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The email reads "Zheng Tianyi, don't forget our agreement, now you have got your little lover, but I'm still angry! Didn't you say to help me drive Lu Chao out of this city? Why do I seem to see him again, the construction site in the suburban development zone, go and see for yourself!"

You don't have to guess who sent the email, if I don't understand at this moment, I'm a complete fool!I didn't expect that I trusted him so much and treated him like a big brother I could trust. He actually played some shady tricks behind his back, and my heart was instantly pulled up, with a tearing pain.The feeling of being betrayed by a friend is really not a good memory.My mind went blank, I didn't even know how I got out, how I got in a taxi.

Anyway, when I realized it, I was already sitting in a taxi and reported the address I saw on Zheng Tianyi's computer.I don't know what should I do when I get there?say something?In short, I just think where I should go, and I can find the answer to everything I should know and what I should not know.

The taxi galloped all the way and soon arrived at the destination.I hastily paid for the car.got out of the car.

At this moment, my heart was trembling like a thunderous drum.What should I say to Zheng Tianyi, is it an angry question, or a heartbroken condemnation.Will I meet Lu Chao?I'm such an asshole. When he left that day, he looked so sad and sad.But I was just immersed in my emotions and ignored him.I really hated myself, misunderstood him again and again, and didn't believe him.He also questioned him if he ever believed me, I am really the number one bastard!

I walked in this barren place with mixed emotions, and the cement mixers around me were rumbling.Steel and cement can be seen everywhere, and bricks and tiles are piled up all over the place.Wearing yellow hard hats, shirtless workers chanted and sweated profusely, repeating the mechanical version of the action again and again.

I really can't think of how such a beautiful, thin body, and such a quiet personality can work in such a place. Thinking of this, I feel more and more pain in my heart.It's all me, I was such a jerk thinking that he left on purpose because he didn't want to see me, and didn't let me find him.

The more I walked forward, the more nervous I became.I reached out to stop a passing worker, and asked, "Excuse me, just inquire, do you have a worker named Lu Chao here?" I looked forward to this worker nervously, anxiously, and eagerly.

He seemed to be taken aback by my gaze, and he stammered, "Just now, I saw him go there with a well-dressed man!" He pointed in one direction.

I didn't have time to thank him, so I ran in the direction he pointed in a panic.The closer you get, the more flustered you feel.My heart was pounding, almost jumping out of my throat.

I had just turned a corner, and before I had time to go forward, I heard a sound in my ears. I quickly hid behind a corner, poked my head slightly, and looked in the direction of the sound.

It was Zheng Tianyi, he was talking with his back to me, and opposite him stood the figure that I had been thinking about day and night.He became thinner than before, and the eye sockets were deeply sunken. The honey-colored skin was flushed red by the hot sun at this moment, and it seemed that a layer of skin had appeared.He was wearing a dirty camouflage vest and camouflage pants.A pair of army green sneakers, her hair was tightly stuck to her scalp with sweat.It looks like a complete migrant worker who went to work in the city, and he was in a mess.My heart hurts more and more, why did he suffer so much, the whole person is so thin that it hurts, but the eyes are still deeply attracted by that skinny figure, and I can't look away at all.There seemed to be tears in the eyes that were about to flow down.

I couldn't even help but want to touch that face that made my heart ache.Zheng Tianyi turned his back to me and was talking to Lu Chao. Lu Chao's face was pale, his whole body trembled, and he seemed to be on the verge of falling from the shock. My heart ached even more. You can feel the real pain like being pricked by a needle.

Zheng Tianyi was a little agitated, and his voice was a little louder, so that I could hear him clearly.Zheng Tianyi suppressed his anger and said, "Lu Chao, you agreed to what you did at the beginning, and it seems that you have fulfilled what I promised you, but now you have not kept our promise! I am not killing them all, but I promised others It’s got to be done, isn’t it?”

I became a little puzzled. Lu Chao was not completely ignorant of this matter. They seemed to have reached some kind of agreement. I don't know what kind of agreement it is, and I don't know why Lu Chao agreed to such an agreement. I knew in my heart that Lu Chao had difficulties, but I just couldn't control my abnormal anger.I feel like I was calculated to be sold by someone, but the person who participated in the sale was the person I trusted and cherished the most.I didn't hear clearly what Lu Chao said later.

I rushed out out of control, and my reason was burning with anger. Now I want to ask them why?Why do you treat me like this, I am not a thing, why buy and sell it.Has anyone ever asked my opinion.

They looked at me rushing out like an angry bull, their mouths widened in surprise, and Lu Chao's face turned pale.His body trembled even more, suddenly, he turned around and ran out in the opposite direction.

"Lu Chao! Stop!" I was panting after chasing after me, and shouted loudly with all my strength.But when he heard my voice, he ran even faster and disappeared in a blink of an eye.Looking at the figure that disappeared from my sight.My heart was so painful that I squatted on the ground gasping for breath, tears streaming uncontrollably.

"Xiaohai...Xiaohai..." Zheng Tianyi did not know when he caught up, squatted beside me, put his arms around my shoulders, and patted gently, "I'm sorry! If you're sad, just cry! I have everything!" He comforted me gently as if nothing had happened.My anger, suppressed by sadness, jumped up with a bang.

I forcefully pushed away his hand that was blocking me, he was caught off guard, pushed by me, and fell to the ground.I yelled at him, "You don't need to be hypocritical, Zheng Tianyi! I didn't expect that I treated you like my own big brother, and in the end you treated me like this! You fucking sold me like a thing You sold it, right, you really disgust me!" I yelled out the dissatisfaction and anger in my heart.Zheng Tianyi seemed to be like an eggplant beaten by frost, buried his head deeply, sat on the ground in pain, and repeated "I'm sorry, Xiao Hai! I'm sorry! I'm really sorry!"

I ignored him, stood up and staggered away, Zheng Tianyi seemed to be still immersed in self-blame and pain and did not catch up.I have been unable to care about these messy things. At this moment, I have an idea in my heart to find Lu Chao and ask him why he did this.What unspeakable difficulties does he have?As long as he says it, I will believe it.As long as he is still willing to be with me, I will go to the future with him without hesitation.

In the next few days, I wandered around as if possessed by a demon, but I never found a trace of Lu Chao. He disappeared completely under my nose again.I have no choice, I really don't know where to find him.

Zheng Tianyi has been by my side since that day. He looked at me with painful eyes, sad and desperate at the same time.I don't know why he has such emotions, and I don't bother to pursue these.Say you hate him?No, not at all.Just feeling sad, feeling tired, tired inside.

I only hate myself, why I am so stupid, I know everything later.If I could have discovered Lu Chao's difficulties at the beginning, then everything after that would never have happened again!

I wandered around without sleep, and Zheng Tianyi wandered around with me without sleep, neither talking nor approaching, just following behind me.

"What the hell are you doing with me?" I yelled at him as if I couldn't stand it.

His lips trembled. He wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to say it. In the end, he just said, "I'm worried about you!"

"I don't need your worries, hum!" I snorted coldly, and said mockingly, "Is this the result you want now? Shouldn't you hide and laugh? What are you doing here so hypocritically!"

"sorry Sorry……"

"Humph!"

"I just want to be by your side. I'm sorry, Xiao Hai. I admit that I used some disgraceful means, but I really never thought of hurting you!" He said in pain, a little humble, yes Humbleness that I have never seen.

I don't want to continue this topic, so I can only turn around and continue to search.

"Xiao Hai... don't look for him anymore, he is no longer here, he left!" He seemed unable to bear to see me in a trance, rushed up, hugged me vigorously in his arms, and said pitifully.

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