I know the taste of the sea

Shen Jue spent a rather chaotic time in the villa.

Lulus pulled up the specially made blackout curtains, and he couldn't distinguish day from night. All his actions took place in this master bedroom with a separate guard, and everything was handled by Lulus himself. Never see the third person again.

Shen Jue took the initiative that night, and what he got was the gentleness that Lulusi had deliberately suppressed.

Although it was still very tragic at the end, the memory process is still beautiful, but it is really tiring.

But after arriving here, Shen Jue understood what real terror is.

The matter of going to Bai Li obviously angered Lulus and touched a certain switch of Lulus.

For the first time, Lululusi repeatedly questioned "Why did you team up with Bai Li to lie to me?", "Why did you leave with Bai Li?"

His whole body was like a fish nailed to a chopping board, Lulus mercilessly cut him open, no matter how much he begged for mercy, it was useless.

Shen Jue thought that maybe he deserved what he deserved, but he couldn't help feeling a little wronged by the pain and other unspeakable feelings.

Lulusi's voice was cold and unfamiliar, but at a certain moment it would turn into a pool of spring water, gently washing Shen Jue from hair to feet.

He was originally a very contradictory person.

Shen Jue has always understood.

Lulusi seems to have two personalities switching at any time, but these two personalities love him to the extreme.

Only at this moment did Shen Jue know that the dream he kept repeating in the Temple of Chaos was not a dream.

Because Lulus would indeed repeat everything in his dream, and then whisper against his butterfly bone over and over again——

"...If I fold it for you, will I be able to stop by my side forever?"

Shen definitely didn't know whether he was ill and confused his consciousness, or he was saying such words seriously.

But when the words fell into Shen Jue's ears, Shen Jue couldn't help getting goose bumps all over his body.

He had an illusion—

Lulus seemed to see something that no one else could see, such as a pair of wings that didn't exist at all, and he wanted to snap them off.

Even without the so-called wings, Shen Jue could still feel the phantom pain after substituting it a little.

Shen Jue didn't even know how long he had been with Lules here, he didn't dare to ask or mention it.

Because in the unknown number of fights, Shen Jue just asked Lulus if there was no need to deal with the affairs of the empire. On that day, Shen Jue's heart and whole being were suspended at an indescribable height. It's almost crazy to suffer.

As long as he showed any intention of wanting Lulus to leave, even if he didn't mean it, Lulus would be like a frightened beast.

It's just that others ran away, but he pulled Shen Jue to leave his mark over and over again.

Shen Jue finally understood what the bottle of "precious morning dew" that Lulus said was for.

That is indeed medicine.

That is the best medicine, the medicine that can make Lulusi so presumptuous.

But it can heal a certain place, but it cannot completely cure Shen Jue.

When Shen Jue didn't know how many times he subconsciously said "I won't leave you" without waiting for Lulus to speak in the chaos, it seemed that the rain had finally come to an end.

He was drowsily held in Lululus' arms, and Lulules' voice was low and hoarse, with sadness that Shen definitely couldn't understand.

He stroked Shen Jue's loose long hair, and he had poured Shen Jue down the bottle of "mysterious potion" a long time ago.

Because Shen Jue's original voice was the most beautiful.

Lulusi lowered his eyes and looked at Shen Jue who would subconsciously slip into his arms when he hugged him even though he was treated like this, the fire in his heart finally calmed down.

He called him softly: "A Jue."

Shen Jue replied in a daze, just like they were in that dilapidated low house back then.

"...don't leave me, okay?"

Lululusi's voice was like a gust of wind, it would disperse at any moment, Shen Jue didn't know what he thought of, subconsciously grabbed Lululusi's clothes, and left another teeth mark on his shoulder.

It's just that this time it's not as deep as before, but it's very light, so light that there are only a few marks, which are fleeting.

Shen Jue muttered in his arms: "Obviously you left first."

Lulus laughed lowly, his sapphire eyes became calm again: "Yes, but you should have punished enough, right?"

He caressed his back, and said the most shocking words in the most casual tone: "211 times... Ah Jue, you left me 211 times."

Shen Jue was slightly stunned, and immediately lost all sleepiness, he strained his eyelids to look at Lulus, but for some reason Lules pressed his head in his arms, preventing him from lifting it up.

So Shen Jue could only listen to Lules' heartbeat and his weak and hoarse voice: "Even if you hold grudges again, you should let me go, right?"

He seemed to have laughed, or it seemed to be Shen Jue's illusion: "Or tell me, how long have you sentenced me, and how many more times do I have to experience it?"

Shen Jue opened his mouth, even in such a fierce fight, he only shed a few tears, but now Lules' few short words completely defeated him.

All thoughts were swallowed up, leaving only salty tears.

Shen Jue closed his eyes, his heart felt like someone had punched him hard, it was painful but numb.

He couldn't describe his current feeling, he just felt that his breath was robbed by these few words, suffocating and painful.

And he thought that it was Lules who suffered more than him, so it was the first time for Shen Jue to hate himself so much.

Why……

Why did you abandon Lulus?

Big deal die together.

However, as long as Shen Jue associates this word with Lulusi, he will feel endless panic, he almost subconsciously thinks that he can't.

He couldn't make Lulus like him.

Shen Jue smiled wryly in his heart.

It turned out to be an endless loop with no solution.

He didn't know how to respond to Lulus, because his mind was in a mess right now.

Shen Jue felt sorry for such a proud person like Lulules because he showed fragile emotions in front of him, but also mourned the fate of him and Lulusi in the future.

It's not that whoever is against them, but that the world wants his life and God's life.

How to do it?

If he and God didn't die, it would be Lulus, Bai Li who put aside those complicated emotional efforts and wanted to be friends with them, and too many innocent people.

But if he died, the suffering of others would only be temporary, and only Lulus would be tortured in the oil pan.

He's the only one who betrayed the world's love for him.

Even though this love is different from normal people's, Shen Jue still thinks it is extremely precious.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Lulusi tightened his arms even more. It was the first time that he didn't force Shen Jue, and it was also the first time that he quietly pulled back his huge and turbulent emotions: "...don't cry."

He said softly: "It's okay, I'm here."

Shen Jue's expected pressing step by step did not come, but it made him even more sad.

The ignorant beasts have learned to be gentle from these 211 deaths, but he has no way to guarantee that there will be no second 211.

He wants Lulus to give up and live a good life for himself, because this is the characterization of the world that cannot be escaped.

It was definitely not the first time Shen had such negative and pessimistic thoughts.

Before returning to this world, Xun Wanla went to see a doctor for a long time because of his excessive negativity in the main world.

At that time, Shen Jue didn't understand why, he had no previous memory, Xun Wan said that he lost his memory in a car accident, but he always felt that something was pulling him, so that he didn't have the idea of ​​fighting.

But now Shen Jue understood.

But after he understood it, he recovered without treatment.

Because he didn't want Lulus to give up and forget him, he wanted to work hard with Lulus: "Your Majesty..."

Before Shen Jue could speak, Lulusi hugged him even tighter as if he was afraid of something.

It was still the force that almost pinched him to the bone that Shen Jue couldn't understand before, but now Shen Jue can understand no matter what.

Including the voice that Lulus rang later.

Very light, almost whispering.

Like the faint rustling of leaves as the wind blows through them.

But every single word penetrated deeply into Shen Jue's bones.

Lulus said--

"...I beg you, okay?"

Shen Jue choked for a moment.

Whether it's the memories he regained, or the relationship with Lulus in this life, Lulus is always a little arrogant, like a beast that conquered the world, arrogantly looking down on his people from the highest place, as if in Look at a group of ants.

Even if he would bend his knees and bow to Shen Jue, even if he would squat in front of Shen Jue and lean his head on his knee seemingly obediently.

In Shen Jue's eyes, Lulusi is still so noble.

He is an iron wall that no one can break down, and a peak and snow mountain that no one else can touch.

However, at this moment, the Lord of the Three Thousand Planets hugged him in an unprecedented tone, begging him with pleading and embarrassment, as if there was nothing he could do.

Just beg him not to leave.

"……I promise you."

Shen Jue stretched out his arms and gently wrapped his arms around his neck: "Your Majesty, this time no matter what, shall we spend it together?"

Lulus was silent for a long time.

It was so long that Shen Jue thought he was going to fall asleep, only then did he hear Lules say: "Okay."

His voice returned to the brisk, careless tone: "A Jue, this time, I also remember."

Shen Jue was slightly taken aback.

What is this time...?

Could it be that he had said something similar to Lulules before? !

Shen Xin thumped in his determination, and he knew the ending without even thinking about it, so he became even more flustered.

However, before he could explain a few words, he felt his eyelids were heavy, Lulusi gently pressed a kiss between his hair, Shen Jue finally couldn't resist the power of the supernatural power, and fell into a coma.

It's just that his dreams are not controlled by Lulules after all.

Lulusi wanted him to "rest" for a few days, but Shen Jue returned to the window sill in his dream.

It was the world that blocked him from talking to Lulus about what happened when he was in the main world, and then he felt a little annoyed, so Lulus comforted him.

At that time Lulusi smiled and said "this is also very good", and then deliberately said something that would definitely be blocked, Shen Jue didn't know what he was talking about at that time.

And now Shen Jue knows.

Lulus looked down at him, and the sapphire eyes were full of tenderness—it was not an intentionally disguised appearance, but the real, deep-rooted tenderness transformed from liking.

He said every word seriously: "Ajue, from the first meeting to countless rebirths, even if you choose to give up on me, I will still be the same... Everything in this world can be changed, but I love you forever. .”

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