fifth year of divorce

Until Brother Qin paused for several seconds and hung up the phone, I still haven't recovered.

Feng Cheng also looked embarrassed.

To scare is to scare, and we can't embarrass this young master too much, otherwise he will be the first one to come up and bite me to death if something happens to me in the future.

"Young Master Feng, there is really no need for Brother Qin to get involved in our affairs." I bit my lip, then raised my head and put on a smile, "I offended you by my ignorance in the past, and today I will apologize to you. done."

Feng Cheng frowned and looked at me, probably because I used to have a temperament that would rather be broken than broken, which made him remember too deeply, but he was surprised that I am like this now.

"Xie Yaoyin." Fu Si pressed my hand, "I saved this game, I am half responsible, and I will pay for the crime."

I picked up the wine from the table, "This is my personal grievance with Young Master Feng and has nothing to do with you."

I raised the wine bottle and looked at Feng Cheng with two more sincerity, "I use this bottle of wine to thank Feng Shao for his love for many years."

I raised my head, poured the wine into my throat, drank the strong wine, and then my whole heart, liver and lungs seemed to be on fire, and the corners of my eyes were red from the scorching heat.

I feel really wronged and want to smash this bottle of wine on the head of the person in front of me.

I threw the empty wine bottle on the ground, took a few breaths, and raised my head resentfully, "It's a pity that we are not destined. If there is no Qin Weiji in the next life, I will definitely be with you."

Feng Cheng stared at me unwillingly for a long time, then walked away.

If there is no Qin Weiji in the next life, who would you not follow?

Fu Si wanted to send me back, but I waved my hand, feeling a little shaky in my steps, "Go back and see if there are any loopholes in the contract you signed, and clean up this mess quickly."

Fu Si paused, "Then how do you go back?"

"Call me a taxi." I looked at him impatiently, "Would you like to walk back?"

Fu Si helped me to call a taxi for me on the side of the road, and helped me into it slowly, "I will make an apology to you after I finish solving the matter here."

I smiled, my eyes were a little cloudy, "There are so many sins in paying for it, let's go back."

I fell on the back seat of the car, feeling a hole in my stomach, tears of pain swirling in my eyes.

"Where are you going?"

I replied in a daze, "Go home."

"Then where is your home?"

Where is home?

I got out of the taxi only to find that the driver had taken me to Fenghuali. I couldn't tell where my home was after drinking.

I did not buy a house in Beijing.

He asked me where my home was. The only home I ever had was Fenghuali, but unfortunately I couldn't go back.

I stood there, the cold wind didn't wake me up, and I was completely drowsy and drunk.

On a night like this, I think Qin Weiji would go crazy.

I stood at the door of Fenghuali, with my hands on my hips, and shouted to the inside, "Open the door!"

A security guard came out of the guard room, the same person who stopped me from going in last time.

I looked at him angrily, "Open the door for me."

"Mr. Xie?" He paused, "Sorry, you need to call Mr. Qin, and I can only let you in after he agrees."

I bit my lower lip angrily, and pointed at him, "You wait for me."

After that, I turned around and walked to the wall, squatted down slowly, and took out my mobile phone from my pocket.

"Hey."

Brother Qin's voice is so nice, I smiled silly.

"Mistyped again?"

"No." I quickly waved my hand, forgetting that Qin Weiji couldn't see it, "That's right."

"what happened?"

I squatted on the ground and drew circles one after another on the ground with my hands. I couldn't help crying and fell to the ground, right in the center of the circle.

"distant?"

I sobbed, my voice was trembling by the wind, and gradually I was so wronged that I couldn't make a sound.

"Brother Qin, please feel sorry for me and let me go home, okay?"

Qin Weiji on the other end of the phone was silent for a long time, so silent that I seemed to hear his slow, rapid and controlled breathing, which was very moving.

"Are you in Fenghua?"

"Um..."

"Drinking?"

"Um..."

"I'll ask the security guard to take you in first."

"No." I became stubborn, pouted, "I don't want him, I want you."

"Be obedient, the weather is too cold and I'm afraid you'll catch a cold." Qin Weiji coaxed me patiently, "You go home first, brother Qin will be there soon, okay?"

"I don't." I bit my lip, "I'll just wait for you."

"Yaoyao." Qin Weiji was a little anxious.

I pursed my lips and couldn't help crying again, "You said you're going to kill me, but you're going to kill me again."

"Okay, I won't hurt you." Qin Weiji's voice trembled, and I seemed to feel that he was going to cry with me in the next second, as if I hadn't heard Brother Qin cry before.

Brother Qin must be very nice when he cries.

But I can't bear him to cry, Brother Qin will kill me if he cries.

I buried my head in my knees, and after an unknown amount of time, I felt a hand gently touching my head.

"distant."

I raised my head, the traces of dried tears were still hanging on my face, Qin Weiji knelt on the ground, there seemed to be a sea of ​​flowers and blue waves in his eyes, the marketing account likes to talk about words and always said that Qin Weiji is like the icy wind and frost in winter , like the snow that has piled up all night, I never feel like that.

My Mr. Qin is like a lonely moon, like a meaningful poem, like an incomprehensible masterpiece.

I pursed my lips and opened my hands, "Brother Qin, give me a hug."

Qin Weiji picked me up, I wrapped my arms around his neck and buried my head in his arms, there was a nice tea scent on him, clean and addictive.

He lowered his voice and spoke softly, "Where did you go to play?"

I snorted twice without saying anything.

"Mr. Qin, let me drive the car in for you."

Qin Wei sent nodded.

I suddenly raised my head, stared at the security guard in front of me, gritted my teeth, and pointed at him, "Brother Qin, he is the one who won't let me go home!"

Qin Weiji frowned and looked at the security guard suspiciously.

The security guard quickly waved his hand, "I am Mr. Qin who follows the rules."

Qin Weiji paused for a moment, then slowly said, "When...when did he come back?"

"Half a year ago, Mr. Xie didn't have a key card and he wasn't the owner, so I didn't let him in. Later, you called and said you could let him in to pick up things, so I didn't let him stay overnight."

Qin Weiji's eyes trembled, "It was he who came that time?"

"Yes, Mr. Xie is very upset. I asked him to call you, but he didn't."

Qin Wei hugged me tightly without any trace, "Don't stop him from now on." "Okay."

Qin Weiji hugged me and walked in, I raised my head and glared at the security guard triumphantly, "If you stop me again, I will fire you!"

The security guard smiled awkwardly, "Don't dare."

Qin Weiji smiled helplessly, hugged me and left.

Qin Weiji walked slowly with me in his arms, passing through the shade of trees and trails, listening to the sound of water flowing down the rockery, listening to Qin Weiji's slow breathing, my heart has never been so peaceful. "Little friend, you can't drink so much wine on your birthday, are you having fun?"

I feel that it's time to wake up from my wine, but I don't know why I just get drunk in it and can't wake up. "unhappy."

"why?"

My voice seemed to be humming, "I was bullied."

"Who bullied you?"

"By a wolf."

"Ok?"

I raised my head, looked at Qin Weiji with a smothered mouth, and said aggrievedly, "His eyes are like a wolf, and he can swallow me into his stomach as long as he relaxes, it's terrible."

Qin Weiji was stunned for a long time, "Don't be afraid, there is Brother Qin." "Yeah." I smiled with satisfaction, and buried him in his arms again, "Every time he wants to bite me, I tell him that I am As for Brother Qin, he ran away in fright."

"Well, Yaoyao is really smart, if someone bullies you in the future, just say Brother Qin."

"They don't believe it." I felt a little aggrieved.

"What don't you believe?"

"They all said you don't want me anymore." I sobbed a little while talking, "Brother Qin doesn't want me?"

Qin Weiji pursed his lips, as if he was holding back something, his voice trembled, "You don't want me anymore..."

A slight sentence fell into my heart, resounding loudly.

I lost my life for him, how can he say that I don't want him anymore?

I slowly opened my eyes, and felt that Qin Weiji was slowly putting me on the bed, one of my hands was tightly clutching his clothes, "Don't go, Brother Qin."

"Don't go." Qin Wei sent to sleep beside me, "Sleep in peace."

I felt that my eyes could not be opened slowly, my thoughts were chaotic, and I was spinning dizzily. There seemed to be a shaft in my mind that made my eyes spin around.

I vaguely heard Qin Weisong whispering in my ear.

"How did the kid grow up so fast..."

When I woke up in a daze, I saw Brother Qin sitting by the bed, holding a few pieces of paper in his hand, the sound of sobbing was like an elegy in the silent night, and the night was filled with loneliness and sadness.

Qin Weisong cried.

I may be dreaming.

I often dream that Qin Weiji is sitting beside my bed with red eyes, but I never dream of him crying.

Why is he crying?

Yes, he must have read my letter to him.

The letter I wrote to him was filled with reluctance and miss.

The letter I wrote to him fell into the sea, without even an echo.

Brother Qin, happy new year, I'm fine, don't worry about it.

I went back to Suzhou. I used to say that the winter in Beijing is too cold to make the festivals less lively, but why do I feel that the winter in Suzhou seems to be colder? This Spring Festival is getting more and more lonely, and I feel deserted and scared.

After being with you, I almost forgot what it's like to be alone. You saved my life by guarding me, but I left my soul with you. How do you let me live the rest of my life?Can you write back to me when you receive the letter?Your writing is more beautiful than mine, I want to save it, and love it as I love you.

In the first year of divorce, I miss you.

Brother Qin, happy new year, I'm fine, don't worry about it.

Fireworks are not allowed in Beijing, but the fireworks here in Suzhou have never stopped all night. I can’t sleep all night because of the noise. At this time, I dream of you for days and nights. Falling in love is like a past. , See you again, I'm afraid you won't even remember what I look like.Hope to reply, solve my miss.

In the second year of divorce, I miss you.

Brother Qin, happy new year, I'm fine, don't worry about it.

The UK is very humid, even more humid than Suzhou, and the rain can wipe out the vigor of people.There is no sense of festiveness here. It is said that Chinatown in London is very lively. I didn't go there. I don't like the excitement anymore.I don't know how long it will take for this letter to reach you, and I don't expect your reply anymore.

In the third year of divorce, I miss you.

Brother Qin, happy new year, I'm fine, don't worry about it.

Brits are really hard to deal with, I don't have any friends here, and I don't get text messages for new year wishes.I am afraid that you will miss me, so I will send you a letter of safety, and there is no need to reply.

In the fourth year of divorce, I miss you.

Brother Qin, happy new year, I'm fine, don't worry about it.

It's the fifth year of divorce, and I miss you.

In the end, I have run out of thoughts, and I have nothing more to say.