I was attacked by the cubs raised

Yan An's kiss came jerky and passionate, for a moment, Li Qiu froze in place without any resistance, it could almost be regarded as getting whatever he wanted.

Probably because he was drunk and didn't know it, or what happened at this time was too unreal, more like in a dream, Li Qiu's mind went blank, he loosened his teeth in the fierce offensive, and let out a groan.

This voice greatly stimulated Yan An, he seemed to be encouraged, he opened his eyes instantly, stuck out his tongue when Li Qiu was at a loss, and went deeper to attack the city.

It wasn't until the moment when his lips and tongue were intertwined that Li Qiu was completely awake.He opened his eyes to look at Yan An, and suddenly found that the other party was also looking at him.

It is difficult for Li Qiu to describe Yan An's expression he saw in words.He had never seen such complicated eyes from Yan An, and he couldn't help being startled by the extremely suppressed madness in those eyes, and hurriedly looked away.However, Yan An stopped kissing, stretched out his hand, and forcefully turned Li Qiu's head around, asking him to look at him.

He looked at Li Qiu almost silently for a long time, and finally said: "Brother..."

There is nothing wrong with calling, he is not calling someone else, but himself.

Li Qiu's heart was hanging high, almost to the point of his throat.

But Yan An didn't utter any other words, only mumbled something, while leaning down to kiss Li Qiu's forehead.

From the forehead to the bridge of the nose, delicate kisses fell on the face, a little itchy.Li Qiu didn't understand what he was thinking, and let Yan An kiss his eyebrows and eyes repeatedly.When the other party was about to touch his lips, Li Qiu broke away from Yan An's restraint, grabbed him with his backhand, and said softly: "Okay, are you a dog?"

Where Li Qiu couldn't see, Yan An's eyes lit up and the corners of his mouth raised.Just when he was about to speak, Li Qiu suddenly said: "I'm really worried about giving you this wine to the little girl."

...Yan An's enthusiasm was suddenly poured with a basin of cold water, freezing to the bone.

He didn't move any more, and let Li Qiu support him back home.Li Qiu fetched water for him to wash his feet first, put Yan An to bed, and then gave Yan An the sobering soup that he had made.

Yan An was so drunk that before Li Qiu left, he still grabbed the hem of his clothes and muttered something.Li Qiu couldn't hear what he was talking about, and he didn't have time to think about it, so he just shook off his hand and hurried out.

The moment the door closed, Yan An stopped talking nonsense, and his eyes were no longer full of drunkenness.He was silent for a moment, then suddenly smiled wryly - he was already sober when he fell into Li Qiu's arms, but he just took advantage of his drunkenness to kiss her.Li Qiu didn't push him away, which made him almost ecstatic, he almost forgot Jin Xi He Xi.

The moment his lips touched Li Qiu, Yan An felt that even if he died today, he would have nothing to regret.He never thought that one day he could be so close to Li Qiu, so close that he could feel Li Qiu's taste, as soft as he had imagined in countless dreams.

He has been waiting for this moment for too many years, even in Li Qiu's eyes, it was just a farce caused by drunkenness.

However, at that moment, Yan An acted violently, and after experiencing ups and downs in his heart, he was extremely calm.He pried open Li Qiu's teeth, and the tip of his tongue chased the tongue of the longing man.Yan An thought——

He finally got his wish.

Yan An didn't think of doing this in advance, he just accidentally saw Li Qiu's slightly curved mouth corners and the fine fluff on his face under the dim light.So that momentary heartbeat finally became a torrent breaking through the gate and submerging his rationality.

He also thought of a way out for himself.In case Li Qiu dislikes him, he can blame it on drunkenness.However, he didn't expect that Li Qiu would let him kiss for so long, which made him think that Li Qiu might also like men, and might like himself.

Yan An lay on the bed, quietly reminiscing for a moment, then turned on the light and sat up, and opened the notebook Li Qiu gave him under his pillow.

I don't know if it was because I haven't seen the light for a long time, but the moment the light came on, Yan An was stabbed to the point of shedding a tear.

In the other bedroom, Li Qiu leaned against the door, allowing his body to shrink down.The soft touch on the lips seemed to be still there, and it abruptly aroused waves in his heart.Li Qiu sat blankly for a while, then slapped himself hard.

The next morning, the two tacitly did not mention what happened last night, as if it had never happened.Li Qiu was a little afraid of what Yan An would say at first, but looking at him like this, he knew that the other party was drunk and didn't know what he had done, so he became more and more disgusted with the strange thoughts that suddenly rose in his heart.Both of them had ghosts in their hearts, and the atmosphere was a little awkward.

Li Qiu was originally a good gag, and what he was best at was breaking the ice, but at this moment, he didn't know where to start, so he took two mouthfuls of porridge in silence.He accidentally glanced at the corner of Yan An's lips, where there was a swollen lump and a bit of skin torn, and he knew it was his masterpiece last night.

Yan An didn't even look at him, but quietly ate his meal.Coincidentally, a grain of rice stuck to the corner of his mouth, so Yan An stuck out his tongue and rolled it into his mouth.He didn't seem to notice that his lip was injured, and the moment the tip of his tongue touched the corner of his lip, he couldn't help hissing slightly.

Li Qiu: ...

So, Li Xiaoye, who boasted that Mount Tai collapsed in front of him without changing his face, was choked to death by himself.

Yan An was taken aback by his series of coughing, and couldn't care about anything else, so he hurriedly approached him with a concerned expression: "Brother, what's the matter?"

Li Qiu was out of breath with a cough, and the corners of his eyes were thin and red, tears were about to come out.Unprepared, he saw Yan An's face close at hand, and when he thought of what happened last night, his heart beat wildly again, and he subconsciously stepped back, shaking his hands at Yan An.

Yan An noticed his small movements from the corner of his eye, a little disappointment flashed in his eyes, and he sat back without asking any more questions.

Just when Li Qiu thought that today was going to be so embarrassing, the phone rang suddenly.

"Love is deep, the rain is misty, the sky is endlessly endless—"

Li Qiu's eyes suddenly darkened.

Li Lin's voice and smile appeared in front of her eyes, and Li Qiu's charming thoughts suddenly disappeared.Recalling Li Lin's last wish during his lifetime, he only had loathing for himself.

He asked himself in his heart: Li Qiu, can you like men?Can't you do anything, not even grandma's wish come true?What do you want to do to your brother, do you want his life to be ruined by you?

He paused twice, then reached out to answer the phone.

A gentle voice came from the phone: "Xiao Li, are you awake?"

"I'm up, I'm having breakfast. How about you?"

Chen Ci sounded very happy: "I have eaten. Are you free tonight? Recently, the company's affairs are on the right track, and you have helped a lot. I would like to invite you and the few heroes of the project team to have a meal."

Li Qiu was eager to get rid of the current situation, even if Chen Ci didn't call him, he would probably find a reason to go out and relax.So, he happily said, "Okay, what time will we meet?"

Chen Ci: "I'll pick you up in the afternoon, are you home?"

Li Qiu smiled: "How can I let you pick me up."

Chen Ci asked: "Why not come to pick up my great hero?"

Li Qiu didn't know how to get along with Yan An for the time being, so he cherished this phone call very much: "Ah, fine. Or, are you free now, let's go for a walk?"

Chen Ci didn't expect that Li Qiu would take the initiative to invite him, so he paused for a moment, and then said: "Okay, I'll come right away, you just wait."

Li Qiu hung up the phone and found that Yan An was staring at him intently.He was a little terrified by such a scrutinizing gaze, and asked in an unhappy tone: "What?"

Yan An said: "Are you going out? With Chen Ci?"

"Yeah." Li Qiu stood up and walked into the bedroom, "He invited me and some colleagues from the project team to dinner at night, and I'll go change my clothes."

When Li Qiu came out after changing his clothes, Yan An was still sitting in that position.He saw Li Qiu go to the entrance to change his shoes, and suddenly said: "Are you leaving now?"

With his back turned to him, Li Qiu hummed lightly.

"But it's still a long time before night." Yan An's voice was also very soft, and he asked cautiously, "Do you want to go out with him to relax?"

Li Qiu asked back: "Can't I?"

"Let's go, come back late at night, remember to eat."

Li Qiu walked out without looking back, and closed the door with a "bang".He went down the stairs and stood at the gate of the community.Chen Ci's home was a short drive away from his home, and it was impossible for Chen Ci to arrive at this time.Li Qiu stood outside the door blowing the cold wind for a long time, feeling that he was really a little funny just now, like a brat—what was he doing hiding from Yan An?

The scene from last night resurfaced in his mind unconsciously.Li Qiu sighed softly, Li Lin's wish in his heart was at war with his hazy thoughts, in the end, Li Lin and Daode prevailed.

Li Qiu has no experience in liking people, and he doesn't know what's going on with him now.The term homosexuality was never mentioned in the education he received since he was a child. In the early years of the new century, social tolerance was not very high, and people around him lacked enough respect for homosexuality, and even classified it as a type of "mental illness".Li Qiu felt immoral and sorry for Li Lin and Yan An, but also felt fear and worry about his unknown sexuality.

He has been able to have such a relatively good life for so many years because of his own hard work and hard work.People like Li Qiu who are used to holding their fate in their own hands are particularly repulsed by the feeling of being out of control.Once he had planted a seed in his heart that was different from brotherly love, it was hard to accept the most common actions in his daily relationship with Yan An, at least not for a while, he needed more time to understand Forget and digest.

Fortunately, Yan An is going to university soon, although the summer vacation is a bit longer, but after this period of time, it will take more than half a year to see each other.Before Li Qiu was reluctant to leave Qiyang for Yan An to study in Beijing University, but now he wished him to leave quickly.

Although this is somewhat unfair to Yan An, but for some reason, maybe Li Qiu has a ghost in his heart. He recalled that Yan An's actions sometimes felt a little changed, so he felt that he couldn't delay like this any longer—little fart The boy has been with him for so many years, but he hasn't made many friends of the opposite sex. If he grows crooked, how will he face Li Lin and himself?

After torturing myself for a long time like this, Chen Ci arrived.He drove an extremely low-key Phaeton and stopped in front of Li Qiu.

With the car window rolled down, Chen Ci smiled slightly at Li Qiu: "Let's go, my hero."