Instinctive reaction

On another weekend afternoon, Lin Leyang suddenly asked Li Chuan, "Can I sing that song again?"

Li Chuan lowered his head and kissed his forehead, then fiddled with his hair, "What song?"

"The song that was sung in the hospital." Lin Leyang blinked, and Li Chuan grabbed his hand and put it on his lap, "Is it okay, I want to hear it."

"Then brother, do you want to draw another picture for me?" Li Chuan asked him.

Lin Leyang smiled, looking a little shy, "But I can't draw well."

"I think the painting is very good." Li Chuan still tuned out the music on his mobile phone as he spoke. His singing is actually a bit flat, but thanks to his voice, he got extra points, and the song itself is very moving.

Lin Leyang burst into tears as he listened, Li Chuan stopped singing, hugged him in his arms and asked softly what was wrong, but the phone on the coffee table was still playing music.

"It's the first time I heard you sing very well." Lin Leyang said while crying.

"Huh? Then why are you crying?" Li Chuan kissed his wet cheeks, "Because I sang so well? Are you moved?"

Lin Leyang shook his head, "I found out that's the way it is."

Li Chuan patted his head lightly, "Brother."

Lin Leyang roughly rubbed his face twice with the back of his hand, wiped away the tears on his face, and made himself smile, "I'm just kidding, anything you sing sounds good." After speaking, he held Li Chuan's face and slapped him.

He remembered that Ji Wanke also liked old songs very much, and the playlists on his phone were all popular songs from his parents' era.

The two of them once listened to his entire playlist. Lin Leyang held his phone and asked, "Then why don't you sing?"

"It's not good to sing." Ji Wanke hummed along with the music, and then immediately observed Lin Leyang's expression.

Lin Leyang clapped his hands tentatively, "It really, really sounds good."

Ji Wanke pressed his head down, "I just said I won't sing!"

Lin Le Yangmeng, "When did you say that... hey, well, let's say it! Don't be angry, the song is beautiful, don't be angry if you come to kiss me!"

They were already together at that time, and Ji Wanke would often get into trouble with him over little things, Lin Leyang was simply too stupid as a coaxer, and in the end he would always just say: "Don't be angry, let's kiss."

Ji Wanke said that he was clearly taking advantage, but he smiled and did not deny it.

Those past events pierced Lin Leyang's heart and lungs like a needle, making him cry and laugh at the same time.

He once loved someone, and that person loved him in the same way.

Everyone was talking about it but no one told him how the story ended.

It's not that Lin Leyang didn't notice it. When everyone kept silent about this matter and didn't mention it, he already knew the answer.

When we separated from Ning Qian that day, the woman held his hand worriedly, "Are you really okay with this?"

Lin Leyang held those hands that were much slender than his, "Do you think there is something wrong with me?" He said and winked playfully.

"But I don't live here anymore." Lin Leyang said, "Now I live with my sister in the former home."

Ning Qian looked at him, but didn't notice anything wrong, "Really? That's fine... How is Sister Lin recently?"

"Still the same, putting work first, and not being with Zhao Ruixiao yet."

Lin Leyang said sorry in his heart, he needed to confirm one thing, that's why he had to say so many things that he didn't know right from wrong.

Fortunately, Ning Qian didn't notice it, so she nodded, "Then be careful on the road."

"Okay, so are you."

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On Monday, Li Chuan was full of classes all day.Because he always tries to chat with Lin Leyang, whether it is face-to-face or online, Lin Leyang has been able to memorize the courses on his schedule. There are two big classes in the morning, and there are not only classes in the afternoon, but also an elective class at [-] o'clock in the evening. .

Zhao Ruixiao and Wu Xu were the busiest day on Monday, and Lin Ruoliu was no exception.

When Lin Leyang went out, he said to Aunt Chang, "I'm going to find Li Chuan, and we made an appointment for lunch."

The woman watched him go out with a smile. The door closed in front of his eyes. Lin Leyang took a few steps back to see the panorama of the whole house, which was both familiar and unfamiliar.

He should have thought of it earlier, neither he nor Lin Ruoliu lived here, they both had their own lives, ten years ago he was still in school, lived with his family, had pets as companions, this was normal , then ten years later, where should he be in ten years...

The taxi stopped by the side of the street. In the hot weather, there was an occasional breeze, and the evergreen trees covered large swaths of shadows. As expected, the stores at this time began to play old songs again.

Lin Leyang walked along that street again, this time no one stopped him behind him, he walked smoothly to the corner, and suddenly flinched a little.

"If one day you say you're leaving soon."

The stereo outside the store was playing, overlapping with the boy's singing from yesterday.

"I would lose myself in a sea of ​​people."

There was a wind blowing, and the shadows from the leaves flickered on the cheeks, flickering and dimming, flickering and dimming.

Lin Leyang took a step forward, walked around the corner, and a stationery store appeared in his sight.

"No promises, just be together every day."

"I can't live on just scraps of memories."

It was a shop that perfectly matched the scene that appeared in the dream.

Lin Leyang's breathing became short of breath, and there was severe pain in his wrist.

"Will you comb my hair when I raise it?" In my memory, I look almost the same as now, but there is an obvious cheerful smile in my eyes.

Someone took the pink-blue headband from his hand, took it in his hand, and put it on his wrist, "Okay, then do you want to grow your hair?"

Lin Leyang couldn't relax his breathing, every breath made a sound, every heartbeat was throbbing, after a while he straightened his bent body due to the pain, and continued to walk into the street.

Lin Leyang is not ignorant.

For example, the first cat he raised was called "Wangcai". Lin Leyang picked it up when he was still in elementary school. At that time, the kitten was just full moon, and the small one was nestled in his arms. Later, when he grew up, It also grew up, and many new members were added to the family.

He always picked up some cats and dogs and came back to make trouble for his parents and sister.

He is always afraid of being lonely, and would rather be awakened by the cat stepping on his belly, and the dog hair falling on the sofa, his clothes, and falling into his father's teacup.

But there is nothing in this family now, and there will be nothing in this family ten years later.The decor is new, the furniture is new, and even the photo frames are new.

What about cats?

He never asks.

The lifespan of a cat is very short, only a dozen years.

They will die.

So he never asks.

From the time he grew up to the age of 28, some things had disappeared from his life in the past ten years.

Lin Leyang subconsciously rejected such an answer.

But now he can no longer escape.

At this moment, he was standing in front of the familiar door, his eyelashes trembling slightly, his raised fingertips trembling, and he finally entered a string of numbers.

It's his and Ji Wanke's birthday.

The password was set too simple, and Wu Xu complained about it.

The original words are: "You don't need to show your affection to this extent, when the time comes, the house will be stolen and let's see where you go and cry."

"But I can't remember the other ones." Lin Leyang tilted his head, "I don't have a very good memory, can't I?"

Wu Xu raised his hands, "Okay, ok, Ji Wanke didn't say anything, what can I say, the security in your community is very good, every time I come to stop me."

But it didn't stop him.

The doorman even nodded at him when he saw him.

The door opened.

When the door is opened, all the pictures overlap with the dream.

Memories also overlap.

Lin Leyang finally couldn't help slipping his hand on the doorknob, knelt down at the entrance and cried bitterly.

For that withholds deepest secrets.

For all he lost.

Li Chuan couldn't contact Lin Leyang.

For two full hours, Lin Leyang didn't reply to his messages or answer his calls.

Peng Siyuan advised him not to think about it, and to have lunch in Ansheng.

"It's only two hours, what if he fell asleep?" Peng Siyuan really couldn't understand Li Chuan's anxiety, it was really just two hours of no contact!

Li Chuan still frowned tightly, "He usually doesn't sleep at this time."

Peng Siyuan wanted to roll his eyes.

Li Chuan stood up, and Peng Siyuan said, "Hey, where are you going?"

"Skipping class." Li Chuan took two quick steps first, then ran up, "Don't ask for leave for me this afternoon, I won't be here today!"

Peng Siyuan was dumbfounded.

searing.

Today's weather is scorching, making people restless, and it has been a long time since we couldn't get a taxi at the school gate.

Li Chuan held the phone tightly in his hand, pacing back and forth, when Lin Leyang's call came.

He connected immediately.

On the other side of the phone is the sound of breathing, sometimes heavy and sometimes light.

"Brother..." Before he finished speaking, Lin Leyang interrupted him.

"I have to go back."

Li Chuan frowned suddenly, "What? Where?"

"Back to ten years ago, back."

Lin Leyang's voice on the other end of the phone was hoarse and difficult to distinguish, but Li Chuan could still hear it clearly.

He forced himself to calm down, not to think in the worst direction, but his voice was tense, "Brother? Why did you say that suddenly?"

"I remember, I haven't seen my parents since I woke up." Lin Leyang's forehead was knocked on the cold floor, but his body was so hot, as if he had been thrown into a fire, and his tears fell into small puddles traces of water. "Sorry, sorry...but I haven't seen them yet."

Li Chuan felt that his breathing had also been stopped.

Everyone was hiding it from him and didn't want him to remember it.

Everyone was watching him, fearing that something might happen to him.

Lin Leyang had everything that others envied before.

At the age of 28, he forgot everything and wanted to go back.

Lin Leyang remembered.

In 2020, the year he graduated from university, his parents were buried in an avalanche forever.

The author says:

sorry! !I slipped and knelt here first! !

But it is indeed a plot that has been set since the beginning of the article. From Chapter 1, from Lin Ruoliu's perspective, it has been emphasized that Le Zai attaches great importance to family members, and it has been hinted at in many places since then.The most difficult moment was spent by Ji Wanke with him.He used to have so many things, and finally lost them one by one.

So everyone, including Li Chuan, would rather he not remember.

Next, it's time to recover the foreshadowing, and then Ji Wanke's perspective... It's time for him to restore his name