childhood sweetheart baby tame dye gl

【33 chapters】

Oh my god!

Gong Ming murmured inwardly what the fuck was going on, she was about to ask Shen Luo what was going on, but was interrupted by the second message that came in from Shen Luo.

[The merchant saw it. 】

Gong Ming was still thinking about whether Shen Luo was misunderstood and came out of the closet, and she didn't notice that Shen Luo called her sister's name directly.So he hurriedly edited a text message with both hands and typed it.

【Now, how will your sister react? Will you tell your parents? 】

It took quite a while before Shenluo's reply arrived.

[No response, just said that I won't tell my parents, and let me not fall in love early. 】

That's all right!However, Gong Ming, who reacted, only felt that there was a lot of information. First, Zhang Jingyun's sister really likes Shen Luo. Second, Shen Luo seems to be a crook. Third, Shen Luo's sister is very open-minded.

My god, does she know a little too much?But... why did Shen Luo tell her?According to Shen Luo's personality, most things are held back. Could it be that this time he was so flustered that Liu Shen Wu Zhu wanted to talk to someone.

That's right, when Gong Ming thought of the situation where he would reflexively call Chen Jingfeng whenever he encountered an emergency, he understood.I thought that Shen Luo probably talked to her about these things because he regarded her as a good friend.I was a little happy in my heart, I just felt that I had some sense of responsibility, after thinking about it, I seriously replied to Shen Luo and said comfortingly, 【Don't worry, your sister has already told you so, then nothing will happen.So... Zhang Jingyun confessed to you? 】

She felt that she was like a confidant big sister at the moment, patiently analyzing Shen Luo's relationship history and so on.Obviously I'm just a novice in love, what's going on with this sudden big sister? Hey!

【Well, confession, twice, the last time was when my sister took me away, and she overheard it.Well, the person who heard it may also be the driver of the Zhang family...]

"..." Can Gong Ming say that Zhang Jingyun is very unlucky, isn't it just a confession? He was even out of the closet in a big way, and was provoked by the parents of the confession object.Sighing, Gong Ming replied, 【Then how did you reply, did you agree or refused? 】

【No reply. 】Short and powerful three words, just like Shenluo's usual expressionless face and cool, handsome and domineering indifference.

Gong Ming wanted to roll her eyes as soon as she slapped her head.

How dull or cold her little sister is to forget to reply to others.As soon as the finger fell, Gong Ming felt that she had to remind this little sister to take other people's confession seriously, otherwise Zhang Jingyun would be too hard.

[Then let’s get some news, everyone has explained it to you clearly, if you don’t tell them clearly whether you want to be together, it’s not good. 】

[She didn't ask. 】

Shen Luo replied almost in seconds, and Gong Ming's heart almost collapsed.Hiss, taking a deep breath, Gong Ming quickly replied.

[Silly boy, you have to explain without asking, go ahead and give Zhang Jingyun an answer first. 】

Damn, if people don't ask you if you want to be together, you just don't answer. Hey, hey, according to common sense, you can answer yes or no when you just hear the confession, okay? Shen Luo, you are really...

[Well, I see. 】

Seeing these words, Gong Ming suddenly felt a sense of relief, and sent a few more messages for a meeting, and Shen Luo cut off communication by saying that she wanted to hang out with her sister and her gang.Looking at the goodbye that she just sent on the phone screen, Gong Ming was stunned for a while, then leaned back against the sofa and relaxed.Throwing the mobile phone in his hand on the coffee table casually, Gong Ming picked up the remote control of the air conditioner and turned up the temperature.

He put the beer on the coffee table back into the refrigerator and washed all the cups. After helping Chen Jingfeng finish, he sat next to Chen Jingfeng with a pillow in his arms and started watching the comedy again.

There were only two people in the living room, one lying down and the other sitting on the sofa with legs bent.The voice from the TV filled the living room in a moderate level, and the occasional creaking sound from the closed snack bag when it was touched gave off an inexplicable sense of tranquility.

Gong Ming felt that she could go home and play computer games or chat with others, but she didn't want to.She would rather watch old toothless comedies, stuff herself with snacks while enjoying herself, than spend time with so many people.

Perhaps, it's just because there is Chen Jingfeng here.She just wanted to be with Chen Jingfeng, even if she didn't say anything or do anything, it would be good to be by her side.

She thought, there is probably nothing in this world that can make her feel more comfortable than being beside Chen Jingfeng.

Chen Jingfeng felt that the pressure was a little bit high recently.

In addition to studies, there are other aspects, such as boyfriends.For whatever reason, my aunt has been very keen on her personal relationship issues since she was in graduate school, and every year when she goes back during the Chinese New Year, she drags her to ask if she has a boyfriend.Although my parents didn't say anything, they cared very much.

Especially after she came back last April.Thinking that after being tricked by her parents to meet many relatives' children in the past six months, she has grown up with one head and two children.

She understood her parents' thoughts very well, but she really couldn't fulfill their wishes.Emotional matters cannot be forced, and there will be no happiness if forced.

So after being tossed and met with so many people, the usually calm person inevitably became irritable, and on a certain day, he dragged his college friend Yan Yinuo to complain.

She said the blind date was terrible and she didn't want to go.

Yan Yinuo said that he would not go, even if he was killed.

She said that my mother would be unhappy.

Yan Yinuo said that you went there but failed, and she was also unhappy.

She was so blocked that she couldn't speak a word.

Seeing her like this, Yan Yinuo asked, is it really not possible?Anyway, you are single now, and you don't have anyone you like, so it's okay to try to talk, anyway, let's wait for a while to make your parents happy.

Chen Jingfeng thought for a while, and replied, no.

Well, the two older young women have been discussing this blind date for a long time, but there is still no result except complaining.

At the end of the chat, Yan Yinuo had an idea and said, "Why don't I introduce you to a girlfriend."

Chen Jingfeng was stunned.

Speaking of which, Yan Yinuo was her college roommate, but she didn't know about the time between Chen Jingfeng and Qiu Chuxuan.Chen Jingfeng's first love was exposed at a party of college graduate roommates. Everyone drank too much that day, playing truth or dare, and there was no embarrassment at all. Chen Jingfeng, who lost a cup, honestly confessed his first love.

However, although the roommates were surprised, they quickly accepted it.They are all medical students, and they are naturally familiar with lgbt and so on, not to mention that there is Yan Yinuo who looks like a circle in their dormitory, and the boss who is straight but rotten to death.Also because of this layer, after graduating from university and going their separate ways, the relationship between the big guys is still very good.

It is said that Yan Yinuo, who is bent into a circle, is an out-and-out lolicon.When he was in college, whenever he had time, Chen Jingfeng saw her watching the show.This guy is a bit of an anime nerd, and after watching it, I just read YY Lily, and after YY Baihe accidentally ran to a forum to see her colleagues, and then wrote a lot of Baitong Humanities, and met a lot of people in the Ji circle.As time went by, I got to know more Ji guys... So, it made sense for her to introduce Chen Jingfeng's girlfriend.

Chen Jingfeng was stunned for a second, and said decisively, "No!"

Yan Yinuo guessed that she would answer like this, so he tried to persuade, "Try it, that girl is very good, and you have been vacant for a long time, can you consider giving it a try, if it doesn't suit you, then we can split up. You can't spend the rest of your life Don't talk about love?"

Chen Jingfeng looked at the words on the screen, and only typed a few words, "Why don't you try?"

Immediately afterwards, he said, "Got it, you should try it."

Yan Yinuo's nickname is Zhiguo, and now that she heard Chen Jingfeng shouting that, she knew that the person opposite was angry, so she froze for a while before saying, "Okay, pretend I didn't say it."

"Yeah." Chen Jingfeng simply replied a word, thought for a while and said, "Don't be in a hurry, just go with the flow."

This sentence is about his current situation, and it is also for Yan Yinuo.Yan Yinuo watched, and could only nod in agreement.

Yes, let's go with the fate, when the fate comes, we will meet naturally, don't force it.

Just like a partner, today she told Chen Jingfeng to try it with others, but she could put it on herself, and if someone asked her to try it some other day, she would definitely not be willing.Perhaps it can be said that two people will have feelings after being together for a long time, but for her and Chen Jingfeng, feelings may become more precious.Or maybe there are other reasons. In short, it's so difficult to try something.

So, let's just go with it.

Anyway, no one can laugh at the two Wannian singles.

So one began to boycott blind dates, pushing and shoving with various reasons, and the other was still a step-by-step intern, a little girl with air-conditioning drama and pediatrics, and their lives were really sour.

Of course, when I occasionally talk about partner issues, I sometimes talk about coming out.For Yan Yinuo, it's the same to come out or not. In their house, there is no such thing as a closet.But Chen Jingfeng was different. Their family looked very open-minded, but in fact, they were a little traditional.

If you come out of the closet, you really can't imagine what will go wrong.

Chen Jingfeng had thought about what it would be like when he came out countless times, but he never imagined the day when he would be out.

Yes, out.

She had the habit of keeping a diary when she was in school, and she kept it until she graduated from graduate school.Before returning to practice, Chen Jingfeng shipped back all his notebooks and books, but he didn't find that the diary he had written before was also in it.

When she came back, she found that her medical books had been neatly arranged by her parents and placed in her bookcase.At that time, she was quite happy. After all, her parents helped her a lot by doing this, and she completely forgot about other things because of the internship.

It wasn't until yesterday, when I opened the drawer in the study room that hadn't been unlocked for a long time with the key, and found a blue leather diary when I wanted to find my ID, that I suddenly remembered this matter.

The blue cover, white paper, and black pen and ink engrave Chen Jingfeng's deep love for the girl named Qiu Chuxuan when he was young.

From the hug in the freshman year, the firmness in the sophomore year, to the writing down of the wish to get an offer from abroad in the junior year, everything is vivid in my memory.And sandwiched between those yellowed papers is a photo of two people embracing each other, and another one, a carved wooden sign.

This kind of wooden stick used to be the bookmark for my mother to read. Chen Jingfeng, who understood this, suddenly had mixed feelings.She didn't know when her mother started watching it, nor did she know how her mother reacted after watching it.

But thinking about the past half a year when my mother watched me and made me take the time to meet people, and I always said that I had an appointment with Gong Ming, and when I never went home on Saturdays and Sundays, the slightly strong eyes in my memory The begging that came out, I just felt cold all over my body.

I knew it, but I didn't say anything, I would rather pretend that nothing happened. Could it be that hard to accept...

Thinking of this, Chen Jingfeng sat quietly in the study all afternoon, and then decided to confess himself after being confessed.

So last night, she took her mother's hand and said, "Mom, I want to tell you something, maybe you already know it, I like it..." At that moment, she saw the panic in her mother's eyes, and still Yes, it's rare to be overwhelmed.

The woman who was always calm and strong in her memory stood up in a panic, shook off her hand unconsciously, and said as she walked, "Xiaofeng, Mom, go to the kitchen first..."

But she held her mother's hand, didn't let go, and said firmly, "I like women, Mom. So, I can't fulfill your wish..."

Then, Mom's body froze.

Standing in front of her for a long time, he turned his head after a long time, stretched out his hand to touch her head, and said in a very calm voice, "Xiaofeng, let mom be quiet for a while. Mom supports you very much, but... I can't fully accept it. Let mom think about it for a while, okay?"

Then Mom reached out and hugged her.

So when I went out this morning, I didn't take her with me.After waking up, Chen Jingfeng was at a loss to find that he was the only one in the house.She was honest with her mother, and her mother's answer was that she could not fully accept it, but... not fully accepting it meant that she had the opportunity to gain her mother's understanding and support.

Thinking of this, I also feel refreshed.But at the same time, I was also worried that I would get a negative answer in the end, and I was worried.The joy and sorrow are mixed, I feel that my adrenaline is rising, and the whole person is like a hormone, and the heartbeat speeds up and the excitement is abnormal.

For self-entertainment, they drank alone at home, and then, when they were drunk, Gongming came.

Chen Jingfeng, who fell asleep because of drunkenness, woke up and found that the room was a little groggy, and it seemed that it was getting late.Rubbing her eyes, she turned her head and saw that Gong Ming who came over this morning was still there, quietly sleeping on the sofa with her pillow in her arms.

The strands of hair covered her cheeks, sticking softly to her lips.Chen Jingfeng tilted his head, looked at her for a long time, and then smiled vaguely.After tidying up the things on the coffee table, Chen Jingfeng turned around and found that his wine glass and beer were gone, only a thermos was placed on it.Reaching out curiously, he took it out, unscrewed the lid, and the light lemon smell wafted over.

Well, the lemon tea is still hot, so Gong Ming couldn't make it for her to sober her up.Thinking of this, his gaze became softer.Bowing his head and taking a sip slowly, the warm liquid slowly filled his chest. Chen Jingfeng squinted his eyes, looked at the dark room, and made a decision.

The first step has been taken, and the next step will not be difficult.With or without a partner, she thought, being honest with her family and having their support was what she wanted.

If you want something, you have to fight hard, don't you?

Holding the thermos tightly, Chen Jingfeng seemed to see a bright future in this dark room.