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For a person like Zhong Ling who is used to being alone, celebrating the New Year alone is not a very sad thing. He never likes to think about his own misery. He only regards today as the most ordinary day of living alone. The only pity The most important thing is that there is no company of Hulu.

Zhong Ling also thought about telling Zhao Yue about this. According to Zhao Yue's temperament, he would probably take him to his home regardless of his disregard. Not so polite and appropriate, and he has always been a person who does not want to cause trouble for others. He will never ask others for help when he can solve the problem by himself. Even if Zhao Yue was not scratched by the knife last time but himself, he would not Maybe she would take the initiative to ask someone for even a little bit of help and care, but now she just wants to spend the New Year alone, Zhong Ling thinks it's no big deal.

Of course, I wanted to go home with anticipation, but my mother let the pigeons go, and I had to watch the New Year alone in an empty house. This is not something worth telling the world anyway. Zhong Ling is not willing to let others know.

At noon, Zhong Ling received a message from Zhao Yue, saying that he saw a report on the traffic jam on the expressway in the news, and asked him if he had arrived home.Without hesitation, Zhong Ling replied, "I've just arrived home."

After lunch, Zhong Ling took a long nap. He had slept on this bed for several years, and today he suddenly felt that lying on it alone was too big.After waking up, Zhong Ling relaxed and made dinner for himself slowly. He was just about to habitually pour the warmed milk to Hulu, only then did he realize that even Hulu's bowl was delivered to Zhao Yue's house.After sleeping for too long in the afternoon, his mind was still a little confused. He stared at the opened box of milk for a long time, then suddenly picked up the box and drank the milk in a few gulps.

Zhong Ling threw the empty box into the trash can, raised his hand to wipe the milk stains from the corner of his mouth, and for some reason suddenly thought of Zhao Yuelai, he remembered how Zhao Yue wiped off the white marks on the corner of his mouth with his hand when he raised his head from his lower abdomen, Zhong Ling was suffocated, and her heartbeat quickened a few beats. She had just met yesterday, but now she couldn't help but miss him again. Zhong Ling put the vegetables to be washed aside, and leaned against the cabinet, thinking of Zhao Yue .He unconsciously fiddled with the buttons of his pajamas, his eyes were soft, his lips curled up as if there was nothing, and there was still a dull look on his face, he was no longer the same person as the serious and cold prosecutor.

It was cold in winter, Zhong Ling planned to take a shower early after dinner, when he took out his clothes, he saw a navy blue checked shirt that did not belong to him, it was changed when Zhao Yue stayed here last time, wash it clean Then I forgot to take it back for him.Zhong Ling put down another set of pajamas by accident, took Zhao Yue's shirt and went into the bathroom.

This shirt is obviously not suitable for home wear after taking a shower, but now it is probably the only prop that allows Zhong Ling to pretend that she is not alone.Zhao Yue's shirt Zhong Ling also fits well, the skin after bathing is moist and clean, the shirt has the fragrance of laundry detergent, but the smell left by Zhao Yue is even stronger. The familiar smell surrounds, as if the two of them are touching skin and hugging each other.

The festive gala started on time, and Zhong Lingwo was watching TV on the sofa. After all, these programs were too noisy. Zhong Ling was bored, so she turned off the TV early, turned on the computer, and started watching a random movie. .

When it was nearly ten o'clock, Zhao Yue called. As soon as Zhong Ling connected, the words "Happy New Year" rushed into his ears. Zhong Ling could imagine Zhao Yue's smiling face through the phone. He said: "It's not even midnight yet, isn't it too early to say Happy New Year?"

Zhao Yue said: "In order to strive to be the first person to tell you Happy New Year, I can only cheat like this."

Zhong Ling felt warm in his heart, "Happy New Year to you too."

Zhao Yue asked him: "Today's New Year's Eve, what good food do you have for dinner?"

Of course, Zhong Ling couldn't really report his dinner to Zhao Yue. He remembered the New Year's Eve dinner that he didn't eat at that table, and said, "A lot, unicorn perch or something."

Zhao Yue became interested, "So you still like unicorn perch?"

Zhong Ling immediately denied it, "No, I don't like it."

Zhao Yue felt a little strange, thinking that maybe Zhong's mother liked this dish, and said: "Are you watching the party, did the lead dancer of the show notice it just now? You really look like you, even my mother said so."

Zhong Ling turned off the TV a long time ago, how could she know what the lead dancer looked like, so she could only say nonsense: "Really, I don't think it looks like one at all."

"Look at his eyes and nose, they look like they were carved out of a mold like yours, but he is still not as good-looking as you, and his figure is not as good as yours. He is too thin, so he must not be comfortable to hold."

Zhong Ling thought it was funny, "Do you want to hug someone when you see someone?"

Zhao Yue immediately denied it: "Of course not, I thought of you just because I saw him, and I have absolutely no wrong thoughts about others." Then he said, "But his clothes are really nice, I really want to see you wearing them." look up."

Although Zhong Ling had never seen the lead dancer's outfit, but according to Zhao Yue's virtue, he probably would not want him to wear some serious clothes, he said: "No, those clothes are too revealing."

This time it was Zhao Yue's turn to be puzzled, "Isn't it just an ordinary white shirt and trousers, which is quite similar to your uniform." In fact, he just wanted to see Zhong Ling in uniform.

Zhong Ling didn't expect this to happen, so he had to say nonsense again: "Uh, I made a mistake, no wonder I said that the lead dancer looks nothing like me, so we are not talking about the same person."

"Then who do you think I'm talking about?"

It is easy to tell a lie casually, and it is not difficult to tell another lie, but it is not easy to get back all the lies that have been told. Besides, Zhong Ling has never been the kind of virtue that Zhao Yue can open his mouth. At the time, it was obviously a little powerless, "It's... the male lead dancer who wore very little clothes in the last show of the dance you mentioned."

"Isn't the last program of that dance a cross talk show? It's not enough to wear a long mandarin jacket."

"Uh..." Zhong Ling didn't expect it, "I remember wrongly."

Zhao Yue knew that Zhong Ling wasn't telling the truth, and said with a smile: "You weren't watching the party, were you? You lied to me."

Zhong Ling panicked, "I'm watching, with my mother."

"Then what show are you talking about now?"

Zhong Ling had no choice but to make a wild guess, even with a very uncertain tone, "Magic...?"

"It's opera."

Sure enough, I guessed wrong, "Oh."

Zhao Yue felt strange, "Don't watch it if you don't like it, why do you have to lie to me that you are watching a party?" Zhong Ling also specifically emphasized that he was watching it with Zhong's mother, Zhao Yue always felt that something was wrong.

Zhong Ling pretended to be relaxed and said: "It's nothing, I just wanted to play a joke on you."

Zhong Ling would not play such an inexplicable joke with him in such a tone, Zhao Yue felt a little suspicious in his heart, and asked: "Zhong Ling, what's the matter, are you having trouble with your mother?"

Zhong Ling knew that he could no longer hide it, and when he wanted to tell the truth, he even felt relieved, "I was watching a movie, and my mother couldn't go home for the New Year because of something, so I didn't go back, and stayed at Binnan's house .”

Zhao Yue was taken aback, "Are you alone? Now?"

Zhong Ling was silent for a moment, then hummed.

"You wait for me at home."

"No need, actually I... Zhao Yue!" Before Zhong Ling finished speaking, Zhao Yue hung up the phone. It's not that he didn't expect someone to accompany him to spend the last day of the old year, but he never thought about it. Let Zhao Yue abandon his family and come to him, but Zhao Yue never gave him a chance to refuse, such irresistible tenderness is also his usual style.

More than half an hour later, the doorbell of Zhong Ling's house rang. As soon as Zhong Ling opened the door, Hulu pounced on him, put his front legs on him, and kept blowing at him with his tongue out. Zhong Ling was caught by this Startled by the big hug, he squatted down and hugged Hulu's neck and rubbed it, then raised his head to look at Zhao Yue, saw Zhao Yue was looking at him with a smile on his face, Zhong Ling seemed to see a warm light source, raised his head He hugged the man tightly, "You are here."

Zhao Yue also embraced Zhong Ling, and whispered in his ear, "I'm here with Hulu, are you happy?" Zhong Ling buried her face in Zhao Yue's shoulder, and nodded vigorously, but Zhao Yue said again, "But I'm very unhappy." Happy."

Zhong Ling looked at him blankly, Zhao Yue closed the door, pulled Zhong Ling to sit on the sofa, Hulu had been separated from his master for a day, at this time he also jumped onto the sofa and rubbed against Zhong Ling's lap.

Before Zhao Yue opened his mouth to speak, Zhong Ling actually had the illusion that when he was a child, he was caught in the office by his teacher to lecture him. He couldn't help but want to break the silence first, but Zhao Yue also opened his mouth at this time, and the two said at the same time, "You ..." They all shut up again.

This time Zhao Yue didn't smile, he raised his chin a little, like an unfriendly teacher waiting for a student to admit his mistake, his voice was flat and oppressive, "You speak first."

Zhong Ling really began to feel a little uneasy, "My mother just told me this morning that she has no time to go home, and it's not interesting for me to go back alone, so I decided to stay."

Zhao Yue asked: "Why didn't you tell me?"

"It's not a big deal, and... it's not a good thing. I don't plan to tell others. Anyway, I'm used to it alone."

Zhao Yue continued to question him: "I'm someone else too? Then when are you going to get used to two people?"

Zhong Ling was silenced by his questioning. It's not that he didn't trust Zhao Yue and treated him as an outsider. It's just that loneliness and independence have become a habit in him over the years, and it can't be changed overnight. .Zhong Ling caressed Hulu's back with one hand, and held Zhao Yue's hand with the other, "It's not too late from now on, is it?"

Zhao Yue seemed to be a little satisfied, but still hummed softly, "If you didn't accidentally show your feet when you called tonight, would you continue to lie to me until the end of the vacation?"

"No, after a few days I'll find a reason to tell you that I'm back from home."

Zhao Yue was about to be laughed out of anger, "I even thought about lying, so I just waited for the time to tell, right?"

Zhong Ling knew that he had stepped on Zhao Yue's minefield this time, and also knew that Zhao Yue was not really angry with him, so he didn't explain anymore, but put his face into Zhao Yue's and kissed him on the cheek, "I'm sorry .”

Seeing Zhong Ling's obedient and ingratiating appearance, it was impossible for Zhao Yue to hold back that face. He sighed and said, "I know it's not easy for you to live alone these years, but it's different now. Now, you and me, we can support each other and rely on each other, no matter what happens in the future, I hope you will think of me first. Let’s forget about today’s matter, let’s not make an example, you know?”

Zhong Ling knew that Zhao Yue was good at talking about love, and there were always endless sweet words in his mouth, but his love for him was never just in words, Zhong Ling was close to him, his heart was full of tenderness, With a meek mouth, he said, "Understood."

Zhao Yue embraced his shoulders, and just wanted to pull him into his arms to make out, but suddenly found something strange, Zhong Ling was wearing a thick coat, and the shirt he was wearing inside seemed a bit familiar no matter what, he Ask: "Is this shirt on you from the last time I left it?"

Zhong Ling looked down at her skirt upon hearing this, "Yes."

Zhao Yue couldn't help asking: "Why are you wearing my clothes?"

Zhong Ling said calmly, "I miss you."

Zhao Yue smiled contentedly, reached out to unbutton his shirt, and said, "Take it off."

"What's wrong, I don't look good in clothes?"

"Looks good." Zhao Yue whispered ambiguously in Zhong Ling's ear, "But you look better without clothes."

Zhong Ling was helpless and funny, "A dog can't spit out ivory."

Zhao Yue really stopped what he was doing, opened Hulu's mouth and looked in, Hulu wanted to bite but couldn't, so he wailed innocently twice from his throat, Zhong Ling stopped him, "Why are you bothering Hulu. "

Zhao Yue said seriously: "I'm looking for ivory."

Zhong Ling finally couldn't help laughing, after saving Hulu from Zhao Yue, he stretched out his arms to hug Zhao Yue, and kissed his lips lingeringly.

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