What kind of person?" The light voice sounded like a chat between friends.

"A very stupid person, but that was at the beginning. Then it seemed to get better." Jian Zhiyao buried his face in his knees, "Then he was a very annoying person. He was very annoying, he was the whole school The only person who ignores me seems to be very attractive forever. Of course I admit that I didn’t talk to him, but I thought I was an Omega at that time, how can O take the initiative to talk to others, don’t you think?”

"Maybe." Si Yue said, "Then what should the person you mentioned do?"

Jian Zhiyao had already made it so clear. Seeing that the people next to him still couldn't understand, he turned his head and glared at him: "I don't know what he should do! However, even in terms of reason and morality, he shouldn't have helped him." He treats people like air, like something that doesn't exist, and sometimes he doesn't even say hello when he meets him on the road. At least in the future big and small exams, if he sees that others are worse than him in the exam, he should Can you help me? How can I learn other people's learning methods and be the first in the grade by myself."

Si Yue didn't speak for a while.

Jian Zhiyao waited for a long time, thinking that he was distracted, but heard him say, "Sorry, what you said. I don't think that person can do it."

As he got up, the temperature that was around Jian Zhiyao just now seemed to have left along with it.The tall figure was against the light, and the shadow cast completely enveloped Jian Zhiyao.

"Why." Jian Zhiyao looked up at him with a bad feeling, "Are you leaving?"

"Because when that person went to see him full of expectations, he heard him say 'that person is stupid and poor, and will never be worthy of him.'" Si Yue's voice suddenly became lazy, in a drawn-out tone So naturally there was more sarcasm, "Young master, you should go back and be your carefree noble young master. Treat the hard work of the past ten days as a training to experience the hardships of life in the world. Take it as a joke and tell it to me. Listen to your friends, they will be very happy to hear it."

Jian Zhiyao stared at him blankly.

The man turned his back to him, didn't look back, and spat out words like knives, "Also, I hope you don't come here in the future. The painful and inspirational stories that take up other people's training places are not touching."

The door is closed.

Sunday two and a half years ago.

The entrance of an education center next to the Experimental Middle School Affiliated to Capital University.

As soon as the bus arrived at the stop, Si Yue hurriedly squeezed out of the crowd and jumped off, checking the positioning information from a simple bracelet on his wrist and running forward.He was working in a restaurant 10 minutes ago, and he only had time to talk to the restaurant owner. The temporary miner was deducted two days' wages and rushed over because Jian Zhiyao suddenly sent a message saying that he was asked to deliver a book.

Because the teacher asked the school committee to help the new transfer students, Jian Zhiyao will come to help Si Yue with tutoring these weekends when he is free.Most of the time it is in the school, but no matter how well the doors and windows are closed, it is inevitable that some gossip people will walk around and peek on purpose.Jian Zhiyao was too disturbed, and with curiosity, she wanted to go to Si Yue's house to have a look.Si Yue hesitated for a long time before reluctantly admitting that the current house is rented by himself, and the conditions may not be very good.Jian Zhiyao swore that he was not so delicate and would never say anything, so Si Yue took him on his bicycle.

When Jian Zhiyao sat on it, he smiled and said, who still uses such an old-fashioned means of transportation now, are you from 100 years ago?Si Yue blushed, without saying a word, suddenly went downhill rapidly without warning, Jian Zhiyao was so frightened that he immediately hugged Si Yue's waist tightly, and the afterglow of the setting sun made their two shadows closely intertwined .Si Yue seemed to be stiff all over, he couldn't hold the dragon's head steady, and the snake-like movement frightened Jian Zhiyao so much that he lost his soul.Only then does it admit that antique vehicles also have their strengths.

Jian Zhiyao observed that Si Yue's small rented room was crowded with two pots, but Si Yue ordered a takeaway for him for dinner, and Jian Zhiyao finished eating obediently, and watched Si Yue wash the dishes with his chin propped up. I feel that this new transfer student is quite tall, and his eyebrows and eyes are very charming. He is always different from those bluffing students who are tired of watching in school.

Si Yue didn't send Jian Zhiyao back after tutoring, because his father sent a secretary to take him home.Jian Zhiyao smiled and said to Si Yue that I would see you next time, Si Yue stood at the door of the rental house and waved his hand, quietly watching the black car lift up the window, levitate in mid-air, and fly away with the boy smoothly .

I thought I would have to wait until Monday for class to see him, but I didn't expect to receive a message when I was working on Sunday the next day. Jian Zhiyao said in a hurry, "It seems that my books have been left at your house, and I will go to cram school soon. Can you bring it here for me! Please please~”

It took Si Yue a long time to find the book under the tablecloth. He didn't have time to think about how the book got to this place.When he ran to the floor of the teaching building that Jian Zhiyao mentioned, he was still panting.

"Are you sure he'll rush over to give you books? He's not an idle sports student who chases you wholeheartedly in school. He wants to study hard to get into a good university in the future." A girl's voice.

Si Yue didn't care, he stood at the stairs and calmed down for a while, thinking he would look decent later.Inadvertently heard the voice of someone who was thinking about it along the way.

"Can't I just play around?" Jian Zhiyao sounded quite smug, "Anyway, he'll be here in a while, and you won't believe it later."

"Jian Zhiyao, why don't you have a mirror to let you see how strong you are now? Why do you care about him so much?" The voice paused for a while and then said, "No way, the teacher asked you to help him with a lesson. , You don’t really like that poor boy, I heard you went to his house yesterday.”

There was no sound for a long time, only Si Yue's heartbeat became clearer because he held his breath.

After waiting for a long time, when Si Yue wanted to sneak away, Jian Zhiyao's voice of resistance sounded: "...you talk nonsense, how could I like him! His family is broken and small, and others are stupid and stupid. I can't teach this question, I'm already impatient, why don't you like him!"

The Omegas laughed and walked away, leaving only the tall boy with the book in his arms, the blood in his body cooled down, he forgot his purpose, turned around and sat on the steps.

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