fifth year of divorce

Before I married Qin Weiji, when I was 20 years old, I jumped from an [-]th line star to a top star with a big IP drama. The fame and fortune that year, the stars and the moon hit me unconscious .

However, I still feel that my future is uncertain. It is true that I became famous when I was young, but I became famous so early that I was dragged into the entertainment industry before I had time to plan my way forward. All the announcements were made by my agent.

My acting skills have not had time to hone, and I have to squander and consume one after another. The company and agent have made a lot of money, and my acting skills have been criticized by netizens to this day.

If I hadn't met Qin Weiji, I would have been squeezed for another three to five years without any traffic to use, and I would have been kicked away by the brokerage company and gradually forgotten by the public.

That was my guess, but Qin Weiji said that I am a rare genius, even without him, someone else would discover me and make me a success.

I never thought I was a genius, other than having a good skin, I was worthless in the entertainment industry.

When Zhou Kong came to me with the script of "I Shouldn't Love the Sun", I was so sore by the name of the book. With such a pretentious name and Zhou Kongyuan's reputation, I already guessed that it was a literary film.

This film is not negotiable, and my agent will not accept it.

The salary is low, the time is too long, and my announcements can't be scheduled.

So I didn't even read the book, so I rejected Zhou Kong.

Zhou Kong said that there is no hurry, let me read the script first, and then it is not too late to refuse.

I read that book in one day and finished it, but I couldn't sleep all night.

The background of the story is about 20 years ago. The protagonist Lu Qian is the second generation of an official, the only son of a provincial party secretary.

Life is carefree, without thinking about the first half of life or even the second half of life, there are many people who plan for him.

When he was carefree and grew up to 20 years old, he fell in love with Jiang Zhishen, the secretary next to his father.

Lu Qian often sees Jiang Zhishen wearing silver glasses, holding a stack of documents and passing him upright, she always smiles and says, "Your father is still in a meeting, come to my office."

Since then, Lu Qian has been around Jiang Zhishen every day. Sometimes when he sees him taking off his coat and tie because he is too hot, he will swallow his saliva.

At that time, same-sex marriage was not yet legal, and when the love came suddenly, Lu Qian was frightened by herself and felt that she was a pervert.

He began to approach Jiang Zhishen uncontrollably, and one day when Jiang Zhishen saw him fall asleep and put his coat on him, he couldn't stand it even more, smelling the fragrance of his coat and becoming shameless, he stretched out his hand unconsciously Accidentally soiled the world.

When he thought he was out of his mind, Jiang Zhishen suddenly came over and bent down, reached into his coat and grabbed his hand tightly, smiling softly, "This is where your dad works."

As soon as the gap was opened, this office, which no one dared to enter, became a geomantic treasure for the two regardless of the world.

Jiang Zhi always gritted his teeth and said affectionately and indulgently when he was deeply affectionate, "You seduced me like this, and your father found out. Do you want me to die on purpose?"

Lu Qian squinted her eyes, blushed, panting, "Secretary Jiang, I will die with you."

Jiang Zhishen pursed his lips and smiled slightly, "Then why not fuck you to death now."

I don't know if it was Jiang Zhishen's prophecy or he had a premonition. When Secretary Lu pushed the door in, Lu Qian was sitting on Jiang Zhishen's lap with his head on his shoulder.

Lu Qian looked back at his father, her face pale, and suddenly felt that the person she was holding was going to disappear, and it was going to be a dream.

Later Jiang Zhishen disappeared.

Lu Qian didn't even know where to find this person, he didn't know anything about this person, his love, hatred, anger, and ignorance were just in the lust again and again.

The only thing left was the pair of silver glasses that Jiang Zhishen left in the office.

After reading this script, I felt empty in my heart. The script was not finished at all. Zhou Kong deliberately let me see this, so I couldn't help but ask him, where did Jiang Zhishen go, what should Lu Qian do? Love or just sex.

But I didn't go to Zhou Kong. After reading the script, I knew that I would not take this movie anyway. It's homosexual, there are many sex scenes, and political figures are involved. I don't know if this movie has passed the review, even if it can be released Lu Qian Whether my image has any impact on my career is uncontrollable.

Later, Zhou Kong couldn't help but came to me again, and he couldn't come in vain, so I asked him about the ending of the story.

To Lu Qian, this absurd and indulgent past was just an episode in the ignorant period of youth. After a while, he forgot about it and started his own life.

As for Jiang Zhishen, he no longer has a life of his own.

His official career was terminated, even his parents' jobs were lost, and he quietly committed suicide on such an unforgettable night.

Lu Qian loves early and loves shallow, but Jiang Zhishen responds late but falls deeply.

If it weren't for this ending, this would be nothing more than a bad book.

I thought that Jiang Zhishen was a smart man, he should get away and go to a new place as soon as possible, forgetting this charming past and start over again.And Lu Qianhui will never forget the man she fell in love with when she was young sexually.

As a result, it was just the opposite.

And that's how it should be.

I asked Zhou Kong, what is the similarity between me and Lu Qian, why didn't I choose me?

Zhou Kong said that at first glance, I felt that I was Lu Qian, the affection was sudden, and the withdrawal was also sudden.It looks hot, but it is ruthless.

Dare to love, I am a scumbag in Zhou Kong's eyes.

But this time I didn't refuse, I think the following book, homosexuality has just been legalized in the past two years, and the public acceptance is higher than ever.And Zhou Kong said that Jiang Zhishen's role has been negotiated, and it is Qin Weiji.

Good guy, this is the actor who has won the Qingfeng Award for four consecutive years. If I can play with him, I should be able to get rid of the title of vase.

That was the first time I saw my Mr. Qin. He was trying on makeup. He was wearing a neat suit and a pair of silver glasses. When he looked at me, there seemed to be streamers in the corners of his eyes.

That is also my Secretary Jiang.