Instinctive reaction

Lin Leyang hates falling asleep, hates dreaming, he wants to wake up, there is Li Chuan in reality.

And in the dream, the man he had never met always appeared.

In the dream, I was always running after that person, as if I would never get tired, and even texting him couldn't help but smile all over my face.

But those emotions were sealed by an airtight plastic film, unable to convey to him, he could only watch it happen.

The young man in his field of vision handed a letter to the girl, telling him to deliver it to Ji Wanke.

The girl said: "Okay, I know, I won't lose it, just for the sake of helping Li Jiajia deliver so many bottles of water to me, I have to help you too, right?"

Lin Leyang gave a thumbs up, "Of course, good brother! Thank you!"

The girl took the letter and doubted: "But if I give it to him, will he really accept it? He can see me as a rival in love."

"No!" Lin Leyang denied it, "Just say that I asked you to give it to him, and he should accept it, right?"

"Why are you so unsure? Are you sure you're right? Does he really like you?"

Lin Leyang hesitated, "Yes, yes."

"...You should be more sure of my tone!"

Lin Leyang stuck out his tongue, wanting to say something, when the phone rang, he looked at the number - Ji Wanke.

He picked up the phone, and Ji Wanke immediately said: "Lin Xiaoque, you have been out of the dormitory for 15 minutes, where have you been? You still have to avoid me?"

"I'll be right back."

"I'll give you 5 minutes. If you don't show up in front of me, you and Ning Qian can live in the girls' dormitory."

Lin Leyang: "???"

Lin Leyang: "Oh no, how do you know..."

Before he finished speaking, Ji Wanke had already hung up the phone.

Ning Qian, who was forced to listen, said, "Well, it seems that I really like it."

Lin Leyang: "How do you know this?"

While shaking her head, Ning Qian said in the tone of someone who has experienced it: "It's obvious, it's too obvious."

……

Since Ning Qian gave him the ok gesture, he has been anxiously waiting for Ji Wanke's reply all afternoon.

At seven o'clock in the evening, Lin Leyang received a message from Ji Wanke in his elective class.

Ji Wanke: [Lin Leyang, are you short-hearted? 】

Lin Leyang: ...

Lin Leyang: [Brother Wan Ke, what have I done wrong again? I can apologize but I cannot be beaten/cry/cry]

This is of course an exaggeration, Ji Wanke never beat him.He just got cheap and behaved.

Ji Wanke: 【Don't leave after school. 】

After class, the entire classroom was gone, only Lin Leyang sat in the back row, with his hands on the table like an obedient elementary school student.

Ji Wanke entered the classroom and saw him, and raised his voice: "Lin Xiaoque, you asked someone to pass me a love letter, don't you have one yourself?"

"Hey, keep your voice down!" Lin Leyang got up immediately, "I don't think it's more ritualistic for others to help you..."

Ji Wanke said: "Is your sense of ritual used in this kind of place? I thought you gave it to Ning Qian, and almost tore it up on the spot."

Lin Leyang walked down to Ji Wanke, and said, "Why? We clearly communicated clearly!"

Ji Wanke was expressionless: "Oh? Is that so? We've discussed it? She handed me the letter and said 'it's from Lin Leyang'. I thought she was provoking me."

Lin Leyang: "..."

Ji Wanke held the letter firmly in his hand, "You have the nerve to put the envelope in a total of a dozen words?"

Lin Leyang was aggrieved: "At any rate, I have a heart, don't give it to me..."

Ji Wanke raised his hand to prevent him from taking it, and bent slightly in front of his eyes, "Who said I don't want it, don't you want a sense of ceremony? I came to reply to you in person."

Only then did Lin Leyang get nervous, and grabbed the pen in his hand.

Ji Wanke said, "Put down the pen."

Lin Leyang looked left and right and put the pen on the table. When he turned his head, Ji Wanke stretched out his hand in front of him, "Put down the pen, and I will hold your hand."

Lin Leyang blinked, with an expression of disbelief.

Even Ji Wanke felt uncomfortable, coughed dryly, and pretended to be impatient, "Do you want to hold him?"

Lin Leyang looked forward to Ai Ai: "That's not what I wrote in my letter."

On the envelope paper he wrote:

【Ji Wanke, I like you.

I think you should like me too.

If we like each other, can I kiss you? 】

Ji Wanke gave a "hmm" and finally laughed. He was really good-looking, and he became even more dazzling when he smiled. He lowered his head and approached Lin Leyang, "Kiss, I agree."

They kissed in the empty classroom, at first it was just lips to lips, Lin Leyang whispered: "It can't be like this."

"Of course I know nonsense." Ji Wanke looked at him, "Put your tongue in, can you?"

He is asking for Lin Leyang's consent.

Lin Leyang rushed towards Ji Wanke full of joy, "Of course it's possible!"

Ji Wanke caught him, hugged him into his arms, and muttered in a low voice: "Idiot."

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The dream became clearer and clearer, and he could remember more and more scenes when he woke up.

This made Lin Leyang even more autistic. Obviously those things happened in the past, and he never participated in them, but he just felt a betrayal, betraying both the person in the dream and Li Chuan.

He was lying on the bed looking at the ceiling, the white wall was completely different from Li Chuan's rental house, Lin Leyang began to miss the dilapidated hut full of cracks, not the empty room like this one.

He doesn't belong here.

Every time this moment comes, Lin Leyang always thinks like this.

He doesn't belong here, if he goes back to the past, he will meet that person in his dream, then will he meet Li Chuan...

Lin Leyang's expression was full of bewilderment, he turned sideways and buried himself in the quilt.

he does not know.

His feelings, his emotions, are sometimes dominated by him and sometimes not at all.

This body is broken.

His stomach began to convulse and ache.

It was already afternoon when Li Chuan came, and it was already afternoon when he agreed to meet Lin Leyang on Saturday.

Lin Leyang knew that he couldn't be too stingy, Li Chuan was busy with other things, why did he care about this matter, and he didn't quite understand himself.

But he was still in a bad mood, and cried for no reason, and asked Li Chuan to comfort him, kissing his face and eyes.

"Lele." Li Chuan always called him that recently, but he was more cautious than before, "Is there something uncomfortable?"

Lin Leyang shook his head, wrapped his head around Li Chuan's neck and buried his head in his chest, Li Chuan patted his back lightly, "Then why are you crying?"

Lin Leyang didn't understand where his patience with him came from, and he was obviously making trouble for no reason.

He's too bad to be a senior and have someone else worry about him.

Why do you like me, why do you say you love me.He hugged Li Chuan tightly, sobbing and said, "I dreamed of someone else."

"Dream what?"

Lin Leyang decided to be honest, "Ji Wanke."

Li Chuan's hand paused lightly, "Do you know his name?"

Lin Leyang nodded, grabbed Li Chuan's clothes tightly, and wanted to say something else.

Li Chuan said, "Don't worry about him."

He didn't ask anything, he wasn't curious about Lin Leyang's past, and he tried to avoid him recalling the past.

"Since he caused you so much pain, it's not worth remembering." Li Chuan pushed him out of his arms, but gave him a kiss. "It doesn't matter who he is, that's all in the past."

"Don't you have me now, brother?" Li Chuan kissed away the tears that were about to fall in his eyes, "You just need to remember me, I am more mature and reliable than him, I will never leave you, you just look Just look at me, talk to me more, kiss me more, I must love you much more than him."

Lin Leyang nodded, and said in a muffled voice, "I love you."

Li Chuan smiled, "I know."

He knows better than anyone.

Love is an instinctive reaction engraved in the bone.

The author says:

The sense of ritual is also what Le Zai first said, and he is also the one who likes to use expressions when chatting.Xiao Ke remembered it all.

Take a day off tomorrow