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Xia Wei's face turned pale in an instant, her steps staggered, and she shook twice.She asked in a trembling voice, "You mean you won't go with me now, it's okay, if we don't go now, we have plenty of time, we're not in a hurry." She begged slightly.Looking at her pretty face, she was crying a little bit at the moment.I sighed distressedly.After all, she didn't make any mistakes. The fault was mine. Why should I lose my temper with her?I got up to help her trembling body, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, Xia Wei, I'm sorry, I hurt you...let's break up!"

"Why, why do we say we broke up? Aren't we getting married soon? You don't like buying rings, so don't buy them. Why do you want to break up? Or did I do something wrong? Tell me, I can change it?" Xia Wei said sadly, looking devastated.This made me feel even more guilty.

"No, it's not your problem. It's my problem. It's my fault. In short, I'm sorry for you, Xia Wei. You can beat or scold me as much as you want, as long as it can relieve your anger."

"Is it because of that little security guard, I said bad things about him just now, you are going to break up with me, it must be related to him. What kind of friend is he, and the relationship is so good that you can break up with your girlfriend for him, ah Haiju...you tell me..." Xia Wei stood up from the sofa with a bang, and asked sharply.As smart as Xia Wei, she guessed the idea right away.

I looked at her angry look, and heard him yelling one by one, the little security.I was extremely irritable in my heart, I got up and looked at her silently. "Why, I can't tell. It's really because of him, okay! I want to see who he is." Xia Wei screamed, opened the door of the office, and ran out.

"Hey, Weiwei... Weiwei...what's the matter with you?" I heard my mother's voice outside the door.I knew she would definitely come in soon.I took out a pack of cigarettes, took out one, lit it, took a deep breath, and combined the appropriate words in my mind.

"Xiao Hai, what's the matter with you? What did you say to Weiwei? Why did Weiwei run out crying, tell me! Did you bully Weiwei?" My mother walked in quickly, her face full of anger .

"I broke up with Xia Wei." I said the words flatly enough to stun her.She stopped trying to sit down, and was stunned for two seconds.He rushed over suddenly and thumped me hard.I covered my face and let her vent in silence.She watched me bear his anger quietly.Suddenly stopped.Sitting paralyzed on the sofa, she kept cursing, "You son of a bitch, are you trying to piss me off, ah! Look at what a good girl Weiwei is, and now she can't find her even with a lantern. Ah! You still have that point of dissatisfaction!" The more she spoke, the more angry she poked my head with her finger, "Tell me, what is your dissatisfaction..."

"Mom, I found Lu Chao!"

She froze immediately, her lips parted wide, as if she couldn't breathe.I quickly knelt down and rubbed her chest to help her breathe.It was not until a long time before she let out a long breath.Shock and pain alternately tormented her weather-beaten face that was no longer young.There was a burst of bitterness in my mouth.Widowed in her early years, she raised me up alone with difficulty. Although her father left her a large inheritance when he passed away, although her life would not be stretched, loneliness and solitude still tormented her from time to time.

People always say that widows have a lot of gossip, let alone a rich widow with a young son, there are more gossips, and this has formed her pungent and powerful personality.

Knowing her hardships well, I really don't want to see her in such pain, as if the whole world betrayed her.I cried out worriedly, "Mom...Mom..."

She ignored my call and just sat there straight, her appearance frightened me.I stared at her blankly, staring at her without blinking.

"My head hurts, no...I have to go home...I have to go home and think about it..." She stood up and walked straight to the door, with hurried steps, even looking Neither looked at me.I froze for a moment, unable to figure out what she meant, I thought she would yell at me, or severely reprimand me for stopping me, just like back then.Thinking of her trance state just now, I worried about her safety, but when I chased downstairs, I just saw her distraught back getting into a taxi.Go away.

I know why she reacted like this. I remember that year when Lu Chao just disappeared, I was in a trance all day long. I locked myself in the room without eating, drinking or talking. At night, I stayed on the road back to Lu Chao’s house. , wait for one night.During that time, my mother was terrified. She asked me, but I didn't say anything, just kept crying.

Then one day when she came home, she smashed open the door of my room with a hammer, covered her head and face, and beat me up.After the beating, he hugged me and cried hoarsely for a long time.It wasn't until we were all out of breath from crying that we quietly said a word, "I know everything...Xiao Hai...you shouldn't hide it from me...I'm your mother. ...If my son doesn't feel sorry for himself, who can he expect to feel sorry for..."

Then I refused to say a word again. At that time, after suffering such a big blow, the young me finally couldn't hold it back. I hugged her and cried loudly, telling her my grief, my sadness, and our love. All in all... nothing to hide.

And she didn't say anything but hugged me, knelt on the ground, and patted my back gently, her tears were silent, her eyes were so hopeless and empty.Until now, thinking about her appearance at that time makes me feel panicked and helpless.And just now, although she was in pain, she didn't look desperate and hopeless.I was slightly relieved.

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