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What Zhao Yue once said to him rang in Zhong Ling's ears:

"Actually, I've only been in love once, in college."

"Speaking of which, that person is somewhat similar to you, and looks very cold."

"By the way, there is one more thing in common, you are all excellent."

"After graduating, he went to work in another city. We were both busy and far away. Although we worked hard to maintain our relationship, we were both too naive and arrogant at that time. Every little thing would be ignored. Unlimited magnification, and finally separated."

Zhong Ling hated herself for remembering every word Zhao Yue said to herself, even his plain and sincere tone at that time.Xiang Qi is Zhao Yue's only lover, maybe he still misses him in his heart, even the reason why he likes himself is only because Xiang Qi can be seen in him, when Zhao Yue talked to him over the phone When I sang, when I said "this time I sing for you alone, my prosecutor", who was thinking in my heart?Now that Xiang Qi is back, they have already become mature and responsible during the years of separation. Maybe it's time for me, an unqualified and ignorant substitute, to leave the stage.

Just let the two of them be together, reunion is always a rare joy in the world, not to mention that they look so good for each other, and they have no love for each other, he really should bless them, and then go back to the right path he should take , everyone is happy, each is complete.

This should have been a good thing, even though the pain of parting had already spread all over the body, penetrated into every muscle, and flowed in every blood vessel, but Zhong Ling had not experienced such torture, just because he had tasted heart-piercing Only then did he understand that all pain will subside and all wounds will heal. It is not a worthwhile choice to give up the happiness of normal people who have the least risk because they cannot withstand the temporary pain.

But he really wanted to see that person's smile again, really wanted to hear him say a few more sweet words of love.Even if the sincerity she gave for the first time may be fooled, even if the passion and tenderness of that person do not really belong to her, Zhong Ling still can't help being greedy.He said to himself: It would be nice to have one last time, it really is the last time, find a chance to make it clear to Zhao Yue face to face, and end their ambiguous relationship.

The colleagues had long since left, and the office was empty. Zhong Ling turned on the phone screen, and the lock screen picture was still the photo of the two of them together. Looking at the bright smiling face in the photo, Zhong Ling couldn't help showing a slight smile. Smiling, but his brows were tightly furrowed and his eyes were sad. There was an indescribable awkwardness and weirdness in this smile. Finally, he closed his eyes. Before the screen was turned off, he gently kissed Zhao Yue in the photo. for a moment.

Zhao Yue felt that Zhong Ling had become a little cold towards him these days. After much deliberation, he felt that the problem still came from the sudden encounter with Xiang Qi in the hospital that day. I still feel that I mind, isn't that person just such an awkward guy.Thinking of Zhong Ling secretly jealous, Zhao Yue felt sweet and proud, and couldn't help laughing.

Zhao Yue called Zhong Ling in the afternoon, but Zhong Ling didn't answer. That night, he sent several text messages to harass Zhong Ling. Before Zhong Ling could reply, he unexpectedly received a call from Xiang Qi.Because the two broke up peacefully at the beginning, there was no need to delete each other's number as if they were not in touch with each other. However, the contact between the two these years has been limited to sending text messages of blessings during the holidays. Zhao Yue looked at the incoming call Displaying this familiar name, he connected the phone without any pretense.

"Hey."

Xiang Qi asked straight to the point: "Zhao Yue, are you free on Saturday?"

Zhao Yue has no plans for the time being, "Why, what's the matter?"

"I've made an appointment with Xu Min, Cheng Xin'an and Jiang Yun, and I've also invited Mr. Deng. Let's have dinner together on Saturday night?"

Since it was teachers and students reminiscing about the old days, Zhao Yue did not intend to refuse, "Okay, what time is it, where will we meet?"

Xiang Qi didn't tell him directly, but said: "I haven't gone back to school to see it for a long time, let's go back to my alma mater together that day, and go there together at night."

Hearing Xiang Qi's invitation so bluntly, Zhao Yue still felt a little surprised. Of course he understood Xiang Qi's intentions. There were memories of them in every corner of his alma mater. This revisit of the old place was because Xiang Qi wanted to get back together and then understood. But hinted at.That being the case, Zhao Yue should also explain his current intentions to him, and he simply agreed to Xiang Qi, "Okay, I haven't been back for a long time, so let's see each other on Saturday."

After hanging up the phone, Xiang Qi breathed a sigh of relief as if relieved.He chose to come back this time, of course because his parents and mentor were right, but there was another reason, which was Zhao Yue.He has worked hard outside these years alone, so it goes without saying that he was lonely and hard-working, but he has always been a person who can endure loneliness. The cold and unbearable night was supported by the sweet and innocent memories of him and Zhao Yue back then. However, through those close friends, he knew that Zhao Yue had never had anyone else by his side these years.With nostalgia and regret for his first love, he thought it better for them to start again. After a few years, when the obstacles that once stood between them no longer exist, they will definitely be able to hug each other more thoughtfully and closely than before. other side.

However, when he was about to reconnect with Zhao Yue, he ran into Zhao Yue and another person who was with him in the hospital.Xiang Qi noticed Zhao Yue's movement of grabbing Zhong Ling's wrist. He almost thought that he had no chance, but today Zhong Ling's words made him understand that although Zhao Yue was interested in Zhong Ling, Zhong Ling didn't seem to be ruthless towards Zhao Yue, but they It's still not the relationship Xiang Qi thought of as a couple. In this case, he doesn't intend to be polite to this sudden rival in love.He asked Zhao Yue to go back to his alma mater. With the tacit understanding they had established, Zhao Yue would not fail to understand his intentions. Since Zhao Yue agreed to the appointment, Xiang Qi felt that he had no chance of winning.

On Saturday, when Xiang Qi came to the gate of the school, Zhao Yue was already waiting there. Back then, Zhao Yue would always arrive a little earlier than their agreed time, and then watch Xiang Qi walking towards him, Smiling and waving to him, it's the same today.When the old people met and the old things happened again, Xiang Qi realized that he still liked the person in front of him so much. He said: "I have already left the house early, but I didn't expect that I was one step behind you."

Zhao Yue said with a smile: "Punctuality is one of the few good habits I have. Come on, let's go in."

The two walked in along the school road full of green shades. Because the winter vacation had just started, they met many students dragging their luggage out on the road, and the campus was much deserted than usual.When they were about to walk to the law school, the two passed a short bridge. Xiang Qi remembered that the lotus ponds on both sides would be full of pink and white lotus flowers every summer, but now there were only desolate lotus leaves left.The two of them didn't speak much along the way, as if they were waiting for the other to speak first.

Zhao Yue first broke the silence and said: "The law school is ahead."

Xiang Qi said: "It's been so many years since I graduated, and I haven't been back once."

"Occasionally, I would come back to play basketball with my former classmates."

"I remember that the school's basketball court is always very tight. Can the students here let you outsiders occupy their court?"

Zhao Yue laughed and said, "We pretended to be master's students here when we occupied the venue, but we have to pretend to be doctoral students for the past two years."

Xiang Qi couldn't help but laugh, this is indeed something Zhao Yue can do.The two walked to the entrance of the law school. The glass door of the law school building was closed tightly. Only the statue of Juditia in the hall was still standing there. She held a scale in her left hand and a long sword in her right, as majestic as ever. solemn.The two looked inside through a layer of transparent glass, but couldn't take a step inside.Xiang Qi was slightly disappointed, and said, "Let's go to the track and field."

The two walked along the track, and from time to time, a few students who were exercising ran past them. Xiang Qi stopped in front of the auditorium, and said to Zhao Yue, "Sit down for a while."

"Ah."

The two sat down on the two adjacent seats, facing the rostrum, Xiang Qi suddenly remembered the past, and said: "I still remember the college sports meeting in the freshman year, you represent the freshmen I was unconvinced for a long time when I spoke on stage."

Zhao Yue also looked at the rostrum, and said with a smile: "I remember you took the first grade in the final exam of the first semester, and I was not convinced, and then I spent the whole winter vacation reading."

Xiang Qi's expression softened a bit, "There was a basketball game for the whole school in the second semester. At that time, we didn't let anyone else. It took us a long time, and finally we played together reluctantly."

"I didn't expect that we cooperated quite well. That year we reached the finals all the way and won the runner-up of the entire academy."

"I hurt my leg during the final, and you carried me to the school infirmary."

Zhao Yue seemed to see the anxious and worried face of himself and the young man lying on his back, his heart softened a bit, and he said: "At that time, I was thinking, after the competition, I planned to fight this guy for the victory Come on, what if his leg is really broken."

Xiang Qi smiled, "At that time, I was thinking, this guy doesn't look very strong, but his back is so strong and powerful, it seems that no matter how heavy it is, it can't overwhelm him." Xiang Qi paused for a while, " That's when I probably started to like you."

Zhao Yue's voice softened a bit, "You still remember so clearly."

Xiang Qi half raised her head and looked at the gloomy sky, said: "I'm not afraid that I won't remember it, I'm afraid I won't forget it." After speaking, she smiled at Zhao Yue, "It's a line from a movie."

Zhao Yue knew Xiang Qi very well, it would be better to say that he knew Xiang Qi too well. This person was very persistent, but also very proud. Before Zhao Yue clearly expressed his willingness to reunite with him, it was impossible for him to really treat him well. Said "Let's start again", but since the two reunited, Xiang Qi has tried her best to express her reunion to him. Now when it comes to this, she is really proud of Xiang Qi The limit of what can be tolerated.

Zhao Yue decided to answer him in the same way, "Don't give up what belongs to you, and keep what you have lost as a memory." Zhao Yue also smiled at Xiang Qi, "It's also a line from a movie."

Xiang Qi didn't express her love clearly, and Zhao Yue didn't explicitly refuse, but the tacit understanding in the past allowed them to accurately understand the meaning of each other's words.Xiang Qi was inevitably disappointed, he came back a bit late, now Zhao Yue's heart has lived in another person, Zhao Yue has always been single-minded and firm in his affection, that was once an advantage that he admired and rejoiced, even now He is no longer thankful for it, but he still appreciates it.

Xiang Qi thought of the dilapidated lotus pond that he passed by just now. Now that the flowering period has passed, it really shouldn't be forced to fill the pond with lotus in full bloom.He stood up and stretched out a hand to Zhao Yue. Zhao Yue pulled it and stood up. Xiang Qi pulled Zhao Yue to her face and hugged him gently. Good memory."

Zhao Yue also embraced him, and responded sincerely: "Me too."

The author has something to say: Huh, I can finally write what I have always wanted to write in the next chapter, gasping for breath...

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