Time passed quickly, and two days passed in a blink of an eye.

In the past two days, Qin Hezhou discovered many things that he hadn't noticed before.

Many old events that had long been forgotten by him slowly emerged like pieces of a broken puzzle.

It was only then that he realized that Lu Lingchuan had liked him for so long before he knew it.

At the dawn of the third day, he will have a chance to be reborn.

And this night, Lu Lingchuan was tossing and turning in bed, unable to sleep, in fact, he had been like this for the past few days.

At three o'clock in the morning, he lifted the quilt, got up from the bed, opened the bottle of melatonin on the bedside table, and swallowed half a glass of water with the soft sound of the pills.

At around five o'clock in the morning, the hazy light shone in through the tulle of the curtains. It was almost dawn, and the birdsong sounded outside the window. Lu Lingchuan buried his face in the pillow and finally fell asleep.

From the beginning to the end, Qin Hezhou sat at the end of the bed and accompanied him. After Lu Lingchuan fell asleep, he got up and left to the living room.

The living room in the early morning seemed very lonely. There was a huge bookcase at the end of the living room. Qin Hezhou scanned the books on the bookcase boredly, until a blue book with the word "diary" engraved on the bottom floor broke in. out of his sight.

Qin Hezhou's gaze suddenly stopped.

The next second, a gust of wind from the balcony opened the diary and turned to a certain page.

The black pen writing on it still looks a bit immature, the pages of the diary have already turned yellow, and the handwriting has begun to fade.

It is recorded on a certain day when Lu Lingchuan just entered high school, 13 years have passed since now.

At the beginning of that page, he wrote "I was teased today by a few people in the senior class. They surrounded me on the basketball court, called me a 'sissy', and said some nasty things. Maybe I and them are Something is different..."

He was just a few months shy of turning 16 at the time.

Lu Lingchuan developed late. At that time, he was not tall, but his skin was very fair. He didn't usually bask in the sun, and he looked as delicate as a little girl.

He had just discovered the fact that he might not like girls at the time, and he couldn't imagine telling his parents about it.

Maybe they'll treat him like a joke, or maybe put him in some kind of therapy.

And there is nowhere to tell the thoughts of young people.

In this kind of self-doubt and self-denial, he became a little withdrawn, out of gregariousness, and his relationship with friends gradually drifted away. In addition, he just stepped into high school and entered a completely strange environment, Lu Lingchuan became more and more uncomfortable. adapt.

His parents gave him the best materially, but the spiritual companionship was pitifully poor.

It was doomed that his start was not so smooth.

However, Lu Lingchuan was good-looking, with fair skin, delicate facial features, excellent grades, and a good family background. Even though he was out of character and always liked to stay alone in a corner and study quietly, he was very popular with teachers and girls.

But these likes seem heavy to a person who can't deal with them.

However, Lu Lingchuan's popularity among the same sex has become worse and worse.

He also thought about changing, but he always couldn't do it.

The conflicts accumulated day by day, and finally broke out in the physical education class that day.

There are few students in their school, and the physical education classes are divided by items rather than grades and classes. Lu Lingchuan chose basketball at the time, but in fact he didn't like playing basketball at all at that time, and he didn't know much about it.

So in physical education class, as long as the teacher doesn't find out, he usually sneaks a book and sits on the edge of the court to watch others play. Three-step layup.

As time passed, the group of seniors became more and more disgusted with him.

Strictly speaking, Lu Lingchuan rarely affected or hindered them, but human beings are creatures that like to reject others.

Lu Lingchuan has a withdrawn personality, always doing inappropriate things, fair skin, not tall, and thin, and can't speak a word for a long time. These factors together are enough to make them want to hate him or want to bully him.

There are even rumors that he likes boys.

That day, the weather was very hot, the sun was very poisonous, coupled with the strenuous exercise in physical education class, people became more and more impetuous.

Lu Lingchuan sat in the shade of the tree reading as usual, and he was so absorbed in reading that he didn't hear the shout of "help pick up the ball" from the center of the court.

It wasn't until a few tall shadows fell in front of him that Lu Lingchuan raised his head belatedly, and saw the basketball rolling to his feet.

The leading boy reached out to wipe the sweat from his forehead, put his other hand on his waist, with a fierce look on his face,

"You're fucking deaf, aren't you?"

Lu Lingchuan was taken aback for a moment, then he blinked and said, "I didn't hear that just now."

"Oh," upon hearing this, the boy turned his head to look at his partner, and grinned, "The sissy said he didn't hear."

The people around him laughed along with him.

Their laughter is harsh, and they use language as the sharpest weapon, piercing people like knives.

Next second,

The boy snatched the book from Lu Lingchuan's hand, "Fuck! What are you reading?"

Realizing that the things in his hands had been snatched away, Lu Lingchuan stood up suddenly.

The boy flipped through it roughly, and found that it was their math textbook, so he scolded in disgust, "Oh, sissies like to read this kind of stuff in physical education class, don't they?"

Lu Lingchuan remained silent and did not speak, but stared straight at the book in the other party's hand. The boy held the book so high that he couldn't reach that position.

His reaction seemed to enrage the boy even more. The boy gave him a disgusted look and scolded, "Don't look at me like that, are you fucking gay? It's so disgusting."

Hearing this, Lu Lingchuan's long eyelashes trembled suddenly. It was obviously very hot, but a coolness rose from the soles of his feet to the top of his head, as if a basin of cold water poured down on his face.

He obviously didn't do anything, but his very existence seemed to be a mistake.

Thinking of this, his head lowered even more, hiding in his shell like an ostrich.

The shadow gradually approached, and those people surrounded him, "Don't appear in front of us next time, it's an eyesore, understand..."

And at this moment,

"Fuck!"

The boy suddenly let out an exclamation, and a basketball hit him on the back.

He immediately turned around angrily and looked around, "Who doesn't have eyes?"

Lu Lingchuan looked along their line of sight, under the dazzling sunlight, the tall figure of the young man suddenly broke into his field of vision.

"It's because this basketball doesn't have eyes."

There was a faint smile in the other party's deep voice.

Lu Lingchuan knew that his name was Qin Hezhou, because they were in the same class, but because they had just started school not long ago, and Lu Lingchuan was introverted, so they had hardly spoken to each other before.

Qin Hezhou was wearing a neat sportswear with the name of their school engraved on it. He was on the school basketball team.

He had a white headband tied on his head, and his black hair was a little disheveled due to the strenuous exercise just now. He was tall, comparable to these seniors, and his hands and feet looked slender.

Qin Hezhou wiped the sweat from his forehead with his wristband, and slowly walked towards them under the angry eyes of those boys.

"Can you fucking talk, hit me with a ball, and don't know how to apologize?" The senior boy looked very angry.

"It's because basketball doesn't have eyes, let it apologize to you." Qin Hezhou raised his chin slightly and looked at the other party, curled the corner of his mouth mockingly, and then snatched the book from the boy's hand with a "wow!" It was stuffed into Lu Lingchuan's hands again, blocking between him and those boys.

At that moment, before Lu Lingchuan's eyes were no longer the mocking faces of those people, but the determined back of the young man.

It was hard for him to describe the feeling, the first time in a long time that someone stood up for him.

"You fucking?" The senior boy pointed at Qin Hezhou's nose.

Qin Hezhou directly waved away the opponent's arm, looked at the opponent expressionlessly, "What are you doing?"

Even though Qin Hezhou was standing in front of four senior boys, his aura was not inferior to the opponents.

Just now he was halfway through practice and was about to take a halftime break when he saw the scene where the senior boys in the next half surrounded Lu Lingchuan.

Anyone with a discerning eye can see that they are just bullying others because of their age and crowd.

Qin Hezhou just couldn't understand this kind of thing, and Lu Lingchuan was still his classmate, so there was no reason for anyone to bully him casually.

At this moment, the atmosphere suddenly became silent.

The few seniors were suffocated by Qin Hezhou's words, and it was okay to let them talk, but they didn't dare to actually do it, and the other party was from the school team. If a group of strong men playing basketball were called, then they would I'm afraid I can't eat and walk around.

So I could only look at him angrily and curse a few words.

Seeing the people in front of him, he didn't take any further action. Qin Hezhou stopped looking at them, but pulled Lu Lingchuan's wrist and said "go" to him.

The boy's palm was broad, with well-defined joints, and the temperature in his palm was very high. He held Lu Lingchuan's slender wrist completely, but his movements were very light.

It was from this moment that a special feeling began to take root in his heart.

When Qin Hezhou turned around and said "Let's go" to him, the young man's long eyelashes like crow feathers swept across his eyes, and his high nose bridge and pretty lips were extraordinarily vivid.

Lu Lingchuan looked at the sharp-edged jawline of the other party, and felt his heart beat faster, even faster than when he was surrounded by those people just now.

It wasn't until later that he realized that that feeling was called "heartbeat".

At this moment, the senior boy looked at Qin Hezhou's behavior and suddenly sneered, "If he is gay, you won't be afraid of being infected if you stay with such a person?"

After hearing these words, Lu Lingchuan's pupils constricted suddenly, his back tensed, and he felt like he was sitting on pins and needles. He became afraid for no reason, afraid that the people in front of him would look at him with disgust after hearing these words, and he was afraid that he would suddenly relax. Open my hand, afraid that he will look at me differently...

However, Qin Hezhou didn't let go of his hand, and just said to the senior, "I think it's contagious only by idiots."

Then, without giving the other party time to react, he pulled Lu Lingchuan and left.

Qin Hezhou pulled him to the other half. After releasing Lu Lingchuan's wrist, he saw that the other party was still standing still. He turned around, blocked the glare of the sun with his hand, narrowed his eyes slightly, and looked at Lu Lingchuan. Chuan said:

"What's the matter? Are you still thinking about what they said just now? There's nothing to care about. Those people are just trying to vent their anger on others. It's not your problem. Don't be sad."

The person in front of him is like a frightened little rabbit,

Qin Hezhou didn't know how to comfort people, and he had no experience in this area, so he could only say what came to his mind.

The next second, Lu Lingchuan raised his head slightly, looked at himself, his eyes were a little lonely, and his voice was very soft, "But I may really be different from others..."

The atmosphere suddenly fell silent.

Just when Lu Lingchuan thought that the other party was not going to pay attention to him any more, and his eyes gradually dimmed, a shadow fell in front of his eyes, and the young man took a few steps towards him, and stood in front of him,

Qin Hezhou was still holding the basketball in his hand. He looked at Lu Lingchuan and said word by word: "Think about it, whether a person's life is long or short, he lives for himself, and he doesn't need to care about other people's eyes. , What do they know? Just be yourself."

In fact, Qin Hezhou doesn't know what Lu Lingchuan refers to by "different", but everyone must have his/her incompatibility, just like some people are not good at sports, some people are not good at mathematics... .

Because of this, each individual individual is unique and different.

Lu Lingchuan froze for a moment, as if he was thinking about his words.

But the suppressed emotions before dissipated at this moment, Lu Lingchuan's eyes no longer drooped, and he no longer concealed his every move.

Seeing that Lu Lingchuan's mood didn't seem so low, Qin Hezhou smiled at him, "Want to play together?"

At the end, he added, "No, it's okay, just play casually."

Lu Lingchuan, who didn't like playing basketball originally, looked at the young man's handsome face, and said "yes" in a strange way.

Then he performed a thirteen-step layup in front of Qin Hezhou.

After Lu Lingchuan threw the ball, he also felt a little embarrassed, his ears turned red, and then he glanced at Qin Hezhou who was standing under the railing, and saw that the other party was really holding back his smile, and his face was also covered with a thin layer of red .

Next second,

"It's okay," Qin Hezhou bent down to pick up the ball, put his fingertips on his chin, and smiled at him, "James will also make layups with [-] steps."

Seeing Lu Lingchuan was still a little embarrassed.

He took the ball and walked to Lu Lingchuan, "I can teach you, just take your time."

As he said that, he dribbled the ball and took two steps forward, and made a standard three-step layup with a neat posture. With a sound of "哐!", the ball went into the basket.

...

Since then, Lu Lingchuan no longer denied himself, he began to learn to accept himself, although he is still not an extrovert, but this does not prevent him from choosing to get along with others in the most comfortable way.

Later, he became the squad leader and took on various responsibilities. He was no longer the taciturn boy back then, and became better and better.

And the only thing that made him not know how to deal with it was his growing liking for Qin Hezhou.

At the end of his diary he wrote:

"His flamboyant appearance will always be imprinted in my heart, and I will never forget it.

From that moment on, I found that I no longer like boys,

I like him. "

The back of the diary is very scattered and there is almost no specific content, but on the day of graduation from the third year of high school, Lu Lingchuan wrote again:

"I still didn't dare to tell him 'I like him', but last night I probably had too much to drink, and I finally couldn't resist sending an email to his abandoned mailbox, but he should never see it, maybe this is The best ending ever..."

The handwriting stopped abruptly at this point.

After reading these words, Qin Hezhou felt an indescribable feeling in his heart,

It was his unintentional act to help Lu Lingchuan out of the siege at the beginning, but he never wanted the other party to remember it for so long.

And Lu Lingchuan's love for him allowed his soul to return to the world from the underworld.

More importantly, during the three days he traveled through the four worlds and became a "ghost", Qin Hezhou realized that he had missed a sincere relationship.

But now he's given another chance to do it all over again.

In the next second, with the sound of "tick!", the pointer moved to the eight o'clock position.

The first ray of morning sun shines into the spacious room,

The familiar mechanical voice sounded in my mind,

【are you ready? 】

"Ready." Qin Hezhou closed his eyes and smiled.

He had never been more prepared than he was now in his life.

As his words fell, the golden light flowed, time flowed backwards, and the space in front of him began to distort and collapse rapidly.

After an unknown amount of time, the distorted scene in front of me became clear again.

【Welcome back to reality】

As the sound fell, the electronic sound completely disappeared and never sounded again.

Qin Hezhou felt that his feet had stepped on the ground again, and the things around him finally felt real again.

And he was sitting in front of the spacious conference table at this time, and the people around him were picking up a stack of materials on the table and preparing to leave.

Qin Hezhou went back to the night when he was driving on the elevated highway and had a rear-end collision three days ago.

Now, he has just finished a company meeting. The content of the meeting is the specific responsibilities and future plans of their department after being acquired by the other party.

At this moment, the secretary next to him turned around and said to him: "Mr. Qin, there is news that our department will transfer a new vice president tomorrow, who will be directly responsible for communicating with us. It seems that the surname is Lu or something. .”

Qin Hezhou remembered what the secretary said. Last time, after he finished the meeting, because the other party's handover procedure was delayed again and again, and the requirements kept changing, meetings would be held every now and then, and no actual content could be presented, so He was so angry that he replied to the secretary on the spot, "I don't care what his last name is?"

Then he left angrily and drove on the highway.

This time, he was not in a hurry. He leaned against the office chair, folded his hands on his chest, and asked with a smile, "Oh, what's his full name?"

The secretary flipped through the materials, "Lu Lingchuan, his father Lu Qilang is one of Mingsheng's partners."

Hearing this, Qin Hezhou was stunned for a moment, then curled the corners of his mouth, "Okay, I see."

It is true that life goes in circles.

Immediately, he glanced at his watch, and it was past eleven o'clock, so he said to the secretary: "It's getting late, go back and rest early."

The secretary nodded and said, "President Qin, are you going back to the company tonight?"

Qin Hezhou shook his head, "No, I'll go there tomorrow."

After finishing speaking, he got up, picked up a stack of documents on the table, and walked out together with the secretary.

At the moment when the door of the conference room was pushed open, a figure suddenly flashed in front of his eyes, and he bumped into Qin Hezhou. It seemed that because he said a few more words with the secretary in the conference room, the butterfly flapped its wings, and all this happened. Variety.

The materials in Qin Hezhou's hands were scattered all over the place. The man looked like a small employee working overtime. Seeing this, he immediately apologized to Qin Hezhou, and then bent down to help him pick up the materials.

Qin Hezhou said "it's okay", and bent down with the secretary to pick up the materials on the ground.

The moment he raised his head, he heard footsteps, and a person suddenly walked in front of him.

The other party was wearing a suit and leather shoes, with a fair face, a pair of cold peach blossom eyes, and long eyelashes.

After seeing himself, he was obviously stunned for a moment, his long eyelashes trembled slightly, and a light flashed in his pupils.

After seeing the man's face clearly, the secretary whispered to Qin Hezhou's ear, "He is Lu..."

Before the secretary finished speaking, Qin Hezhou looked at the person in front of him and smiled, and said,

"Squad leader."

The author has something to say: What is the class leader, just say "Hi, wife"

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