father - home

In the next few days, my usually deserted laboratory became lively, and a few prisoners in striped clothes appeared from time to time.They all lowered their heads, held their hats in their hands, and walked through the corridor tremblingly, walking into Zhao's ward.Although I didn't go in with them, I could still feel the warm atmosphere in the ward.I wanted to know what they said, I even tried to eavesdrop, I heard them praying, joking with each other, confessions of gratitude, regret, memories, entrustments, hopes.I thought Zhao was awake and talking to them.After they left, I couldn't wait to rush in, only to find that Zhao hadn't changed in any way.

But there are many more Christmas presents beside Zhao's bed.There are hats and scarves to keep out the cold, a pocket Bible, a book, and a pen drawing.I looked through these gifts curiously: hats and scarves are very soft and comfortable, made of wool, although the material is a bit old, it was removed from some clothes, but it is new, and it has not been used after making it .I was taken aback by the beautifully bound Bible with a sheepskin cover. It was actually in Hebrew.Looking at that book again, I am even happier, "Grimm's Fairy Tales", or comic strips.I don't know who sent the Bible and the book, they must not be the same person.One of them thinks that Zhao is omnipotent, and even knows Hebrew, but it is more of a blessing; while the other understands Zhao better. This comic strip is more suitable.Finally, I opened the painting, it was a lone sail on the sea, facing the morning glow, sailing into the distance.There is a poem on it, "Sail" by Lermontov

In the light blue clouds over the sea

There is a lone sail shining white! ...

What does it seek, in a far foreign land?

What does it leave behind, in its lovely hometown? ...

The waves are roaring—the sea wind is howling,

The mast is bowing and creaking...

well!It is not seeking some happiness,

It's not about running away from happiness and running to the other side!

Below is the blue waves clearer than the blue sky,

Above is the bright golden sun...

And it, restless, begs for the storm,

It seems that there is peace in the storm!

It seems that this one is the one who really understands Zhao. Who is he?At this moment, my heart was ups and downs, not jealousy, but melancholy. If Zhao didn't wake up before Christmas, then I would have no chance to know this person.

It was dawn and the sun came out.Last night was cloudy and snowy, but this morning the sky is clear and the sun is shining.After days of blizzards, the window frame was covered with a thick layer, and the glass was also covered with thick icicles, which were not connected only in the center, while the inside of the glass window was covered with a layer of white mist.I wiped off the mist on the window, and the sun shone in. There was no heat, but it was very dazzling.

Perhaps it was because the sunlight was refracted by the icicles on the window, the brightness increased, and the range of irradiation also increased.When I looked back, Zhao's whole body was bathed in sunlight.His skin was dazzlingly white, his facial features became more beautiful, and there seemed to be a colorful halo around his head.I saw Zhao open his eyes and slowly sit up...

"No! Don't take Zhao away!" I rushed over and pressed Zhao.ah!Zhao is still lying down, this is just an illusion.I breathed a sigh of relief, sat on the head of Zhao's bed, and used my body to block the light that hit his face.

I stared at him for a long time, gathering strength for the first cry.

"Zhao, forgive me for being too excited. You know these days, I've been thinking and fidgeting. I pray every day, asking the Lord to give me clear instructions, begging for a miracle to appear again, and hoping that you will wake up soon. So, I was really scared just now, I thought this was the will of the Lord.

"Zhao, today is Christmas Eve. It is a special day and a deadline. After Christmas, Shenke will come back. Now, all the prisoners in the camp know that you are still alive. Whether you are sober or not, he will not let you go. Of course, my military rank is higher than his, and I have more power than him. I can protect you, but the premise is that you must be sober and a living person. Prisoners from concentration camps are not allowed Occupying the country's resources, this is the principle. Once Schenk reports to the commander, I have no reason to keep you unconscious, I will have to watch you die, and Ernst will be forced to be him I can't do it even if I die. I can't let this happen, so I decided to take you out of here tonight. Tonight, there will be a Christmas party, and both the SS guards and the prisoners will participate in their respective Events. I've got the vacation and I'm going home for the holidays. When the time comes, Ernst will help me, we'll hide you in my SUV, and we'll go back to Caesars first. Tomorrow, Ernst will make you suddenly worse, The illusion of death, I hope to be able to get over it.

"But Zhao, this is the worst choice. I can't think of any other way, so I have to. I took you out of here, but didn't give you freedom. I don't even dare to think about it, I don't know , will you wake up? If you don’t wake up, it’s easy to handle. I will always be with you and take care of you. But if one day, you wake up and recover, what awaits you and me will be after the joy Pain and suffering. You have no identity, no name, but you have a face of a foreigner. You can only hide and stay away from the crowd. At that time, I don’t know how else to send you back to the country. Of course, I can turn to Qiu for help. Doctor, maybe he can find a way through the Chinese consulate, but this is against the law, will the consulate help? Should I really involve him? If there is really no way to return to China, you have to hide for the rest of your life, what am I going to do? Facing you, Zhao, what should I do? Tell me, what do you want me to do?

"And Shenk, will he give up easily? If he traces it, the violation is obvious, and whether he suspects you are alive or not, it will involve many people: Ernst, Ellen, Professor , Martin and your friends, if there is no reasonable explanation, their end is terrible. This is one of the reasons why I don't want Martin and others to visit you. I hope that as few people are involved as possible. But you actually I really didn't expect to have so many friends. How many stories do you have that I don't know. It's a pity that once you leave today, it will be difficult for you to meet those friends again. "

I held Zhao's head in my arms, and gently touched his hair with my lips.His jet-black hair, shaved off on the first day in the camp, had grown back, short, stiff, black, and straight.He has an unyielding spine, an unyielding heart, and even his hair is unyielding.

"Zhao, I'm really in trouble. I don't regret saving you, I don't regret everything I've done for you, even if I leave the SS and hide with you from now on, I don't regret it, but I can't fulfill it." I promise you, I'm sorry, Zhao. I know that so many people are involved, and it's against your wishes, so I can only apologize. Zhao, can you hear me? Today is the last moment, once you get out of this One step, we really have no future. I don't know what to do, Zhao, if you can hear me, tell me, what should I do."

"No!" It was so light that the needle and thread fell to the ground, and so heavy that the sun was trembling.

"Is it you? Zhao, is it you talking?" I suppressed my beating heart, held my breath, and put my ear close to his cheek.

"Don't, don't hurt you or everyone because of me."

"Zhao!..." A teardrop fell on his slightly parted plump lips, and another teardrop fell on it, and they slid into his mouth together.

"You're suffocating me."

"Oh, Zhao!" I quickly let go of him.The sun shone on his face again, and I saw that gorgeous rainbow on those jade black eyes again.