[Tomb Raider Notes] Love Has God's Will

Standing in front of Wu Xie's bed, Zhang Qiling looked at his lover whom he hadn't seen for nearly two months, feeling so painful that he was about to suffocate.He has made many mistakes in his life, but he has lived too long. In his long life, regret is the least necessary thing, so he has never tasted regret.Now that he has finally tasted it, no one knows how much he regrets not trusting Wu Xie; how much he regrets hurting Wu Xie, both physically and mentally.A thin layer of clothing covered the shoulders, but Zhang Qiling knew that there was a scar underneath that would never disappear, and the person who caused this scar was himself, and he ruined Wu Xie's life.

"Wu Xie..."

Zhang Qiling felt that he had returned to the day when Wu Xie had just left. He knew he was reckless. After he sent Wu You to the hospital, he realized what he had done when he calmed down. He actually hurt Wu Xie with an ancient black gold knife.Zhang Qiling called Hei Xiazi and Xie Yuhua and asked them to take care of Wu Xie.He has never been afraid of anything, even dismissive of death, he suddenly felt scared at this moment, he dared not see Wu Xie, he didn't know if Wu Xie would forgive him if he was injured.

"Mute, where is the third master? Hua'er and I are at your house right now, tsk tsk~ this blood...is this the third master's clothes?"

"..."

Zhang Qiling didn't know what to say, he thought that the blind man must have seen the knife cut on Wu Xie's clothes, and then he heard the blind man's temptation in a joking tone.

"I'm dumb, you probably stabbed Wu Xie~"

"..."

"..."

"Mute, did you fucking stab Wu Xie?!"

The blind man on the other side of the phone was silent for a while and suddenly yelled loudly, and then Xie Yuhua on the other side snatched the phone and cursed angrily.

"The surname Zhang, are you a fucking human being? Why do you dare to stab him!"

"He hurt Wu You."

"How could Wu Xie hurt Wu You! Don't give me fucking nonsense. If you don't understand today, I will never end with you!"

After that, I heard Hei Xiazi take the phone from Xie Yuhua and persuade Xie Yuhua to say a few words.

"Mute, I don't know what you think. I only know that the third master is not such a person. The people he chopped up were not fatally wounded. It can be seen that when he has lost his mind, he is still desperately controlling himself. ... After the Wu family's parents died, he was left with only you and the little one, what did you do?"

"..."

"Even if Wu Xie really hurt Wu You, do you really think Wu Xie wanted to do it? You must have thought that he was controlled. Remember the murderer we caught when Wu Xie's parents died ?"

"I……"

"Hua'er and I both believe in the third master. You've been with him for so many years and you should know him better than Hua'er and I."

At that time, Zhang Qiling felt that his heart was so painful that it was about to burst. Wu Xie was still injured, and he didn't know if he had bandaged it. Where could he run with the injury?Zhang Qiling felt that his head was about to split open, and he didn't suffer as much when he lost his memory as he does now.But Wu You was not out of danger yet, and he hadn't woken up yet, so even if he wanted to find Wu Xie, he had to slow down first.

A week later, when Wu You woke up, the first thing he did was to ask Zhang Qiling where Wu Xie had gone. He excitedly told Zhang Qiling that the look in that person's eyes was not what daddy should have, and daddy wouldn't treat him like that, daddy Something must have happened that day. Even though the young Wu You didn't understand the theory of strange powers and chaotic spirits, he still felt that Wu Xie was abnormal that day.

"It's as if it's being controlled. I shouted desperately, but he couldn't wake up."

……

Zhang Qiling's aura became unstable. After that, nearly two months passed, and he hadn't seen Wu Xie for nearly two months. He thought he was going crazy.He, Xie Yuhua and Hei Xiazi managed to catch Qi Yu, thinking that everything was over, but Wu Xie didn't come back.At first he thought that Wu Xie didn't take anything with him and he wouldn't go far. He even thought that Wu Xie wouldn't leave, he just went out to relax, because this was his home, and he wouldn't want him and Wu You.One week, two weeks, one month... He was going crazy, he finally felt that Wu Xie really didn't want him anymore.

Thinking of the way Wu Xie was embracing that woman just now, Zhang Qiling felt breathless, and Wu Xie was smiling so tenderly as he stroked her hair.

Zhang Qiling closed his eyes, walked to the door and locked it.

Use your fingers to trace the outline of your lover's face in the void.Zhang Qiling took a breath as if he had made up his mind. He gently covered Wu Xie's eyelids with his hands, pressed his lips tremblingly, rubbed them gently a few times, and then bit down hard, smelling blood. The moment spread.

Wu Xie also woke up when his lip was bitten. When he opened his eyes, it was still dark, and some weak light came in. Wu Xie knew that Zhang Qiling covered his eyes with his hands.As if knowing that Wu Xie had woken up, Zhang Qiling used his own leg to suppress Wu Xie's leg while Wu Xie was struggling, and let go of the hand that covered Wu Xie's eyes. Pressing his hand next to the pillow, the other hand slid towards Wu Xie's pants neatly, regardless of Wu Xie's remaining hand that kept pushing and hitting him.He even sadly wanted Wu Xie to use more force to make him hurt, so that he could feel Wu Xie's existence.Unbuttoning the top of his trousers, he pressed the swollen and painful penis against Wu Xie's acupoint and gently rubbed it.

The pants were ripped open, in the familiar posture, there was a chill in the air where the lower half of the body was exposed.Wu Xie's legs were kicking indiscriminately, pushing and beating with the only free hand left, but even so, he still felt some kind of hard*burning on his back*acupoint* The mouth is dawdling, it seems that it is ready to break through at any time.Wu Xie's struggle did not shake Zhang Qiling at all, and even his lips were kept on Wu Xie's mouth, blocking all Wu Xie's shouts and abuse.

Wu Xie's complexion suddenly turned pale due to the entry without lubrication, and Wu Xie's complexion suddenly turned pale, and a broken scream came out of Wu Xie's suppressed throat.Zhang Qiling let go of Wu Xie's hand, let him pinch and beat him, put his hand through Wu Xie's armpit, and hugged him tightly in his arms, and began to slap *half* his body hard* After entering, Wu Xie's changed voice came out with a crying tone, his mouth was blocked and he couldn't make a sound, so he could only suppress it in his throat.Zhang Qiling moved uncontrollably, he thought of Wu Xie, whether it was Wu Xie's heart or Wu Xie's body.Wu Xie's struggles never stopped, Zhang Qiling didn't dare to look at Wu Xie, he was afraid of seeing disgust and accusations in those eyes, he didn't look, so that he could still deceive himself, Wu Xie would follow He went back.

Wu Xie passed out, Zhang Qiling was still tirelessly moving on his body, he let go of Wu Xie's red and swollen mouth that had been bitten by him, gnawed down Wu Xie's Adam's apple, and squeezed Wu Xie He raised his legs and carried them on his shoulders, and continued to gallop, feeling the warmth inside Wu Xie and the tactile sensation brought by Wu Xie's weak legs rubbing against his back with his movements.

Zhang Qiling didn't know when he ended this sexual affair that should be regarded as rape for Wu Xie.He only knew that he seemed to ask Wu Xie over and over again.He lay beside Wu Xie and buried his face in Wu Xie's neck, breathing in Wu Xie's smell.When he cleaned it up for Wu Xie, the bottom was torn badly, and a lot of blood flowed out.That's good, Zhang Qiling thought, Wu Xie would get sick, and Banai's conditions were not good, so he could take him home regardless of Wu Xie's wishes.

He thought so sadly.

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