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Chacha feels bitter in her heart, but Chacha doesn’t say anything

It was a perfectly normal summer evening, with pink-purple clouds floating in the distant sky, and the waves rolling like bubbles on the orange soda-like sea.

After Chu Xun practiced Sanda, he returned to the small building by the sea. Instead of going in directly, he ran another five kilometers along the coastal road.He exercised extremely hard this holiday. It seemed that he was stimulated by the last injury. He eagerly longed to become stronger and become a wall to protect Zhou Luo from wind and rain.

Both sides of the coastal road are full of Able, the golden inflorescences are blown down by the cool sea breeze, and the wind chimes follow Chu Xun all the way, like a golden rain, the sky is getting darker and darker, and the orange sun has set After entering the bottom of the sea level, the sea surface is calm, only the shadow of the coconut tree is still shaking in the evening wind.

Chu Xun was covered in sweat. He had been running for nearly half an hour, and his T-shirt was already completely soaked in sweat. He took off the T-shirt, bare his upper body, and slowly walked back to the seaside building.

After entering the bathroom and taking a cold shower, he began to prepare dinner. Zhou Luo called him during the day and said that he would go home early tonight. He was very happy. Zhou Luo did not go to the hotel with Rao Heli for a week. , he was thinking, is Zhou Luo bored already?

Tonight, he made Tom Yum Kung Soup. It has a hot and sour taste. Zhou Luo likes it very much. It is seasoned with lemon leaves, lemongrass, lime, basil leaves, and galangal, and then it can be served with fresh sea prawns. up.

As soon as the Tom Yum Kung Soup was ready, Zhou Luo came back.

Zhou Luo's face was a little tired, the black bow tie was torn off by himself, and he was lying crookedly on his chest. Chu Xun went up to take his suit jacket, and asked softly, "What's wrong? Did something happen?"

"It's okay, just a little tired." Zhou Luo didn't look at him, pulled out a chair and sat down at the dining table, "Let's eat first."

"it is good."

Zhou Luo was not in a high mood, and Chu Xun didn't deliberately talk to him. The two quickly finished a bowl of Tom Yum Kung Soup.

Zhou Luo went to take a shower first, and after Chu Xun cleaned the dishes, he went to the kitchen to make soothing tea for Zhou Luo.

When Zhou Luo came out of the shower, the calming tea was already on the table as usual, Chu Xun picked up the teacup and handed it to Zhou Luo: "Uncle, you are too tired, drink some tea and go to bed early."

Zhou Luo took it and didn't drink it right away. He held the tea in one hand and put his arms around Chu Xun's shoulders, and took Chu Xun upstairs: "I've been too busy these days, and the people of the Jin family don't dare to mess up on the surface. Come on, there are endless tricks behind the scenes, just dealing with them is too tiring."

While talking, the two had already reached the bedroom on the second floor. When Zhou Luo was talking, he almost fell into Chu Xun's arms. Chu Xun stretched out his arms around Zhou Luo's waist, feeling a little flustered. Zhou Luo took a sip from the water glass, and suddenly said : "Hey, I seem to have forgotten my phone downstairs, I'll get it up." After speaking, he reached out and rubbed Chu Xun's hair, and went downstairs with a water glass.

When he went upstairs again, the water glass was no longer in his hands. He put his mobile phone on the bed and lay down, speaking in a vague voice: "I'm so sleepy, every time I drink this calming tea, I sleep very soundly. Is it almost finished, you take some time to make some more..."

"Okay, I'll make some... Uncle?"

Before Chu Xun finished speaking, Zhou Luo lost consciousness. Zhou Luo was too tired tonight, so Chu Xun deliberately increased the dose of medicine. As expected, Zhou Luo fell into a coma in just over a minute.

Chu Xun leaned down familiarly as usual, and first kissed Zhou Luo's lips. Seeing that Zhou Luo didn't respond, he greedily used the tip of his tongue to pry open Zhou Luo's teeth and penetrate into Zhou Luo's mouth. His hands had slid back onto Zhou Luo's buttocks.

He kissed passionately, and licked Zhou Luo's mouth with his tongue recklessly. Today, the dose of medicine is heavy, and he is not worried that Zhou Luo will wake up, so his behavior is also more presumptuous than usual.

Zhou Luo's mouth was smooth and warm, with a faint mint fragrance. He grabbed Zhou Luo's tongue and sucked it very fascinated. He was so excited that saliva flowed from their lips, and his hands had already He took Zhou Luo's underwear down to his knees, and touched Zhou Luo's buttocks.

His whole body was lying on Zhou Luo's body, and the bulging part was eagerly pressed against Zhou Luo's waist. He was lost in his heartbeat, but he didn't notice that Zhou Luo's hands on both sides had already Clenched into a fist, trembling indistinctly.

Zhou Luo is still waiting, he wants to see what step Chu Xun can do, and what step Chu Xun can do to him.

When Rao Heli told him about it, he didn't believe it at all, and he even pinched Rao Heli's neck to warn him not to talk nonsense.

Rao Heli stared, with a fearless expression on his face: "If I hadn't seen this kind of thing with my own eyes, I wouldn't be able to make it up if I was killed, okay? Do you think I dare to make fun of this kind of thing? I've lived enough and I lied to you." You? Zhou Luo, think about it for yourself. Don’t you think that Chu Xun’s perverted possessiveness towards you these years has gone beyond the normal relationship between uncle and nephew? Think about his actions for yourself, I don’t believe it There is nothing out of the ordinary!"

Abnormal places...Of course there are abnormal places, but Zhou Luo never thinks about it. He thinks that it is just Chu Xun's attachment to himself after losing his parents too early, so no matter those hugs in the dark, those unusual Zhou Luo didn't care about these before, but at this moment, Rao Heli actually told him that Chu Xun drugged himself in his tranquilizing tea, knocked himself out and kissed him secretly .

Although he didn't want to believe it, he knew that Rao Heli would never dare to joke about this kind of thing, and once he accepted the fact, he would look back at the things Chu Xun did, those infatuated eyes, and the lingering hugs , the approaching quietly, and the almost perverted possessiveness, all these things sent shivers down his spine.

So he was intimate with Chu Xun on purpose to divert Chu Xun's attention, so he deliberately didn't drink the cup of tea, but lay down on the bed pretending to be dazed, he just wanted to see what Chu Xun wanted to do.

Chu Xun finally kissed enough, he left Zhou Luo's lips, reached out to wipe the saliva off Zhou Luo's lips, then turned Zhou Luo's body sideways, stuck it to Zhou Luo's back, and took off his underwear.

There was a deep panting sound soon in the bedroom. Chu Xun put one hand on Zhou Luo's buttocks, and the other hand went down his body. He was addicted to this strange stimulation, and he didn't have any feelings for Zhou Luo's body at all. resistance.

Blue veins popped up on Zhou Luo's forehead, and when Chu Xun closed his eyes and gasped for breath, Zhou Luo suddenly turned around and said coldly, "What are you doing?!"

"Uh...uncle..."

Zhou Luo's sound was too sudden and horrifying. Chu Xun was already wandering on the edge, but being so frightened by Zhou Luo, his whole body trembled violently, and he let out a trembling cry.

All of Zhou Luo's rationality was burned out by Chu Xun's last blow. His eyes were already burnt red because of his anger. He lifted Chu Xun who was still in the air, and threw him to the floor with his hands.

"I ask you, what the fuck are you doing?!"

Zhou Luo was extremely angry, a feeling of being fooled, deceived, and even betrayed filled his entire chest.

The person on the floor is the little boy he brought up with his own hands, the person he has loved with all his heart and soul for more than ten years. He promised that his elder brother would take care of him and give him a normal life. For his safety, he worked desperately Fighting outside, in order for him not to be influenced by him, he hides it. He has never had a relationship in an open and honest way in so many years. He wants to give him the best, but he carries himself behind his back...

"Speak! Are you fucking dumb?!" Zhou Luo took out a pair of shorts from the closet and put them on, and threw another pair to Chu Xun, "Put on the pants, stand up and answer my words!"

Chu Xun lowered his head and slowly put on the shorts. The initial panic had receded. At this moment, his expression had returned to normal. He stood by the window, turned around and looked at Zhou Luo, with a smile on his lips: "Uncle Didn’t you see it all? You still ask me what to do?”

Zhou Luo suddenly rushed up and grabbed his neck, shouting angrily: "Are you still laughing?! Can you still laugh?! If I didn't drink that cup of tea tonight, how long would you want to do this? !"

Chu Xun narrowed his eyes and leaned in front of Zhou Luo, his eyes slowly flicked over Zhou Luo's red and swollen lips: "I don't know, I never thought about it, maybe I will keep doing it until the day you find out."

"You..." Zhou Luo was blocked by him and couldn't speak. The two of them were too close now, and Zhou Luo was a little short of breath. He let go of Chu Xun, turned around and sat by the bed, and passed the The feeling of strangeness was even more obvious. He scratched his head irritably, and asked in a muffled voice: "Are you looking at me and men... so you are curious? Want to try? Chu Xun, if it's because I did something bad for you Set an example, you’ve tried it now, don’t fuck it up in the future, and find a girl to fall in love with and get married.”

The smile on Chu Xun's face grew wider. He leaned against the rose bushes on the window sill with his bare upper body, smiling like a goblin: "Curiosity? Uncle, stop joking, do you remember the first time you drank Anshen tea?" When? When I was 15 years old and I've been doing this to you every night for three years now, do you think it's just out of curiosity?"

Zhou Luo stared at him, his eyes were scarlet and terrifying, while Chu Xun met his gaze, grinning non-stop as if masochistic. After a long while, Zhou Luo gritted his teeth and said, "I'm not curious, what is that?"

Zhou Luo stared at Chu Xun closely, as if he knew that some shocking words would come out of those thin lips, but he was powerless to stop him, and he didn't even want to stop him, he wanted to watch Chu Xun say it himself.

"Don't you know what uncle is?" Chu Xun suddenly left the window sill, went to the bed and squatted in front of him, a strange light flashed in Chu Xun's eyes, the light was so bright and strong that his heart hurt up.

"I like uncle, I love you, Zhou Luo."

As soon as Chu Xun's words fell, his whole body seemed to be soaked in cold water, exuding a frightening chill. Chu Xun's words were no less lethal than those knives pierced into his flesh. He panted heavily, Hold Chu Xun's chin firmly: "What did you say? Huh?! I'm your uncle, I'm your fucking uncle! You like me? You love me?! How dare you?! Huh?!"

Maybe if Chu Xun is a few years older, he will know how to be more devious, and he will explain and deny it immediately when Zhou Luo sees it through, in exchange for a chance to come to Japan for a long time.But the current Chu Xun only has that he has a heart full of love to express, his young body can no longer bear those deep and heavy emotions, and he has already reached the limit of his patience.

Even in the depths of his heart, he has been longing for the day that Zhou Luo can see his true face, turn all his forbearing emotions and dirty thoughts from the dark river to the surface of the water, and expose them to the sun.Regardless of whether it is dead or alive in the end, Chu Xun will let it be delivered to Zhou Luo's palm in the most direct way.

This is my feeling, do you want it?If you want it, I'll take it out for you, if you don't want it, just throw it on the ground and step into the mud.It's yours anyway, and you can do what you want with it.

This is the love of youth, it is better to be broken than broken!

Chu Xun never tried or weighed. From the day he realized his feelings, he put all his eggs in one basket and loved Zhou Luo almost paranoidly. Maybe he was not frank enough, maybe he tried his best, but he already put a All the passionate emotions from the young boy's first love to adulthood have been invested in Zhou Luo, and he has already exhausted all of himself to love Zhou Luo.

His first nocturnal emission was when he was 13 years old. At that time, he was still young and didn't know what feelings were. He just blindly worshiped Zhou Luo, was attached to Zhou Luo, and had Zhou Luo in his heart.

At that time, both of his parents died, and Zhou Luo was both his father, his elder brother, his friend, and his relative.

It was also a summer night, and he fell into a beautiful and lingering dream. In the dream, Zhou Luo was smiling at him in a white shirt, with a drop of floral dew on his full lips, exuding a faint fragrance. He lowered his head and thought Wipe it off for him, but I never thought about it, but I was taken away by the dew, and I kissed that plump lip, and then he woke up, with wet legs.

His feelings for Zhou Luo didn't come suddenly, but gradually accumulated in the day-to-day company and getting along with him. He was attached to him, worshiped him, longed for him, and admired him. , Family affection is Zhou Luo, friendship is Zhou Luo, love is also Zhou Luo.

The end of all his feelings is Zhou Luo.

He had already become addicted to a drug called Zhou Luo in the long river of time.

"I do it if I dare, I love you, I have loved you since I was 13 years old, doesn't uncle love me too?" Chu Xun held Zhou Luo's hand on his neck, his eyes burning look at him.

"Can it be the same?!" Zhou Luo roared, then suddenly let go of Chu Xun, and said almost earnestly: "Xiao Xun, you are too young to understand what love is. I have been the only one by your side these years , you depend on me too much, that's why you have strange thoughts about me, but this is not love, don't think about it, don't do it in the future, be good, can you?"

After hearing Zhou Luo's words, the composure on Chu Xun's face suddenly disappeared. He stared at Zhou Luo and roared angrily: "I don't understand? How could I not understand? Do you know how I got here all these years? I watched you make one boyfriend after another, I watched you kiss, hug, make |love with them, my heart was like a bloody gash cut by a machete, don’t I understand? I have Do I not understand how painful it is?"

"I've never done this in front of you, how do you know?!"

Chu Xun smiled bitterly: "You think you are hiding it well, you think you never get intimate with those people in front of me, so I don't know anything, room 609 of Hailuo Hotel, I know everything you do there, I Just watch it on the TV downstairs."

"You...you installed a camera?!" Zhou Luo pointed at Chu Xun in disbelief. He never thought that the child he raised with his own hands would have so many dark thoughts behind his back. What? !

"That's right...uncle will believe me now, right?"

Zhou Luo lowered his head and did not speak. After 5 minutes, he took a deep breath and raised his head to look at Chu Xun: "Your summer vacation is coming to an end. I have already contacted American universities for you. I thought about it. I'll tell you later, there's no need to wait now, pack up, and I'll send you abroad in two days."

"I'm not leaving!!" Chu Xun yelled, and rushed over to grab Zhou Luo's shoulder, "Don't uncle like me at all?"

Zhou Luo looked at him and said word by word: "You heard Chu Xun clearly, no, not at all, you are just a child in my eyes, I don't like you at all, no matter what you think about me, he Mom hold back for me, obediently get out of school for me!"

Chu Xun's hands on Zhou Luo's shoulders became more and more forceful, pinching Zhou Luo's bones. There was mist in his eyes, and he looked at Zhou Luo mistyly: "It doesn't matter if uncle doesn't like me, as long as I like uncle." Well, anyway, uncle has to find someone to do it, why don't you just sleep | I'm fine, I won't say anything, okay? Am I not as good as Rao Heli?"

"Fuck your mother, Chu Xun! Don't be so damn self-deprecating here, even if I find a duck on the side of the road, I won't look for you, your mother... um..."

Before Zhou Luo finished speaking, Chu Xun suddenly pressed his shoulders and pressed him onto the bed to block his mouth. He kicked Chu Xun with his hands and feet, but he still took two sips of tranquilizers before going to bed in order to trick Chu Xun. Cha, although his consciousness is clear now, his strength is not as good as before. Chu Xun's brute force came from nowhere, and it pressed against him like a copper wall and iron wall, making him unable to move. The mouth stirs unscrupulously | stirs up.

The reason why he endured the kiss on the bed just now was to test Chu Xun's bottom line, but now that he is conscious, he will never let Chu Xun succeed anyway. He opened his mouth and bit Chu Xun's lips with his teeth. Tongue, Chu Xun hissed, and his tongue was quickly bitten by him, but Chu Xun still didn't let go, and continued to fiddle with him arrogantly in his mouth.

This could no longer be called a kiss, it was a silent fight, the tongues of the two were bitten by the other during the dispute, and the entangled mouth was filled with the smell of blood like rust.

However, in such a chaotic situation, Chu Xun became more and more excited. His hand reached behind Zhou Luo's back and slid wantonly onto the ups and downs of Zhou Luo's back. The veins on Zhou Luo's forehead bulged. Without paying attention, he used all his strength to lift Chu Xun off his body. Chu Xun fell to the ground in embarrassment, with bloodshot eyes on the corner of his mouth, and raised his head to smile at him, looking like a lunatic.

He rushed over and slapped Chu Xun hard on the face, pointed at Chu Xun and cursed: "Clean up and get out of school, or don't call me uncle in the future, and you will never see me again in this life I!"

The smile on Chu Xun's face stopped abruptly, his broad shoulders collapsed decadently like a building overturned, he leaned against the window, and whispered: "You can hit me and scold me, but don't drive me away?"

"Go or not, you can decide for yourself!"

After leaving these words, Zhou Luo turned and walked out of the bedroom.