childhood sweetheart baby tame dye gl

【49 chapters】

Gong Ming followed Chen Jingfeng for more than a month of morning jogging, but it was rare for her to persevere.The weight is not much lighter, but I feel that my body is better. The so-called body is as light as a swallow, which is probably the case.

When Gong Ming weighed herself, Chen Jingfeng was also beside her, so Gong Ming began to encourage Chen Jingfeng to weigh herself.Chen Jingfeng only folded his arms, tilted his head to look at her and asked, "Are you sure?" Gong Ming nodded, and said in a very firm tone, "Sure."

So Chen Jingfeng fulfilled Gong Ming's wish, and stepped on Gong Ming when she came down.The consequences of this incident were serious, causing Gong Ming to resist eating all day long, because Chen Jingfeng, who was [-] centimeters taller than her, was only one kilogram heavier than her, it was heartbreaking.

For this reason, for a while, Gong Ming has been actively adding things to Chen Jingfeng's bowl, but unfortunately, although Chen Jingfeng has always had a good appetite, he has never gained weight.Some people are like this, no matter how much they eat, they won’t gain weight, while some people will gain weight after drinking plain water. They have physical problems, hey.

In a blink of an eye, it's time for summer vacation again.

During the summer vacation this year, Gong Ming worked on a project with her tutor. She was on the go for more than a month and was almost homeless.When she appeared in front of Chen Jingfeng again, Gong Ming had already lost three kilograms.Well, this is very good news worth celebrating, so on the first day back, Gong Ming stopped at Chen Jingfeng's house, and received a meal of sauced elbows from the other party.

Although Gong Ming was still worried about whether she would gain weight, she still ate without hesitation.

After resting at home for a few more days, Gong Ming went back to Chen Jingfeng and stayed there.Using reading as an excuse is actually to avoid the harassment of the two brats at home.

When Gong Ming was just in college, Gong Shu got married.A pair of dragon and phoenix twins were born in the second year, and they are already four years old this year.The children who are only four years old are all ghosts and spirits, with unlimited energy all day long, and none of them are shy of others. They either drag her around crazy, or drag her to ask questions.

When Gong Ming got annoyed, she said with a straight face, if you continue to act like this, my little aunt will get angry, but the twins made faces at her and slipped under the sofa.Just when you thought the two children finally stopped making noise, they ran out from left to right again, wow everyone, and after jumping up in fright, the two brothers and sister hugged each other and laughed haha.

It's just annoying.

When Gong Ming complained to her mother in the kitchen that the two children were too naughty, she was reprimanded by Gong's mother, "Oh, you thought you were not naughty when you were young." Gong Ming argued, "Where is it? I don't remember it."

Mama Gong began to scold her while cooking, "When you were a child, you had to order someone for every meal, and every time you took a bath, all day long. I don't want it if it's not Chen Jingfeng, I don't want it if it's not Chen Jingfeng. Fortunately, Xiaojing can handle you. Otherwise, one or two members of the family will have nothing to do with you."

Gong Ming is already getting old, and hearing her mother tell about her childhood, she really blushes.He said resentfully, "Really?"

Mama Gong continued to expose Xiao Gongming's embarrassment coolly, and said, "Isn't it? Before she learned to walk, she could talk first. At that time, Xiaojing came to play with you every day during summer vacation, and you would call her Well, they taught you to call me elder sister, but you don’t want to, just call Xiaojing’s name after your elder brother. When you get older, you’ll be able to walk, and you’ll be lazy, so you’ll call Xiaojing to help you get everything, and you’ll need Xiaojing’s background whenever you go out.”

The spatula rubbed against the pan, making a cracking sound, Mama Gong poured oil on it, and there was a sizzling sound of oil.

"At that time, Xiaojing had just entered junior high school, and he didn't come to see you on the first night. The house was shaken by crying. After a while, Xiaojing came back to coax you, and you stopped crying later."

"It's also fortunate that there is Xiaojing, otherwise my parents were so busy at that time, and they didn't know how to take you." The mother of the Gong family looked at the dishes in the pot, and said in a nostalgic tone, "I remember when Xiaojing went to college in other places, your sister Said that you have been chasing their car for a long time, but you cried before you ran out of the community. You cried louder, and your crying face turned blue, but your sister was scared silly. Later, I coaxed you and said When she arrives, call her, and you will stop crying."

Gong Ming stood in the pool by the side, vaguely recalling what happened a long time ago, the back of the car that could not be lingered in the dream flashed in his mind, and some sad feelings flooded his heart.She pursed her lips and reluctantly responded to her mother, "Really?"

"When Xiaojing was studying outside, you always wrote letters to her, one letter a week, for five or six years. At that time, your father always teased you, asking who you wrote to, and how old you were? It means writing letters to your girlfriend and making the whole family laugh at you. Then you stopped writing in front of us."

Listening to her mother's narration, she slowly, bit by bit, outlined the period from the age of eight to 14.The six years that formed her seemed to be Chen Jingfeng's letters.Her youth, her madness, and her unspeakableness are all deeply buried in those letters, but where are they going now?

Turning over the dishes in the pot, Mama Gong sighed, "It's fine if either Xiaojing or you is a boy, and our two families can make a baby kiss. It doesn't matter if there is a big age difference. Your aunt is better than your uncle." It's still nine years older. The key is to have a heart..."

The mother of the Gong family said, "Xiaojing is a good boy. A few years ago, your father fell ill and went to the hospital. Your brother and your sister-in-law were all out of town. If it wasn't for her help, you wouldn't be able to recover so quickly."

"Father, he..." Gong Ming's eyes widened, and she subconsciously looked at her mother.

"This happened a few years ago. Your dad is fine now. Don't worry about it." Gong's mother, who didn't want her little daughter to know, realized that she had slipped her tongue, and hurriedly slapped a haha ​​to cover it up. Gong Ming Seeing that my mother didn't want to say more, she knew that she couldn't ask, so she kept her mouth shut and planned to settle accounts with her brothers and sisters.

Mama Gong chatted with Gong Ming for a few more homework, then brought the food to the table, and the whole family ate dinner in a friendly manner.

That night, Gong Ming went through her closet and found many things that she had hidden and thought were missing.

The dolls given by Chen Jingfeng, the toy models given by Chen Jingfeng, and the birthday presents are different every year.This large cabinet is filled with many memories about a person.

There are four years of college, those unopened gifts.She slowly opened it and looked at the blessings that Chen Jingfeng had given her in the past four years.

The first year was a necklace, the second year was a pair of high heels, the third year was a bottle of perfume, and in the fourth year, she was going to be an intern, and she was given a Parker pen.

She even picked up the pair of high-heeled shoes and tried them on, and they fit well. She felt at a loss at that time.Gong Ming was stunned for a moment, then sat down on the chair, an inexplicable feeling came to her heart.

She deliberately ignored, wanted to forget, in order to return to a normal relationship. Even in the years when she dated her senior, she deliberately ignored the person who occupied the first half of her life.

She knew the reason, it was nothing more than revenge.For one reason, I like you so much, why did you hurt me so much, to take revenge on that person.Use a way of ignoring and ignoring to deny her existence.

But Chen Jingfeng has never, in her eyes, Gong Ming is Gong Ming, she will not choose to treat the other party in the same way just because the other party deliberately ignores it.As always, she still treats the girl who has been in pain for so long with her heart.It's like the correct block letters written with a water-based pen on every birthday gift delivery card, saying "Happy Birthday" carefully.

Gong Ming flipped through the four cards, looked inside the pile of presents, the pitch-black iron box, threw off her shoes, sat on the ground, picked up the box, opened the lid, and a large pile of letters flooded in front of her eyes.

The yellowed paper, some scattered ink writing, each sheet is so correct and unusually clear.How old was I at that time, xx years old, or a little older, that is, eleven or twelve years old, compared to a person in his 20s, he was just a child.

Who can you expect to take a letter from a child seriously.But Chen Jingfeng was different, and had always been different. Every letter she wrote couldn't read the meaning of perfunctory.With a lively tone like a child, he chatted with Gong Ming about his affairs.

She will tell Gong Ming that the sky here is very beautiful, but it is not as blue as the one at home, and it will not be as blue as we saw on the poster.

She would tell Gong Ming that there are stars here too, but unfortunately, she doesn't have time to see them, and after returning home, she would be happy to go to the roof with Gong Ming to count the stars.

Gong Ming spent almost half of the night reading this stack of letters, counting them, it was about 230 letters.In fact, there should have been more, but some were lost in the mail.

She looked at the reply in the 230 letter, and suddenly thought of herself when she was in the study and saw Chen Jingfeng taking notes.It was a very beautiful but very scribbled font, not like the one in the letter.

She didn't realize until now why it was different.

Every letter is in correct block letters, because I was still young at that time, and the writing was too sloppy, children could not read clearly, and it was easy to learn crookedly.Thinking of my beautiful regular script that can be praised by my friends today, a complicated feeling came to my heart.

Why didn't I take a good look at the previous letters when I left here five years ago, maybe, I wouldn't resent so much, or maybe, I wouldn't still be bitter about it now.

Why didn't he discover these things earlier, unwrap those presents, and don't treat Chen Jingfeng with a kind of resistance and wanting to get closer these days.

Why is it?

She suddenly thought of what Chen Jingfeng said to herself many years ago, she said, "Gong Ming, you should grow up."

At that time, Chen Jingfeng said words that he never denied his feelings, and always said to her very gently, Gong Ming, you should grow up.

At that time, she felt that she had grown up, but she could never understand what Chen Jingfeng said.It was a long time later that she realized that the self she said she liked at that time was always just a child.

I still hold the logic of my childhood, thinking that if I like you, you should like me, and it should be mine. If it is not mine, I will be unhappy, sad, and sad.

In the past four years, isn't it the evidence that she and Chen Jingfeng nakedly expressed that I am unhappy, please coax me.

It wasn't until she was with her senior sister that she slowly began to understand what emotion is.

Not everyone has to pay for your self-righteous efforts. You think that what you do can move the other party, but in fact you only touched yourself.

Gong Ming pinched the paper, not daring to think about how Chen Jingfeng would feel during those four years of indifference.sad?It must be, after all, you are such a loving person, using such a willful way to draw a knife on your heart.

Thinking of Chen Jingfeng's meticulous care for him in the past six months, Gong Ming's tears dripped on the letter paper.

Drop by drop, all the resentment and sentimentality in my youth were washed away.

You see, I love you so much when I say it out of my mouth, but how can I be so ruthless in my heart to hurt you.

After all, it's not enough love.

How can such a relationship make people sink willingly, so it is right to be rejected.

Gong Ming wiped her tears, re-examined her willfulness for the first time after a long, long time.