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"What?" I paused and looked back at her puzzled.

"Is that friend of yours called Lu Chao?" She stared wide-eyed,

"En!" I replied in a muffled voice.

"Did I make you feel disgusted during this time?" She said pitifully, the humility in her tone made me feel very uncomfortable. "If so, I'm really sorry, Haizi, I really love you, didn't we get along well before? I have thought about it carefully during this time, I don't want to be separated from you, let's go back to the past Okay?" She hugged me tightly from behind, her cheek was pressed against my back, and my shirt was wet with hot and humid liquid.

I didn't look back, and I didn't pull her away to hug me, "Xia Wei! We're done, I hope you have a good life in the future! I really don't suit you..."

"Is it because of Lu Chao? You are not simply friends, right?" My face was startled. "Why do you say that?" I'm not sure what she meant by that.

"Are you gay? Are you and Lu Chao both?" There was a hint of anger in her tone.

"Yes!" I turned around and looked at her firmly, "I love Lu Chao, it is impossible for me to fall in love with anyone in this life, no matter if he is a man or a woman, it is impossible for me to fall in love with you Yes, you deserve a better man to love you! I know I hurt you like this, but I hope you can try to understand me. Sorry, Xia Wei!" I ignored her reaction, turned around and strode out go.

"You won't be happy!" she screamed hysterically behind me.My back was slightly stiff, and my confidence was faintly uncomfortable. Xia Wei's words were like a wizard's curse.Put a shadow on my heart.

When I went downstairs.Seeing that Lu Chao was already sitting on the sofa downstairs with his head down, what was he thinking?I walked over quickly and reached out to pat him on the back.He raised his head quickly.Anxiety flashed in his eyes. "What's wrong?" I asked with a smile.

"Oh! It's nothing? Why did you come down?" He returned lightly, the anxiety in his eyes was hidden so deep that I thought what I just saw was my hallucination.

"I chatted with Xia Wei for a while, why don't you go up?"

"Oh! No, you came down as soon as I got here. How is Xia Wei? Are you okay?" He asked absent-mindedly.

"It's nothing, didn't you hear everything just now? Right? Lu Chao!" I want to hear him tell me the truth, instead of keeping everything in his heart, I think he can share everything with me , instead of hiding my emotions deep in my heart all day long, which makes me panic.

"Don't talk nonsense, Xiao Hai, I didn't hear anything, so don't think too much!" He panicked to cover up his inner panic, but he unexpectedly exposed his greater fragility.I looked at his hands that were stirring vigorously, feeling a little fidgety for a while.

"Come with me, I have something to tell you!" I said coldly and walked straight to the parking lot.I waited in the car for a while before he opened the door and came in.

"Lu Chao, I know you just heard the conversation between Xia Wei and me, but we didn't say anything, did we? I really don't understand what you are worried about? You don't want to tell me what you think, just hold it in your heart. Can you Can’t you say something?” I said sullenly, “I’ve been taking care of your feelings carefully these days, I know you’ve had a bad life these years, but what does that matter! I don’t understand why you worry all the time He looks so heavy, do I just make you feel insecure?" I grabbed his shoulders and shook them vigorously.

His face was pale, and his silent appearance made me even more angry. "You don't understand. Xiao Hai, you will never understand..." He said softly, his eyes blank. "Then tell me! Tell me! I'm not the roundworm in your stomach, I can't guess your thoughts every time." I said angrily.

He stared at me blankly, which made me feel distressed.I sighed hard, hugged him tightly, and said weakly, "What do you want me to do with you, Lu Chao. Since we met again, I have always been guessing about your thoughts, you are full of thoughts every day, you know How distressed do I see it? I want to make you happy and make you laugh. But I don’t know why you are unhappy? Every time I see you laughing, I feel that this is a gift from God.” I put my head on his shoulder on, with tears streaming down my face.

He let me hold him in silence without saying a word.I looked at his silence weakly, wondering what he was thinking?There is nowhere to vent the rage.I thought he would tell me something, but I was disappointed after all, I didn't hear anything, not even a small comfort and a pale explanation.I got out of the car angrily and slammed the door hard.Abandon Lu Chao himself.

I don't know if he needs me now, at least I think he doesn't need me, because he didn't say anything to keep me from leaving.

I walked out of the parking lot in a daze, not knowing where to go, when I heard a familiar voice, "Hi, Haizi! What's the matter?"

When I looked up, I saw Yang Yang sitting at the door of my shop with an ugly face. "Why are you here?" I asked weakly.

"Did you quarrel with Brother Chao? Look at your despondent face!" He looked at me mockingly.

"Don't talk about me, don't you look dejected, what are you doing? You're spying on the little girl again!" I shot back mercilessly.Hearing what I said, Yang Yang gloated and collapsed severely. "What about you? Why are you arguing?"

"I don't know, just now he heard the conversation between Xia Wei and me, his whole person is wrong, I don't know what's wrong with him? He won't tell me." I crossed my face in frustration.

"My goddess, it's enough for you to quarrel because of my goddess!" Yang Yang shouted angrily.

"Would you like a drink?" I suggested

"Extremely happy..." He echoed listlessly.

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