fifth year of divorce

Since I entered the industry, I have hardly been bullied by the crew. Even when I was a newcomer with the aura of star dream, no one really dared to treat me harshly.

Later, when I came back from the UK, although I no longer had any status in the circle, I had no company or team, and I was so popular that I didn’t even have exposure, but I never lowered my head in the circle. In Zhou Kong’s group, there was Qin Wei Send me, everyone has always been polite to me, I always thought it was the reason why I was never domineering.

Actually not.

No one cares if you are domineering or not.

I have been out of the circle for too long and I am a little naive. I originally thought that after filming Director Wang's drama, I would finish it with peace of mind. I am not willing to let many things become impure.

But the people on the crew have gone too far recently.

From not saying hello at the beginning to turning a blind eye to some of my requests later, I insisted on turning the set into a harem.

The larger the production crew, the more chaotic the internal structure, and the more corrupt the behavior. The lucrative position, the position that can fish for fish, because the control of the production crew has become stricter, they can only be honest.

Because of the butterfly effect caused by a Reuters photo, it overwhelmed the extravagance.

It stands to reason that such a production crew should not make such a simple mistake, and it would be of no benefit to anyone to reveal the news of the production crew privately once it becomes a big mess.

So the Reuters photo, the hot search on the Internet, and the boycott of book fans can only be done by Universal.

Everyone was involved in the turmoil, only Li Tong was clean.

Then this turmoil won't last too long, Universal can't let this drama have an accident, it just wants me to have an accident.

After all, something happened to the protagonist, so just change it.

Others knew it well, but they didn't dare to take their anger out on Li Tong.

Because of the whole Universal Arts behind him.

Everything behind me is unknown, unknown means nothing.

"Mr. Xie, I have a question for you."

Li Tong sat in front of me and leaned closer to me. I opened my eyes slightly and hid back without a trace. I stretched out my hand and gently pushed him aside, "Don't come so close to me."

He sneered, holding his mobile phone and said, "It was said on the Internet that you cheated on a model in a bar. I'm more curious whether you slept with that model or that model slept with you?"

I took sleeping pills last night, and today I can't keep up my spirits. I just feel a headache.

"Mr. Xie, you won't let a little model sleep with you, will you?"

I tilted my head slightly, supported my head with my hands, and said lazily, "Are you so curious? Have you taken a fancy to me?"

Li Tong paused, his eyes sullen, "Will I fall in love with an old man who was slept to death?"

I didn't get angry because of his vulgar words. Seeing him was like watching a shrew swearing in the street. I looked at him teasingly, "Mr. Fu is almost 50 years old, right? What do you usually call him?"

Li Tong's complexion changed, his face turned from white to black, which is wonderful.

I lowered my voice, "Dad?"

"Xie Yaoyin, I'll fuck your mother!"

I really wonder if Li Tong was picked up by Universal in the trash can?

Li Tong was completely enraged, so he walked away directly, leaving a crew behind.

The assistant director said angrily, "Mr. Xie, why did you provoke him? How much money will you lose this day? Director Wang will scold me to death if he finds out?"

I gave him a cold look, didn't say anything, and couldn't argue with him.

When Director Wang found out, he was furious and asked Li Tong to be called back. Later, he called Mr. Fu for a few times before Li Tong came back.

I feel ashamed for Director Wang.

Although Director Wang didn't say anything to me, his attitude was obviously much colder.

I didn't say anything, just filmed my scene quietly.

"Mr. Xie, otherwise, let's talk to Mr. Qin."

I leaned on the chair, rubbed my temples, and after staying up all night, I feel my eyes are spinning, "Don't say it."

"You've lost your weight too much recently. Director Wang said that it has affected your screen image. You should eat more."

My appetite has been extremely poor recently. I used to be able to eat some southern dishes ordered by Xiao Chen, but recently I couldn’t eat them with two chopsticks. I don’t know if it has anything to do with the medicine.

"Little Chen..."

Xiao Chen was sitting next to me, hearing my voice approaching a little softly.

I propped my chin with one hand, a little innocent, "Zhou Xi said that I will die here one day, what do you think?"

"He's farting!" Xiao Chen said angrily, "You can't keep thinking about these words."

I think he is going to be a prophecy, because I am no longer willing to stay in this circle so uselessly.

"Manager Xiao Chen, you're here to live."

Xiao Chen heard my cold voice, and his expression became serious, "Say it, Teacher Xie."

"Buy a draft, just say that my acting skills are crushed by Li Tong, don't be too exaggerated, be objective and convincing."

"Ah?" Xiao Chen looked at me, "Is this bad for you?"

I smiled, "Do you know what flattery is?"

"The point is that this draft is fake, and he has never acted before."

"Just take this draft and post it from time to time to leave an impression on netizens, and the effect will come when the show is broadcast."

Xiao Chen seemed to understand, and frowned, "But it will damage your image in the early stage."

"It's okay." My tone was calm, "It's just temporary."

"Mr. Xie, is it worth it for Li Tong?"

I shook my head, "I won't do anything, I'm afraid Brother Qin will feel bad."

There is another night scene today, an outdoor scene.

I took a look at my phone and it was already one o'clock. It was raining lightly outside, and there was a problem with the set scene, so I had to wait for an hour or two.

I was too lazy to go back to the hotel and sat down under a parasol, intending to close my eyes and rest for a while.

Xiao Chen saw that I was nestled in a chair in a thin costume, so he quickly took a coat and prepared to put it on for me.

I looked up and waved my hands, "Don't wear it, don't rub the makeup you just put on."

"You'll catch a cold if you sleep here like this."

I closed my eyes and raised the corners of my lips, "It's not that hypocritical..."

Xiao Chen didn't say anything, he held up an umbrella and sat in front of me to shield me, afraid that the rain outside would come in.

I wanted to open my mouth and tell her to leave me alone and go to rest, but I was too tired and fell asleep with my eyes closed.

I was in a trance, as if dreaming about my mother.

I found that I couldn't recognize her, just like when she was very young, she still had black hair brushed around her temples, and she was a well-known pretty girl in the town.

He is no longer the person who lived with a rickety head and lived by the vulgar.

How short is the youth of a person's life, why is it buried in marriage?

She didn't say anything to me, and I didn't say anything to her.

She has been gone for more than ten years, and I have already said what should be said in the year when she left, and I don't know what else to say.

It's just that looking at her looks a little sad, long-lost and unfamiliar, the feeling of reuniting in a dream is not wonderful.

Seeing me like this, she probably didn't know what to say.

I often think how good it is for her to be alive. The love I give her and the love she gives me must be selfless and great.

You won't be wronged, you can only comfort yourself.

Qin Weiji also loves me, but his love is too much for me, I can't bear it, and I can't repay it.

I always want to give back...

He always wants to give...

I owe him all the entanglement.

In the dimness, I felt a warmth coming from my body.

I opened my eyes, and the noisy sound from the studio came over, impacting the tranquility and silence in the dream, and the tranquility that enveloped me was lost little by little.

"woke up?"

The voice coming from my ear was as light as the cold wind in March, my heartbeat stopped, and I felt that the sounds around me no longer existed.

Slowly turning sideways and looking over, Qin Weiji's slender figure is ethereal and illusory under the moonlight of the night, strange and independent, carrying the wind and moon, the surrounding is quiet, only the distance between me and him All flowers are blooming and the sky is clear

I stared at him in a daze for not knowing how long.

"Stupid?" He bent down slightly with a smile, slowly took off the mask, and swayed his slender fingers in front of me.

I just came back to my senses, Qin Weiji was really in front of me.

"Brother Qin..."

He stretched out his hand and held me in his arms, his heart was unbalanced and beating violently.

"I lost weight..." He stroked my back gently.

"Why are you here?" I had a nasal voice mixed in, and my voice softened so I didn't feel aggrieved.

"Here to coax you." He let go of me and looked at me under the moonlight, "Can you stop being angry with Brother Qin?"

The corners of my eyes are red, I am not angry with him, I am angry with myself.

Then dare not see him, self-punishment.

"Brother Qin..." My voice trembled, tears mixed with grievance rolled down the corner of my eyes, "There is no Jiang Zhishen, only you."

What I said was not clear, but Qin Weiji seemed to understand, the rain that was standing outside the umbrella floated in and fell on his hair.

Quiet and silent, quietly haunting.

His eyes were gloomy, and his lips looked cold, as if he had been fighting with himself for many years and finally reconciled, happily passing through the cold wind in March.