Instinctive reaction

Lin Leyang was dizzy from the impact of the sentence "I am".

Li Chuan then asked, "Do you mind?"

Lin Leyang shook his head in a daze, seeing Li Chuan'an's reassured smile, he didn't dare to have any thoughts in his heart, he automatically made up his mind, Li Chuan was hospitalized for so long, his remarried mother never showed up, maybe It's just that he doesn't support Li Chuan's sexual orientation... He thought about it, and his heart was filled with pride in an instant, wishing to be brothers with Li Chuan on the spot.

"It's okay to like men, but it's better not to like scumbags." Lin Leyang said sincerely.

Li Chuan's smile froze, and he gave Lin Leyang a meaningful look, "Okay, I won't."

The headband didn't completely tie up the hair, and some broken hair fell on both sides of Lin Leyang's cheeks, and was pushed back behind the ear by Li Chuan, "Is it okay if I touch you like this, will you find it annoying?"

Lin Leyang actually wanted to hide, but when Li Chuan asked him, he didn't move, for fear that the other party would mistakenly think that he discriminated against him.

But as long as you think about it carefully, it is not too much for anyone of the same sex to move behind the ear... unless it is a very close person, otherwise there will be no such intimacy.

Lin Leyang was very stubborn: "It doesn't matter if you can touch it."

Li Chuan's smile deepened, "Brother Le Yang."

"Huh?" Lin Leyang raised his head.

"Don't be fooled by others."

Lin Leyang thought he was talking about the scumbag, "No, I'm sober now, it's great to be alive, if I can, I'd like to live to be one hundred and eight years old!"

Lin Leyang still couldn't help but care about the wound on his wrist. Although Li Chuan had already stated that he didn't want to die, he couldn't help but look at those mottled marks. The wound on his wrist alone was already painful, Li Chuan It should hurt more than him.

"Then I'll live to be 99 years old." The boy said suddenly.

Lin Leyang raised his head, saw the gentle smile on the corner of Li Chuan's mouth, and asked him, "Is it okay?"

Why is it 99 years old, Lin Leyang didn't ask, it can't be because there is a difference of nine years between them, it's ridiculous when you think about it.The two of them had known each other for less than a month, so their bond was far from that deep.

"Yes." But he replied, stretching out his hand to hook the boy.

Of course it's best to be alive.

Don't think about dying and don't be in pain.

The little fingers of the two people were hooked together, and the thumbs were lightly pressed against each other.

##

After Zhao Ruixiao and Wu Xu left, they didn't go out in a hurry. Instead, they walked down the stairs to the second floor and started arguing.

"Do you fucking have any conscience?!" Wu Xu shook his hand angrily.

Zhao Ruixiao had expected that General would take a step back, "Calm down."

"I am calm? Of course I am calm. You are the one who is crazy." Wu Xu said coldly.

"Otherwise, what should we do?" Zhao Ruixiao looked at him, "Tell him the truth, and see him die again before our eyes?"

Wu Xu gasped from the side, "But you can't..."

"There is nothing impossible." Zhao Ruixiao said, "You can't understand, right, but Ji Wanke can."

Wu Xu showed an expression of disbelief, "How is it possible?"

"Of course it's possible, because we are such people, otherwise how could we get together and become friends?" Zhao Ruixiao's half of his face was sunk in the shadows, "As long as the person you like doesn't suffer, naturally you can do anything, and you don't have to do anything after that Never mind, since I said it, I will come back."

Wu Xu was silent for a while, "Do you want to act together?"

"Otherwise? If the information is not correct, Le Yang will be suspicious. He is already very sensitive now."

"I know." Wu Xu replied, "But it doesn't mean I agree with your approach, just in case he remembers..."

"Then he will hate me." Zhao Ruixiao curled the corners of his lips slightly, smiling but also apologetic, "It's okay, this is the result I expected."

Wu Xu sighed, "Is it really right to do this, I always feel that we..."

"Sometimes I also think, what if he is really time-traveled as Le Yang said? Is it better to tell him so that those things can be avoided." Zhao Ruixiao said, "But even if he time-traveled Yes, that is also his, what will happen in the future, the people we will meet, if we control it, will it really lead to a better direction?"

The corridor was gloomy and cold, Wu Xu didn't speak.

They all knew what Lin Leyang would have to face if he could really go back to the past.

##

"By the way, I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow." Lin Leyang suddenly remembered the next afternoon.

Since he was hospitalized until now, Lin Ruoliu had only visited him on the day he was sober, and he was always on the phone after that.Such indifferent communication made Lin Leyang extremely uncomfortable, but he was still happy when he thought of going home tomorrow.

Li Chuan put aside the inferior "drawing board" in his hand, "Will we still meet after you leave the hospital?"

Lin Leyang said: "Of course, my parents are not here. My sister seems to be busy with work. I should be bored at home alone. I will go to you when I have time, and you can go to me."

Li Chuan nodded, "As a souvenir, please draw a picture for me."

Lin Leyang never thought that the young man would make such a request. He didn't say until Li Chuan handed over the paper and pen, "What do you want to draw?"

"Anything is fine, I want to keep it as a souvenir."

Lin Leyang blinked, "Then what souvenir do you want to leave for me?"

Li Chuan was stunned for a moment, and said bluntly: "My paintings are ugly."

Lin Leyang: "..." So you know it too.

"Can you sing?" Li Chuan sat down and looked at him quietly at the end of the bed, "I want to sing a song for you."

"Okay." Lin Leyang accepted with a smile.

Although a series of bad things happened after time travel here, he also made a very good friend.

Li Chuan gave him a very special feeling.

The tip of the pen slides gently on the paper, Lin Leyang draws a few strokes with his head down and looks up at Li Chuan.Li Chuan seemed to have guessed what he was drawing, so he didn't move, just opened his mouth and sang.

"Where would I be if I hadn't met you."

Li Chuan's first sentence was amazing, his voice was very deep, singing Teresa Teng's songs had a special charm, and Lin Leyang didn't expect that he would sing old songs from so long ago, and thought he would sing recent popular songs.

Lin Leyang closed his eyes while drawing: "If there comes a day when you say that you are going to leave... I can't live on just a few memories, let the time go by, I only care about you."

He was tone deaf, so he could only sing along with Li Chuan in a low voice, his voice gradually faded away, and he only focused on the painting in front of him.

He didn't expect his sketch to be so rusty, and he was not satisfied no matter how he drew it, so he turned his face, raised his head and smiled embarrassedly at Li Chuan, "Wait a minute, I will draw a new one."

"Your paintings are beautiful." Li Chuan had already said that before he saw them.

"Don't praise me blindly." Lin Leyang muttered while modifying the drawing. The places that carbon pens can be modified are really limited, but it is impossible for them to sharpen pencils with utility knives in such places. "I don't take this set."

"is it?"

"Yes……"

Lin Leyang raised his head and saw Li Chuan looking at him with a slight smile. Compared with when they first met, he was much less hostile and no longer preoccupied.

Lin Leyang realized that Li Chuan had finished singing, and quickly applauded, "You sing really well."

"Lin Leyang." Li Chuan called him suddenly.

Lin Leyang looked at him, and he changed his words: "Brother Leyang."

"how?"

"If you want to hear me sing, I can call you to sing at any time."

Lin Leyang didn't know if he was joking or serious, so he hesitated and said, "That's good."

Seeing that he didn't understand, Li Chuan continued, "I want your phone number."

Lin Leyang suddenly realized: "Just say no? I'll call you later, and I don't know what my phone number is."

Li Chuan pursed his lower lip and suddenly sighed.

Lin Leyang thinks very simply, if there is something to say, just say it directly, it would be too tiring to rely on guessing around the bush.

Obviously he can't understand the delicate thoughts of little boys.

After finishing the painting, Lin Leyang was dissatisfied no matter how he looked at it, but he could only hand it over, "Don't be disgusted with what you agreed."

"I don't feel disgusted, the painting is very good, much better than me." Li Chuan said.

Lin Leyang took it as a compliment, "How long will you be discharged from the hospital?"

"Soon." Li Chuan replied, "I will look for you as soon as I go out, will you find me annoying?"

"No, I told you that I don't know anyone here, of course you are welcome to come to me." Lin Leyang said, "It's just that you don't have to go to school? It's not even June yet."

Li Chuan: "..."

Lin Leyang tilted his head to look at him.

Li Chuan dodged, "I'll look for you on Saturday and Sunday."

"Sure enough, I still have to go to school." Lin Leyang had an inexplicable sense of superiority of being older, and stretched out his arms to pat Li Chuan's shoulder, "Study hard."

"……understood."

Lin Leyang and Li Chuan exchanged mobile phone numbers. Lin Leyang said: "I can't log in to the previous WeChat, and I don't know what the password is. This is a newly applied account."

"Changed your phone too?"

"Ah."

Li Chuan's profile picture is a cartoon frog, and as soon as Lin Leyang passed the application, he saw a few pictures of his arms bleeding from his circle of friends.

He was stunned for a moment, and Li Chuan was also stunned. Then he thought of something and nodded quickly, and those pictures disappeared quickly.

"You..." Lin Leyang looked at him uneasily, "Otherwise, come home with me tomorrow."

Li Chuan: "..."

Lin Leyang: "..."

Lin Leyang looked at him worriedly, "You will come to me, right?"

"Well." Li Chuan said, "It doesn't matter to me now, those are... a long time ago."

"Don't do that again." Lin Leyang said.

"Okay, no problem." Li Chuan comforted him appropriately, "I will be obedient, brother."

Not long after Li Chuan left, the nurse came to make rounds.

"Recently, he's been staying in your room longer and longer."

Lin Leyang emphasized: "He is very nice."

The little nurse laughed, "Really? It's been pretty good recently, but it wasn't like this before. It's always gloomy, doesn't communicate with anyone, and tends to shrug its shoulders and sway when it walks."

Lin Leyang couldn't imagine it.

That night, he received a call from Lin Ruoliu, "I have something to do and I can't accompany you back tomorrow, so Zhao Ruixiao can pick you up, is that okay?"

"Well, it's okay, I'm not a child anymore." Lin Leyang hung up the phone, and Yang lay on the bed and covered his eyes with his hands.

"You want to go through the discharge procedures?" The nurse looked at the innermost bed.

"Yeah." Li Chuan sat by the bed and packed his things. In fact, there was nothing to pack. There were not many things he could take away, only a few clothes of his own.

The nurse said: "Wait until tomorrow morning. We understand your situation. You can leave directly after paying the fee."

"Okay." Li Chuan replied.

After the nurse left, the man on the hospital bed said, "Are you leaving?"

Li Chuan still looked at the clothes in his hands. The white T-shirt had turned yellow, and he was wearing a pair of thin-leg pants.

He doesn't intend to wear it.

"Yeah." He replied.

No one in this ward would answer the man's questions except him.

"You're going to find him, right?"

Three shifts are over!

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