fifth year of divorce

I'm not mad at all, really.

I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, my mind was full of He Nanquan's words and deeds in the past, thinking that I couldn't sleep at all, so I slowly sat up, turned on the bedside lamp, my heartbeat was violent and arrhythmia.

I reached out to pick up the medicine on the bedside table, and just as I unscrewed it, I heard a knock on the bedroom door, and the medicine in my hand spilled all over the floor in a panic.

I was stunned for a moment and quickly got up to pick up the medicine. Qin Weiji heard the voice inside and opened the door, "What's wrong? What spilled?"

I looked up at him in shock, "Nothing..."

He saw me squatting on the ground, with the pills I just picked up in my hand, and there were still a few pills on the ground that I couldn't pick up in time.

Qin Weiji frowned and walked up to me, squatting down in front of me and reaching out for me to slowly pick up the pills on the ground.

My palms were sweating a little, I slept with Qin Weisong all the time because I didn't want him to know that I was taking these medicines and that I was sick.

He said lightly, "What kind of medicine is this?"

Hearing his displeasure, I couldn't speak nonsense anymore, "Sleeping pills..."

He paused, poured the medicine in his hand on the bedside table, slowed down and pulled me up from the ground, "Why are you taking sleeping pills?"

I looked up at Qin Weisong, "I'm fine, I just didn't sleep well..."

Qin Weiji's eyes gradually dimmed, and he sighed after a while, "If you can't sleep well, I'll take you to see a Chinese medicine doctor, taking sleeping pills is not good for your health."

I nodded, put my arms around Qin Weiji, and whispered, "Brother Qin, sleep with me today...I miss you..."

He chuckled lightly and pressed it against my ear, "Does it hurt?"

I smiled, "It's not hurting anymore..."

The night was too dark, and the atmosphere was a bit ambiguous.

Qin Weiji hugged me, pushed me down on the bed, and gently kneaded my waist with his hands in the hem of my clothes.

The lips kissed my eyebrows and eyes, and finally fell on the neck, leaving a series of ambiguous marks.

When I was in love, I blurred my eyes and whispered, "Brother Qin, the way you scolded me on the bed that day... really looks like Secretary Jiang..."

Qin Weiji stopped his movements suddenly, and the beauty in the room was suddenly covered by indifference, and the ambiguity disappeared.

I was also stunned, feeling that Qin Weiji had suddenly become stiff.

"What's the matter, Brother Qin?"

Qin Weiji slowly sat up from the bed, his tone was suddenly cold and attractive, "Go to sleep, I still have some work to do when I think about it."

I wanted to grab the hem of his clothes, but I reached out and grabbed nothing, just like Qin Weiji did in the past after many moments of quarreling.

I panicked, and quickly shouted, "Brother Qin, you have to tell me what I did wrong, you can't leave me anymore..."

Qin Weiji froze where he was, as if he couldn't bear it, the hand that was about to open the door paused, and looked at me.

The night was too dark, I couldn't see his eyes clearly.

After waiting for a long time, he finally opened his mouth, as if he had finally compromised with something, "I'm really...unwilling..."

Not reconciled to what I do not know.

If Qin Wei sent it aside, I probably wouldn't be able to comprehend it in my whole life.

I didn't know that I was so slow in this matter.

I didn't expect that He Nanquan would be needed to explain this matter for me.

Things on the Internet are always fermented very quickly. When it comes to other people, everyone can discuss it calmly. But when it comes to me, things deteriorate very quickly, and accidentally caused a scolding war among fans.

Obviously, Qin Weiji and I are in love with each other so hard to leave, and we always bring up the past when they are torn apart.

What they revealed to each other was the scars that Qin Weishui and I are unwilling to bring up to this day.

The atmosphere between Qin Weiji and I was always awkward. He was the same as usual, even the tone of his speech was the same, but I still felt uncomfortable. I thought of Qin Weiji’s tone last night, and I still feel like a stick in my throat.

I received a call from He Nanquan.

He asked me to meet.

As expected, he pretended not to participate in anything in front of Qin Weiji, and chose to come to me in private. He had to play the same trick twice to disgust people.

Well, I also have something to ask him.

As soon as he opened his mouth, I knew what he wanted to say, which was exactly the same as the routine five years ago.

"Xiao Xie, I'm very happy that you can reconcile."

I couldn't help but smile and looked at him, "Thank you, Brother Quan."

He paused and looked at me, "However, I still suggest you not to announce it yet."

I was angry with him, and asked him funny, "Why can't we announce our legal relationship?"

He Nanquan was stunned for a while, and said patiently, "Xiao Xie, with your current image and reputation, once it is announced, it will definitely not be a good thing. You can wait for a few years until your reputation improves, and then announce it." It's not too late."

I leaned back on the chair with a sneer, and tapped my fingers lightly on the table, "Isn't it all thanks to you that my reputation is so up to this day?"

Probably my tone was too cold and too sharp, He Nanquan reacted for a while, took a deep breath, "I know you blame me, I will try my best to make up for you in the future, but you can't be angry with your future, I am helping you .”

"Help me?" I laughed angrily, with ice in my words, "Help me or Epic?"

"The epic is not only mine, but also unsent. I am helping you."

What he said at the hospital was so great, "If I have to announce it, how do you plan to publicize it?"

"Xiao Xie..." he sighed, "I won't force you as an adult, I'll show you something..."

He flipped through something on his phone and handed it to me.

I watched him for a while before reaching out to take it.

On the phone is a Weibo with tens of thousands of likes.

[This support station declares that fans don’t need to be anxious. Xie Yaoyin cheated on Qin Weiji a few years ago, and has committed a major mistake in the marriage. It is absolutely impossible for Qin Huang to be with Xie Yaoyin. No one in that photo could be Xie Yaoyin.This site promises that if Xie Yaoyin is really in the photo, I will choose to take off my fan. 】

I was stagnant, looking at this Weibo, my heart seemed to have fallen to the bottom.

I slowly put down the phone.

"This is the largest support station of Weizhi. The administrator of the support station posted the blog. Once she takes the lead in disfollowing, do you know the impact on Weizhi?"

Of course I know.

When I had an accident, the sisters of the three backup stations all took off their fans, and one even used my first-hand photos and travel resources to smear me backhandedly. The damage was much more severe than the black fans.

"So you have to make it clear that once you announce it, no one will bless you. They will dig out your past black material and put it in front of the public again. Even if you haven't sent it, you will be dismissed by a large number of fans. Are you willing to let him go through it too?"

I looked up at him and my hands were shaking with anger.

By this time you are still fucking threatening me...

I didn't even think about publishing it.

Today, the price I can bear is not much.

The news of our divorce was too loud. I have been out of business for five years because of this, and the consequences of public opinion may last for years. How dare I drag Qin Weiji to hit the south wall with knowing the consequences...

I would rather hide it, and I can no longer stand being judged by netizens and sinful love.

But why does he always use my clean love as a tool to threaten me? How can he force me to compromise again and again with my respect for Qin Weiji?

I calmed down slowly and looked at him indifferently, "I don't care."

He suddenly widened his eyes, "What did you say?"

"I'm already like this. What else am I afraid of? At worst, if it happens again, can it be worse than before?"

He frowned, "What about the unsent?"

I leaned on the chair and said lazily, "Brother Qin loves me and is willing to give up for me."

"Xie Yaoyin!" He Nanquan suppressed his voice and shouted in a low voice, "Do you know what you are talking about?"

I smiled and nodded, "If you don't believe me, ask him to see if he is willing to stand on the cusp for me and give up his bright future for me?"

He looked at me incredulously.

I leaned forward slightly, staring into his eyes, "He Nanquan, you like Brother Qin, right?"

He froze in surprise, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

I restrained my smile, and said coldly, "I have been with Brother Qin for more than ten years, and I have never seen you looking for anyone, regardless of men or women. Whenever Brother Qin has something to do, you will always rush to the front. Brother Qin's interests will always be greater than the interests of the company. .”

"I should have admired you, after all, my legal spouse has never done so much for him..."

I smiled, with a slightly lonely arc, "But how can you use my reputation and future to make your own wedding dress?"

"He Nanquan, do you dare to talk to Brother Qin when your love is so vile? If Brother Qin knows, can he still let you stay in front of him?"

After He Nanquan heard my words, he didn't seem to react for a moment, and after a while, he became flustered visible to the naked eye.

"Xie Yaoyin, once I leave the company, it won't do you any good."

I nodded undeniably, and smiled indifferently, "It doesn't matter if it's good for me, are you willing to touch Brother Qin?"

"you..."

"What's wrong? Reluctant?"

"Xie Yaoyin." He gritted his teeth and looked at me bitterly, "How did Qin Weiji treat you all these years? Do you have no conscience?"

"Conscience?" I looked at him amusedly, "You talk about conscience with me? Since I entered the epic, I have treated you as my own brother. I respect you and worship you. I just want you to pave the way for yourself with my future." Is it?"

"He Nanquan." I looked at him with a sneer, "Did you really think I couldn't do anything about you when I lost my mind?"

When He Nanquan looked at me like this, a trace of guilt really flashed in his eyes. "Xiao Xie, I've never overstepped my bounds on Wei Ji. I've always treated him with love and courtesy."

I sneered coldly, "You found an internet celebrity model behind Brother Qin's back to slander me for cheating, isn't that considered presumptuous? Brother Qin absolutely trusts me, but what if he doesn't believe it..."

I stared at him, "Can you afford my marriage?"

He Nanquan's face froze, but he couldn't say anything.

I didn't bother to look at him anymore, so I turned my face and said coldly, "I won't announce it, and I won't tell Brother Qin about your affairs, but I have a request."

He hesitated for a moment, then asked, "What request?"

"Give me back my shares."

He froze for a moment, "What shares?"

"Back when Brother Qin and I divorced, I gave up my property. Later, I consulted a lawyer and found out that these shares were in your hands. I don't care what method you used to get them, just give them back to me."

He smiled angrily, "Xie Yaoyin, I have great abilities and I can't take away your shares from under the nose of Never Send. Do you know how this share came from?"

I looked at him and said nothing.

"This is the will that you made when you were lying in the hospital. Give me half of his own shares and the other half to your parents, and let me take over the epic."

My heart froze, I raised my head, "A will?"

"Don't you know, when you were lying in the hospital and couldn't wake up, you didn't make a will, planning to die with you when you die."

I sat there in a daze, and I went through these words many times in my mind, before I analyzed what it means to die with me when I die. Why would he want to die with me even if he still has parents?

"Although you didn't die and the will was revoked, you still gave me a part of the shares before sending it. You can go back if you want, but what face do you have?"

"You don't love him at all, why should you let him die with you, why should you take his property?"

I stared at him with red eyes, "Why do you say I don't love Brother Qin?"

"Do you love him?" He Nanquan looked at me with a sneer, "You just got too deep into the drama and thought Qin Weiji was Jiang Zhishen."

I laughed out loud and looked at him amusedly, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"You were photographed at the bar that time, and when you returned after drinking too much, you hugged Wei Ji and called Jiang Zhishen all night, have you forgotten?"

I felt the blood in my whole body turn cold, and the ominous thought stimulated my eyes to become dull, and the words were very stiff, "How do you know?"

He Nanquan looked at me with a sneer, "He said it when he was drinking too much, and asked me where to find a real Jiang Zhishen for you."

I couldn't bear it, tears fell from my cheeks to the skirt of my clothes sluggishly, that's what Brother Qin meant when he said unwillingness.

he thought...

He always thought I loved someone who didn't exist at all.

Thought he was a replacement for a two-dimensional character.

How can I treat Qin Weiji as a substitute...

I obviously don't know how to love him anymore, I thought I was the one who loves him the most in the whole world...

I'm just sick, Brother Qin.

How can you believe a shitty word from a patient of mine.

"Xie Yaoyin, don't care how innocent and harmless you pretend to be in front of Weiji, but you are actually a cold and selfish person."

I stretched out my hand to slowly wipe away the tears, looked at him, and said with a chuckle, "You are worthy of judging who I am..."

I slowly stood up and looked down at him, "You take the shares, I don't care about them. From today on, Brother Qin, whether it's filming or activities, you arrange others to follow and stay away from him."

With a blank expression on my face, I said lightly, "Otherwise I will sue you for defamation."