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Xiao Yi also settled down, and replied in a neutral tone: "Hearing what you said, I seem to think of something."

"Hehe." Shen Liangsi slumped on the back seat, exhausted all his remaining strength, "Since I have forgotten it, why do I have to remember it?"

"uncomfortable."

The simple three words, Xiao Yi has already expressed clearly enough, that is, the kind of heartache and inexplicable anxiety that have always existed and refused to fade away, as well as the kind of emptiness that he felt from the bottom of his heart, which made him very uncomfortable .Let himself, who has always been restrained and cautious, do unbelievable things for him time and time again.

The first time I chased him impulsively for a bottle of red wine, the second time my body desperately needed him, the third time I stared at his sleeping face inexplicably and covered him with clothes ridiculously, the fourth time I saw him being beaten and thought To protect him, and today.

Anyone can see that he is wrong.

Time and time again, he was so impressed that he couldn't stand it anymore.These told him the fact that he had a strong desire to possess him, that he belonged to him, and he didn't want anyone to touch him.That's why it was ridiculous to send Lao Zhang to the third floor, and then blurted out that he was going to cover him.

But, he is a MB, if I loved him so much, how could I let him fall here, why did I forget, and what happened.

All this made him extremely uncomfortable.

After hearing this, Shen Liangsi pretended to be frivolous, "Excuse me, what's wrong with you?"

"Here." Xiao Yi stroked the position of his heart, "It seems that something has been forgotten here, and there is a gap, which hurts."

Xiao Yi took a deep breath, "So, tell me what it lost."

"Just because you're not feeling well, should I tell you everything?" Shen Liangsi snorted softly, "Why?"

Because he wanted to find another self, Shen Liangsi had to be his doll for three years, just because he thought he should turn around first, Shen Liangsi couldn't go first, just because he felt that he had betrayed him, he had to Bear the inhumane punishment he gave him.

From the beginning to the end, all my sorrows, joys, angers, and all my encounters were all because he wanted to be comfortable, why not.

"Then what do you want to say?" Xiao Yi went straight to the point, first asking for conditions, in order to make a quick decision.

"Hehe, then you have to tell me what you want to know first."

"I'm with you in the past!"

"..." Shen Liangsi was silent. The past between him and him started ten years ago and ended more than three years ago. Six and a half years is not a long time, but it is enough to write a long story about his past. , Did he start talking about it when he was 15 years old?

"There is no past." Shen Liangsi suddenly opened his mouth and said: "What I told you before was the truth, I am just a lowly bastard, you are the eldest grandson of the Xiao family, how could there be a past between us. "

"I told you before that you need to be skillful in lying. You even know that I am the eldest grandson of the Xiao family. You should know more."

Shen Liangsi sarcastically said: "Mr. Xiao doesn't read newspapers, you are often in the headlines recently, it's not difficult to get to know you a little bit."

"Aren't you going to tell the truth? Now that you know who I am, you should know that it's useless for you to play tricks on me."

"What I said...is the truth."

"Okay!" Xiao Yi stepped on the accelerator vigorously, followed by an emergency brake. The car braked suddenly and made a harsh noise while driving fast, the wheels slid out of a parabola, and slammed into the side of the road crookedly. Go, Shen Liangsi lost control of his body in an instant, and swayed uncontrollably with the centrifugal force.

The image of the car accident three years ago and Xiao Yi covered in blood came to mind...

Xiao Yi... At that moment, Shen Liangsi forcibly pulled his body, jumped forward from the back seat, stretched out his arms to block Xiao Yi, and shouted, "Xiao Yi be careful!"

Xiao Yi swung the steering wheel, and the out-of-control car regained its direction. After releasing the brakes and lightening it, the car stopped steadily on the side of the road, and then whispered: "My driving skills are very good now." Shen Liangsi resting on her body, "You can get up now."

"..." Shen Liangsi stared blankly at Xiao Yi, before recovering from the shock, "What... are you doing?"

"Can we tell the truth this time?" Xiao Yi suddenly smiled softly, and raised his hand sideways to caress Shen Liangsi's cheek, but only stayed in mid-air, and after thinking about it, he put it down again, "People will choose to protect Shen Liangsi first in times of crisis." Himself, unless he has someone more important to protect, you still insist that we have nothing to do with each other before?"

"You crazy!" Shen Liangsi said angrily.

"I also think I'm crazy." Xiao Yi said helplessly, "Tell me the answer."

Shen Liangsi sat back and spoke slowly after a while, "Because I liked you before."

Xiao Yi was overjoyed, "Are you willing to say it?"

"Well, because I have been unrequitedly in love with you before, you are my first love, the first man I fell in love with, so you are very important to me." Being forced to recall is painful.

"Then us?"

"We have nothing, it's just that I like you unilaterally and get close to you, but you never liked me." This is the truth, Shen Liangsi had been unwilling to admit it before, but when he said it, he suddenly felt very relaxed.

"How is it possible." Xiao Yi shook his head in disbelief. If he had never liked this person, where did those inexplicable feelings come from? Even now, when he saw the sad face of the man in front of him, his heart followed him pain.

"There is nothing impossible, I just look a lot like a person."

"What do you mean?" Xiao Yi narrowed his eyes, searching for something.

"Mr. Xiao, you have forgotten a person. I don't know what he is in your eyes, but many people know that he has been with you for many years and has become a mirror for you, and can even represent another person. You, it's a pity..."

"What a pity?"

"You have disliked him for a long time, old, broken, disabled, in short, you don't like him. Then you are tired, tired, tired, and you don't want him anymore. Drop him, throw him away, abandon him, and finally simply I just forgot." He didn't lie, that was the case between them, he just changed his explanation, "In short, maybe something about me reminded you of that mirror, so when you see me, you will feel something in your heart. It's so uncomfortable, maybe you feel guilty, maybe you still have hatred in your heart, anyway, that person is not me. Mr. Xiao, you have found the wrong person. "

He did find the wrong person. The current Shen Liangsi is not even qualified to be a mirror.

Xiao Yi frowned and listened carefully, before slowly speaking: "That person is you, right?"

"It's not me, Mr. Xiao, can I go?"

After Shen Liangsi finished speaking, he opened the car door and staggered out of the car. Unexpectedly, Xiao Yi also got out of the car and rushed to him, grabbed him, "Don't leave."

"I've already said what I should say. Mr. Xiao is really sorry. I'm very tired. I have to go to work tomorrow. I want to go home early and rest."

"Impossible." Xiao Yi suddenly pulled Shen Liangsi into his arms, "Listen, listen to my heartbeat, I'm sure it's because of you!"

How long has it been since I was held in his arms like this, listening to his strong heartbeat, listening to him say, it was beating for you.

Time seemed to go back a long time ago, when they were still young and full of youth, Xiao Yi would whisper in his ear, Xiaosi, you are mine.

Shen Liangsi's heart melted, lying in his arms without moving, let him be greedy again, enjoying the warmth of this moment.

He loves him, this seems to be an eternal truth, from the first meeting at the age of 15, the first meeting of eyes, the first time standing beside him.

"So, tell me the truth, what the hell happened to us before, I want to know, I want to know why my heart hurts so much at this moment, it hurts so much that I can't breathe."

Xiao Yi never thought that things would turn out like this today, he just felt uncomfortable, just couldn't bear this inexplicable mood, he just couldn't control it, he just wanted to know the truth in advance.

He just wanted to find the root cause of the disease and prescribe the right medicine. He thought that everything was still in his hands, and he thought that no matter what it was, he could deal with it calmly.

But the fact is that there was a deviation. After hearing his terrified cries in the Emperor's Mansion, after he slammed on the brakes and he rushed towards him, after seeing his expression of insisting on forbearance and not daring to cry...

The tingling pain in his heart kept hitting him, every nerve in his body seemed to be screaming for pain, Xiao Yi finally admitted that he had lost, a ridiculous loss to a memory that he had no memory of.

What kind of relationship was that.

"You actually feel pain..." Shen Liangsi murmured, "I really didn't expect it."

The person who was busy abandoning him as soon as he graduated from high school, the person who looked at him coldly and ignored him in college, the person who lingered only to save face, the person who misunderstood and refused to listen to his explanation, the person who just The one who would punish him violently, and maybe the one who grabbed him and told him not to leave me.

Even if it is love, can it really be called love?

Shen Liangsi raised his head slowly, "Let's make a deal!"

"what?"

"Five times the price. You buy back your memories."

"Five times what."

"The price of the Emperor's Mansion tonight! That's not too much, and you interrupted a business of mine today."

Xiao Yi smiled incredulously, "You actually used my memories to sell as money for prostitution?"

Shen Liangsi smiled miserably, "Otherwise, how much is he worth?" He sneered again: "Mr. Xiao doesn't have to agree, you will find out about those old sesame seeds and rotten millet sooner or later, why waste another money on me."