I forgot system tasks after amnesia
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"I haven't touched the chopsticks yet." It was true, he hadn't even touched the chopsticks yet.
Shen Shuo didn't expect that one day he would be choked up by what he said, but Shao Yan moved quickly, and quickly put half of the meat on his plate.
"Ah, I'm starting." After finishing this, the boy bowed his head to eat.
"..." The matter was irreversible, Shen Shuo could only bow his head and eat.
Shao Yan lowered his head, chewing the rice bite by bite, the corners of his mouth unstoppably raised.He knew that Shen Shuo only said those words to fight back against him. With his personality, it is false not to eat food that others have touched, and it is true not to have too close contact with people.When he thinks that he can make Shen Shuo deflated, the corners of his mouth just drop down.
After eating, Shao Yan devoted himself to his studies obediently. It was strange to say that his student life, except for exams, was preparation for exams. The days went round and round, and there was a sports meeting in between. There was no exciting high school life as imagined.
He told his doubts to his deskmate, and his deskmate replied:
"Otherwise, what else do you want to do?"
"..."
Uh, how about some innocent high school flings and romances every once in a while?Ah, by the way, there are ambiguities and romances, but the protagonist is not him.
Thinking of Xu Xiaoxiao and that unknown girl, the boy's heart trembled, and he quickly focused on his studies.
As the saying goes, when you are afraid of one thing, time will pass quickly.Soon, Tuesday will be here.
Shao Yan could clearly feel the slightly tense atmosphere in the class, and even his usually calm deskmate was a little shaken.For this reason, Shao Yan deliberately asked:
"Are you worried?"
Ke's deskmate looked at him speechlessly.
Shao Yan: Well, whatever, anyway, he is at the bottom of the list and fearless.
Doing exercises between classes, in the loud and clear rhythm of morning exercises, 5 minutes passed quickly.The principal stepped onto the podium and said to everyone:
"Students and teachers, another half semester has passed..." No one was listening to this set of official speeches, and the time seemed to jump, and soon came to the important part:
"First of all, on behalf of the school, I would like to commend the following students with full marks in each subject. They are:—"
"Student Shen Shuo from class three—"
Shao Yan's eyes widened all of a sudden, so fast?The key point comes at once, it's too unpredictable, right?
"Student Shen Shuo, got full marks in both mathematics and science and comprehensive subjects."
As soon as he finished speaking, the ground below began to vibrate.Because this year's mathematics is particularly difficult, not to say that it is particularly difficult as a whole, but that there is a particularly difficult question in one of the fill-in-the-blank questions. Although the score is small, it also stumps many top students who are originally good at mathematics.I thought that everyone would lose points, so forget it, but I didn't expect to get full marks.
99 points and 100 points have never been the same.
Shao Yan didn't understand the difficulty of mathematics this time. Seeing everyone's surprise, he hurriedly asked the students next to him: "Why, is it very good? Isn't the perfect score in both items very good?"
The classmate nodded: "As far as the difficulty of this midterm exam is concerned, I think it is very good."
Shao Yan is happy, Shao Yan is satisfied.
He didn't drag Shen Shuo down, great! !
The principal continued: "Gu Peipei, full marks in English, Science, and Comprehensive, Zhang Shaoyou, full marks in English, Science, and Comprehensive, Chen Ping, full marks in Literature..."
"Ke Jieyu, perfect score in science and technology. Cheng Yang, perfect score in science and technology..."
Ah that scumbag.
The boy's ears perked up, and then he was satisfied. As long as that scumbag doesn't have a perfect score in both events and math, it's equivalent to winning.
He listened carefully, except for Shen Shuo, it seemed that the only boy with perfect marks in mathematics, but that boy only had perfect marks in mathematics, so he was quite behind. Simply put, Shen Shuo took the limelight.Shao Yan was overjoyed, and there were many other people in the class who were in the same mood as him. Shen Shuo was rarely surrounded by people after returning to the classroom.
Shao Yan and You Rongyan didn't join in at this time, humming softly to prepare for the next class, when they heard their tablemate sigh and say, "I didn't expect Shen Shuo to be able to get perfect marks in mathematics, but I can understand."
Shao Yan: "Amazing~"
"What does he have to do with you?"
"...Just, classmate relationship, ah."
Ke's deskmate was speechless.
"The report card is posted on the bulletin board!" Someone yelled, and everyone ran out to watch. Shao Yan and Ke Jieyu could only squeeze in when they passed by. These top students, besides their own grades, also care about other people's , Occupying a seat one after another refused to leave.Shao Yan was different, he only cared about a few people.His eyes quickly moved to the middle position:
"30, no, 29 is not... 25 is not." His heart became a little nervous, but soon:
"21, Shen Shuo!" He raised his voice all of a sudden, and soon came to his senses. He opened his eyes wide and reconfirmed that there was indeed Shen Shuo next to 21!
Although 21st place is very good, it seems that it is not a very happy ranking for those who have perfect scores in both items.Shao Yan calmed down and looked from top to bottom:
No.1: Gu Peipei
Ok.
No.2: Ke Jieyu
Ok.
No.3......
Wait, who is No.2?Shao Yan moved his eyes quickly:
No.2: Ke Jieyu
The name is confirmed, it is his deskmate.
Shao Yan at this moment: How can I be honored with you, how can I be honored with you!
"Ke Jieyu, look, you are No.2!"
Ke Jieyu, whose clothes were pulled by him, said helplessly: "I saw it a long time ago, it's not No.1, so don't be so shocked."
"But there is only one point difference between you and No.1...!"
"A difference of 1 point is a lot of difference, and the people below are only 1 point behind me."
This is true, there are many people with the same results below.
"Wait, who's the number one?" Shao Yan looked down again:
No.4, Cheng Yang, only two points behind Ke Jieyu.
Well, very good, Shao Yan is satisfied.
"Let's go." Shao Yan and Ke Jieyu squeezed out of the crowd and walked quickly to the classroom.
As soon as Shao Yan entered the door, he saw that Shen Shuo was sitting on the seat without moving. He walked up quickly, patted his table with his palm lightly, and said, "Shen Shuo, you are number 21."
Shen Shuo nodded, and replied: "Yes."
Isn't he excited at the 21st place? It really is a top student.In other words, he was only 21st, so he might not be happy yet.That's right, he was the first student to be named by the principal, but the final score was only 20th. Does this make people happy?
Thinking about it this way, the boy's words changed.He faltered, trying to think of comforting words:
"Twenty-one students are amazing. It's totally unimaginable. We have 21 classes in the second year of high school, with a total of more than 8 students, 400 students..." He said too much confusion, Shen Shuo looked up at him strangely , This glance made Shao Yan even more nervous, and his mind was almost blank. Fortunately, at the critical moment, Ke Tong came to the rescue:
"Shen Shuo, how do you solve that math problem?"
That way?Which way?
Shen Shuo quickly said a formula that Shao Yan couldn't understand, and then said: "This question is in "High School Fun Mathematics". I happened to see it a few days ago. I didn't expect it to be exactly the same."
"In "High School Fun Math"?" Ke Jieyu frowned: "Is there?"
"Yes." Shen Shuo raised his head and looked at him, and said quickly, "Volume 2, page 32."
What he said was too definite and exact, and it was impossible for him to say so accurately if he didn't have a deep memory. Ke Jieyu nodded in a daze, and walked back to his seat.
Shao Yan saw that he took out a book from his bag, and ignored him, looking back at Shen Shuo.
Shen Shuo's face is still calm, but for some reason, Shao Yan always feels that the current him is different from the one who talked to Ke Jieyu just now.
Shen Shuo looked at him and said lightly, "What did you want to say just now?"
Shao Yan: "......Uh, you are all so good, I am so stupid, and my grades are so bad..."
Shen Shuo interrupted him rarely, and said in a calm but firm tone: "I will be responsible for your grades."
The language still stuck in the boy's throat suddenly collapsed, like a cloud being hit in the middle by a bullet, the cloud dispersed and turned into nothingness in an instant.
F, U, C, K, what is this CEO speech?
Does "Su" really exist?
After Shen Shuo finished speaking, he glanced at him when he didn't respond: "Well, what's the matter? Look at me like that."
"It's nothing, nothing." The boy shook his head indiscriminately, and returned to his seat in confusion.
It's too powerful, it's too powerful, is this a Xueba?Compared with this sentence, 21st place is still the first place, what is the double perfect score?
Xueba is really a terrifying existence!
☆、STK notes
After some confusion, the third class began.Unfortunately, this class is a math class. The math teacher's face is flushed, and there is a joy on his face that he wants to hide but can't completely hide.
To put it simply, it is dark and refreshing.
As soon as he came in, he said: "This mid-term exam math paper is very difficult, but everyone passed the test to their own level. Teacher, I am very happy. This time the math paper, our class scored first... ...."
"Oh oh oh..."
The booing has begun below.
"Okay, okay, everyone is happy when they are happy, and the classroom discipline must be observed. Now please ask the math class representative to distribute the test papers."
He deliberately didn't mention Shen Shuo's perfect score in mathematics, maybe it was to take care of other people's mood, but judging from his expression, one of the first in grade and the only one in the whole grade with perfect score in mathematics made him very happy in his class, Very face.In short, this is a good thing. If the teacher is happy, the students below will have a good life.
At noon, all the papers were sent out.Shao Yan stuffed his test paper under the table and walked to Shen Shuo's side.
He tried to express it with his eyes.
Shen Shuo: "..."
The two looked at each other, and Shen Shuo still took out his paper.When Shao Yan opened it to read, Ke Jieyu also came up to him.
"Chinese...is your normal level."
Shocked, Shao Yan turned his head to look at his tablemate who was muttering words. Are you high school masters so fussy? Do you know how other people's grades are?
"English..." Ke Jieyu frowned: "Did the composition go off topic?" Because of this, a relatively large point was deducted.
Shen Shuo took back the test paper and said, "I'm a little tired after two days of the test, and I didn't control it well in the end."
This is also a very normal thing. Ke Jieyu took a cursory look at it, and found that the entire English test paper was done very well, and it was the last composition that missed a lot of points.But composition inspiration is very mysterious, after all, you can't control what your mind thinks.
"You got a perfect score in math, but you lost a lot of points in English, and your final total score is still about the same as usual."
Shen Shuo smiled and said, "Fortunately, I didn't do too badly in the exam."
Ke Jieyu nodded, he returned to his seat after getting the information he wanted.Shao Yan couldn't understand their encrypted language of academic masters. He just felt that since the composition was off topic, he should be careful not to miss it next time. It's not a big problem.
After Ke Jieyu left, Shao Yan also wanted to go back, but Shen Shuo was one step ahead of him and said, "Where's your test paper?"
Shao Yan: "...Ah, um, this..."
Shen Shuo looked at his eyes and hooked his fingers, the young man pursed his lips, and finally obediently picked up the test paper and sent it to his desk.His ears were red, and he whispered, "Don't laugh, and don't be angry with me."
Shen Shuo shook his head, opened his test paper, and glanced at ten lines (mainly because there were many mistakes and nothing interesting).He saw that he had estimated his learning level before, so he was not surprised, returned the test paper to him, and said calmly:
"Continue to do the questions I gave you. You can listen to this test paper if you want to listen to the teacher, or you don't have to listen to it."
Shao Yan nodded, although his face was still hot, Shen Shuo didn't laugh at him anyway, it wasn't that embarrassing.
After returning to the seat, the shame slowly faded, and the face returned to normal heat.Holding the test paper in his hand, Shao Yan thought that if talking about teachers, then Shen Shuo is the best teacher in the world.
Do not accept rebuttal.
Gossip spread the fastest among this group of students who had nothing to do except study and exams. Before evening self-study, Shao Yan heard a gossip.
"Cheng Yang was rejected by the class flower of the second class because of his unsatisfactory midterm exam results!"
The person who spread the news for the first time must be gloating, and he can't be blamed for that. That guy has caused too much hatred in his class. He really thought that the people in his third class were bullied.
Although Ke Jieyu tried his best to pretend to be calm, the corners of his mouth that could not help but raise two points revealed his heart: "It is said that he made a promise with the second class before, and he will be No. 1 in the midterm exam. She's his girlfriend, Cheng Yang is pretty decent, Ban Hua didn't make things difficult for him, saying that as long as he can get the top three in the exam, he will be his girlfriend, unexpectedly..."
Shao Yan raised his head and sighed comfortably: "The way of heaven is reincarnation, it's not that the time has not come without reporting."
Shao Yan didn't know what happened to the others, but he looked at Xu Xiaoxiao, her melancholy for the past few days, whether it was for love or for study, was washed away. look worried.
"Hey, by the way, where did Shen Shuo go?" Shao Yan looked left and right but didn't see Shen Shuo, and couldn't help but tugged at the sleeve of his deskmate and asked.
Ke Jieyu looked helpless, sometimes he felt like the "favored concubine" used by ancient emperors to conceal the identity of the real beloved woman, a smoke stick, his tablemate did not have any dignity at all.But seeing Shao Yan's stickiness, he quickly dispelled his desire to compete for favor. After all, learning is more important than love...friendship.
"Go home, the table is cleared."
"Go home?" Shao Yan was taken aback.
"Well, it might be something." Ke Jieyu said absent-mindedly, before the bell rang, he hurriedly read the manga in his hand, so as not to be distracted by the evening self-study.
"Woo..." The boy squinted his eyes and thought for a while, then shrugged and turned back.
Go home and go home, just in case he can do the topic with peace of mind.
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......
The wisps of white smoke obscured the face of the woman opposite, making it difficult to see clearly.Shen Shuo hadn't looked at this woman's face seriously for a long, long time, but several times he found that it was a useless effort, because as soon as he closed his eyes, he dreamed back at midnight, and even before midnight, this woman's face appeared It was clearly engraved in his mind.
The woman was smiling, but the two men in front of her looked reserved.It was rare for a man who was always drunk not to drink, even his clothes were tidied up, his collar was neatly fitted, and there was even a faint scent of body wash on his body.The man's hand holding the cigarette trembled unconsciously due to years of drinking, but he tried his best to control it, and carefully inserted the cigarette into the stove in front of the woman's photo.
The gloomy air was incomparably silent, and after a long while the man spoke softly: "Xiao Shuo, he passed the No.3 exam, and he is No.20 in the whole grade..."
After he finished speaking, he stopped, as if he couldn't adapt to this "warm" atmosphere, he suddenly raised his voice and said as usual: "You brat, I'll just give you a No. 3? What’s the use of you taking the No.3 exam, why don’t you take the No.1 exam?”
He was cursing, throwing things subconsciously, as if he was used to it, but after all, in front of a woman, he finally endured it and cursed a few more times, his voice getting softer and softer, gradually listening Not anymore.Gradually, the voice of a man chattering could be heard from the room that was so narrow that it could only accommodate a few people.
The atmosphere at this moment was harmonious, there was neither violence nor endless swearing, but Shen Shuo felt a more depressing pain than usual.He stared coldly at the man who kept his head down and muttered for a while, then stood up and walked out of the room slowly.
This "home" is very small, leaving the living room, you can only go to your bedroom. Shen Shuo opened the door and walked into his room, and walked slowly to the bed.He paused for a few seconds before reaching out to pick up a silly panda doll by the bed and gently hugging it into his arms.
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......
Late at night, away from the hustle and bustle of the city streets, the villa area quietly located in the busiest area is still brightly lit, it’s already past the meal time, the boy came back late, and it’s ten o’clock after taking a shower, and he hasn’t returned to the room yet Nested in the study, sitting cross-legged on the floor reading a book.
A beautiful and gentle young woman knocked on the door and leaned out half of her body: "Yanyan, I'm sleeping."
A blanket was draped over Shao Yan's shoulders, and his hair was still a little wet. Before he raised his head, he replied, "Well, I see, right now."
"Remember to blow dry your hair before going to bed."
"Yeah." Replied perfunctorily.
Mother Shao had no choice but to close the door.Shao Yan has been reading comic books since last Sunday, and he can only read comic books for an hour a day, which is very slow.The comics are very interesting, and the expectation to share with Shen Shuo after reading the comics is even more interesting.
Shen Shuo taught him a lot, and Shao Yan often felt that it couldn't be measured by money (not to mention that the money he gave was so little), and he couldn't wait to see Shen Shuo's surprised and happy expression after getting this set of comics.Maybe he will give a rare and obvious expression, maybe he will just purse his lips and give himself a soft thank you.But no matter what it was, it made him full of expectations.
"Ah~~~" The boy stretched his waist, put his palm on his mouth and yawned: "Every time I stop at such a critical place, should I watch it or not?"
The suspense was tickling, but considering the current time and the time to wake up tomorrow morning, the boy still put down the book.He put away all the books scattered on the carpet at his feet and put them on the desk—because he had to read them in the near future, he took out the whole set of books and didn't put them back.
He is very familiar with every corner of this room. He can clearly draw a structural layout with his eyes closed, and he can pick up a book and tell its name and the stories related to it.This is Shao's father's trust in him and his promise to himself, but today when he put the book back, he suddenly noticed a locked drawer under the desk.
Because only he can touch this room, there is no place that needs to be kept secret.Seeing this lock for the first time, the boy was stunned, and began to doubt himself:
"Did I lock it?" The missing memory made him question.
"What's the matter?"
Unexpectedly, one day he would become interested in his secrets, Shao Yan was sad for a second, and soon bent down to observe the locked drawer with great interest.It was a combination lock, and the numbers were completely messed up. Shao Yan searched his memory of numbers in the past 15 years, and quickly selected a series of numbers.
I try-
wrong.
......
After three seconds.
I will try again!
Still not right.
Operate in reverse order!
Ah open.
What's the matter with this flaming and SB feeling of fighting with yourself?The young man complained silently to himself, quickly opened the drawer, and took out the contents in one go.
In fact, it was just a notebook. What was shocking was that the notebook was still locked, which made Shao Yan nervous.You think, if it were you who lost your memory and found something with two locks connected, wouldn’t you be scared to death?
"What the hell is this?" Shao Yan was curious and scared at the same time, took a deep breath, and continued to unlock according to his own habits.
Great, it's on again.
Before opening the notebook, Shao Yan was ready to write down any stupid courtship words or various criminal thoughts wandering around the edge of the newspaper, and even the decompression passwords of various A*V seeds, but when he opened it, the contents inside were beyond words. An unexpected calm:
Sunny on XX
I saw Shen Shuo again at school today, he is still alone, he has no friends.I wonder if he will feel lonely.
X month XX cloudy day
Today the physical education teacher asked us to run. Running is very tiring, but Shen Shuo doesn't seem to feel tired.
He seems to be in good shape.
X month XX heavy rain
With such a heavy rain, how could Shen Shuo go back by bike?
Sunny on XX
Shen Shuo studies very well.
Shao Yan started to read the first page: "..."
After reading the first page, Shao Yan: "!!!!!!!"
☆、Shen Shuo, I will treat you well in the future
wait, what is this?Alarm bells were ringing in the young man's heart, his big eyes were full of great doubts, and he looked at the lines of words that clearly belonged to him.
The notebook is full of his observations on Shen Shuo, and every page is full of Shen Shuo. At the end, he simply doesn't write the time and weather, and directly records all kinds of information about Shen Shuo at will:
"Shen Shuo, height 178, unknown weight, but looks very thin."
"Shen Shuo, he doesn't like to talk and is withdrawn, but he studies well and is a nice person. If you ask him questions, he will answer them patiently."
"Shen Shuo has no money. He wears very old clothes and shoes. He never buys snacks."
"Shen Shuo..."
"Shen Shuo enters the classroom at seven o'clock every day, and his bicycle is placed in the fifth parking space from left to right in the second carport. Shen Shuo has made new friends, and they will go home together recently..."
"Shen Shuo likes light cyan, and he often uses this color when painting. Shen Shuo likes to eat hand-rolled noodles, and when he goes back, he often patronizes an old shop that makes hand-rolled noodles."
"Shen Shuo..."
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Shen Shuo, Shen Shuo, Shen Shuo, Shen Shuo!
"Stk diary?"
The boy calmly closed the book, took a shallow breath, and opened it again——
"Shen Shuo—why is it Shen Shuo again!!!"
Throwing away the diary like a hot potato, the young man hugged his head silently ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
what am i doing ! !
Once again, the young man uttered his soul questioning for the second time in his life, after waking up from amnesia and discovering that he was a scumbag.
what am i doingWhat am I doing to Shen Shuo?
I'm following him?I'm investigating him?I am here......
I am here......
Shao Yan fell down on the chair all of a sudden, staring at the front with dull eyes.
what do i want to do to him
I bullied him, blackmailed him for money, always found fault with him, threatened the girls who were close to him, and forced him to a corner where he was alone.But at the same time I followed him, I investigated him, and recorded every hobby and detail that cared about him.
I......
【No, I don't want to know! 】
The brain roared in chaos.
I wrote down every story about him in the diary, which I treasured in my study and double-locked.
【No!stop, stop! ! ! 】
Even though his brain was roaring, the remaining rationality still led him to an obvious answer unwillingly and helplessly:
I like him?
......
I, Shao Yan, like a boy.
Shen Shuo.
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.......
At 10 o'clock in the morning, students rushing into the classroom with the late bus. The first [-] minutes before the morning reading is very noisy. People have clear boundaries.
Ke Jieyu turned his head and was startled immediately: "Did you stay up all night last night?"
What a big pair of bulb eyes.
Shao Yan squinted his red and swollen eyes, and just about to speak, he yawned first.
forget it. I'm done here.
Sleepy.
Shao Yan has been a good student for so many days, and today he finally experienced sleeping during class time. Although it was early reading time, it was still very experience.When the bell rang at the end of morning reading, he slowly got up from the table.
Ke Jieyu turned to look at him and asked, "What did you do last night?"
Shao Yan was weak: "Read."
"what?"
"Buddhist scriptures, self-cultivation, peace of mind—everything is empty." After finishing speaking, he clasped his hands and bowed.
Ke Jieyu: "..."
Crazy, crazy, crazy one early in the morning.
Shao Yan felt that he had emptied his heart and reached the profound realm of the unity of heaven, earth and man. He took a deep breath and silently recited a Buddhist scripture in his heart. He turned around and looked at a young man in the seat behind him.
......
In an instant, his face became hot, and the turbulent and suppressed emotions in his chest were like violent waves breaking a bank, which almost threw him to death on the coastline.
Fuck, fuck, can't see, can't see!
He turned his head sharply.
Ahhhh I'm dying!
After he found that notebook last night, his outlook on life had been greatly shaken.
I like boys.
I like Shen Shuo.
I like boys.
I like Shen Shuo.
......
I don't know which one has the greater impact of liking boys or liking Shen Shuo, but anyway, whichever is more than he can bear.He adjusted his mind all night, and finally accepted that he likes boys and Shen Shuo, but when he saw Shen Shuo's face at school, his mentality collapsed again.
Ahhhhh how can I like Shen Shuo! ! ! !
It's not good who I like. Why should I like Shen Shuo? I like Ke Jieyu... Uh, I probably don't like Ke Jieyu.
Leaving aside Ke Jieyu's innocent shot, Shao Yan's mentality collapsed anyway, he couldn't concentrate, he couldn't study hard, he couldn't stop his back and neck from trembling, all he had to do was think of Shen Shuo sitting Behind him, he could see himself as soon as he raised his eyes. He panicked and trembled unconsciously, like a lost lamb who had encountered a ferocious and hungry wolf!
"Hey Shaoyan, what's wrong with you, your face is so red?"
Shao Yan waved his hand feebly, without strength: "Leave me alone."
"..."
When Shao Yan saw Shen Shuo—the pheasant met the weasel, this was Shao Yan's allegory for himself in the midst of suffering. In order not to encounter the weasel, Shao Yan avoided Shen Shuo for a whole day.
This is very obvious, because usually there is nothing to do, at least at noon, Shao Yan will definitely go to deliver snacks to Shen Shuo. What's wrong, let alone being so careful.
At the end of the third class in the afternoon, before the last self-study class, Shen Shuo walked out of the teacher's office and met Shao Yan who was going to the toilet.
The eyes of the two collided, and the boy became visibly cramped. His eyes flickered, he dodged to the side, and he walked past Shen Shuo quickly with his lips pursed. He couldn't even make a basic social smile. .It was rare for Shen Shuo to look back at his back. When the young man passed by, there was a very light milk fragrance on his body. This should be the smell of his body wash. It was especially clear on the morning of their weekend tutoring.
Shao Yan's battle to avoid Shen Shuo lasted for less than a day, because the last class of the day was reading, and it was said that the class was actually only 10 minutes, which was dedicated to allowing students to read or practice calligraphy.At that time, their Chinese teacher asked them to form a group of three to four people to supervise and learn from each other, and to submit a reading experience every week.At that time, Shao Yan grabbed Shen Shuo's clothes without even thinking about it, and forced him to be in the same group as him. Thinking about it now, he was really too young.
impulse.
Reading can be done in the classroom or in the school reading room. They just finished reading the last book of their group. Ke Jieyu took advantage of the recess in the classroom to frantically do the questions, put the book on the table and said: "Shao Yan Shen Shuo you The two of you should return the book, and discuss borrowing a new one."
Shao Yan stood less than [-] centimeters away from Shen Shuo, his scalp was numb and his back was densely covered with goosebumps, in order to restrain himself from losing his composure on the spot, he gritted his teeth so hard.
"This, no need, I myself..."
"Didn't it be agreed that at least two people must agree to choose a book?" Shen Shuo interrupted suddenly.
Yeah, yeah, who made such a silly proposal?
Shao Yan really wanted to say NO, but too obvious avoidance would make people suspicious. He had no choice but to pick up the book and follow behind Shen Shuo slowly.The distance between the two people is less than one footstep, but they are well staggered in a position that is convenient for talking, neither alienated nor close.
The boy in front suddenly stopped.Shao Yan didn't notice that he stepped out and walked up to him.
"You..." Shen Shuo opened his mouth, and Shao Yan could already hear the buzzing in his ears, and it was hard for him to distinguish his words:
"You didn't sleep well last night?"
"Well, I suffered from insomnia yesterday."
"Really." Shen Shuo lowered his eyes slightly, looking thoughtfully at the young man in front of him who was trying to lower his head.
Shao Yan was extremely nervous. His mind was in such a state of confusion that he could barely figure out why he was so nervous. He could only feel his ears burning hot, and his cheeks were as red as fire under the young man's probing eyes. Moving his lips, it took a long time for him to say a word:
"Why, why don't you wear new shoes?"
The old shoes that Shen Shuo wore today are really old, and it can be seen that they have been washed several times.Shen Shuo looked down and said, "It will be changed tomorrow."
He spoke casually, but Shao Yan felt his heart suddenly pricked by a rose thorn.Tiny pains came out of a small hole bit by bit, and slowly swelled to occupy his entire chest.
He whispered, "I'm sorry."
Shen Shuo turned around: "What?"
Shao Yan stared at his feet with an uncomfortable and guilty expression: "I'm sorry, I bullied you before."
"..."
They have always avoided talking about this issue, because no matter how much they talked about what happened, Shao Yan thought that he could prove his future with actions, and Shen Shuo probably never cared about his apology.
The air seemed to be suddenly moved from the greenhouse to the freezer. After a moment of oppressive silence, the boy said, "It's okay, I forgive you."
Shao Yan's expression was not much better. He looked at Shen Shuo with a kind of sadness and guilt that Shen Shuo couldn't understand. Compared with facing a classmate who had been bullied by him, that feeling was more serious. It was like facing a flower that had been destroyed by a violent storm.
Shen Shuo:? ? ? ? ?
In wordless sadness, Shao Yan slowly opened his mouth and said:
"In the future, I will treat you well in the future."
Shen Shuo: "..."
The young man seemed to be swearing an oath and persuading himself, he said emphatically, "I will definitely treat you well in the future!"
"......thanks?"
The boy raised his head suddenly, and shot a shining and resolute light from his black and clear eyes: "Shen Shuo, I will treat you well!"
Shen Shuo: "I said thank you."
The young man who had been under some shadow since the morning finally regained his former spirit, his eyes shone brightly, and his face had a smile that could melt glaciers:
"Go, brother Shuo! Let's go to the library together!"
"..."
☆, good to you = find you a girlfriend
Once Shao Yan said he wanted to be nice to someone, he was really being nice to someone.
In physical education class on Friday afternoon, the whistle on the runway had already been blown five or six times. The boy was still mingling with the crowd by the sandpit, holding a bottle of mineral water in his hand, watching nervously as the boy sprinted faster on the runway a few meters away. , stepped heavily in front of a white line——
"Brother Shuo." Seeing the young man walking towards him, Shao Yan waved his arms and squeezed out of the crowd. He twisted the tightly screwed bottle cap a few times with his fingers, and only passed the water when he got close.
Shen Shuo took the drink of water. It's mid-November now, but he took off his school uniform and only had a bottoming T-shirt. The bottom of the T-shirt was yellow and the collar was slightly rolled up, but because the boy had fair skin and slender limbs, Such a simple and plain dress reveals a bit of chic and uninhibited.
"Brother Shuo, you were really good just now, you jumped very far, and your posture is very beautiful, I think you will
"I haven't touched the chopsticks yet." It was true, he hadn't even touched the chopsticks yet.
Shen Shuo didn't expect that one day he would be choked up by what he said, but Shao Yan moved quickly, and quickly put half of the meat on his plate.
"Ah, I'm starting." After finishing this, the boy bowed his head to eat.
"..." The matter was irreversible, Shen Shuo could only bow his head and eat.
Shao Yan lowered his head, chewing the rice bite by bite, the corners of his mouth unstoppably raised.He knew that Shen Shuo only said those words to fight back against him. With his personality, it is false not to eat food that others have touched, and it is true not to have too close contact with people.When he thinks that he can make Shen Shuo deflated, the corners of his mouth just drop down.
After eating, Shao Yan devoted himself to his studies obediently. It was strange to say that his student life, except for exams, was preparation for exams. The days went round and round, and there was a sports meeting in between. There was no exciting high school life as imagined.
He told his doubts to his deskmate, and his deskmate replied:
"Otherwise, what else do you want to do?"
"..."
Uh, how about some innocent high school flings and romances every once in a while?Ah, by the way, there are ambiguities and romances, but the protagonist is not him.
Thinking of Xu Xiaoxiao and that unknown girl, the boy's heart trembled, and he quickly focused on his studies.
As the saying goes, when you are afraid of one thing, time will pass quickly.Soon, Tuesday will be here.
Shao Yan could clearly feel the slightly tense atmosphere in the class, and even his usually calm deskmate was a little shaken.For this reason, Shao Yan deliberately asked:
"Are you worried?"
Ke's deskmate looked at him speechlessly.
Shao Yan: Well, whatever, anyway, he is at the bottom of the list and fearless.
Doing exercises between classes, in the loud and clear rhythm of morning exercises, 5 minutes passed quickly.The principal stepped onto the podium and said to everyone:
"Students and teachers, another half semester has passed..." No one was listening to this set of official speeches, and the time seemed to jump, and soon came to the important part:
"First of all, on behalf of the school, I would like to commend the following students with full marks in each subject. They are:—"
"Student Shen Shuo from class three—"
Shao Yan's eyes widened all of a sudden, so fast?The key point comes at once, it's too unpredictable, right?
"Student Shen Shuo, got full marks in both mathematics and science and comprehensive subjects."
As soon as he finished speaking, the ground below began to vibrate.Because this year's mathematics is particularly difficult, not to say that it is particularly difficult as a whole, but that there is a particularly difficult question in one of the fill-in-the-blank questions. Although the score is small, it also stumps many top students who are originally good at mathematics.I thought that everyone would lose points, so forget it, but I didn't expect to get full marks.
99 points and 100 points have never been the same.
Shao Yan didn't understand the difficulty of mathematics this time. Seeing everyone's surprise, he hurriedly asked the students next to him: "Why, is it very good? Isn't the perfect score in both items very good?"
The classmate nodded: "As far as the difficulty of this midterm exam is concerned, I think it is very good."
Shao Yan is happy, Shao Yan is satisfied.
He didn't drag Shen Shuo down, great! !
The principal continued: "Gu Peipei, full marks in English, Science, and Comprehensive, Zhang Shaoyou, full marks in English, Science, and Comprehensive, Chen Ping, full marks in Literature..."
"Ke Jieyu, perfect score in science and technology. Cheng Yang, perfect score in science and technology..."
Ah that scumbag.
The boy's ears perked up, and then he was satisfied. As long as that scumbag doesn't have a perfect score in both events and math, it's equivalent to winning.
He listened carefully, except for Shen Shuo, it seemed that the only boy with perfect marks in mathematics, but that boy only had perfect marks in mathematics, so he was quite behind. Simply put, Shen Shuo took the limelight.Shao Yan was overjoyed, and there were many other people in the class who were in the same mood as him. Shen Shuo was rarely surrounded by people after returning to the classroom.
Shao Yan and You Rongyan didn't join in at this time, humming softly to prepare for the next class, when they heard their tablemate sigh and say, "I didn't expect Shen Shuo to be able to get perfect marks in mathematics, but I can understand."
Shao Yan: "Amazing~"
"What does he have to do with you?"
"...Just, classmate relationship, ah."
Ke's deskmate was speechless.
"The report card is posted on the bulletin board!" Someone yelled, and everyone ran out to watch. Shao Yan and Ke Jieyu could only squeeze in when they passed by. These top students, besides their own grades, also care about other people's , Occupying a seat one after another refused to leave.Shao Yan was different, he only cared about a few people.His eyes quickly moved to the middle position:
"30, no, 29 is not... 25 is not." His heart became a little nervous, but soon:
"21, Shen Shuo!" He raised his voice all of a sudden, and soon came to his senses. He opened his eyes wide and reconfirmed that there was indeed Shen Shuo next to 21!
Although 21st place is very good, it seems that it is not a very happy ranking for those who have perfect scores in both items.Shao Yan calmed down and looked from top to bottom:
No.1: Gu Peipei
Ok.
No.2: Ke Jieyu
Ok.
No.3......
Wait, who is No.2?Shao Yan moved his eyes quickly:
No.2: Ke Jieyu
The name is confirmed, it is his deskmate.
Shao Yan at this moment: How can I be honored with you, how can I be honored with you!
"Ke Jieyu, look, you are No.2!"
Ke Jieyu, whose clothes were pulled by him, said helplessly: "I saw it a long time ago, it's not No.1, so don't be so shocked."
"But there is only one point difference between you and No.1...!"
"A difference of 1 point is a lot of difference, and the people below are only 1 point behind me."
This is true, there are many people with the same results below.
"Wait, who's the number one?" Shao Yan looked down again:
No.4, Cheng Yang, only two points behind Ke Jieyu.
Well, very good, Shao Yan is satisfied.
"Let's go." Shao Yan and Ke Jieyu squeezed out of the crowd and walked quickly to the classroom.
As soon as Shao Yan entered the door, he saw that Shen Shuo was sitting on the seat without moving. He walked up quickly, patted his table with his palm lightly, and said, "Shen Shuo, you are number 21."
Shen Shuo nodded, and replied: "Yes."
Isn't he excited at the 21st place? It really is a top student.In other words, he was only 21st, so he might not be happy yet.That's right, he was the first student to be named by the principal, but the final score was only 20th. Does this make people happy?
Thinking about it this way, the boy's words changed.He faltered, trying to think of comforting words:
"Twenty-one students are amazing. It's totally unimaginable. We have 21 classes in the second year of high school, with a total of more than 8 students, 400 students..." He said too much confusion, Shen Shuo looked up at him strangely , This glance made Shao Yan even more nervous, and his mind was almost blank. Fortunately, at the critical moment, Ke Tong came to the rescue:
"Shen Shuo, how do you solve that math problem?"
That way?Which way?
Shen Shuo quickly said a formula that Shao Yan couldn't understand, and then said: "This question is in "High School Fun Mathematics". I happened to see it a few days ago. I didn't expect it to be exactly the same."
"In "High School Fun Math"?" Ke Jieyu frowned: "Is there?"
"Yes." Shen Shuo raised his head and looked at him, and said quickly, "Volume 2, page 32."
What he said was too definite and exact, and it was impossible for him to say so accurately if he didn't have a deep memory. Ke Jieyu nodded in a daze, and walked back to his seat.
Shao Yan saw that he took out a book from his bag, and ignored him, looking back at Shen Shuo.
Shen Shuo's face is still calm, but for some reason, Shao Yan always feels that the current him is different from the one who talked to Ke Jieyu just now.
Shen Shuo looked at him and said lightly, "What did you want to say just now?"
Shao Yan: "......Uh, you are all so good, I am so stupid, and my grades are so bad..."
Shen Shuo interrupted him rarely, and said in a calm but firm tone: "I will be responsible for your grades."
The language still stuck in the boy's throat suddenly collapsed, like a cloud being hit in the middle by a bullet, the cloud dispersed and turned into nothingness in an instant.
F, U, C, K, what is this CEO speech?
Does "Su" really exist?
After Shen Shuo finished speaking, he glanced at him when he didn't respond: "Well, what's the matter? Look at me like that."
"It's nothing, nothing." The boy shook his head indiscriminately, and returned to his seat in confusion.
It's too powerful, it's too powerful, is this a Xueba?Compared with this sentence, 21st place is still the first place, what is the double perfect score?
Xueba is really a terrifying existence!
☆、STK notes
After some confusion, the third class began.Unfortunately, this class is a math class. The math teacher's face is flushed, and there is a joy on his face that he wants to hide but can't completely hide.
To put it simply, it is dark and refreshing.
As soon as he came in, he said: "This mid-term exam math paper is very difficult, but everyone passed the test to their own level. Teacher, I am very happy. This time the math paper, our class scored first... ...."
"Oh oh oh..."
The booing has begun below.
"Okay, okay, everyone is happy when they are happy, and the classroom discipline must be observed. Now please ask the math class representative to distribute the test papers."
He deliberately didn't mention Shen Shuo's perfect score in mathematics, maybe it was to take care of other people's mood, but judging from his expression, one of the first in grade and the only one in the whole grade with perfect score in mathematics made him very happy in his class, Very face.In short, this is a good thing. If the teacher is happy, the students below will have a good life.
At noon, all the papers were sent out.Shao Yan stuffed his test paper under the table and walked to Shen Shuo's side.
He tried to express it with his eyes.
Shen Shuo: "..."
The two looked at each other, and Shen Shuo still took out his paper.When Shao Yan opened it to read, Ke Jieyu also came up to him.
"Chinese...is your normal level."
Shocked, Shao Yan turned his head to look at his tablemate who was muttering words. Are you high school masters so fussy? Do you know how other people's grades are?
"English..." Ke Jieyu frowned: "Did the composition go off topic?" Because of this, a relatively large point was deducted.
Shen Shuo took back the test paper and said, "I'm a little tired after two days of the test, and I didn't control it well in the end."
This is also a very normal thing. Ke Jieyu took a cursory look at it, and found that the entire English test paper was done very well, and it was the last composition that missed a lot of points.But composition inspiration is very mysterious, after all, you can't control what your mind thinks.
"You got a perfect score in math, but you lost a lot of points in English, and your final total score is still about the same as usual."
Shen Shuo smiled and said, "Fortunately, I didn't do too badly in the exam."
Ke Jieyu nodded, he returned to his seat after getting the information he wanted.Shao Yan couldn't understand their encrypted language of academic masters. He just felt that since the composition was off topic, he should be careful not to miss it next time. It's not a big problem.
After Ke Jieyu left, Shao Yan also wanted to go back, but Shen Shuo was one step ahead of him and said, "Where's your test paper?"
Shao Yan: "...Ah, um, this..."
Shen Shuo looked at his eyes and hooked his fingers, the young man pursed his lips, and finally obediently picked up the test paper and sent it to his desk.His ears were red, and he whispered, "Don't laugh, and don't be angry with me."
Shen Shuo shook his head, opened his test paper, and glanced at ten lines (mainly because there were many mistakes and nothing interesting).He saw that he had estimated his learning level before, so he was not surprised, returned the test paper to him, and said calmly:
"Continue to do the questions I gave you. You can listen to this test paper if you want to listen to the teacher, or you don't have to listen to it."
Shao Yan nodded, although his face was still hot, Shen Shuo didn't laugh at him anyway, it wasn't that embarrassing.
After returning to the seat, the shame slowly faded, and the face returned to normal heat.Holding the test paper in his hand, Shao Yan thought that if talking about teachers, then Shen Shuo is the best teacher in the world.
Do not accept rebuttal.
Gossip spread the fastest among this group of students who had nothing to do except study and exams. Before evening self-study, Shao Yan heard a gossip.
"Cheng Yang was rejected by the class flower of the second class because of his unsatisfactory midterm exam results!"
The person who spread the news for the first time must be gloating, and he can't be blamed for that. That guy has caused too much hatred in his class. He really thought that the people in his third class were bullied.
Although Ke Jieyu tried his best to pretend to be calm, the corners of his mouth that could not help but raise two points revealed his heart: "It is said that he made a promise with the second class before, and he will be No. 1 in the midterm exam. She's his girlfriend, Cheng Yang is pretty decent, Ban Hua didn't make things difficult for him, saying that as long as he can get the top three in the exam, he will be his girlfriend, unexpectedly..."
Shao Yan raised his head and sighed comfortably: "The way of heaven is reincarnation, it's not that the time has not come without reporting."
Shao Yan didn't know what happened to the others, but he looked at Xu Xiaoxiao, her melancholy for the past few days, whether it was for love or for study, was washed away. look worried.
"Hey, by the way, where did Shen Shuo go?" Shao Yan looked left and right but didn't see Shen Shuo, and couldn't help but tugged at the sleeve of his deskmate and asked.
Ke Jieyu looked helpless, sometimes he felt like the "favored concubine" used by ancient emperors to conceal the identity of the real beloved woman, a smoke stick, his tablemate did not have any dignity at all.But seeing Shao Yan's stickiness, he quickly dispelled his desire to compete for favor. After all, learning is more important than love...friendship.
"Go home, the table is cleared."
"Go home?" Shao Yan was taken aback.
"Well, it might be something." Ke Jieyu said absent-mindedly, before the bell rang, he hurriedly read the manga in his hand, so as not to be distracted by the evening self-study.
"Woo..." The boy squinted his eyes and thought for a while, then shrugged and turned back.
Go home and go home, just in case he can do the topic with peace of mind.
......
......
The wisps of white smoke obscured the face of the woman opposite, making it difficult to see clearly.Shen Shuo hadn't looked at this woman's face seriously for a long, long time, but several times he found that it was a useless effort, because as soon as he closed his eyes, he dreamed back at midnight, and even before midnight, this woman's face appeared It was clearly engraved in his mind.
The woman was smiling, but the two men in front of her looked reserved.It was rare for a man who was always drunk not to drink, even his clothes were tidied up, his collar was neatly fitted, and there was even a faint scent of body wash on his body.The man's hand holding the cigarette trembled unconsciously due to years of drinking, but he tried his best to control it, and carefully inserted the cigarette into the stove in front of the woman's photo.
The gloomy air was incomparably silent, and after a long while the man spoke softly: "Xiao Shuo, he passed the No.3 exam, and he is No.20 in the whole grade..."
After he finished speaking, he stopped, as if he couldn't adapt to this "warm" atmosphere, he suddenly raised his voice and said as usual: "You brat, I'll just give you a No. 3? What’s the use of you taking the No.3 exam, why don’t you take the No.1 exam?”
He was cursing, throwing things subconsciously, as if he was used to it, but after all, in front of a woman, he finally endured it and cursed a few more times, his voice getting softer and softer, gradually listening Not anymore.Gradually, the voice of a man chattering could be heard from the room that was so narrow that it could only accommodate a few people.
The atmosphere at this moment was harmonious, there was neither violence nor endless swearing, but Shen Shuo felt a more depressing pain than usual.He stared coldly at the man who kept his head down and muttered for a while, then stood up and walked out of the room slowly.
This "home" is very small, leaving the living room, you can only go to your bedroom. Shen Shuo opened the door and walked into his room, and walked slowly to the bed.He paused for a few seconds before reaching out to pick up a silly panda doll by the bed and gently hugging it into his arms.
......
......
Late at night, away from the hustle and bustle of the city streets, the villa area quietly located in the busiest area is still brightly lit, it’s already past the meal time, the boy came back late, and it’s ten o’clock after taking a shower, and he hasn’t returned to the room yet Nested in the study, sitting cross-legged on the floor reading a book.
A beautiful and gentle young woman knocked on the door and leaned out half of her body: "Yanyan, I'm sleeping."
A blanket was draped over Shao Yan's shoulders, and his hair was still a little wet. Before he raised his head, he replied, "Well, I see, right now."
"Remember to blow dry your hair before going to bed."
"Yeah." Replied perfunctorily.
Mother Shao had no choice but to close the door.Shao Yan has been reading comic books since last Sunday, and he can only read comic books for an hour a day, which is very slow.The comics are very interesting, and the expectation to share with Shen Shuo after reading the comics is even more interesting.
Shen Shuo taught him a lot, and Shao Yan often felt that it couldn't be measured by money (not to mention that the money he gave was so little), and he couldn't wait to see Shen Shuo's surprised and happy expression after getting this set of comics.Maybe he will give a rare and obvious expression, maybe he will just purse his lips and give himself a soft thank you.But no matter what it was, it made him full of expectations.
"Ah~~~" The boy stretched his waist, put his palm on his mouth and yawned: "Every time I stop at such a critical place, should I watch it or not?"
The suspense was tickling, but considering the current time and the time to wake up tomorrow morning, the boy still put down the book.He put away all the books scattered on the carpet at his feet and put them on the desk—because he had to read them in the near future, he took out the whole set of books and didn't put them back.
He is very familiar with every corner of this room. He can clearly draw a structural layout with his eyes closed, and he can pick up a book and tell its name and the stories related to it.This is Shao's father's trust in him and his promise to himself, but today when he put the book back, he suddenly noticed a locked drawer under the desk.
Because only he can touch this room, there is no place that needs to be kept secret.Seeing this lock for the first time, the boy was stunned, and began to doubt himself:
"Did I lock it?" The missing memory made him question.
"What's the matter?"
Unexpectedly, one day he would become interested in his secrets, Shao Yan was sad for a second, and soon bent down to observe the locked drawer with great interest.It was a combination lock, and the numbers were completely messed up. Shao Yan searched his memory of numbers in the past 15 years, and quickly selected a series of numbers.
I try-
wrong.
......
After three seconds.
I will try again!
Still not right.
Operate in reverse order!
Ah open.
What's the matter with this flaming and SB feeling of fighting with yourself?The young man complained silently to himself, quickly opened the drawer, and took out the contents in one go.
In fact, it was just a notebook. What was shocking was that the notebook was still locked, which made Shao Yan nervous.You think, if it were you who lost your memory and found something with two locks connected, wouldn’t you be scared to death?
"What the hell is this?" Shao Yan was curious and scared at the same time, took a deep breath, and continued to unlock according to his own habits.
Great, it's on again.
Before opening the notebook, Shao Yan was ready to write down any stupid courtship words or various criminal thoughts wandering around the edge of the newspaper, and even the decompression passwords of various A*V seeds, but when he opened it, the contents inside were beyond words. An unexpected calm:
Sunny on XX
I saw Shen Shuo again at school today, he is still alone, he has no friends.I wonder if he will feel lonely.
X month XX cloudy day
Today the physical education teacher asked us to run. Running is very tiring, but Shen Shuo doesn't seem to feel tired.
He seems to be in good shape.
X month XX heavy rain
With such a heavy rain, how could Shen Shuo go back by bike?
Sunny on XX
Shen Shuo studies very well.
Shao Yan started to read the first page: "..."
After reading the first page, Shao Yan: "!!!!!!!"
☆、Shen Shuo, I will treat you well in the future
wait, what is this?Alarm bells were ringing in the young man's heart, his big eyes were full of great doubts, and he looked at the lines of words that clearly belonged to him.
The notebook is full of his observations on Shen Shuo, and every page is full of Shen Shuo. At the end, he simply doesn't write the time and weather, and directly records all kinds of information about Shen Shuo at will:
"Shen Shuo, height 178, unknown weight, but looks very thin."
"Shen Shuo, he doesn't like to talk and is withdrawn, but he studies well and is a nice person. If you ask him questions, he will answer them patiently."
"Shen Shuo has no money. He wears very old clothes and shoes. He never buys snacks."
"Shen Shuo..."
"Shen Shuo enters the classroom at seven o'clock every day, and his bicycle is placed in the fifth parking space from left to right in the second carport. Shen Shuo has made new friends, and they will go home together recently..."
"Shen Shuo likes light cyan, and he often uses this color when painting. Shen Shuo likes to eat hand-rolled noodles, and when he goes back, he often patronizes an old shop that makes hand-rolled noodles."
"Shen Shuo..."
......
......
......
......
Shen Shuo, Shen Shuo, Shen Shuo, Shen Shuo!
"Stk diary?"
The boy calmly closed the book, took a shallow breath, and opened it again——
"Shen Shuo—why is it Shen Shuo again!!!"
Throwing away the diary like a hot potato, the young man hugged his head silently ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
what am i doing ! !
Once again, the young man uttered his soul questioning for the second time in his life, after waking up from amnesia and discovering that he was a scumbag.
what am i doingWhat am I doing to Shen Shuo?
I'm following him?I'm investigating him?I am here......
I am here......
Shao Yan fell down on the chair all of a sudden, staring at the front with dull eyes.
what do i want to do to him
I bullied him, blackmailed him for money, always found fault with him, threatened the girls who were close to him, and forced him to a corner where he was alone.But at the same time I followed him, I investigated him, and recorded every hobby and detail that cared about him.
I......
【No, I don't want to know! 】
The brain roared in chaos.
I wrote down every story about him in the diary, which I treasured in my study and double-locked.
【No!stop, stop! ! ! 】
Even though his brain was roaring, the remaining rationality still led him to an obvious answer unwillingly and helplessly:
I like him?
......
I, Shao Yan, like a boy.
Shen Shuo.
......
.......
At 10 o'clock in the morning, students rushing into the classroom with the late bus. The first [-] minutes before the morning reading is very noisy. People have clear boundaries.
Ke Jieyu turned his head and was startled immediately: "Did you stay up all night last night?"
What a big pair of bulb eyes.
Shao Yan squinted his red and swollen eyes, and just about to speak, he yawned first.
forget it. I'm done here.
Sleepy.
Shao Yan has been a good student for so many days, and today he finally experienced sleeping during class time. Although it was early reading time, it was still very experience.When the bell rang at the end of morning reading, he slowly got up from the table.
Ke Jieyu turned to look at him and asked, "What did you do last night?"
Shao Yan was weak: "Read."
"what?"
"Buddhist scriptures, self-cultivation, peace of mind—everything is empty." After finishing speaking, he clasped his hands and bowed.
Ke Jieyu: "..."
Crazy, crazy, crazy one early in the morning.
Shao Yan felt that he had emptied his heart and reached the profound realm of the unity of heaven, earth and man. He took a deep breath and silently recited a Buddhist scripture in his heart. He turned around and looked at a young man in the seat behind him.
......
In an instant, his face became hot, and the turbulent and suppressed emotions in his chest were like violent waves breaking a bank, which almost threw him to death on the coastline.
Fuck, fuck, can't see, can't see!
He turned his head sharply.
Ahhhh I'm dying!
After he found that notebook last night, his outlook on life had been greatly shaken.
I like boys.
I like Shen Shuo.
I like boys.
I like Shen Shuo.
......
I don't know which one has the greater impact of liking boys or liking Shen Shuo, but anyway, whichever is more than he can bear.He adjusted his mind all night, and finally accepted that he likes boys and Shen Shuo, but when he saw Shen Shuo's face at school, his mentality collapsed again.
Ahhhhh how can I like Shen Shuo! ! ! !
It's not good who I like. Why should I like Shen Shuo? I like Ke Jieyu... Uh, I probably don't like Ke Jieyu.
Leaving aside Ke Jieyu's innocent shot, Shao Yan's mentality collapsed anyway, he couldn't concentrate, he couldn't study hard, he couldn't stop his back and neck from trembling, all he had to do was think of Shen Shuo sitting Behind him, he could see himself as soon as he raised his eyes. He panicked and trembled unconsciously, like a lost lamb who had encountered a ferocious and hungry wolf!
"Hey Shaoyan, what's wrong with you, your face is so red?"
Shao Yan waved his hand feebly, without strength: "Leave me alone."
"..."
When Shao Yan saw Shen Shuo—the pheasant met the weasel, this was Shao Yan's allegory for himself in the midst of suffering. In order not to encounter the weasel, Shao Yan avoided Shen Shuo for a whole day.
This is very obvious, because usually there is nothing to do, at least at noon, Shao Yan will definitely go to deliver snacks to Shen Shuo. What's wrong, let alone being so careful.
At the end of the third class in the afternoon, before the last self-study class, Shen Shuo walked out of the teacher's office and met Shao Yan who was going to the toilet.
The eyes of the two collided, and the boy became visibly cramped. His eyes flickered, he dodged to the side, and he walked past Shen Shuo quickly with his lips pursed. He couldn't even make a basic social smile. .It was rare for Shen Shuo to look back at his back. When the young man passed by, there was a very light milk fragrance on his body. This should be the smell of his body wash. It was especially clear on the morning of their weekend tutoring.
Shao Yan's battle to avoid Shen Shuo lasted for less than a day, because the last class of the day was reading, and it was said that the class was actually only 10 minutes, which was dedicated to allowing students to read or practice calligraphy.At that time, their Chinese teacher asked them to form a group of three to four people to supervise and learn from each other, and to submit a reading experience every week.At that time, Shao Yan grabbed Shen Shuo's clothes without even thinking about it, and forced him to be in the same group as him. Thinking about it now, he was really too young.
impulse.
Reading can be done in the classroom or in the school reading room. They just finished reading the last book of their group. Ke Jieyu took advantage of the recess in the classroom to frantically do the questions, put the book on the table and said: "Shao Yan Shen Shuo you The two of you should return the book, and discuss borrowing a new one."
Shao Yan stood less than [-] centimeters away from Shen Shuo, his scalp was numb and his back was densely covered with goosebumps, in order to restrain himself from losing his composure on the spot, he gritted his teeth so hard.
"This, no need, I myself..."
"Didn't it be agreed that at least two people must agree to choose a book?" Shen Shuo interrupted suddenly.
Yeah, yeah, who made such a silly proposal?
Shao Yan really wanted to say NO, but too obvious avoidance would make people suspicious. He had no choice but to pick up the book and follow behind Shen Shuo slowly.The distance between the two people is less than one footstep, but they are well staggered in a position that is convenient for talking, neither alienated nor close.
The boy in front suddenly stopped.Shao Yan didn't notice that he stepped out and walked up to him.
"You..." Shen Shuo opened his mouth, and Shao Yan could already hear the buzzing in his ears, and it was hard for him to distinguish his words:
"You didn't sleep well last night?"
"Well, I suffered from insomnia yesterday."
"Really." Shen Shuo lowered his eyes slightly, looking thoughtfully at the young man in front of him who was trying to lower his head.
Shao Yan was extremely nervous. His mind was in such a state of confusion that he could barely figure out why he was so nervous. He could only feel his ears burning hot, and his cheeks were as red as fire under the young man's probing eyes. Moving his lips, it took a long time for him to say a word:
"Why, why don't you wear new shoes?"
The old shoes that Shen Shuo wore today are really old, and it can be seen that they have been washed several times.Shen Shuo looked down and said, "It will be changed tomorrow."
He spoke casually, but Shao Yan felt his heart suddenly pricked by a rose thorn.Tiny pains came out of a small hole bit by bit, and slowly swelled to occupy his entire chest.
He whispered, "I'm sorry."
Shen Shuo turned around: "What?"
Shao Yan stared at his feet with an uncomfortable and guilty expression: "I'm sorry, I bullied you before."
"..."
They have always avoided talking about this issue, because no matter how much they talked about what happened, Shao Yan thought that he could prove his future with actions, and Shen Shuo probably never cared about his apology.
The air seemed to be suddenly moved from the greenhouse to the freezer. After a moment of oppressive silence, the boy said, "It's okay, I forgive you."
Shao Yan's expression was not much better. He looked at Shen Shuo with a kind of sadness and guilt that Shen Shuo couldn't understand. Compared with facing a classmate who had been bullied by him, that feeling was more serious. It was like facing a flower that had been destroyed by a violent storm.
Shen Shuo:? ? ? ? ?
In wordless sadness, Shao Yan slowly opened his mouth and said:
"In the future, I will treat you well in the future."
Shen Shuo: "..."
The young man seemed to be swearing an oath and persuading himself, he said emphatically, "I will definitely treat you well in the future!"
"......thanks?"
The boy raised his head suddenly, and shot a shining and resolute light from his black and clear eyes: "Shen Shuo, I will treat you well!"
Shen Shuo: "I said thank you."
The young man who had been under some shadow since the morning finally regained his former spirit, his eyes shone brightly, and his face had a smile that could melt glaciers:
"Go, brother Shuo! Let's go to the library together!"
"..."
☆, good to you = find you a girlfriend
Once Shao Yan said he wanted to be nice to someone, he was really being nice to someone.
In physical education class on Friday afternoon, the whistle on the runway had already been blown five or six times. The boy was still mingling with the crowd by the sandpit, holding a bottle of mineral water in his hand, watching nervously as the boy sprinted faster on the runway a few meters away. , stepped heavily in front of a white line——
"Brother Shuo." Seeing the young man walking towards him, Shao Yan waved his arms and squeezed out of the crowd. He twisted the tightly screwed bottle cap a few times with his fingers, and only passed the water when he got close.
Shen Shuo took the drink of water. It's mid-November now, but he took off his school uniform and only had a bottoming T-shirt. The bottom of the T-shirt was yellow and the collar was slightly rolled up, but because the boy had fair skin and slender limbs, Such a simple and plain dress reveals a bit of chic and uninhibited.
"Brother Shuo, you were really good just now, you jumped very far, and your posture is very beautiful, I think you will
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