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"It's not cold, as long as I come to see you, my whole heart will be hot!" He whispered.I don't know what happened, but in front of him, I was a little nervous and my heart was in a mess.

"What?" I looked at him uncertainly, and said embarrassedly, "I'm sorry, I didn't hear clearly just now, can you say it again?" I gave him a shy look.

"It's nothing, I said it's not too cold outside!" His expression seemed a little disappointed.His gaze became farther and deeper.He paused, then stood up, pressed his hands on the table in front of me, leaned forward, and brought his face close to mine.The expression on his face made me a little uncertain.

"Xiao Hai..." He glanced at me, and my heart beat wildly, "Can I call you that?" He said softly, his hot breath stirred my nerves one after another.I admit that Zheng Tianyi is a very attractive person.He speaks humbly and politely, and is gentle.He is also very handsome.He has a sense of responsibility in dealing with things, and he seems to have a natural leader's temperament.I don't deny that I have a crush on him, and there is something about him that attracts me.However, I am even more certain that my love for Lu Chao is irreplaceable by anything. It is a love that I cannot give up and do not want to give up. It is not that the temptation from the outside world is not enough, it is just that my love for him has lasted so many years. It seems to have become a habit, a kind of love deeply embedded in the flesh and blood.It's like an inseparable family relationship.

"Of course, you are older than me, so you should be called that!" I leaned back a little, and opened some distance.

He smiled slightly.The wrinkles between his brows also faded slightly, and it could be seen that he was in a really good mood. "I haven't seen you for so many days, I really miss you!" He said softly, looking at my mouth without blinking.My mouth was dry after being watched by him, I suddenly stood up from the chair, and said in a panic, "I'll go to the kitchen to see if I can get better!" I lowered my head and walked out of the room quickly, as if I was running away.Out the door, I took a deep breath.After calming down his nervous mood, he walked towards the kitchen.

"Why are you walking so fast! Don't you want to show me your hotel? It's my first time here!" I heard his voice and hurriedly looked back.He was leaning on the door frame of the room, with a teasing smile on his lips, squinting his eyes and looking at me intently.I blushed, secretly annoyed at my performance just now.

"Ah...I'm sorry...I...that..." I was tongue-tied and didn't know how to explain my aggressive behavior just now.

"Hehe..." He smiled and walked forward slowly.I seem to be able to feel a strong air pressure approaching me, and I can't help but take a step back.

"Let's go! Show me around!" He didn't show any ambiguity, and patted my shoulder lightly, his expression was so normal that it couldn't be normal anymore.I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, blaming myself for being sensitive.

"Well, okay!" I shook my head, shaking off the messy thoughts in my head.Walk in front of him first, and carefully introduce everything up to here for him.For my store, I love it from the bottom of my heart. I personally select every plant, tree, table and chair in the store.Including the decoration of the store is also designed by me.

"There are five floors in total. The first floor is a dining hall, the second floor is a coffee shop, and the third floor is a small private room, which is suitable for couples dating or family gatherings. It can't accommodate too many people. The fourth floor is a big one. The room can be used for company dinners or some big meetings or weddings, and the fifth floor is our suite!" I introduced with great vigor.The eyes are shining, as long as I mention my shop, I have a feeling of starting a chatterbox, and I can't stop it.I glanced at him excitedly, and said excitedly, "The decorations in this store are all made by myself!"

His eyes are all around, and the corners of his mouth are always smiling. I stared at his face and found that he is really attractive. As long as he doesn't put on a serious expression for handling cases, he is very approachable.He seemed to find Sitting looking at him, turning his head.Our eyes meet.I looked away in embarrassment.

"En! It's very beautiful, and the design here is also very thoughtful and individual!" He praised this, with a smile in his eyes, "Xiao Hai, if you don't become a designer, you really bury your talent. If you should do it Designers, many designers should go home and rest!" He said sincerely.

"Hehe...it's not as good as what you said. It's just my own imagination. How can a professional designer design it so well!" I said embarrassedly.

"You are humble! Xiao Hai..." He waved his hands, stopped and walked, and looked around. "Hey! By the way, what major did you study in college, interior design?" He asked casually.

Listening to his words, my face was gloomy for a while, the excitement just now was swept away, and I was silent for a long time.He noticed something was wrong with me and stopped.He asked softly, "What's the matter? I said something wrong!" He seemed to blame himself.

I shook my head, lowered my head and said in a low voice, "I haven't been to college!" That year, after Lu Chao disappeared, I was not in the mood to go to school all day, and I shut myself in the room all day during the day, I couldn’t sleep because of the renovations at night, and I didn’t go to school for a long time. Later, my mother forcibly dug me out of the room and sent me to school in person.In school, there are memories about Lu Chao everywhere!Those memories were something I dared not touch at that time, and those familiar scenes always made me feel different.In addition, some classmates pointed at me, and I lost interest in school, saying that I didn't want to go to school anymore.

I was silent and decadent at home for two years, and later, with the help of my mother, I opened this store.This store distracted me, and I put most of my energy into this store.Stay in the store all day and night.In the end, the result was good, and I did not let down my dedication. This store is booming, and I am very happy in my heart.However, it is always a regret in my heart that I did not go to college.

"I'm sorry!" He said regretfully, with a look of self-blame on his face. "I don't know... I shouldn't bring this up..."

"It's okay, it's all in the past!" I smiled slightly, "It's not that there is no chance, isn't there a lot of adult universities now?" I put on an indifferent expression on my face.

"No amount of adult colleges can make up for the regret in your heart, can it?" He said to the point.I glanced at him in surprise, not understanding why he could express my true thoughts in just one sentence.

"How do you know!" I said puzzled.

"I forgot what I do!" He smiled, his eyes sparkling, and he looked at me with radiance.

"Hehe..." I laughed, changed the subject and said, "Let's go! The food should be almost ready!" I walked forward without looking back.I heard him sigh behind me.I don't understand why he sighed.When he was wondering, his hands were firmly held by a pair of powerful hands.I struggled hard, but I still couldn't get rid of his hand.I really don't understand, at the same time, a man, why can he have such great strength.

"Xiao Hai, there are always more or less regrets in life. A life that is too perfect is not a real life!" He whispered softly in my ear.I gave up my struggling hand, and after a long silence, I slowly said "Thank you!"

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