I was attacked by the cubs raised

Li Qiu suddenly remembered what Yan An said when he didn't allow him to have more contact with Chen Ci, and it was [-]% similar to what he said today.

Last year and this year, there is still no progress.He felt both amused and helpless at the jealous kid, "I see, don't be sour, that's your sister."

"Where am I sore?!" Yan An dodged his brother's hand stretching towards his head, and pushed the bicycle down as if venting, "Where, where am I sore?!"

"..." Li Qiu didn't know why, but his temper was ignited by the unreasonable anger, and he stared at Yan An.He raised one hand high and muttered for a long time, but he couldn't do it after all.

Yan An suddenly jumped forward.

The child who has already entered junior high school has been raised by Li Qiuhao for the past year, and he is no longer the skinny one before.After gaining tens of catties of flesh, how much does it weigh?Li Qiu didn't have time to react, and fell heavily to the ground. Fortunately, he subconsciously protected Yan An from getting hurt.

Yan An pressed on Li Qiu, struggled to get up, and wanted to help Li Qiu up, "I, I just want to hug you...brother...you didn't fall, did you?"

Li Qiu didn't want him to help him, he stood up by himself, gritted his teeth, "You better give me a reason to be rude."

"Don't coax me like you did with Auntie Cheng." Li Qiu said, "Now, immediately, immediately."

...Yan An put away the aggrieved and tearful look, and said sullenly, "I'm just, I'm just..."

"Just what?"

"I just don't understand why my brother is so patient with her." Yan An lowered his head, his expression was dark and unclear, "Why is it that when I didn't see you a few times, my brother said to me, 'Which mountain is the troublesome spirit? ', to her, to her..."

Yan An was almost choked with sobs, unable to finish speaking for a long time, and finally chose to give up, "Obviously I came first..."

Looking at Yan An's appearance, Li Qiu's heart softened, but thinking of the scene he saw before, knowing that Yan An must have something to hide from him, he couldn't help but said, "Take it up."

Yan An looked at him sobbing, his small face was full of grievances and bewilderment.

If it were normal, Li Qiu would definitely feel distressed.However, this time, he was not as easy to coax him as before, "I said it's fine, don't pretend."

Yan Anru was struck by lightning, and stood there in a daze, opened and closed his mouth several times, but couldn't find even the slightest sound.

He looked at the elder brother in front of him who had given him a blow, and wanted to pounce on him and dodge the catastrophe as before, but his feet seemed to have taken root, and he couldn't lift them up.

Seeing his trembling appearance, Li Qiu understood a little bit in his heart, and quickly stepped forward to hug him in his arms, "Although I don't know why you hate Cheng Ran, I can feel that it was not quite the same as Chen Ci that time." Same."

He pressed his restless head and chuckled, "You're hating me."

The little boy in his arms suddenly stopped moving.

"It's not her that you hate, but me who has a different attitude towards her and you." Li Qiu laughed at himself, "I just thought you were a fool, but I didn't expect you to think about it for a long time."

"So using the excuse of hating her to spread the word is not completely blaming me. After all, I am the one who made you angry."

"That's not the case!" Yan An interrupted him hastily, "I don't hate you, and I really... really don't like her."

"I really want to hug you too, but brother, you didn't pick it up..." Yan An saw Li Qiu's face getting darker, and changed his words decisively, "It's just that I'm too heavy."

... The atmosphere created by Li Qiugang was inadvertently disturbed by Yan An, so he had no choice but to withdraw the foreshadowing in his heart, and said straight to the point, "You are settled under the name of her parents. How happy is she, a little princess. Parents only love her. Suddenly a brother came to share her favor. You said that if everyone revolved around you, what would people think?"

"But I don't need to..."

"Whether you use it or not, at least someone is caring about you, so I can rest assured." Li Qiu glanced at him, forcing Yan An to swallow the words, and said, "I'm more patient with her, one is because She is a girl and a younger sister, so you have to give way. Secondly, people’s hearts are fleshy. If they treat you well, I will treat her well. I am more patient with other people’s children, and they will treat you better. .”

Yan An unconsciously grabbed the corner of Li Qiu's clothes.

"Let's talk about the time when I picked you up last time." Li Qiu coughed lightly, his tone extremely awkward and unnatural, "I'm annoyed—it's not because of you, but I spoke to you a little too harshly, so I apologize."

Yan An didn't know how to react for a moment, and stood at a loss.

Li Qiu said softly: "Don't think so much, you've locked yourself in. Besides, after that, haven't I never treated you like this?"

Yan An didn't throw himself into his arms suddenly like usual, but instead had a look of disbelief.

"What's the matter, don't you believe it?"

Yan An shook his head and asked softly, "Brother...don't you hate me?"

Li Qiu didn't know why, "What do you hate?"

Yan An's expression was complicated, "I hate it when I pretend to cry and feel wronged..."

Without waiting for Li Qiu's response, he opened his mouth and said, "It's all lying to you."

He refused to explain any more, and waited for Li Qiu's sentence with his eyes closed.

Shaped like a death row prisoner.

After a while, he felt a hand lightly placed on top of his head, and his brother's voice reached his eardrums, "Understood, I must treat you better."

Yan Jing was silent for a long time, and tears welled up in his eyes.

The panic and anxiety that had been suppressed for more than a year finally turned into dust and disappeared.

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After returning home, Li Qiu washed up and chatted with him as usual, Yan An secretly observed several times, seeing that Li Qiu's expression was the same as usual, without the slightest bit of grievance, he was slightly relieved, and finally returned to the original place with his hanging heart.

But in the end, I couldn't hold back the confusion in my heart.So I don't know how long it took, Yan An, who was lying on the bed and should be falling asleep, suddenly asked softly, "Brother..."

"how?"

"You've always known me..."

"No, I just found out." Li Qiu felt sleepy, and his reaction was a bit slow, "When you cried and hugged Cheng Xue and called you auntie in the afternoon, I saw you snickering behind her back."

Yan An: ...

"Okay, go to sleep." Li Qiu grabbed him tightly in his arms, "I like you no matter what."

Half asleep and half awake, Li Qiu said, "We're a family now, remember to be nice to your sister."

In the dead of night, Li Qiu was soundly asleep.

Yan An has been wandering around not long since he can remember, with his life hanging in the balance, always in fear, and his sleep is always light and short.After sleeping with Li Qiu, it's better to fall asleep with his breathing.

It's just that today I don't know why, but I actually had a dream.

Li Qiu in the dream likes the sensible and obedient self with a pure face.

He hugged Yan An, who could cry and act like a baby, and comforted him in a gentle voice, but he saw that the innocent face of the young boy in his arms was gone, and his whole body was gloomy.

Such a dark and terrifying expression - the wariness of a person who is wandering and has nowhere to go, startled Li Qiu.

So the tenderness ceased, and Yan An was pushed away by him severely.

He looked at Li Qiu in astonishment, before he could speak, he was pushed out of the courtyard.

"Bring back my brother!" Li Qiu pointed at him and cursed, "You liar!"

It was probably because of thinking day by day and dreaming at night, Li Qiu accidentally discovered his true face in Lushan today, and at night he dreamed about the result of all these years of uneasiness.

The scariest dream in his life in just over ten years.

When he met Li Qiu for the first time, he knew that Li Qiu had a character of being soft rather than hard.Yan An has been wandering for many years, and it has become a habit to look at people. Knowing that Li Qiu likes innocent children very much, he also pretends to be innocent to please him.

The better Li Qiu treats him, the more he feels that he cannot do without this brother who is like a god, and the more he feels that he is hypocritical and that the real self is dirty.

The more he liked him, the more Yan An couldn't do without this appearance.He is confined in his own painted skin every day, the innocent Yan An is loved by his elder brother with a smile, while the real self is always in the dark.

But today, Li Qiu didn't want the real him, but told him to treat himself better.

Say no matter what, you like yourself.

Once he woke up from the dream, reality and fantasy intertwined, forcing Yan An into a cold sweat.He didn't know how many times he woke up in the middle of the night, and he didn't know how many times he stared at Li Qiu in a daze, and he remembered once or twice a day.

The curtains are half closed, and the street lights outside are still bright, but also dim.He cautiously looked at his elder brother through the light outside the window, and only after making sure that Li Qiu was fast asleep did he lean closer.

The half-grown boy's chest was tightly pressed against the young man's back, so close that Yan An felt that his and his two hearts were beating at the same frequency at the same time.

"Actually, I really don't like her." Yan An said softly in a voice so low that only he could hear, "She is real, and I am fake."

Cheng Ran grew up under the care of his parents, even though he was arrogant, he really looked like he should be at this age.

Has the appearance that Li Qiu likes.

"But you said, you have to treat her well." After years of drifting away, Yan An had an unspeakable possessive desire for Li Qiu, an elder brother. He suppressed the jealousy in his heart, and said solemnly, "So ,I'll listen to you."

It is normal for Li Qiu to work hard during the day, and it is normal to rely on catching up on sleep at night to continue his life, so he always sleeps deeply and is difficult to wake up.Yan An listened to Li Qiu's breathing contentedly, and remembered what Li Qiu said to him before going to sleep, so he felt at ease.As soon as I had a home in my heart, sleepiness came for a long time.

He felt the temperature between his brother's neck, but he still couldn't help getting up, and pressed his head against his neck.

The warm air was moving up and down his neck, making Li Qiu feel a slight itch, and unconsciously stretched out his hand twice, "..."

Yan An tucked him in the quilt, and finally retreated peacefully, still sticking to Li Qiu.Feeling the temperature from the other party, Yan An hooked the corners of his mouth.After a while, he said softly, "Good night, brother."