Instinctive reaction

After Li Chuan said this sentence without any explanation, he turned around and pulled Lin Leyang to continue walking.

Lin Leyang was completely taken aback. Even though he had guessed before, the impact of the facts so clearly in front of his eyes was still very strong.

The moonlight cast the shadow of the window frame on the two people's feet, and they stepped across the moonlight together. When they were about to reach the sixth floor, Lin Leyang finally couldn't help asking: "Do you know what you just said?"

Li Chuan took out the key with only one hand, lowered his head to open the lock, "I know."

Lin Leyang was silent, "It's not too convenient today, I'd better go back first..."

The door had already been opened, and from his perspective, it was pitch black inside, and the unknown was terrifying.

Li Chuan held the bunch of keys in his hand, and made a light "jingle bell" as he shook it.

"Did brother just find out now? I thought I was obvious enough." He looked at Lin Leyang calmly, and the temperature of his palm conveyed to him very directly.

Lin Leyang shook his head, showing a half-baffled expression, "We've only known each other for a month..."

"Isn't one month not long enough? How long does it take to get along?" Li Chuan looked at him, his words were not intense but gave Lin Leyang a great sense of oppression, "Would it take two more years? That's too long and I can't wait." rise."

His attitude of saying "can't wait" was so righteous that Lin Leyang wanted to apologize to him.

Lin Leyang could only shake his head, and opened his mouth: "You are too young..."

Li Chuan just glanced up at his eyes, and he closed his mouth.

Lin Leyang suddenly felt aggrieved, what he said was the truth, but when Li Chuan took a look at him, he felt that his reason was untenable and he was lying to children.

"Go in first." Li Chuan said again, "Don't you come in after you're here? I cleaned up the house, clean and not dirty." After he finished speaking, he took a special look at Lin Leyang, taking advantage of his age To the fullest.

But Lin Leyang panicked completely, took a step back and said, "Let's do it next time..."

Li Chuan followed his steps and took a step forward, his hand was still loosely on his wrist, "Brother Le Yang."

"Hmm, um..." Lin Leyang looked at the hands of the two holding each other, his heart beating unabated.

Does he also have different feelings for Li Chuan?But it shouldn't be.

He is not the same as the 28-year-old, and it can be seen from the reactions of many people.If I fall in love with Li Chuan, what should I do at the age of 28? His feelings belong to another person.

Although that person no longer wants him, Lin Leyang doesn't think he has the right to strip this love.

"Brother, are you going to reject me?" Seeing that he wanted to escape, Li Chuan said immediately, "I will be sad if you reject me."

The noisy voices in Lin Leyang's ears fell silent in an instant, and the air in the dark and damp corridor smelled of mud after the rain. He stared blankly at the person in front of him. The scene was like an old movie, stuck at a certain moment, overlapping with the past.

"Ji Wanke, do you want to reject me?" The young man was waving his hands and shouting to the auditorium above his head with his eyes sparkling under the sun, "I'll be too sad if you reject me too!"

The scorching sun shone fiercely and dazzled his eyes. He couldn't even see the figure clearly, he could only hear the sound.

"Are you still sad? Then cry for me." He heard the answer, followed by the exclamation of the crowd, someone jumped down from a very high place, and his hands slammed on his shoulders, causing him to stagger.

Hearing his own voice, Lin Leyang yelled energetically: "Wow! Are you crazy, how high do you dare to jump?"

"Stop talking nonsense, didn't you tell me not to reject you? Let's go, don't participate in this kind of ghost activity next time, if you ask you to pull people, just run errands, fool."

"Hey, I don't want to, but I promised everyone..."

The man mocked, "Are you short-hearted? Lin Xiaoque."

He protested: "Can you not give me such an ugly nickname!"

Those blurred pictures intermittently appeared in front of his eyes and resounded in his mind. Lin Leyang's breathing became rapid, and the wrist held by the young man felt a deep itching under the flesh, which made him want to reopen the scar to reveal the bright red skin inside. new meat.

Li Chuan immediately sensed that something was wrong with him, and stretched out both hands to support Lin Leyang.

Lin Leyang tried to calm his breathing. His nails were deeply embedded in Li Chuan's arm. Li Chuan patted him on the back and comforted him: "Shall we go in first? Go and have a rest first."

Sweat dripped from Lin Leyang's forehead, and he nodded after a few seconds.

When the two of them entered the room, Li Chuan turned on the light, and an orange light shrouded his head, instantly brightening up the small space.

Lin Leyang sat on the bed, holding Li Chuan's cup in his hand, filled half of it with warm water, he only took a sip before handing it back to Li Chuan, Li Chuan casually put the cup on the TV cabinet behind him.

Lin Leyang's eyes swept over every corner of this rental house. Although Li Chuan tidied it up in an orderly manner, the damp place was still damp, and the corners of the walls were black and peeling.

"What happened just now, is there something uncomfortable?" Li Chuan frowned tightly, and stepped forward to check Lin Leyang's situation.

"No, it's just that some images flashed in my head..." Lin Leyang raised his head. At this moment, Li Chuan was the only one he could rely on. "Some memories that don't belong to me."

Li Chuan paused, "What?"

"I used to have someone I liked." Lin Leyang said and looked at Li Chuan, there was a soft place in his heart, but he still mustered up his courage, "You know, it's the same as what you heard outside the ward before, I There was someone I liked, and I committed suicide for him."

Li Chuan's eyes didn't waver at all, or he hid it well, "But it's not you."

Lin Leyang pursed his lips, and decided to be ruthless, "It's the same, no matter I'm still 28 years old, I've always liked someone, so much that I'm willing to die for him..."

Li Chuan covered his mouth, but he still uttered the last word.

Lin Leyang discovered his own cruelty for the first time. Compared with a boy who is nine years younger than him, he had to stop the other party's thoughts before he could figure out his own thoughts about this liking.

But Li Chuan said: "But you forgot, you forgot him, those things don't count brother."

"I have a nickname. Wu Xu said it, and Zhao Ruixiao seems to know it too. Now that I think about it, he gave it to me." Lin Leyang said as tears fell uncontrollably, "I really don't Remember, I don’t love him either, I don’t like him, but I will in the future.”

Li Chuan wiped his tears for him, and patiently listened to him talking about these things that had nothing to do with him. He didn't show any anger from the beginning to the end. He was too calm, such behavior would only make Lin Leyang feel more guilty.

"Even so, don't you mind? I once liked someone so much..." Lin Leyang looked a little panicked, he didn't know if he should be responsible for the blank ten years, he obviously hadn't experienced it yet. "Why do you like me after all?"

He finally asked, and that was the source of the uneasiness.There is no reason for Li Chuan's liking. Facing him, a sickly "lost memory" person who talks crazy, what is there that deserves his liking like this.

Lin Leyang didn't know, anyway, he didn't like himself like this. His body was bad and his mood was bad. Many things could only be prevaricated by using his own talent as an excuse. When he was insomnia at night, he always thought a lot but dared not say anything.

Not even talking about insomnia.

Lied to Lin Ruoliu, lied to Wu Xu, but couldn't hide it when facing Li Chuan.

Li Chuan looked at him seriously, his expression so serious that Lin Leyang held his breath.

"I don't mind, I must like you more than him." Li Chuan said, "I fell in love with you at first sight."

Lin Leyang was stunned for a moment, and Li Chuan didn't even dodge when he leaned over in front of him.

He forgot to wear the wristband when he came out today, and the wrist that Li Chuan had been holding before fell back into the boy's palm again.

"I fell in love with you at first sight, and I couldn't help liking you from the moment I saw you."

Li Chuan kissed the wound on his pulse, kissed the ugly scar, and looked up at him with affectionate and restrained eyes.

Li Chuan hid his emotions very well, Lin Leyang always couldn't see what he was thinking, but now it was very clear, he saw the strong emotion in the boy's eyes, wanted to kiss directly but was still trying to suppress himself.

Lin Leyang subconsciously wanted to escape, saying no, the first time they met was behind the rockery in the hospital, both of them were in a state of embarrassment at that time, thin and sick, he almost fell down Li Chuan helped him, and he was even a little afraid of him .

How do you fall in love in this situation?

"I was afraid that I would scare you and you would avoid me, that's why I didn't say I like you." The young man put his hands on his shoulders, his eyes seemed light but fell on Lin Leyang, "Now I said that if you deny me, I'm going to be very sad, brother."

This made Lin Leyang unable to open his mouth at all, and the phrase "sad" caused palpitations again.

"But I... I think I still prefer girls."

Of course he was lying, how could he still like girls when things got to this point.

But he can only bite to death, since he chooses to escape, he must escape to the end.

Li Chuan hugged him gently on the bed, Lin Leyang almost forgot that this was Li Chuan's home, and the place he was in was Li Chuan's room, the bed was covered with a mint fragrance, and he was immersed in the breath of a boy.

Li Chuan propped himself up, Lin Leyang blinked, his eyes were so dry that it hurt, tears were already drying on his cheeks.

"Shh, I'm not doing anything."

Li Chuan leaned over as he spoke, their breaths were entangled, they didn't look like they could do nothing at all, Lin Leyang's back was stroked by two hands, they passed through the gaps in the sheets, overlapping into a With a hug, he was picked up and fell deeply into Li Chuan's arms.

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