I was attacked by the cubs raised

When Chen Ci said the last sentence, his voice was already inaudible.Li Qiu felt his weak heartbeat, held him in his arms, and kept calling his name: "Chen Ci, Chen Ci!"

"Just wait a little longer, they'll be here soon, you'll be fine...you trust me, wait a little longer..."

There were two powerless times in Li Qiu's life, one was at Li Lin's funeral, he had said countless times that he wanted her to live a better life, but he didn't even have the money to bury her; Ci's situation is getting worse and worse, but nothing can be done.

In fact, Chen Ci didn't need to overthrow him, so he wouldn't be the one who was bitten by the snake.

Is this world going to let all the people he cares about leave him?

Li Qiu thought numbly, I just want to live well.

Is it that hard?

There are parents who love themselves and never abandon themselves; he and Xie Cheng can spend their school days in the same school, even if it is the worst middle school, it doesn't matter; Li Lin's bedside will always have her favorite pistachios, She and Xie Xingyu don't have to be bound by misunderstandings, and they will be together happily forever; Yan An doesn't have to carry too much burden for life in advance, he may not be mature, but he must be naive at this age; Chen Ci can stand upright Tell him in front of his father: Even if I don't have the aura of my father's generation, even if I am gay, I can still make you think I am excellent.

Is it that hard?

Why did he have to beat him to the ground every time after he thought it would be a bright future?

This dog. Fuck life.

Li Qiu wiped away his tears, hugged Chen Ci, and said a lot of things upside down, not knowing whether to tell him or himself.Chen Ci's forehead was very hot, Li Qiu didn't dare to act rashly, he only tried his heartbeat from time to time, and only after confirming that it was still beating did he forcefully relax.

The rain outside did not know when it became smaller, and there were only drizzles.The sun shone through the clouds and layers of branches and leaves, and then shone into the forest.The surroundings became extremely quiet, and Li Qiu suddenly heard a familiar voice.

"Brother - Li Qiu!"

Yan An? !

Li Qiu straightened up, before thinking about why Yan An was here, he shouted: "Xiao An—!"

The voice paused, and then Yan An yelled, "Where are you!"

"I'm in a cave, look for it!" Li Qiu carefully put down his speech and rushed out of the cave, "Xiao'an!"

He looked around, only to feel that the voice was getting closer, and finally, Yan An's figure appeared in front of his eyes.

Yan An hugged Li Qiu fiercely: "Brother!"

"How are you? Are you okay?"

For some reason, Li Qiu suddenly felt extremely sad.He shook his head: "I'm fine, did you bring someone up—quickly save Chen Ci!"

As soon as the words fell, Zhang Tong led a group of people and ran over: "Brother Li!"

Li Qiu finally had hope, he yelled at Zhang Tong: "Send Chen Ci down, he was bitten by a snake!"

Fortunately, Zhang Tong brought people over. Hearing Li Qiu's words, the well-trained medical team behind him quickly came to Chen Ci's side to check his condition. Li Qiu told the doctor how Chen Ci's wound was treated. , They carried Chen Ci onto the assembled stretcher.

They didn't know that someone was poisoned before, so they only guessed that it might be an ordinary loss. At most, they hadn't eaten for a long time and were weak or suffered minor injuries, so they didn't bring serum.The medical team came from the hospital in the town. They just didn't know much about poisonous snakes. They couldn't tell what it was. They could only speculate based on Chen Ci's situation and went down the mountain as soon as possible.

Looking at Chen Ci's lifeless face, Li Qiu's heart broke down several times. He grabbed the leader's sleeve and followed him down the mountain: "Doctor, doctor, please save him as soon as possible, he can't die!"

The doctor was thinking about it, and when he got annoyed by Li Qiu, he said to him: "Don't worry, if it's really poisonous, your friend should have no heartbeat by now."

The doctor's mouth was poisonous, Li Qiu's footsteps faltered, and it took a long time for his dull head to understand what he meant. The string that had been tense in his heart suddenly broke, and the whole person seemed to lose support, his legs went limp, and he almost fell down .Yan An has been guarding him beside him, seeing that he suddenly loses strength, he quickly reached out and grabbed him, and brought him into his arms.

"elder brother!"

The medical team rushed to rescue the patients and was far ahead.Li Qiu shook his head to indicate that he was fine, but at the same time wanted to stand firm.However, he just pulled out of that extremely desperate state of mind at this moment, and all the pain and fear surged up in a short while, and he stood where he was, gasping for breath.

Yan An hugged him and asked him to put most of his body weight on himself: "Brother, what's wrong with you?"

Li Qiu shook his head, barely stood up, and tightly grasped Yan An's arm with both hands.Yan An's complexion was also not very good, his skin was fair, and the dark circles under his eyes were particularly obvious.The cyan stubble and messy hair made him look several years older.

"It's okay, I'll take it easy." After Li Qiu finished speaking, he continued to walk forward.The mountain road that has just rained is not easy to walk, Li Qiu's footsteps are frivolous, Yan An has been holding his hand firmly.

They walked so slowly that they couldn't even see Zhang Tong's shadow.After finally going down the mountain, there is still a hill to climb.The hill is where the orchard that Li Qiu and Chen Ci surveyed was located. It has been well developed, and most places have stairs that are convenient for walking.

Yan An suddenly let go of Li Qiu's hand, walked in front of him, and squatted halfway: "Brother, come up, I'll carry you on my back."

The voice was soft, but with an undeniable taste.

Li Qiu almost didn't eat anything on the mountain, and with the running and frightening for the past two days, and the rain for so long, he was already at the end of his strength.Knowing his situation, he didn't say no to Yan An, and hugged him after humming.

Yan An supported Li Qiu's leg with his arm, and Li Qiu leaned firmly on his back as soon as he exerted his strength.He carried Li Qiu on his back: "Are you tired? Sleep on your stomach for a while, I'll be back soon."

"Fortunately, I can't sleep." Li Qiu thought for a while, "Why are you here?"

Yan An didn't answer, walked for a while in silence, and suddenly said: "The day you didn't answer my call, I waited for half an afternoon, always worried that you were in trouble, and finally asked Zhang Tong for an address."

He spoke easily, but Li Qiu knew that this place was thousands of miles away from Qi Yang, and he could tell from his appearance that he didn't take much rest along the way.Li Qiu sighed, and his breath hit the back of Yan An's neck, bringing a slight itch.Yan An said: "When I arrived, Zhang Tong and the others were looking for you. After that, I kept calling you. I don't know how many there were. The battery of my mobile phone died once. You finally answered it."

This is an uphill road, Yan An is still walking steadily, but his breath is a little messy, and he is a little choked up: "I haven't relaxed at any time in the past two days, I dare not rest, and when I close my eyes, I have all kinds of terrible thoughts ...I can't take it, I'd go crazy without you."

Li Qiu's nose was sour, and he unconsciously tightened his hands around Yan An's neck.When he was in the cave, he missed Yan An crazily for a while, and at that time he only had one thought——

Yan An spoke very slowly, his voice trembling slightly: "Brother, you never know how much you are in my heart..."

"--I know."

Yan An's footsteps faltered.

Li Qiu's voice came from beside my ear: "Xiao An, you are equally important in my heart."

"I'm not afraid of death, but the moment I killed the snake and ran back to the cave, I was suddenly scared. I was afraid that I was not so lucky to grab the snake's head and kill it. I was afraid that I would never see you again. I am afraid that you will cry, I am afraid that you will be afraid and worried... I am afraid that that phone call will be the last time I hear your voice."

Li Qiu suddenly made an impulsive and outrageous move in his own eyes. He put his cheek against Yan An's head and kissed the tip of his hair.

What was kissed was just the hair, and the tactile sensation was not strong. Yan An didn't feel it, but felt his brother rubbing his head.He faintly heard the nostalgia in Li Qiu's words that was different from brotherhood, and suddenly stopped in his tracks.

Li Qiu was taken aback for a moment, and then he was put down by Yan An.

Before he could react, Yan An had already hugged him tightly, and the boy who was half a head taller than him lowered his head and pillowed on his neck.

Almost instantly, Li Qiu felt a wet liquid continuously dripping on his skirt.Yan An cried very restrainedly, almost making no sound at all.

Li Qiu was so sad that he couldn't restrain himself, thought for a while, patted him on the back, and hugged him even tighter.

Yan An paused as he grabbed onto Li Qiu's clothes, and then he finally made a sound.

"Brother... Li Qiu... I'm scared, I'm so scared..."

Yan An hugged Li Qiu and cried heart-rendingly, the boy who was so calm and steady, and climbed up half of the mountain with Li Qiu on his back suddenly disappeared, the fear and grievance in that voice tore Li Qiu's heart apart A cut, it hurts.

Can't make him sad.This thought suddenly flashed in Li Qiu's mind.Yan An is precocious, and has been more mature and stable than his peers in the past seven years. He doesn't cry often, and when he was a child, he just put on a show.

But seeing Yan An's appearance today, Li Qiu thought, listening to him cry is worse than killing himself.

Yan An's ability to regulate emotions is very strong, and it didn't take long for him to regain his composure, and he was no different from the usual him, only the corners of his eyes were still red.He had been panicking and worrying for too long these two days, and he didn't calm down until now after venting. He felt that he was extremely ashamed, and after coughing lightly, he carried Li Qiu on his back again.

Li Qiu lay on Yan An's back, feeling unprecedentedly at ease.He closed his eyes and just fell asleep like this.

The hill is not high and not far from the town, Yan An arrived in the town not long after walking.The medical team traveled quickly, and had already sent the person to the hospital for further examination. When Yan An arrived, they had already transferred Chen Ci to a higher-level hospital.

Yan An knew that Li Qiu was fine, but he was still worried, and felt that the hospital in the town was too small, so he asked Zhang Tong to take them to the hospital over there by Chen Ci.

The road was bumpy and noisy, Li Qiu didn't wake up.Yan An put his arms around him, letting Li Qiu lean into his arms in a comfortable posture.This action was a bit too intimate, and Zhang Tong looked at it a few times in the rearview mirror intentionally or unintentionally while driving.

When Li Qiu woke up again, he was already at the entrance of the hospital. After getting off the car, Yan An wanted to carry him again, but he refused.After resting for a while, he was not so flustered and his physical strength recovered a lot, so he asked Zhang Tong while walking, "How is Chen Ci?"

Li Qiu's heart was still in suspense, and Zhang Tong couldn't speak clearly, which made him even more flustered, and he was relieved when he learned from the nurse that Chen Ci was fine and was currently sleeping in the general ward.

At this point, Li Qiu's tight strings were completely loosened.The three of them walked towards the ward told by the nurse. Yan An supported him, looking at him with undisguised worry.Li Qiu's heart warmed, he patted his hand and told him that he was fine.

Yan An never forgot to bring Li Qiu to check. He was about to speak when Li Qiu suddenly stopped and looked at the person in front of him with undisguised surprise on his face.

"Doctor Lan?!"