The little stand-in is no longer with me

Xie Lin was a little flustered, he obviously didn't remember anything, and he said this sentence subconsciously.He didn't know why...

It may be a habit, which also shows that he really knows the person in front of him.

"I don't remember... I don't even know your name." Xie Lin said blankly, his head was a little swollen as if he had overused it, and he tried his best to recall it just now but it was fruitless.

"Liao Cenchuan. My name is Liao Cenchuan, the river of mountains and rivers."

Liao Cenchuan suddenly thought of the first time the two of them met on the plane when they grew up. At that time, Xie Lin took the initiative to ask his name, and he answered in the same way.

After Xie Lin muttered the name, he still didn't think of anything.

Liao Cenchuan saw Xie Lin's frown, and kept pressing his temple with his hands, looking very hard.Suddenly said distressedly: "If you can't remember it, don't think about it, don't force yourself."

In fact, Liao Cenchuan was very afraid that Xie Lin would remember that their past was both sweet and sour.He owed Xie Lin too much, and he was afraid that Xie Lin would never want him if he really remembered, and would return to his previous state...

He knew it was bad to think like this, but he was really afraid.He couldn't bear Xie Lin's cold words to him, refused him to ignore him, let alone watched Xie Lin fall into the arms of others.

"But I want to remember, that's my memory." Xie Lin emphasized.

Liao Cenchuan said, "What if the memory makes you unbearable? What if the depression relapses after you think about it?" He wasn't threatening, it was the truth.If Xie Lin remembered, he would definitely collapse.It's better not to remember anything now, everything in disguise is beautiful.

Xie Lin suddenly lost his voice.He knew that he came to the United States to treat depression, and lost his memory after undergoing mect treatment.If his memory is so terrible, he is really a little timid... He admits that he is not a brave person, and retreats after saying a few words.

But memory is not something he can remember when he wants to, and it is impossible to retract it freely.He heard from the doctor that recovering memory is different for everyone.So he can't grasp the situation.

Seeing that Xie Lin did not speak, Liao Cenchuan breathed a sigh of relief silently.Quietly standing behind Xie Lin, hugged Xie Lin from behind, feeling the temperature and smell of the person in his arms, and quietly closed his eyes.

It has been a long time since I experienced such a scene, Xie Lin didn't struggle as if he was in a daze.And Liao Cenchuan took the opportunity to hug him tighter and tighter, and his breath sprayed on Xie Lin's exposed neck, causing a blush.

Xie Lin's neck was itchy sensitively, and he immediately shrank his neck, and suddenly realized that he was in Liao Cenchuan's arms, so he pushed him away fiercely, and said in great surprise: "What are you going to do?"

Liao Cenchuan's arms were empty, and he felt a little lost.Seeing Xie Lin's frightened and vigilant expression, he said helplessly, "Sorry Linlin, unconsciously...don't be angry, I just miss you so much, I miss your body and your smell."

Such a beautiful face showed a lonely expression, Liao Cenchuan hugged himself, as if he didn't want Xie Lin's temperature to disappear from his embrace, so beautiful that people couldn't move their eyes.

Xie Lin didn't remember what happened between him and Liao Cenchuan, but seeing Liao Cenchuan's current appearance, it seemed that someone who had been let down for a long time was finally satisfied.He couldn't help wondering, was it because he didn't do well before?

"Stop talking about Liao Cenchuan." Xie Lin blushed, not wanting to hear any more shameful words from Liao Cenchuan, and stopped him: "I am engaged to Chi Jingzhan, it is impossible to have any more stories with you. Even if I let you down , I apologize to you. Can you let me go?"

At the end, Xie Lin's tone was already begging for mercy.No matter what happened to him and Liao Cenchuan before, no matter who failed the other between the two of them, it's impossible for them now.He is already engaged to Chi Jingzhan, and he thinks that Chi Jingzhan is a good person and worthy of his entrustment.I don't want to make any more troubles.

Liao Cenchuan's eyes turned red, and he shouted in a tone of almost collapse, "No!! How can you be engaged to him? How can you do this!"

Liao Cenchuan's heart trembled uncontrollably, his blood flowed backwards and even his internal organs were eroded by the dense pain.He suddenly realized how Xie Lin felt when he and Liao Shiyu got engaged.Is this retribution?His willful retribution.

He made a false engagement with Liao Shiyu for the purpose of being with Xie Lin, but Xie Lin was forced by him to let go of his agreement.Does Xie Lin feel as uncomfortable as he does now and wants to die?

This almost excruciating pain overwhelmed him, and chills came from his fingertips.Tears welled up in Liao Cenchuan's eyes in an instant, and he kept saying, "You can't marry him, you can't marry him...you are mine, mine. How can you let others take it away? I won't allow it. "

His vision had become blurred, Liao Cenchuan hugged Xie Lin regardless.The crying was endless, and he couldn't breathe smoothly due to the pain.

Why is it so uncomfortable, why is it so painful.Xie Lin can't be so cruel to him, can't punish him like this!He would do anything but this.

"Xie Lin, I beg you, don't marry him... I was really, really wrong. You can punish me any way you want, and I will give you whatever you want! As long as you leave him, you will let him I can kneel down to you now, and I can do it."

Tears wet Xie Lin's shirt, feeling helpless.He heard Liao Cenchuan crying heartbroken, although his heart was a little touched and uncomfortable.But he can't empathize at all because he has no memory.

For Xie Lin now, Liao Cenchuan is just a stranger he has known for less than five hours.A stranger hugs you and cries, and there is an indescribably strange feeling.

Liao Cenchuan's deep affection was applied to a person who had completely lost his memory, which was tantamount to being in vain.This sense of powerlessness made Liao Cenchuan even more helpless. He no longer knew what to do.He could only hug Xie Lin desperately and refused to let go.

He can deal with many people with scheming, but now he has nothing to do with Xie Lin.

"How old are you, why are you crying so sadly?" Xie Lin didn't understand, "Do you like me that much?"

With tears in his eyes, Liao Cenchuan bit his lips and nodded, "I like it..." My heart hurts when I like it.

"Then why am I by Chi Jingzhan's side now? According to what you said, we have been in love for a year, and you like me, and I like you too. Then our relationship should be very good, why let others get into it?" Is there a loophole?"

Liao Cenchuan pursed his mouth, wanting to cry instantly, biting his trembling lips with patience, "I'm sorry, I've done a lot of things to disappoint you. I'm really... very bad, without me, you Maybe I won’t suffer from depression. But I really like you, and I only like you since I was a child. Linlin, please show me a clear path, don’t let me wander aimlessly into darkness. Please Tell me, how can you come back to me?"

"According to what you say, it's even more impossible to go back." Xie Lin's black and white eyes hit Liao Cenchuan's cheek, and he analyzed rationally, "You treat me so badly and even say you like me. Then If you don't like me in the future, wouldn't it be possible to kill me, forget it."

"No!!" Liao Cenchuan shouted, "I can't bear it, I love you... How could I want your life, it's almost like you wanting my life. Please, Linlin, love me again, Give me a chance."

Xie Lin lost his memory, but he didn't become stupid.He can clearly distinguish right from wrong and black from right. Liao Cenchuan's regret now is too much for him to understand, but he will not repeat the same mistakes.After all, he could not have a sense of trust in Liao Cenchuan. To him, Liao Cenchuan was just a stranger.Let him talk all kinds of hype, like him and love him, even if it is true, he doesn't believe it.

Although he has amnesia, he is essentially the same person.From Liao Cenchuan's few words, he could know why his previous self left Liao Cenchuan.But I just want to stay away from the trouble center, don't want to get involved any more, and don't want to have anything to do with Liao Cenchuan.Then why did he have to lead himself into the ditch again when he could live again after amnesia?

"Forget it." Xie Lin said easily.

Liao Cenchuan wiped away his tears, he couldn't control the panic in his heart.Eagerly, he lowered his head and kissed Xie Lin's lips, sucking hard, making a water-stained sound.Xie Lin was struggling desperately, but his eyes were red and he didn't let go.

Liao Cenchuan was very sad, even if Xie Lin lost his memory, his method of treating Xie Lin was not to force but to force.He knew it was wrong, but he didn't want to hear Xie Lin's rejection.

He also wanted to have a good start, but Xie Lin refused to give him a chance, and refused to give him a single look.

He was jealous of Chi Jingzhan, so jealous that he was going crazy.

Suddenly there was pain on his lips, Xie Lin bit Liao Cenchuan's mouth fiercely, and finally let go.The slap suddenly slapped, Xie Lin said angrily: "I finally know why I want to stay away from you!"

Liao Cenchuan's breathing was no longer smooth, he held Xie Lin's shoulder with trembling lips as if eager to prove, shaking desperately, "Did you two do it?"

"Do you think everyone will persecute others like you? He never forced me to do things I don't want to do." Xie Lin said angrily.

After hearing these words, Liao Cenchuan finally breathed a sigh of relief.His Xie Lin is still his and has not been taken away.

"I'm sorry Linlin." Liao Cenchuan was apologizing for his impulsive kiss just now, although he was apologizing but he didn't regret it.He thought about Xie Lin's lips for a long time, and it would not be a bad thing to get scolded.

Just as Xie Lin was about to reprimand, there was a sudden knock on the door, and the two people who were shocked by the sound were shocked.

"Xie Lin!!! Xie Lin! Are you inside?"

It was Chi Jingzhan's voice. "Liao Cenchuan! Open the door! Is Xie Lin in your hands?!"

Xie Lin was a little surprised, he didn't expect Chi Jingzhan to find this place.He shouted, "I'm here, Jing Zhan!"

Liao Cenchuan's face turned pale, he didn't care about anything else, and suddenly grabbed Xie Lin's collar, gnashing his teeth jealously, "You call him Jing Zhan, so close?"

Xie Lin looked at him inexplicably, as if to say, you must be sick.

Liao Cenchuan was so out of his mind that he carried Xie Lin on his body and stuffed him into the bedroom.But Xie Lin felt the world was spinning, and the world in his eyes was turned upside down, and then he was thrown on the bed.

After knocking outside for a long time, the sound soon disappeared.Chi Jingzhan seemed to be saying something outside the door, and then the impact became louder and louder, and he broke into the door in an instant.

"You still call the police?" Liao Cenchuan suppressed his anger and glared at Chi Jingzhan.

Regardless of Liao Cenchuan's words, Chi Jingzhan looked around for a familiar figure, "Where's Xie Lin? Where did you hide?"