I was attacked by the cubs raised

Yan An suddenly struggled, Li Qiu had no choice but to let go.The water splashed both of their faces.Yan An buried her little head low, like a little girl who was angry and ashamed after being raped by Deng Tuzi.

Li Qiu thought it was funny, picked up Yan An, wiped his body dry, and said, "Okay, Dad doesn't dislike you, Dad was just joking with you."

It was only then that Li Qiu remembered that there was no change of clothes for Yan An. He brought his own clothes from the bedroom and put them on for Yan An. The little guy was wearing baggy clothes that didn't fit well. A T-shirt could almost be used as a nightgown. wear.It looks like a left-behind child who has been abused.Li Qiu thought to himself, he needs to buy some clothes for the children.

He was still making plans on this side, and Yan An on the other side said weakly, "It's not... Dad."

"Not what?"

"dad."

"Hey, good son." Li Qiu replied.

Yan An said over and over again, tirelessly, "It's not Dad."

"What is that?" At that time, Li Qiu thought that in Yan An's heart, father was a very sacred title, and there was no way to use it to address other people.He couldn't pretend to be stupid anymore, so he had to ask.

Yan An looked up at him with sincere eyes, "Brother...Brother."

Li Qiu suddenly choked up.Whether he admits it or not, in Yan An's body, he did see, as Xie Cheng said, "his childhood self".

He vaguely remembered how he felt when he was his age—maybe even younger, after experiencing homelessness and oppression, he finally grasped a life-saving straw.He looked at Yan An, as if he saw himself when he was taken in by his grandmother when he was a child.

At this time, he completely lost his sense of ridicule, and the slightest resistance to Yan An disappeared because of this association.He rubbed Yan An's head, Yan An didn't seem to have expected that his elder brother who behaved badly before could treat him so tenderly, so he trembled.

He trembled so much that even Li Qiu, who was so nervous, noticed the strangeness.Li Qiu also thought that Yan An had cast a shadow over his previous bad behavior - he admitted that his previous words and deeds were largely a way of venting his displeasure with the child.

But at this moment, Li Qiu only has love for Yan An and pity for Yan An, as if this half-grown child has empathized with him under certain circumstances, reminding him of his most difficult years, so he can't afford to tease him thoughts.

He hugged Yan An, patted him on the back twice, and put his hand on his little head.Li Qiu said softly and softly, "It's okay. I will never joke with you again, we are a family. From today onwards, I will be your brother. What will I call you in the future? Yan Yan ? An An? Or—Xiao An? Hmm...Xiao An sounds nice."

He let go of Yan An's hand, looked at Yan An seriously, and added, "In the future, if you have a brother who eats a meal, you won't be hungry. As long as your brother is still alive, you won't be bullied." .”

Yan An was stunned for a long time.Suddenly, his tears kept swirling and rolling in his eye sockets, and slid down his cheeks at a fast speed.He moved his lips and uttered some words with blurred syllables.Li Qiu didn't know what he was talking about, but he was also shocked by the scene in front of him, staring at Yan An not knowing what to do.

Yan An suddenly rushed into Li Qiu's arms.He buried his head deeply in Li Qiu's arms, sobbing, "Brother—brother—!"

His voice is loud and penetrating.It almost broke at the end, and the voice sounded heart-piercing.Li Qiu felt his heart melt, and hugged Yan An tightly.Yan An didn't hold Li Qiu's clothes this time, he seemed to know that this person had accepted him sincerely, so he mustered up the courage to wrap his arms around his waist, with such strength that Li Qiu felt almost suffocated.

Li Qiu put one hand on his back, and raised the other.He imitated his grandmother's comforting movements when he was a child, and slowly stroked Yan An's back.After repeating this two or three times, Yan An slowly stabilized his emotions, and let go of Li Qiu's tight hug.But still sobbing, unable to speak for a long time.

Probably because he was too emotional, his breathing movements seemed extremely extreme.All of a sudden, a snot bubble came out, and Li Qiu couldn't help laughing at the dazed look.Li Qiu pinched Yan An's nose, the little guy seemed a little uncomfortable, and shook his head in protest.

Li Qiu let go and carried Yan An to the living room—Yan An was very light, as if he didn't have much meat.When bathing him, Li Qiu found some old scars scattered on his body.

He was not so thin when he was wearing clothes, but when he took off his clothes, his spine was clearly visible, and even a few pieces of his breastbone could be seen.I don't know how much I have suffered.

It was almost six o'clock at this time, Li Qiu turned on the old TV for Yan An to watch.After pressing the switch, the TV slowly started to work, and the black and white pixels on the screen were constantly flashing. Only then did he remember that he hadn't used this black and white TV for a long, long time.The TV has reached retirement age, and it took several channels to find a channel that was a little clearer and had sound.

Li Qiu asked Yan An to sit on the stool and watch TV to pass the time, and then went to the kitchen to find something to eat.When he turned and walked into the kitchen, he glanced back at Yan An.Yan An was listening to his brother's words, sitting obediently and watching TV attentively, as if there was some important knowledge there.

Kunqu opera was playing on the TV, and the old artist on the stage opened his voice leisurely and sang, "I have seen the jaspers in the Jade Palace in Jinling, and the flowers in the Qinhuai waterside pavilions bloom early, who knows that the ice will disappear easily—"

He lowered his eyes, walked into the kitchen, and opened the refrigerator. There was only an egg that he didn't know when and half a steamed bun left over from yesterday morning.At this time, the sound from the TV was still coming to the eardrum one after another, and he smiled self-deprecatingly.When I was a child, I heard my grandma sing the most, and he had already memorized the libretto by heart.

He is in trouble for food - there is only one egg and half a steamed bun at home.It's hard for a clever woman to cook without rice, how can this fill the stomachs of two people?At this moment, he caught a glimpse of the corner of the green packaging bag on the refrigerator from the corner of his eye.

Li Qiu was ecstatic in his heart, and took it down.It was a bag of instant noodles that Li Qiu had forgotten, and it is now in great use.

He first fried an egg for Yan An and asked him to eat it himself, and then cooked instant noodles in a small pot and brought them to the living room.But Yan An was still sitting upright on the small bench, and the fried egg on the table did not move.

It stands to reason that Yan An's stomach has been hungry for so long, and the last time he ate was a day ago, so he should be hungrier than him.Li Qiu then asked, "Why don't you eat?"

"I want to eat with my brother." Yan An blinked his eyes, as long as Li Qiu appeared in his field of vision, his eyes would never leave Li Qiu.

A well-behaved child is always a delight.Li Qiu lightly pinched Yan An's little face, and told him not to worry so much, just eat by himself.

Yan An said seriously, "But my brother didn't eat, and my brother will be hungry."

"I still have a steamed bun."

Yan An was not forgiving.Be sure to share equally with your brother.

Li Qiu had no choice but to give up.The two ate eggs and instant noodles together, and half a cold steamed bun was also divided into two halves.Even the instant noodle soup was completely drunk.Although Li Qiu said he wanted to eat with Yan An, but at least he was seven years older and his mind was more mature, so he let Yan An eat more when sharing meals.

Yan An's stomach was very small, and he was almost [-]% full after one meal.What Li Qiu did was physical labor, and he was considered to be at a growing age, so this little thing was obviously not enough for him to grit his teeth.He felt uneasy in his stomach.But when looking out the window, it was already sunset, and Yan An beside him was already tired, so he had no choice but to stop thinking about finding Xie Chengceng meal.

Li Qiu settled Yan An in the only bedroom.Calling back and forth yesterday was too exhausting, and he had another night of drinking, and he still had a top-heavy hangover.After taking a shower for himself indiscriminately, Li Qiu lay down on the floor in the living room and fell asleep.

There is only one quilt on the bed in winter, and it is early autumn, so there is no need to worry too much about the lack of quilts, but it is always a problem.Li Qiu turned over, didn't bother to think about it, and went to sleep first.

However, I did not sleep peacefully enough.When he was in a daze of sleep, he suddenly felt something soft with his hand.The warm touch from his fingertips made him wake up suddenly.Sitting up and looking, he didn't know whether to cry or laugh—Yan An sat beside him with his knees hugged quite peacefully, like a little knight.

Li Qiu sighed, "Why don't you go to sleep?"

He gently carried Yan An back to the bedroom, covered him with the quilt and prepared to go back to sleep, but the corner of his clothes was already caught by Yan An.He turned his head and stared at Yan An.In the dark without looking at the lights, he inexplicably felt that he was looking at Yan An's little black grape-like eyes.He pushed Yan An's hand away, "Xiao An, be good, sleep."

Yan An got up like a carp, "Brother sleeps on the bed, I... I can sleep on the ground."

Yan An is so sensible that it makes people feel distressed.His cautious appearance seemed to be afraid of causing more trouble to this little brother, afraid that Li Qiu would get tired of him and abandon him because of this.Li Qiu confronted him to no avail, so he had no choice but to compromise, and solved the problem in a compromise way - the two of them squeezed into the bed to sleep.

Fortunately, the bed is quite big, and Yan An's little one doesn't take up much space.While patting Yan An on the back to coax him to sleep, Li Qiu secretly rejoiced that the lack of quilts was resolved and he saved a sum of money.With such double-tasking, he fell asleep very quickly.

He sleeps very well, because it is the weekend and there is no alarm clock.When I woke up, it was less than eight o'clock.He was about to go downstairs to Uncle Zhang's shop to buy some porridge, but as soon as he got up, he found that the corner of his clothes was being grabbed by Yan An again.

Yan An couldn't even sleep well, curled up into a small ball, and insisted on grabbing Li Qiu's clothes with one hand.His little belly rose and fell regularly with the frequency of his breathing, and his pink mouth was pouting, extremely gratifying.

Li Qiu relaxed his strength, pulled his hands away from his clothes, and only after putting on his pants, Yan An woke up.

Knowing that Li Qiu just went out to buy something and came back, Yan An still pestered Li Qiu to be with him.Li Qiu had nothing to do with this little clingy person, so he had to agree with him.