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I looked up and looked at his face carefully, his face was pale without a trace of blood, his hair was a little disheveled, he looked not very good, he was much thinner than when I saw him last time, his round cheeks were deeply sunken Going down, the sharp point on the cheekbone is like a thorn in my heart, which makes my heart feel faintly uncomfortable, not to mention distressed or sore.

"How did it happen?" I sat on the chair, concealing the pain and sorrow in my words, pretending not to care.

"Do you feel sorry for me?" He answered irrelevantly, looking into my eyes without blinking, his face showed a trace of unnatural flushing due to trying to hold back his cough, which made his face no longer look so shocking , In the dark weather, it can even be mistaken for a healthy ruddy.

"What are you talking about!" I looked away unnaturally, avoiding his fiery eyes.

"I can see heartache and struggle in your eyes, why?" He insisted on the topic just now, without giving me a chance to breathe.

"Yeah, you're my friend, and I take you as my big brother, so I'm naturally worried if you get hurt!" I said evasively. "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"Xiao Hai, thank you for coming to see me, I thought we would never see each other again in the future!" He smiled slightly, turned his eyes away, and looked out of the window with long and far-sighted eyes.I was a little embarrassed and didn't know what to say. I didn't see him on purpose and didn't answer his calls, but in the end I asked him why he didn't tell me earlier.I was disgusted by my hypocrisy.How did I become like this now!

"I'm sorry!" I didn't know what to say, and I was afraid to look him in the eyes. I stared carefully at his leg in the cast, as if there was the answer I was looking for.

"Why do you say I'm sorry, I'm glad you came to see me, at least it makes me feel better than if you ignore me, doesn't it?" He turned his head and looked at my embarrassed look, and smiled. "And you have your own reasons, I know, we are not children after all, I understand!" He said calmly, quite calmly, not at all like he was trapped by love, but on the contrary, I seemed to be Too tense and unable to let go.

"Sorry!" I said sorry again.I was speechless in the face of him.He smiled at me, looking very tired.

"Would you like to lie down?" I asked, standing up and looking at him.He nodded slightly.I walked over, gently raised his head with one hand, pulled out a pillow he was sleeping under, and put the other hand under his waist. With both hands, he gently lifted him up and down After moving it, he put it gently on the bed again, covered him with the quilt carefully, and sat down on his hospital bed casually.His body is really a lot lighter, he looks tall, at least half a head taller than me, but I hugged him very easily, I really don't know how he came here these days, How can a person lose weight to such an extent in such a short period of time.

"Just roll the bed off!" He said casually.

"It's easy to cough when lying flat, and this height is just right." I said casually, looking at the people coming and going outside the window, looking at people in a hurry. "How did you get hurt?" I looked out the window, and after waiting for a long time without hearing his voice, I lowered my head in confusion. "What's wrong?"

He shook his head, closed his eyes, blinked vigorously before opening them, and said hoarsely, "Nothing?"

"It's nothing, you have suffered such a serious injury, if there is something, what's the matter, I still have to go to the funeral parlor to see you!" I suddenly felt an unknown fire rushing up in my heart, and I couldn't control it like rushing. He lost his temper, and little did I realize that I was dealing with a patient who had just escaped death.I looked at him angrily, and there was a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, and he didn't look angry at all because of my sudden outburst.

"The mission in the institute is a group of vicious criminals. Most of the people in the institute have missions to go out. I have no choice but to be the captain. Who would want to go if I don't take the lead! Actually it's not a big deal, you see, I Isn't this good!" He pretended to be relaxed and stretched out his hand to get up, but the violent movement affected his lung injury, and he began to cough violently again.I knocked on his leg resentfully, stretched out my hand to press him on the bed, walked to the end of the bed, raised the bed a little, and his cough got better a little.

"Let you show off! If you can't do it, stop it!" I said angrily. "Why did you send you to carry out such a dangerous task, why didn't you let others go!" I said angrily, just thinking of him suffering such a serious injury, my heart felt a little painful.

"I'm the captain. If there's danger, of course I'll go first!" He said it as a matter of course, with a deep awareness that if I don't go to hell, whoever goes to hell will go to hell.

"Hmph!" I snorted coldly.

"Okay, Xiao Hai, I won't do it in the future, let others do all the dangerous tasks, isn't it okay!" He said in a flattering way, like a puppy begging for mercy.

"It's none of my business, I have nothing to do with you!"

"Yes! Yes! Yes! It's okay, let's do it!" He said with a playful smile again, looking like a good man, and my heart was in a trance for a while, as if we were already lovers together.My attitude was very ambiguous, my behavior just now seemed to be in conflict with my lover, I blushed unnaturally, and my heart became more and more empty, like a kite with a broken string, without the one that tied me It's like I don't have a sense of belonging or a sense of solidity.

"Sorry!" I whispered.

"Why do you say I'm sorry again? Why are you sorry for me!" He said half-jokingly.

"It's nothing!" I didn't continue, he is still sick, although I believe he understands everything in his heart, he is so smart, so insightful, you can know it from my various expressions, but I still I don't want to reject him explicitly now.

"It's about to rain!" I looked out the window and said slowly, he turned his head to look, and echoed, "Yes, spring rain in the north is really precious!" He said meaningfully. "Xiao Hai, go back quickly. Although it's spring, it's still very cold when it's raining. Don't catch a cold!" He said worriedly.I stared into his eyes, trying to see a little bit of his current thoughts from his eyes, but I couldn't see anything. My knowledge in this area is still too shallow. Whether it is Lu Chao or Zheng Tianyi, they seem to be Very good at hiding the emotions revealed in the eyes.It's hard for me to see anything in their eyes, other than the occasional reveal of their affection.I understand that Zheng Tianyi has been a policeman for so many years, and he has already cultivated a pair of piercing eyes and a deadpan expression.As for Lu Chao, maybe he formed such an emotionally restrained character in prison!I was thinking in a mess, thinking about Lu Chao's imprisonment, my mood became more gloomy, and I became more contradictory.

"Well, I'll go back now, can you stay here by yourself?" I asked uncertainly. "It's okay, I'm satisfied if you can come to see me, and I'm not really here to let you take care of me, there are nurses here, no problem!" He said easily.

"En! I will come to see you!" I stood up and said as if I had promised something. I felt that I owed Zheng Tianyi a lot, and it seemed like I could make up for him here.

"En!" He nodded heavily.

"Then take care!" I sighed softly, covered him with the quilt, turned and walked out the door.

"Little sea!"

"What's the matter?" I turned my head and looked at him, wondering.

"If it's convenient for you, come! No matter what, I'm happy!" He said with difficulty, his voice was strange, like a cry from the depths of his throat, the sound was not loud but it sounded like thunder in my ears , I staggered, hummed softly, and quickly walked out of his sight.

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