fifth year of divorce

When I was filming, Qin Weiji and I got along day and night. He would stay in the crew almost all day, and occasionally came when there was no film.

He often sits next to Teacher Zhou, and when he listens to Teacher Zhou scolding, he still smiles gracefully and helplessly with the corners of his mouth pulled.

Especially when Teacher Zhou scolded me, his eyes were full of smiles.

"Xie Yaoyin! I've already filmed a kiss scene for the bed scene, what did you do with the ink?!"

It's not that I'm being hypocritical, I simply couldn't wish for a kiss scene with Qin Weiji, and I would never refuse.

I was just thinking, would Jiang Zhishen kiss Lu Qian?

I squatted beside Qin Weiji, and gently tugged at his sleeve, "Teacher Qin."

Qin Weiji tilted his head, narrowed his eyes and looked at me, and said in a low voice, "Huh?"

I blushed, and whispered unnaturally, "I don't think Jiang Zhishen will kiss Lu Qian."

"why?"

I lowered my head and thought for a while before raising my head, "Intuition."

Qin Weiji paused, took a deep look at me, and smiled, "Then don't kiss."

Qin Weiji didn't ask me in detail, I think he knows Jiang Zhishen better than I do.

Not kissing is sex, kissing is love.

If Jiang Zhishen is willing to admit that he loves Lu Qian, he can make a phone call, send a text message or send an email on the night he chooses to commit suicide, instead of leaving a letter that cannot be sent.

I have only been in the circle for a few years, and I have seen too many stars with different appearances. They are often humble and polite in front of others, and they expose their ugliness when they are away from the camera.

I have also seen too many big-name celebrities. Their status in the circle is very important. They won a few more awards because they have been around for a few years longer than others. Their eyes are above the top. How did others despise them a few years ago? Just be a cheap rookie.

Qin Weiji is different from all the senior, well-connected, and status-worthy artists I've seen.

He always looks at things with a little indifference, and he avoids the injustice and filth in the circle. He will not reach out to change anything, but nothing can change him.

He was alone and didn't let the mud get dirty.

I looked at him every day, and gradually became tired of this circle, and began to loathe him.

Also began to become naive.

I'm tired of running around, apologizing for every disturbance on the Internet, I can't even restrain my words and deeds, and they ask me to manage fans.

I'm also tired of being treated like a dog by the marketing account, as long as there is something big in the entertainment industry, I can get involved.

Tired of endless work and endless smiles.

Sometimes I will be self-willed and go to Weibo to complain about black fans, and the manager's call will come right after.

He didn't dare to really yell at me, but he would never be too polite when he said it.

"Xie Yaoyin, you have to remember that you are not a film star and have no background, you have come to where you are today by relying on fans one by one, little by little traffic, if you want to be clean, don't fight or grab Say whatever you want, and don't eat this bowl of rice!"

"You deserve the money you earn! You have to apologize for wronging you!"

"Do you know how many opponents want to mess with you? If you don't do anything, they can make up a lot of black material, not to mention that you are even scolding with black fans! You know that your reputation has been affected. We have to complain to you." How much does each partner pay?"

"Xie Yaoyin, you are not some little-known little star on the [-]th line, you can roll around if you have a trending entry!"

"Are you tired? Wait for a day when you don't have any announcements, no commercials, and no director looking for you. If you don't want to be tired, you'll have to fucking rest!"

"You think it's dirty? Your money is even dirtier. If you have the ability, don't even ask for a penny!"

After hanging up the phone, I cursed inwardly, your fucking money is dirty!

But my agent is right, I have been in the entertainment industry for several years, how can I be alone in this position.

At that time, I urgently needed money to enter this circle. Although I don't need money at all now, I can't stop, and it is impossible to get clean with this circle.

I haven't done anything in this circle, I almost sell myself to find a money owner.

The body is still clean.

Even my soul is dirty.

How could someone as small as me be able to take on such a big IP drama as "Sword Wu Ya".

At that time, I never mentioned whether it was clean or not, whether I hated it or hated it.

Jian Wuya's heroine chose the popular little flower Fu Lingshu, once Fu Lingshu made a move, it is impossible for the show not to explode.

Both my agent and I took a fancy to this drama.

But everyone knows that for such a big IP drama, the audition is just a cutscene, and the director has already chosen a candidate.

In order not to end up on the road of prostitution, I chose a less popular method.

After inquiring about Fu Lingshu's hotel, he went in secretly with her. The manager asked someone to take a photo and send it to Fu Lingshu's team.

I am a small [-]th-tier entertainer, and there is no harm in having a scandal with Fu Lingshu. Fu Lingshu is different, and Xiaohua in the rising stage is revealed to be in a relationship, which may mean that she will have to quit the front line soon.

Of course Fu Lingshu won't accept this from me. She is very open about the hotel roster and event itinerary, and no one can pour any dirty water on her.

But I'm willing to risk it, I said, as soon as the photo is exposed, I will enter a hotel with you, and I will immediately respond and admit that I am your boyfriend.

Miss Fu, I don't want my future, do you still want it?

That's how I threatened Fu Lingshu at the time.

I still don't dare to recall how ferocious my face was and how rascal my tone was.

Fu Lingshu strongly recommended me to the director, and I got the role of the male lead in "Sword Without End".

During that time, I was full of black material on the Internet, and I was inexplicably rumored with various female stars.

It was done by Fu Lingshu's team. With so many pornographic stories, everything I say has no credibility.

I don't care, all I want is this role.

As soon as the filming of the movie was over, Fu Lingshu's agent said that he would never participate in any subsequent promotional activities with me.

Only when I put it on myself did I know that people can turn into demons and walk with ghosts for money.

I thought I was going to rot in this place, let money and fame bury me, and sing for myself at sunset.

But I am very thankful.

During the filming of "I Shouldn't Love the Sun", I had a high fever. In order not to affect Qin Wei, I went into battle with my illness.

Qin Weiji asked Mr. Zhou for three days' leave for me, and when he sent me to the lounge, he asked me, "Which company are you signing with now? Who is the agent?"

"Xingmeng, Guo Jun."

Qin Wei sent nodded, "It's a promising company, and the broker is also good."

I lay dizzy on the pullout bed in the lounge, reluctant to talk.

"Do you want to change companies?"

I opened my eyes and looked at him.

"I heard from Director Zhou that you have too many announcements and often go on and on for several days. If you don't play well, it's even worse for your health."

"You should have heard of my company. Although it doesn't have the resources and scale of Xingmeng, I will treat every artist with my heart."

"If you want, you can follow my agent, and I will accept any high-quality drama for you."

"I'll send someone over to Xingmeng. If you're willing, I'll pay the liquidated damages for you."

"You think about it."