fifth year of divorce

Chapter 62 I Don't Struggle Anymore

If you don't praise me for this number of words, it won't be justified.

I was stunned at the door of the study, and my footsteps came to a halt.

This e-sports cockpit looks so out of place in the whole study.

I didn't even have to think about it to know that this thing was for me, or maybe it wasn't for me.

I was not allowed to enter his study before because I was afraid that I would see it, so I should have bought this thing a long time ago.

When did you buy it...

When I came back, or when I left...

What are you buying it for, waiting for my return, or talking about lovesickness?

Turns out I'm not the only one who can't forget.

If I don't come back, if I become a turtle and never come back, how will my Mr. Qin live the rest of his life?

I don't want to make such a meaningless assumption, how could I be willing to never come back for the rest of my life.

I sat down slowly, turned on the computer and saw several games I had played on the desktop.

I smiled slightly, these games have long been outdated, and the timeliness of the games is always the shortest, changing every few years, the decline is caught off guard.

People like Brother Qin...

Children who say they don't know how to act like a baby have no sweets to eat. Has a person with Brother Qin's personality ever tasted sweetness?

I have him hurt, who hurts him?

I felt a little uncomfortable, I pursed my lips and looked at the screen in front of me in a daze.

I don't know how long I sat there and heard some quarrels outside, I quickly got up and opened the door and walked out, and heard Qin Weiji's deliberately lowered voice, "Director Zhou, keep your voice down, Yaoyao is still here."

"He's not a child anymore, he can't even hear the quarrel?"

I hurried down the stairs, and when I was about to reach the living room, Qin Weiji saw me and glanced at Zhou Kong complainingly.

"What's the matter, Brother Qin?"

There was a lot of quarrel just now, and I was a little worried.

Qin Weiji looked at me and smiled, "Director Zhou and I have disagreements on the script, it's okay."

Zhou Kong's face was not very good, and he threw the script on the table, "I haven't sent it, you are too idealistic now, you will definitely not be able to go on like this."

Qin Weiji frowned, "Let's talk another day."

"You don't have to avoid Xiao Xie, he's smarter than you." Zhou Kong glanced at me, "Otherwise, why do you think he chose Director Wang's play and not your teacher's play?"

"Director Zhou." Qin Weiji's tone was a bit cold. I've never seen him speak to Zhou Kong in such a tone, "Let's communicate in private."

"Don't treat Xiao Xie as a young boy who has just entered the circle. He has his own interests to weigh in his heart, and it's all for his own interests. Only you still insist on any ideals."

The two of them were at war, and the focus of the quarrel suddenly became me.

"Teacher Zhou, please speak up if you have something to say." I felt angry and ashamed when Zhou Kong said that I chose "The Qingyun Case" for the sake of weighing interests. What he said was true and hit my weakness.

"Yeah, Lao Zhou, if you have something to say, talk it out." A few directors on the side also persuaded.

"You are also a businessman. You know that this movie can make money but you don't make it. You have to choose some unpopular book. If you insist on making it, you will find another job and I won't be able to make it." Zhou Kong was also a little angry. Looking at me, "Xiao Xie, let me tell you the truth, you have to persuade Weissie, he is now a bit slanted, and big things will happen."

"No." I looked at Zhou Kong and said firmly, I probably understood what they were arguing about, and said calmly, "Brother Qin has insisted on not making commercial films all these years because he is afraid of taking a detour in order to make money, otherwise he would not have Invest in your film."

Zhou Qiqi smiled, "Yes, you are all noble and I am snobbish, so why didn't you make Xu Ming's movie at the beginning? Don't you know that no matter how popular Xu Ming's movie is, it may not be able to make you popular? You have come to this point , gained both fame and fortune, did you rely on clean means?"

I was a little embarrassed, my lips were pale, Teacher Zhou has always been so straightforward and quick to get up, completely disregarding other people's face.

Qin Weiji stood up slowly, with a grim expression on his face, "Director Zhou, Yaoyao is your student, and I respectfully call you a teacher."

Zhou Kong was stunned for a while, obviously regretting what he said just now, seeing my embarrassment, he was embarrassed to say anything, reached out and patted my shoulder, sighed and left.

Seeing that Qin Weiji was in a bad mood, the other directors left with a smile.

"Brother Qin...I'm not..."

Qin Weiji saw that I was aggrieved, so he sat on the carpet and stretched out his hand to pull me, and I sat down, he put his arms around me, and coaxed, "Director Zhou is angry with me, he didn't mean to say those things to you of."

I lowered my head, "Teacher Zhou is right, I chose director Wang's play after weighing the interests..."

"It doesn't matter." Qin Weiji smiled, and put his chin on my shoulder, "I won't use my own standards to criticize others. We didn't get back together at that time. It's reasonable for you not to choose Mr. Xu's play. .

"

He looked at me sideways and smiled, "And there's nothing wrong with choosing director Wang's play, film and television are not separated, Xie Yingdi has an obligation to contribute to the film and television industry."

I turned around and hugged him, "Brother Qin, why are you so kind to me?"

He patted me on the back amusedly, "Because you're the only baby in the world, who would I treat if I'm not nice to you?"

I smiled and rubbed against his arms, and then I heard Qin Weiji sigh imperceptibly, I felt his helplessness and disappointment, and I looked up at him tightly in my heart, "Brother Qin, don't you happy..."

He smiled slightly and shook his head, "It's not that much, I just feel that fame and fortune are swaying, even people like Director Zhou are not exempt."

I didn't know how to comfort him, so I could only bury my head in his arms, "Actually, it has nothing to do with Mr. Zhou. The market has squeezed out too many directors of literary and artistic films. How many years has a talented person like Mr. Zhou survived?" It’s only early, and they’re all scared.”

Qin Weizhi nodded, rubbed my hair and smiled, "Director Zhou said that about you, and you still speak for him?"

I chuckled, "Teacher Zhou is hard-spoken and soft-hearted. He invited me several times for a play. He is a proud person, and he will not give up his principles for fame and fortune."

Qin Weiji looked at me and suppressed his smile, "Yaoyao, you are too affectionate, you can't be so affectionate in the circle."

My heart sank, and I said lightly, "I, like Brother Qin, believe that there is a piece of pure land here."

Qin Weiji smiled, hugged me, and kept everything in silence.

Probably the price of the fire is that I was forced to get together less with Qin Weiji and leave more.

I received three endorsements in a month. On the day I officially announced the spokesperson of a certain chocolate brand, the online sales exceeded 20, and the total sales exceeded 4000 million. Such a sales boom of celebrity endorsements is unprecedented.

I am very popular among major brands, and my commercial value has reached a peak.

The comments on the Internet also began to become polarized. With my unprecedented popularity and the protests of black fans flying all over the sky, I almost became a synonym for war. dispute.

Where I appear means high traffic and high controversy.

The use of my brand is almost always with the original intention of high risk and high return.

Some people predict that such hot spots and controversies may not disappear within a year or two.

And the entire consumer market has also caused a big shock because of my appearance. For example, the sales of the chocolates I endorsed surged, but the sales of the corresponding brands of the same type dropped sharply. Huge hidden dangers and huge dividends.

In order to prevent a small monopoly because of me, the team's endorsement time is one quarter.

Xiao Chen wanted me to strike while the iron was hot and select a script to join the group as soon as possible, but there was no script that was satisfactory for the time being, so I let it go for the time being.

It was past ten o'clock in the evening when I returned to Beijing. I wanted to go back to Xishan directly, but Xiao Chen suddenly ran towards me after buying coffee, and handed me the phone with one hand, "Mr. Xie, look at the trending searches quickly."

I have already uninstalled Weibo, recently the black fans on the Internet are too active, Xiao Chen asked me to uninstall it because he was afraid that it would affect my mood.

I reached out to take her cell phone, and the first thing that was searched was [Director of All the Way Forward Sues Jiang Ling for Breaking the Contract]

I frowned, all the way forward was a variety show that Jiang Ling participated in before.

The director of this variety show accused a popular actor of not fulfilling his contractual obligations and breaking the contract midway, without naming names, which caused serious losses to the interruption of filming.

Because there was an official announcement in advance and Jiang Ling had never promoted this variety show, Jiang Ling was pointed at.

It wasn't a big deal at first, Jiang Ling was not a resident guest, so as long as Xingmeng came out and made public relations, it wouldn't be a big deal.

It's a pity that there is no movement in Xingmeng. The matter has been fermented for a few days. Netizens have sublimated this matter to the point where the current traffic stars are playing big names with huge salaries.

Jiangling's momentum in the past few years is not as good as before, but his reputation has always been good. When the water is clear, there will be no fish. He has also offended many people in these years.

If Xingmeng didn't stand up for him, he could only be beaten.

I patted the driver on the shoulder, "Go to Jiangling."

Xiao Chen quickly got into the car.

I frowned, "Xiao Chen, post on Weibo."

She knew what I meant, and said calmly, "I know you want to help Jiang Ling, and I want to, but you must not post on Weibo right now."

I looked at her, "Jiang Ling has been bullied, even if it affects me, I have to help him."

"Mr. Xie, you can't help him by posting on Weibo, maybe you will hurt him. You are on the cusp now, and you have experienced how terrifying your black fans are. Now you are speaking for Jiang Ling and those black fans can't tear Jiang Ling apart. Already?"

I pursed my lips, Xiao Chen was right, being with me might harm Jiang Ling.

When I arrived at Jiangling's house, I entered the password and walked in directly.

The lights on the first floor were turned off, so I tentatively called out, "Jiangling?"

No one responded to me.

I turned on the light in the living room and frowned when I saw the leftover takeaway food on the table. Jiang Ling would cook for himself whenever he was at home.

I heard voices on the second floor and walked up slowly.

I saw the light in his bedroom was on.

I pushed open the door of his bedroom, and saw Jiang Ling sitting cross-legged on the carpet, holding Thief Bao in his arms, looking out the window, wondering what he was thinking.

He didn't notice me coming in, so I whispered, "Jiangling..."

He was taken aback, and looked back at me in a daze, "Why are you here?"

I walked up to him and saw that his eyes were red as if he had just cried.

I have never seen Jiang Ling cry, only when I committed suicide and went to the hospital, Jiang Ling hugged me and cried.

Looking at Jiangling like this, my distressed hands trembled, "Are you crying?"

Jiang Ling stared blankly at me, patted the carpet beside him to signal for me to sit down, and I bent my legs and moved in front of him.

He lowered his head and smiled, stroking Thief Bao's head, "I just watched a video... It's a cat abuse video..."

Jiang Ling's eyes turned red again, "The man lit a match and started to burn the cat's tail. The hotter the fire, the happier the people in the video laughed. Ayao, how do you think he can do it?" ?”

I was stunned, Jiang Ling's unique aloofness and coldness seemed to disappear in an instant, "What are you looking at, why don't we watch it in the future?"

He nodded and sighed, "Don't we all have the obligation to protect our lives? All lives must be classified into high and low..."

My heart tightened, and I remembered that I complained to Jiangling that a good horror movie was reported by the guardian of minors. At that time, he smiled and said, Ah Yao, our whole society has drawn beautiful movies for minors. Blueprint Obligations.

At that time, I knew that Jiang Ling was a very gentle and kind person.

Never complained about anything.

I put my hand over Jiang Ling's, "When we are free from work, let's set up an animal protection foundation together, let's set up an animal shelter, so that no cats will be bullied, okay?"

Jiang Ling smiled and nodded, "Okay."

"Jiangling, what's going on with Xingmeng, why didn't you make public relations?"

Jiang Ling looked at me and raised his lips amusedly, "Xingmeng's public relations team has been busy all night, how can you say they have no public relations?"

"That..."

"It's just that they are not doing public relations for me." Jiang Ling lowered his head and shook his head with a smile, "They are doing public relations for Blue Whale."

My heart turned cold, "What do you mean?"

"Do you think the director was talking about me? I'm just a flying guest. It's only natural for me to quit. How could it be a loss to them?"

"The person the director said was a blue whale?"

Jiang Ling nodded, "It stands to reason that Blue Whale was forced to quit, and the program team couldn't get angry at Xingmeng, but it's a pity that Blue Whale is a no-brainer, and I feel ashamed to talk about it because of the program team's problems, then Of course the director is not used to him."

"Then...why did you say it was you in the end?"

"Ayao, don't you understand?" Jiang Ling looked at me with no emotion on his face, "This is the result of Xingmeng's public relations. I am useless. Xingmeng is going to abandon the car to protect his handsomeness."

"Fuck!" I was stunned, angry from my chest, my eyes were red, I stood up and walked out the door, "I'm going to fuck Zhou Xi."

Jiang Ling stopped me softly, "Don't go..."

I turned around, Jiang Ling looked up at me slightly, "It's a matter of time before Xingmeng wants me, I admit it."

I looked at Jiangling with heartache, "Jiangling, terminate the contract with Xingmeng."

He laughed, and looked surprisingly good-looking under the light, "Zhou Xi won't let me go if he tortures me to death. I won't struggle anymore, Yao."

His eyes were red, he smiled and put the thief treasure on the ground, looked at me and said in a low voice, "Don't go to him, he won't do anything to me, at most it will damage my reputation and be scolded for two days, If you find me like this, I should be seen as a joke."

I stepped forward, leaned down and hugged Jiangling, the pain began to spread from the tip of my heart, "Jiangling..."

He hugged me and sighed, "I let him sleep for so many years, and I spent time with him without looking for anyone. I did it for this sake, why can't I keep him, Ayao , has he fallen in love with someone else?"

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