fifth year of divorce

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I lay in bed and studied the recipes for several days, Qin Weiji laughed at me for several days because of that, I felt embarrassed and didn't want to see him, so I stayed in the room and studied the recipes.

Too bad the online recipes are so irritating.

"Jiangling, what's the right amount?"

Hearing Jiangling's voice just got up, "Huh?"

"How much salt is the right amount of salt?"

"Didn't you invite your aunt?"

I rested my chin on my hand, "Resign."

"You're sick, you quit your aunt early in the morning and asked me what is the right amount."

I frowned, "You just tell me, it's a lot to talk about."

"A teaspoon will do."

"How old is small?"

Jiang Ling endured it, "The smallest spoon is fine."

"Oh... how small is the smallest?"

"Xie Yaoyin, if you are too busy to go out and run around twice, don't torture me."

I sat cross-legged on the bed and said coquettishly, "My good brother, are you willing to watch me starve to death?"

Jiang Ling sighed, "A teaspoon."

"Is it at the level of the spoon or does it bulge? How high is the drum?"

"roll."

Jiang Ling hung up the phone and I frowned, not allowing me to swear, I still said that I really can't rely on friends when it comes to cooking.

No way, I poked my head around and saw Qin Weiji working in the living room, I said slowly, "Brother Qin, how much salt is the right amount of salt?"

He raised his head and looked at me with a smile, "You'd better give up the idea of ​​cooking. If you want to make a complete dish with your comprehension ability, I have to enroll you in a class."

"That's right, is there any place in Beijing that teaches cooking well?"

Qin Weiji didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "Don't smash people's signs, you go outside to pack two dishes and put them on a plate, I'll take it as you did it."

I snorted twice angrily and went back to the bedroom, both of them looked down on me!

Forget it if you look down on me, the Lord is not serving you anymore.

My mood has improved a lot recently, and the amount of sleeping pills has also been reduced. The original doctor said something that quack doctors would say, heart disease requires heart medicine.

I am so happy not only because the relationship with Qin Weiji is slowly repairing, but more importantly, the Chinese New Year is approaching.

I haven't felt the New Year's feeling for a long time. I used to feel like every year, but this year is different. I feel that Qin Wei has returned to me.

Although sometimes it feels strange.

For example, he won't pamper me without a bottom line, and I won't act wild without any scruples.

I used to...

It seems that I remember the past things have slowly become less...

Probably because Qin Wei was by my side, I learned that people should look forward and not dwell on the past.

But sometimes when I lie down, I will always think of the past, and then I will feel empty in my heart, and I will sigh for a while.

In the past, he was fearless, vented his anger with Qin Weiji when he was unhappy, stopped working if he didn't want to work, and looked at anyone he didn't like, relying on Qin Weiji's love, he was fearless.

But at that time, I felt that the world was bright, and I could still see the moonlight when I pushed aside the dark clouds.

But now I don't have that kind of frivolity and courage, and worry about gains and losses.

My temperament has long been different from before. I used to like excitement, crowds, and all the prosperity in the world enveloped me. When I feel lonely, I want to be tired of being in front of Qin Weiji.

Now I prefer to be quiet, maybe because of my body, I can't even bother to say a word, Qin Weiji is in front of me, I still feel boundless and lonely.

People who have lost something, when they get it again, they are always more anxious than happy, more confused than satisfied.

I'm so scared, I'm not the same as before, how can Qin Weiji treat me like before.

After all, no one likes a silent character.

"What are you doing?"

I looked up, Qin Weiji was standing at the door looking sideways at me.

I lay on the bed, resting my chin in my hand, and saw him raise his mouth, "Look at the script, I'm going to play a powerful character this time, it's all about fighting."

Qin Weiji walked in slowly, sat next to me, took the script in his slender hand and flipped through it, "Why did you reject Director Xu?"

"I heard that Director Xu is very fierce. Wouldn't it be embarrassing for me to be scolded and cry on the set?"

Qin Wei watched me make jokes with him, so he tapped my head lightly with the script, "Director Zhou is notoriously poisonous in the circle, aren't you also very happy to be scolded by him?"

"That's different. Teacher Zhou scolded me and I can answer back, but Director Xu scolded me and I can only listen."

He smiled, "Director Xu scolds you and you just talk back."

"That won't work." I lifted my chin and looked at Qin Weiji, "Director Xu is your teacher."

"My teacher can contradict me, but mine can't?"

I nodded, with serious eyes, "You can't do it."

"why?"

I tilted my head, "Did Brother Qin know on the first day? When have I neglected someone you respect?"

Qin Weiji was stunned, then rubbed my head with a smile, his tone seemed to be coaxing a child, "Yeah, why are you so obedient?"

I blushed, I was 30 years old, and I was always coaxed by Qin Weiji.

"distant."

"Ok?"

"I regret."

I looked up and saw Qin Weiji looking out the window, with sadness overflowing from his brows.

He sighed softly, "I regret divorcing you."

I was stunned, my heart soured, and my eyes became hazy.

He pursed his lips, lowered his head and looked at me with resentful eyes, "I told you about the divorce that night, and I regretted it the moment I left the house. It's a pity, it's a rare regret, you didn't even give me a chance."

I wanted to hug him at first, but the culprit was that I seemed mean even to comfort him.

What if it was me that night?

When I opened the door, I saw blood all over the ground. In the dark, the smell of blood overwhelmed the desolation, and my remorse became hard to express. I made Brother Qin feel like a murderer.

Then for the rest of the years, I can only regret it. If I didn't say divorce that night, if I had been more tolerant and tolerant, I would not have committed suicide.

Xie Yaoyin, is this how you repay his love for those years?

New Year is coming.

But whether Qin Weiji will stay in Beijing for the New Year, or go to Australia to spend the New Year with his grandparents, I feel depressed and talk less.

"Come with me, grandpa and grandma miss you too."

I shook my head with a smile, "I won't go after the year I have to join the group. Say hello to my grandparents for me."

Qin Weiji packed up his things, stretched out his hand and pulled me into his arms, "Wait for me to come back."

I buried myself in his arms and nodded, "Come back soon, Brother Qin."

As soon as Qin Wei sent away, I stood in the living room, and the shadow on the ground became longer and my legs were numb, so I felt sad when I thought about it.

Qin Wei sent his aunt to cook three meals, but I couldn't wake up in the morning after drinking the medicine, so she didn't come until noon.

"Mr. Xie, get up and eat."

I grunted and sat up slowly.

I seldom talked to her, and I went into the bedroom after eating, and I hardly spoke to her for a few days.

"Sir, what would you like to eat on New Year's Eve tomorrow?"

I twitched the corners of my mouth, "You don't have to come tomorrow, go home for the New Year."

"This...Mr. Qin said he would wait for him to come back."

"It's okay, I won't tell him, you go back, how can you not be with your family during the New Year?"

She smiled happily, "Thank you so much."

"Do you have children?"

"I have a son."

"Married?"

She smiled, "I just got married last year."

"Is the relationship between husband and wife good?"

"There's nothing wrong with newlyweds. After a few years, there will be conflicts. I'll be worried by then."

I smiled, "That's a good thing, there is no couple who doesn't quarrel."

"I think you and Mr. Qin have a very good relationship, and you shouldn't quarrel."

I shook my head, "We don't quarrel because our marriage didn't go well, and we have to make up for the past troubles in the days to come, so we don't dare to quarrel."

"Mr. Xie, it is a good thing to make up for it, and there is fate."

I nodded and looked at her, "You are right."