childhood sweetheart baby tame dye gl

【38 chapters】

"Gong Ming, you should grow up."

These words rang in her ears, forcing her to bury her head in the pillow and cover her head with the quilt.In the dark night, Gong Ming curled up into a ball, her mind was in a mess and it was difficult to fall asleep.

For a while, she thought about how she and Chen Jingfeng were together when they were young, and for a while, she thought about what it would be like if they were together with Chen Jingfeng, and those days when they slept together in that small rented room were like fragments It usually interspersed in her mind, and also stabbed fiercely in her heart.

People who have never known what panic and helplessness are, tasted the feeling of being empty-hearted for the first time.I just feel that the whole person is hanging in the dark mid-air, torn by the stern wind, and falling towards the endless abyss.

She didn't know what Chen Jingfeng meant by this sentence, it was just a simple advice, but it still had a deep meaning, but no matter what it was, Gong Ming felt very uncomfortable.Do you have to leave her side when you grow up?Does Chen Jingfeng think of her as a young eagle whose wings are stiff and should be thrown off the cliff?Is that why I don't want it?So, was everything she did in vain?

Sad and lost at the same time, Gong Ming only felt that her heart would be roasted by fire for a while, and frozen for a while, it was really ruined to death.He only held the quilt tightly with his hands, and finally fell asleep crying.

The girl who was in adolescence with an extremely sensitive mind had a sleepless night, and when she woke up the next day, she found that Chen Jingfeng had gone to work again.

On the table were the tofu flowers and steamed buns bought early in the morning. It was strange to say that, seeing only these two things, Gong Ming felt that the little emotions that were suppressed in her heart disappeared.Having breakfast happily, while sucking on the tofu flower and biting the steamed stuffed bun, he forgot what Chen Jingfeng said last night.

When Gong Ming's side was sad or happy because of Chen, the situation on Shenluo's side was not optimistic.

A few days ago, after she came back from participating in a friend's wedding with Shenshang, Shenshang began to obviously resist her and her touch.Shen Luo didn't know what went wrong, but seeing that Shen Shang would run away as soon as he saw her, and hide from the occasional touch like a snake or scorpion, it was really hard in his heart.

But she was always cowardly, and she didn't dare to ask Shenshang why she was avoiding her openly, even telling Gong Ming couldn't completely get rid of her depression.In addition, Gong Ming has thoughts on her own, when Jing Shenluo mentioned her sad incident, she couldn't help but think of Chen Jingfeng's attitude towards her during this period, and couldn't help feeling sad, her heart was gloomy, and tears welled up in the corners of her eyes.

Seeing her crying, Shen Luo felt uncomfortable, and couldn't help crying too.The two looked at each other, their eyes were hazy, so pitiful.

Therefore, on the third night of the make-up class in the third year of high school, the two children sat on the balcony and cried with each other, which really scared the other two heartless bosses and second children in the dormitory.

Hurriedly running to those two, the four sisters hugged each other and coaxed them for a while before they stopped crying.However, Gong Ming still didn't say what was on her mind in the end, and the eldest and second child didn't want to ask too many questions, so they just patted the good sisters on the shoulder and left.

Perhaps it was because of crying a lot, but in the following days, Gong Ming relaxed for a long time, and there was a smile on her face.In a blink of an eye, the one-month make-up class time is over.

After remedial classes are over, it is natural to have a good holiday. Gong Ming has two days of vacation, one day she goes home to play like a baby in her parents' arms, and the other day she rolls to Chen Jingfeng's big nest that hasn't lived for a year.

On this rare weekend, Chen Jingfeng took turns to rest and was not on duty. In addition, he hadn't cooked for Gong Ming for a long time, so the two of them stayed at home for a whole day, and then went to the nearby vegetable market to clean up.

After buying some of Gong Ming's favorite snacks, Chen Jingfeng took the ingredients to the kitchen to process.

Because the kitchen in the new home is rarely used, and Gong Ming cleans it from time to time, it can almost be said to be spotlessly clean.

Manager Chen tied up his long hair, stood in front of the cooking table in an apron, and put on plastic gloves, cutting the meat on the cutting board.Gong Ming was standing by the sink washing vegetables, and the sound of splashing water, accompanied by the sound of "chopping chopping chopping chopping chopping" from the kitchen knife, filled the spacious kitchen.

Chen Jingfeng's hair was not all tied up, but a strand of it was hanging from the temples, following her movements, it kept moving past her eyes and rubbing against her cheeks.She felt very itchy, and while chopping the meat to make vegetable stuffing, she raised her shoulders, rubbing her cheeks from time to time, trying to brush away the strand of hair.He frowned slightly, looking very impatient and distressed.

Suddenly, a cool touch came from his cheeks, and Chen Jingfeng, who was concentrating on chopping meat, was startled suddenly, his body retreated a little, and he turned his eyes firmly to the person beside him for a moment.His eyes were sharp, as if he could stab a knife in a person's heart.

Gong Ming, who never thought that the other party's reaction would be so big, stood beside her, her eyes widened, a little at a loss.Her outstretched fingers still stopped in front of Chen Jingfeng's eyes, her white and pink fingertips were covered with a layer of soft water, the color was as fragile as the expression on the master's face.Gong Ming opened her mouth, and said intermittently, "I...I just... just saw you rubbing against each other in discomfort, and wanted to help you pull up your hair."

Chen Jingfeng's heart skipped a beat. Looking at Gong Ming's gaze softened, he sighed from the bottom of his heart, relaxed his expression and said apologetically, "Did I scare you?" Her trembling appearance made people think it was just now. I bullied her, and my heart felt a little more guilty.

"A little..." Gong Ming retracted her hand to her side and clenched it into a fist.Biting his lip, he seemed to be frightened.

Chen Jingfeng sighed, and raised his hand to rub her head, but as soon as he stretched out his hand a little, he found that he was still wearing gloves and holding a knife. Sighing, "Whoever told you to run to me without making a sound, I was almost scared by you."

"What do you want to do in the future, please call me first. I'm busy with work recently, and I'm not easily distracted. I often get scared." Seeing that her expression was still very bad, Chen Jingfeng added with a smile.

Gong Ming forced a smile, "Really."

"En." Chen Jingfeng looked at her with a smile, his eyes still soft.

Gong Ming lowered her eyes and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay, you are also kind. Now, can I ask you to help me put my hair up?" Chen Jingfeng lowered his head slightly, and leaned forward in front of Gong Ming with a gentle smile.

Her smile is the same as when she was a child, it has a calming effect.Gong Ming pursed her lips, suppressed the grievance and panic surging in her heart, stretched out her hand, and hooked Chen Jingfeng's long hair behind her ear.Her eyes were serious and focused, as if she was doing something important.Such an expression fell into Chen Jingfeng's eyes, sinking into the bottom of his heart, as if guessing a shell on a piece of soft sand, the raw pain spread from the soles of his feet to his heart, and his whole body felt uncomfortable.

The atmosphere in the kitchen was a bit awkward. Gong Ming stopped talking. After washing the dishes, she sat at the dining table next to her, propping her chin on the dining table with one hand, resting her arm on the other hand, and staring at Chen Jingfeng's figure. , turning with her movements.

She seemed to be looking at Chen Jingfeng, but also seemed to be looking at other places, obviously out of her mind.This state was especially obvious when Chen Jingfeng called her twice but didn't respond.

Seeing the girl who woke up like a dream after calling out to herself many times, Chen Jingfeng was helpless.She looked at Gong Ming's eyes full of confusion, and said softly, "Gong Ming, it's time to eat, can you take out the bowls and chopsticks?"

Gong Ming responded, and Chen Jingfeng saw her recover, and walked towards the cabinet.Even she didn't realize how complicated she was looking at Gong Ming at this moment.

At the dinner table, Chen Jingfeng was holding dishes for Gong Ming. It was rare to see that Gong Ming just buried her head in her meal, and she didn't chatter like before.

On the contrary, Chen Jingfeng, seeing that she was not in a good mood, teased her to talk.She put a piece of ribs in Gong Ming's bowl, ate slowly with her own bowl, and asked softly, "If you make up lessons now, do you also have lessons on Saturday and Sunday?"

Gong Ming nodded and replied, "Well, but it only takes half a day on Sunday."

"Is that so, isn't that only half a day off?" Chen Jingfeng held the bowl and frowned slightly, "Then at the end of the month, will there be a holiday?"

"Sometimes yes, sometimes no, but it is estimated that normally there should be two days off every month." Although she was very absent-minded, Gong Ming mustered all her energy to deal with Chen Jingfeng's question.

"So busy, it's really hard to go to the third year of high school." As he said, he put a piece of meat in the palace tea bowl, "You don't come to clean up for me again in the future."

"..." Gong Ming was startled, the hand holding the chopsticks shook, and the meat caught on it immediately fell on the table. "Why?" Gong Ming asked in panic as she raised her voice.After realizing that she was overreacting, Gong Ming resentfully took back the chopsticks, and pursed her lips sullenly.

Chen Jingfeng raised his eyes, looked at her and said helplessly, "There's no reason, you shouldn't be allowed to do these things in the first place. What's more, you are so tired from studying, and I will use you as a child laborer. I will have a bad conscience. "

"But...but it's not good for me to live and eat for nothing with you..."

"It wasn't the same before, what did I ask you to do again? Learning is the most important thing, don't say anything first." She glanced at Gong Ming, her tone was so firm that no one could doubt it.

"After that..."

"There is no future. Gong Ming, don't think so much, study hard." Chen Jingfeng looked at her with gentle eyes, "If you feel tired during the rest day, come to my place to have a rest. If I don't go to work, Make something delicious for you."

"Oh." Gong Ming responded in a daze, and her heart settled down a little.

Seeing that she was very quiet, Chen Jingfeng relaxed and ate slowly.After a while, Gong Ming held the bowl, bit the chopsticks, looked at the table full of her favorite food, and called out, "Chen Jingfeng..."

"Huh?" Chen Jingfeng didn't look up, he ate seriously.

Gong Ming looked at the familiar face, bit her chopsticks, and asked slightly distressed, "Do you think I'm useless?"

Chen Jingfeng raised his head and looked at the face that was gradually opening, with a young girl's youthful face between the brows and eyes, and his eyes were deep.She just looked at Gong Ming like this, so serious that people only felt that she had made a picture in her heart, engraving your appearance bit by bit.Gong Ming looked at the amber pupils of the other party, and slowly found her own reflection in them, which was very small, but fully occupied the entire pupil.

Maybe it's been a long time, maybe not too long, she heard Chen Jingfeng's deep sigh in her ears, she heard her say, "No way, Gong Ming has always been great."

The hair on the top of his head was covered by someone, and he rubbed it gently, followed by Chen Jingfeng's soft voice, "Don't think too much, eat well."

Don't think too much... Is she really thinking too much?Poking the rice in the bowl with chopsticks, Gong Ming looked at the person opposite, feeling a little confused again.