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Qin Xuan was waiting at the place agreed with Cheng Yi, with the endless sea in front of him.

He looked at the dolphins that occasionally jumped into the air and fell into the sea again, and the seabirds flying freely in the sky, and suddenly felt an impulse in his heart.If you can fly freely in the sky like a seabird, if you can swim freely in the sea like a dolphin, will all your troubles be far away from you?

He suddenly remembered that Cheng Yi liked the sea very much. He always thought it was because the sea was majestic, unpredictable, and full of mystery, so he was liked by Cheng Yi, because Cheng Yi had always given him the feeling that he was a person who was not afraid of anything. Difficult adventurers.

But at this moment, he suddenly felt that maybe he had been thinking wrong all along. Cheng Yi liked the sea not because it was strong and dangerous, but because the sea was always free and no one could control its direction.

But in fact, everyone guessed wrong, Cheng Yi likes the sea, because that's the place where he first met Qin Han, and it's also the place where he first knew what he likes.

Cheng Yi walked slowly along the road towards the beach, he knew that Qin Xuan was waiting for him at the beach, and he would take him away from this place and the man he loved deeply.

His heart was saying reluctance, but his rationality told himself that he could not stay, he could not turn back, he could only continue to move forward, even if the road ahead was full of thorns and was a bottomless abyss, he could not turn back.

He didn't walk fast, his steps were neither big nor small, maintaining a constant speed.But the road is so long, and there is always time to finish.

The smell of sea rheumatism and saltiness seemed to float in, and he knew that the destination was ahead.

Cheng Yi suddenly stopped in his tracks, and wanted to look back at the road behind him, but clenched his fists and tried hard to restrain himself, not to look back.He kept taking deep breaths, then opened his eyes, looked up at the faintly visible sea ahead, and told himself that he had done nothing wrong!This is the right path, no regrets, no shrinking back!

Goodbye, Qin Han!Never see you again!

He finally said in his heart.But I don't know that the word has become a proverb from then on.

He raised his foot and was about to continue to move forward, when suddenly a hand came across to cover his mouth, before he could struggle, his vision was suddenly blurred.He tried hard to stay awake, but he couldn't resist the increasingly heavy eyes, and fell into darkness completely in the next second.

Qin Xuan has been waiting in the same place, he waited for a long, long time, until Qin Han found him, grabbed his shoulder and questioned him about Cheng Yi's whereabouts, and waited until he was punched by Qin Han, blood oozing from the corner of his mouth, but still nothing. Wait for Cheng Yi, the person who promised to leave with him.

Why didn't you come?Didn't you agree to let him take him away?Why didn't you show up?Why?

Qin Xuan didn't even pay attention to Qin Han's beating, curled up on the ground with his head in his arms, his mind was full of why?Why didn't Cheng Yi come?

But no one can answer him, no one knows where Cheng Yi went?

Qin Xuan laughed at himself, so you still don't believe me?Is it because you don't believe me that you didn't come to the appointment?Don't believe that I really want to take you away?Don't believe I really don't want you to get hurt?So you chose to leave by yourself?

Cheng Yi, you are so cruel!Don't even want to give me the last chance.

But Cheng Yi, I haven't told you yet, I fell in love with you...

Why don't you even give me a chance to say you like me?

Qin Han went crazy, he searched everywhere but couldn't find Cheng Yi.He beat Qin Xuan seriously because of losing control of his emotions, and was sent to the hospital at last, but he still didn't get Cheng Yi's whereabouts.

Qin Xuan didn't lie to him, and he didn't know where Cheng Yi was?

Almost used all his strength to find Cheng Yi, but still found nothing.

Everyone was terrified to find that Qin Han, who had managed to become a little warm these days, suddenly became more brutal. His whole body was like an iceberg that would not melt for thousands of years. He was angry at every turn, and no one around him dared to approach him. .

However, he didn't care, he still frantically searched for Cheng Yi's whereabouts every day, he went to every place Cheng Yi might go to, but there was no, there was no sign of Cheng Yi.

After Qin Xuan was discharged from the hospital, like Qin Han, he desperately searched for Cheng Yi, but also failed.

Everyone was looking for a man named Cheng Yi, but he seemed to have evaporated without leaving any trace.

Time passed day by day, Cheng Yi still did not appear, and there was no news about him, and this person suddenly disappeared before everyone's eyes as it did three years ago.

Whenever the night is quiet, Qin Han always sits on the floor of the bedroom with Cheng Yi's photo in his arms, gets drunk, and calls out Cheng Yi's name.The ring Qin Han gave Cheng Yi when he was in the Netherlands, Cheng Yi did not take it away when he left, but now it is hanging on Qin Han's neck.He tightly held the ring around his neck with his left hand, his eyes were red, and even though he was injured and bleeding, the man who never yelled, cried like a lost child while holding the photo of his missing lover in the middle of the night when no one was around. .

why?

Why didn't you wait for me?

Didn't you say wait for me?Just wait a few more days, I have already divorced Ye Jing, and I have even prepared our wedding invitation, why don't you wait for me for a few more days?

why? !

Throwing the wine bottle in his hand angrily, Qin Han was full of hostility, but he still couldn't hide the suffocating sadness emanating from him.

Cheng Yi, you said I don't understand love, but I already understand it now.I won't force you anymore, I won't lock you up anymore, and I won't do anything to make you sad anymore.You see, I have already divorced for you, can you come back?We will get married right away when you come back!

……

The most powerless thing in the world is regret.Maybe only by starting life all over again can it be possible to make up for those irreparable misses.

But in life, there is only one chance.

……

Vaguely, he seemed to see large expanses of blue.

He felt the dolphins surrounding him, the wet touch on his skin.

There was water running through his hair, flowing through the corners of his eyes...

He felt as if he was surrounded by the arms of the sea.

It feels unreal like a dream, but it is so real.It is so clear that the feeling of sea water sliding through the fingers is so real.The bitter salty taste of sea water fills the mouth.

He moved his hands and feet, but found that his hands were tied together and he couldn't move.It was only later that I realized that my feet were also tied, and a huge stone was still falling under my feet.He felt his body sinking continuously.

It turned out that I was really in the arms of the sea.he laughs.

The feeling of suffocation became more and more obvious, and the brain that had finally been awake for a moment became chaotic again.

There seems to be the cry of dolphins in my ears, as if they are singing happily.

He seemed to see himself, because that person inadvertently looked back and smiled, and the whole world turned into a dazzling blue, just like the sparkling sea surface under the sunlight.

He thought, this was probably the beginning of the catastrophe in his life.

——If there are ten thousand ways to die, I choose to die in the arms of the sea, let the sea fish eat my body, and let the sea wash away my soul.Let me turn into the sea breeze and caress you.Let me occupy every corner around you.

—The End—

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