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【Chapter No.17】

Chen Jingfeng has always followed his word, and when Gong Ming's feet were almost healed, she really took Gong Ming to play.The two finally got together, but in the blink of an eye it was time to part again.

School is about to start, Chen Jingfeng packed up his things and prepared to go to school.The night before leaving, Gong Ming, who hadn't stayed at the Chen family for a long time, stayed.The two played Seven Ghosts Five Two Three all night, and they didn't go to take a shower until about eleven o'clock.I don't know if I will leave tomorrow, but Gong Ming looked very energetic all night, lying on the side, holding Chen Jingfeng's hand and talking non-stop.

The air conditioner in the room was turned on to 25 degrees, and the two of them only covered themselves with a thin air-conditioning quilt in the cool air.The curtains were drawn, the lights were turned off, only a small energy-saving lamp by the bed was slightly bright.In the quiet space, only Gong Ming's soft voice echoed, "Chen Jingfeng, I will go to your university in the future, okay?"

"En." The extremely tired man covered his eyes with his arms, and replied heavily.

"Then... is it okay to study medicine like you?" Gong Ming asked tentatively while playing with the slender index finger that was being held by the phone.

"No." The man who was still in a trance insisted, and replied decisively in a hoarse voice.

"Why?"

"Studying medicine is too tiring, girls don't want to study medicine." The child who was suffering from medicine said something disgusting, the words were not sober, and it sounded a little wronged, like a child, a little mischievous.

"Oh." The index finger poked her soft palm, Gong Ming thought for a while, then gently stroked her palm with the index finger, and asked, "Chen Jingfeng, I like you, do you like me?"

"Well, I like it." The person who was struggling to cope with the other party's words only replied in a daze, and his breathing gradually calmed down.

"How much do you like it?" With inexplicable joy in his heart, the little man grabbed her hand and asked happily.

"Favorite..." Dazed, Chen Jingfeng seemed to hear himself answering this sentence, and then he couldn't hear any other voices.A hoarse answer sounded in the quiet room. The shy child blushed and took a while to react.He wanted to turn his head to see the expression of the speaker, but when he turned his head, it was half of his face blocked by his arm.

Quiet sleeping face, shallow breathing.Gong Ming half-supported her body, her long black hair fell on Chen Jingfeng's arm that blocked her eyes.She lowered her eyes and glanced at the sleeping person. Under the light, a hazy blue color appeared on her fair cheeks and fell into her eyes.In the slightly cool air, that half familiar face was so vivid.

After propping himself up and watching for a while, the little child stretched out his hand and poked Chen Jingfeng's lips with his slender fingertips. He bit his pink lips lightly, and complained in a low voice, "Liar."

Chen Jingfeng is a liar, he said what he likes the most, but in the end he went to kiss another sister, a big liar.At all... She is not the person she likes the most in her heart at all.Angrily poking the man's soft face again, Gong Ming bit her lip, suddenly feeling aggrieved.

Recently, Gong Ming's letters have become very strange.

This is already the third letter about puppy love that Chen Jingfeng has received.The puppy love that Gong Ming mentioned is nothing more than the fact that so and so likes so and so, and then so and so wrote to so and so, or so and so was punished for fighting because of so and so.In short, the girls in grade six expressed their liking for Shurachang in their letters incisively and vividly.

After Chen Jingfeng saw these things, he couldn't help feeling, um, the kids are really mature now.The second thing is to analyze the behavior of boys and girls at this stage, so that Gong Ming will not be deceived... The third thing is, don't fall in love early.

Then Gong Ming asked Chen Jingfeng what is puppy love.

Chen Jingfeng reckoned that most children in this age group were very curious.Adhering to the cultivation of being a good tutor, Chen Jingfeng thought for a while, and with a swipe of a pen, replied to the other party, saying, if you don't find someone you really like, it's called puppy love.

So, don't fall in love early.

So the extended question is, what is the person who really likes.

Chen Jingfeng's answer is enough, she said, the person you really like is the person you want to have dinner with every day, the person who will never get tired of you no matter how you look at it.

Gong Ming said, Chen Jingfeng, I want to have dinner with you.

Chen Jingfeng was choked for a while before he raised his eyebrows and said, you really like me.

This dialogue was discussed on the phone during the Mid-Autumn Festival.The big gentleman on the opposite side, Lori, accuses Yan Yinuo, and she is amazed, and then complains about Chen Jingfeng, you are shameless.After finishing the phone call, he hurried to Chen Jingfeng to ask for Gong Ming's photo.

After all, Gong Ming is a loli, and she is also a super cute and beautiful loli.As an outsourcer, it is simply unreasonable not to ask about photos.As the younger sister, Chen Jingfeng naturally refused to give it. The two confronted each other for a long time before Chen Jingfeng shared the photo of Gong Ming.Such behavior provoked Yan Yinuo to shout dear.

Playing around, a Mid-Autumn Festival just passed.

After the Mid-Autumn Festival, Chen Jingfeng became even busier, spending every day in the library and laboratory, unable to go anywhere.Compared with Chen Jingfeng's busy schedule, Qiu Chuxuan was much more relaxed.Then, inexplicably, their relationship got worse and worse.

Due to their busy schedules in their senior year, Chen Jingfeng moved back to the school dormitory when school started, and the two were separated again.Gather less and leave more, thinking about the days when we didn't meet.A meeting is a cold war.The increasingly inexplicable atmosphere made Chen Jingfeng want to escape, so the meeting became even less frequent.

One day, the two of them took time out to watch a movie. I wondered if Chen Jingfeng was too tired and fell asleep on the seat of the movie theater. After going out, Qiu Chuxuan was unhappy and quarreled with her at the door of the movie theater. shelf.

In fact, it's not a quarrel, it's just that Qiu Chuxuan is complaining, and the point of the complaint is nothing more than, are you so tired when you're with me?Chen Jingfeng stood in front of her, pursed his lips, maintained a calm state throughout the whole process, and said, "I'm sorry, but in three or ten minutes, let's talk about it, let's go somewhere else now."

Then, no more...

Because after she finished saying this, Qiu Chuxuan flicked her bag, turned around and left.Only Chen Jingfeng was left alone, standing at the entrance of the huge movie theater, the wind was turbulent.

That day, Chen Jingfeng ordered a glass of Blue Mountain at the cafe next to the cinema, and sat there for three to ten minutes.Three or ten minutes later, she called Qiu Chuxuan to apologize.But the other party was very neat, dropped a sentence, let's break up, and then hung up the phone.

After getting the three-character mantra, Chen Jingfeng extended the time of sitting in the cafe, from three ten minutes to three hours.After drinking the coffee, I packed up my things, put my hands in my pockets and got on the bus back to school.

Divorce is of course impossible.

The next day, Chen Jingfeng skipped class to find Qiu Chuxuan, and they made up as expected.Then after a while, the problem started again.Perhaps the problem has never been resolved.

Maybe there was a beginning, and every dispute after that ended with the words "Let's break up."The person who said it was Qiu Chuxuan. From the beginning to the end, Chen Jingfeng didn't say a word, he was unwilling, and he didn't dare.

So while dealing with Gong Ming's problems about puppy love for a week, while coaxing his first girlfriend who was always talking about breaking up, Chen Jingfeng walked over in the last semester of his senior year, wanting to live and die.

In a blink of an eye, winter came, and the winter vacation began.

Gong Ming's birthday is seven days after Chen Jingfeng's birthday, on 1.15.Chen Jingfeng, who originally planned to celebrate Gong Ming's birthday with the Gong family, received a call from Qiu Chuxuan and went out without hesitation.

When Chen Jingfeng's birthday was born, Qiu Chuxuan was still abroad and couldn't make it back.This time I came back for a while, and I came here specially to make up for Chen Jingfeng's birthday.Although Chen Jingfeng said no, Qiu Chuxuan did it anyway.The two went to an Italian restaurant, watched a movie for a while, and then wandered around.

But no one guessed that with so many good beginnings, the result was a loss-losing ending.

After coming out of the movie theater, the topic of the two people intentionally or unintentionally turned to the topic of going abroad.Yes, going abroad, Qiu Chuxuan will go to the country where her brother is to study for graduate school after graduating from senior year.Their family already planned to immigrate, which was something they had always agreed upon.

As a lover, she also hoped that Chen Jingfeng could go out with her.

They discussed this issue many times, but in the end it was fruitless, because the parents of the Chen family wanted Chen Jingfeng to stay in the country.One side is the parents and the other is the lover, a dilemma.

In the past, Qiu Chuxuan would think of her a little bit, but this time, for some reason, she was very strong.He used an attitude of breaking up if you don't come with me.So the topic became more and more serious, and the building became more and more crooked.

From the trivial matter of going abroad to various problems in the past.For example, Chen Jingfeng's attitude, and many other things.After arguing in the square for a long time, Qiu Chuxuan said, "Chen Jingfeng, have you ever cared about me? If that's the case, let's break up." Then, he stopped a taxi by the side of the road.

Hearing this familiar ending, Chen Jingfeng could only smile wryly.In the end, he had no choice but to follow Qiu Chuxuan to the taxi, intending to send her home safely.

All the way without words.Looking at the lights outside the window, Qiu Chuxuan's beautiful face was covered with cold frost.Chen Jingfeng sat on the side, clenched his right hand tightly, his nails poked hard into his palm, his heart was numb from the pain.

After getting out of the car, Qiu Chuxuan walked home without hesitation.But when he turned around, Chen Jingfeng grabbed his hand.

She turned her head and stared at the man wrapped in a dark blue windbreaker. The streetlights hit each other, and the only thing imprinted was the same stubbornness in each other's eyes.

Qiu Chuxuan turned her head, stared at the person in front of her, bit her lip, and said almost angrily, "Let go."

Chen Jingfeng sighed, stepped forward, gently hugged the other's thin body, and immediately let go of his embrace.She lowered her head and held the other's hand, watching the same slender and slender hands lightly clasped together.He said in a low voice, "You ask me if I care about you, needless to say, that's for sure."

"I don't say I love you because I thought you knew."

"I'm used to being silent. I don't say anything because I just want to do it for you." Just like every time, I made peace on my own initiative.

"But I found that I was wrong. You want to listen more, because if I don't tell you, you won't understand, or pretend not to understand."

"But it won't be like this in the future."

"You have to take good care of yourself when you go there with your parents. It's getting late. Okay, you should go back quickly. Chu Xuan, I'm leaving, bye."

"Don't contact me in the future. I will change the password for Koukou WeChat. In short, we broke up."

Chen Jingfeng held her hand, his voice was as flat as ever.After speaking, let go of the opponent's hand, turned and left.Subconsciously, Qiu Chuxuan reached out to grab a corner of her, but when she stretched out her hand, it was in vain.He could only stand there blankly, looking at the figure of the other party, walking further and further away.

She watched Chen Jingfeng stop a taxi by the side of the road, and watched that car disappear into the night. After a while, she realized that this time, it was really over.She lowered her head, put her hands that had been cold in the air for a long time in her pockets, smiled bitterly, then turned around while stepping on her high heels, and walked forward.

Under the dim street lights, the back of Qiu Chuxuan leaving was as tall and straight as Chen Jingfeng turned around, and also as stubborn.

I said so many times to break up, but I didn't actually want to break up.After arguing so many times, I just want that person who is like a cloud to focus more on himself.If you get it, you will get more and more of what you want.

If she doesn't say it, even if he understands it, he wants to force her to say it.If I am afraid, I will keep emphasizing it and let her take care of it.That's it, it's not enough, it's not enough, in the end, I just want to entangle her tightly, holding her tightly in my arms, crushing each other, dripping with blood.

Love goes to the end, what is left?The rest is the blurred and broken heart because of hugging too tightly.Chen Jingfeng leaned on the back seat of the car, clenched his hands, lowered his head, and bit his lips out to donate blood.