I was attacked by the cubs raised

The two had their own ideas, and the short conversation on the way home was like a chicken talking to a duck.At first Li Qiu threw a few topics at him, but then he simply shut up.Seeing that the atmosphere around him was about to freeze, recalling how Xie Cheng was crying and dying when he lost his love, he shivered and dared not speak.Naturally, Yan An didn't take the initiative to speak. One of them didn't dare to speak, and the other couldn't. They could only walk all the way under the inexplicable pressure.

Until they returned home, that delicate atmosphere still enveloped the two of them.Li Qiu sat on the sofa and took a sip of tea. As soon as he rested, his brain and body began to remind him how tired he was from the high-intensity mental and physical work of the day, and he didn't want to take time off to take care of Yan An's broken heart. He picked up the teacup and took another sip: "I'll take a shower later."

Seeing that he was going to drink again, Yan An frowned slightly, stepped forward and poured the tea: "How long has this tea been kept, did you make it yesterday?"

... Li Qiu was stunned, and said with some embarrassment: "Fart, I boiled water when I came back to get you something."

Yan An raised his eyebrows, staring at him with a pair of deep eyes.Li Qiu felt a little guilty, and when he was about to put on the majesty of his eldest brother, Yan An said quietly, "Fart, the tea I brewed yesterday is here, and the tea leaves on the cup are still the same."

Li Qiu: "..."

I didn't notice for a while, and was generalized by the little kid.Li Qiu sat on the sofa and watched Yan An boil the water, poured it into a cup that was half cold and handed it to him, inexplicably had the illusion of a good wife and mother.

"Drinking tea so late, no wonder you can't sleep at night." The good wife and mother lowered their eyelashes and said softly, "Drink some warm water, the cold stimulates the stomach."

For some reason, Li Qiu's heart suddenly trembled, and he couldn't restrain himself and wanted to find a home.

Li Qiu has a younger brother and grandma, Xie Cheng and Xie Xingyu are also family members in his heart, and it is already a complete family.However, at this moment, he suddenly felt that what he was busy with was just returning home after a tiring day, and what was on the coffee table was not ice-cold tea, but a cup of warm water.

It can be seen from this that it is also a lofty vision of life for a wife and children to be hot on the kang.It's just that this feeling doesn't come from a certain girl, but from Yan An, which makes Li Qiu feel a little indescribable.

Li Qiu slapped himself in the heart - he is so grown up and sick, but this is your brother, who is closer than his own brother!Still a handlebar!

Li Qiu attributes this to the emptiness syndrome that he has been running around for many years and has no time for love.With a glass of warm water in my stomach, my mental exhaustion eased by three points, and I didn't look forward to the future with a wife and children so much.Anyway, his brother can boil water for him, and even if he dies, someone can take care of him, saving those two mouths—he can't afford it.

Thinking about it, Li Qiu patted Yan An's shoulder, gave him a meaningful look, hummed a song, and walked to the bathroom to take a shower.

Yan An, who was entrusted with the two important roles of wife and child by Li Qiu for no reason, was unclear, so he stared at the cup Li Qiu drank from and thought to himself: From Li Qiu's point of view, if he didn't tell him, he might not know about him in his life. I have other thoughts about him.

Having already turned around a few times in adolescence, he looked back on his fragile love sadly, and suddenly felt that he could begin to commemorate this endless secret love.

As soon as the sound of water in the bathroom stopped, Li Qiu's humming could be faintly heard.In the past half a year, it was rare for him to slow down to take a bath, and he still had time to hum a song.Thinking of this, Yan An sighed, and decided to keep this feeling in his heart.First, he was reluctant to break this tranquility, and second, this kind of relationship was too shocking in that era. Yan An had never seen such a precedent, and when he dreamed back at midnight, he was often not sure if it was a sick love.

In fact, most of the love in the world is like this, it is always silent and unknown, and finally ends without a problem.

The relationship between two people may not last forever, but as long as Li Qiu is not told and the tree in his heart grows and bears fruit, his love will never die.

Thinking of it this way, the air that has been stuck in his chest is relieved.The good wife and loving mother listened to Li Qiu's off-key tune, got up and cooked noodles for his brother who always forgot to eat.

After taking a shower and eating, Li Qiu felt much more comfortable.After Yan An finished washing, it was only 09:30.Lying halfway on the sofa, he asked Yan An to turn on the TV and turn his voice to silent: "Go and write your homework first, and play tomorrow."

Yan An said: "It's okay, turn on the volume, I'm done writing. I've finished my review for this week, and I still have time to watch TV with you."

Li Qiu glanced at him, the meaning was obvious: I want you to accompany me.

However, Yan An obviously didn't receive his signal, and walked towards Li Qiu with a calm face, Li Qiu had no choice but to sit up cursing and make room for him.

Li Qiu doesn't like to watch TV dramas, nor is he interested in news, his biggest hobby is to watch "The Way to Make Money" on CCTV [-].Now the time has passed, Li Qiu turned on the playback.

Xie Cheng came here once after they moved to a new house.Thanks to the size of the old courtyard, he was allocated a new house with three bedrooms and one living room.Li Lin wanted to give the young people freedom and wanted to take care of Xie Xingyu, so she refused to move back to live with them, so one bedroom was left unoccupied, just enough to accommodate people.So Xie Cheng didn't plan to go home that day, the two of you had a drink and I drank a glass and chatted until dawn, until the mouth was foaming and there was nothing to say.But the energy and aftertaste of chatting still remained, Xie Cheng didn't want to go back to sleep anyway, so Li Qiu turned on the playback and asked Xie Cheng to watch "The Way of Making Money" with him, chatting casually.Within a few minutes, Xie Cheng's snoring almost drowned out the sound of the TV—this bastard actually fell asleep!

Recalling that unpleasant experience of watching TV, Li Qiu thought about it, decided to accommodate the child, and reluctantly changed the channel to...

What program should he change to?

Yan An usually doesn't watch TV, and Li Qiu doesn't know what he likes to watch.After hesitating for a while, Li Qiu switched the TV to the children's channel.

Yan An: "...?"

The transition sound of Big Ear Tutu came from the TV, Li Qiu turned his head and saw Yan An's helpless eyes.

It's rare for Li Qiu to understand Yan An's meaning - you actually read this kind of thing?

Li Qiu paused and explained: "Look with you."

Yan An: "..."

"I haven't watched cartoons for a long time." Yan An swallowed, not daring to imagine how old he was in the eyes of his elder brother, "Let's just watch the one just now."

Li Qiu completely saw the whole process of the other party from helplessness to speechlessness, twitched the corner of his mouth, and reopened "The Way to Make Money".

Li Qiu originally thought that Yan An would not be able to read such things, and would be bored after reading for a while and go back to the house to read his own book, but he did not expect him to read it with gusto, while discussing with Li Qiu the feasibility of borrowing agricultural technology innovation.After Li Qiu talked with him, he felt that although some of Yan An's views were immature, they had far-sightedness beyond his peers, and there were also some ideas that he thought were mature and he hadn't thought about them, so he couldn't help but look at Yan An with admiration: "You Boy, yes."

Yan An wanted to get rid of the cartoon-loving self in his elder brother's eyes, so he naturally tried his best to express it.With the approval of Li Qiu at this moment, he humbly pursed his lips and smiled: "Compared to my brother, it's still not close."

Li Qiu was already optimistic about his younger brother, but Yan An praised him so much, he just felt that his future was boundless, and his heart was already in a state of confusion.In the dream, the forefoot had already set foot on the Kangzhuang Avenue, and when he was about to take the back foot, the sign of telling the time on the hour flashed on the TV.

It's eleven o'clock.

Li Qiu was startled, picked up his phone and checked, it was really eleven o'clock.

Originally wanted to take a rest early, and chatted enthusiastically with Yan An, he actually forgot the time.Li Qiu patted Yan An's thigh: "It's almost time to go to bed, wake up tomorrow morning and play again."

He thought about it, and felt that Yan An's study was really hard, and he didn't have much time for entertainment.It was also the weekend, so it was rare to relax, so he said, "If you want to watch TV, just watch it. It's okay to play for a while now and then."

Yan An was originally not interested in the entertainment item of "watching TV", he just wanted to spend more time with Li Qiu.Since the elder brother didn't watch it, he didn't have the desire to watch it anymore, and stood up with Li Qiu: "It's getting late, so I'm going to bed too."

Li Qiu walked to his bedroom and said to Yan An, "Good night."

Yan An said softly: "Good night, brother."

When Li Qiu returned to the bedroom, the previous spirit of chatting with Yan An had passed before he felt sleepy.He turned off the bedside lamp and was about to go to bed when the door was knocked lightly twice.

Li Qiu responded, "What's wrong?"

Yan An spoke softly and carefully through a door, "Brother, can I sleep with you tonight?"

Li Qiu: "..."

He thought that he would sleep with his elder brother even when he was a grown-up, but he still couldn't bear to say the words in his throat—Yan An was going to live in school next week, and he couldn't see anyone for a week.

Thinking about it this way, his words became: Come in first.

Yan An opened the door, holding his own pillow in his hand.Li Qiu's bedroom is facing Yan An's, and from the wide open door, you can see that the opposite room is empty, as if Yan An has moved out.Li Qiu felt a little uncomfortable, sighed, and said: "Turn off the lights in your room before coming here, to save some electricity."

Yan An obeyed obediently, and then went back to the bedroom to lie on the bed with Li Qiu.

It's autumn, the weather is slightly cold, Yan An and Li Qiu are both wearing pajamas.Since moving here, the two have always slept in separate rooms and never slept together.At first, Li Qiu couldn't get used to the feeling of not being alone beside the bed, he often woke up in the middle of the night, but fortunately he has always slept well, and he soon got used to it.

Yan An probably did the same. After going to bed, he adjusted his sleeping position and sighed, "I haven't slept with brother for a long time."

Li Qiu was so sleepy that his upper and lower eyelids were battling, and he only said "um" to Yan An's exclamation to indicate that he had read it, and then fell into a dream, not knowing where he was.